#jared 19 nvr learned 2 FUCKING READ evn tho shes 20+ n has been paying bills 4 yrs?? she somehow doesnt understand wat they say?? ok)
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gumdecay ยท 4 years ago
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#im so xhausted i genuinely think i mite die. like. taking 20 calls a day frm my brthr tryin 2 keep his shit goin til he gets back. gettin#constant txts from his friends/contacts 4 the same rzn. my ex roommate living rent fucking free in my head while i figure out how 2 get all#the $ she owes me (n somehow says i owe her?? lmfao???) back w/o taking her dumbass 2 court (evn tho i prob will end up doing that bc shes#jared 19 nvr learned 2 FUCKING READ evn tho shes 20+ n has been paying bills 4 yrs?? she somehow doesnt understand wat they say?? ok)#on top of that 2 ppl hav recently said theyr crushing on me n idk how 2 deal w that while maintaining friendships (1 ghosted wen i said that#n the othr is now constantly txting n both r fine but just additional stress) + the b*y is vback n forth w how h* feels abt/talks 2 me l8ly#+ ive only been home 2 days in the past 3 weeks + ive driven more in the past 3 weeks than i have prob in my entire life n i hav incredibly#bad anxiety abt driving n ive been going places i dnt kno which makes it evn worse n ive been going w ppl who dnt let me just use maps which#makes it worse+means i turn around n redirect @ least once evry time i drive bc i miss my turn or they dnt tell me early enuf or some shit#+ i owe my othr brother like 300 or some shit n despite having 10k+ in the bank (compared 2 my 250 spread across 3 diff banks 2 of which i#CANT EVN USE RN BC THEY KEEP FUCKING ME OVR) he keeps asking wen r u gnna pay this wen r u gnna give me this LIKE BITCH ONCE I GET MY FUCKIN#CARDS IN THE MAIL U R NOT HURTING 4 MONEY nyway................ nyway. im 4r abt 2 kermit lmfao this is lichrally Not Evn all of it n its#all been in the past 2 weeks n its just. im ready 2 die. genuinely. i cant keep fucking doing this lmao. i wanna [redacted] as soon as i get#home again but who fuckin knows when thatll b lmfao :') im :')#nyway its 5pm n i havent eaten so mb im just being a cranky bitch baby n need food ๐Ÿ‘Š๐Ÿ˜”#nvm i rmrd there is no food in the house n when i checked 4 the food i gave them $ 2 buy when they got theirs ystrday its all. the wrong#things. like the right Kind of food but the wrong Type of food n my idiot fucking brain says if u eat that u will feel worse than not eating#n also probably Die. like stfu u dramatic bitch no i WONT. but yes i will n so i will not eat. lol.
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