#jane voice: get wreckt dean

[loveruined]

AN OPEN LETTER FROM JAY WYNDHAM // 03/13/17.

To anybody who feels like listening, 

I feel like I should start with an apology. It’s been a big and bad year and I haven’t really kept anybody up to date. That’s definitely on me. You shouldn’t have to rely on shitty paparazzi pictures to know I’m doing okay. From now on, you won’t have to. I’ve decided that things are going to change.

As pretty much everybody knows, I’ve spent a lot of time recently trying to make myself into somebody I wasn’t because I thought it would make me matter more. We’ve all done it. Sometimes you cling to things because at the time they feel good, even if ultimately they’re bad for you, and it’s natural to do that when you’re coming out of a shitty place. I don’t blame myself for it, and you shouldn’t blame me either, but you should definitely learn from this that it’s never worth it. Eventually, you just have to realise that you can’t force two things to fit together, and you’re the only one even trying to force it, and that if you need to force it, it’s wrong. Eventually, you’ll be lucky enough to find something that works.

I found my something. It’s a band called Pusher, and honestly? We’re fucking amazing.

I know it’s an announcement that’s coming out of nowhere, but here it is. I’ve wanted to tell you all for months but had to keep it secret until everything was agreed. Along with the incredibly talented Chuck Bass and Tommy Shelby, I’ve formed a group that makes a totally different sound from both my work with The Skrulls and my solo projects.  Our first show (and I’ll tell you more about tickets later) is in LA on April 1st at the El Rey Theatre. I only hope you’ll like our stuff as much as we do.

I just want to take a second to remind you all that you’re more than good enough. No matter what anybody says, or whoever passes you over, or however worthless you feel. Though things feel like the end of the world, they’re not. They’re just minor setbacks that you’re more than strong enough to overcome.

Here’s to focusing on my children, my music, and you. 

With all my love,

Jay