#jamie is still absolutely my number one but.... uuuuugh i'll give this a few months and see how it sticks 😭😭😭😭

[cherry-bomb-ships]

In the four years that I've been running a selfship blog, no f/o has ever been on the same level as Jamie to me. Sure, a few have come close, like Hopper or Spamton, and while my feelings haven't faded for any of them, Jamison is just so.. so different. He feels so comfortable and cozy, like he'll always be there for me and I can always count on him to make me smile. I remember so clearly and so fondly the days where I wouldn't be able to think about him without giggling to myself and feeling my heart pound, and even nowadays where we've slipped into a subdued, peaceful love, I still can't think about him without cracking a smile. He's been my one and only sunshine for so long, and I'll probably hold onto him for even longer, as long as I can 🥺💖💖💖 The reason he's my only 3-star f/o on my list is because he's so much more than an f/o to me. He's just a part of my life, a part of me now.

....... SO HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL. AS I'M BEGINNING TO REALIZE I'M FEELING A VERY SIMILAR WAY OVER SOME ASSHOLE 4'6" CRINGEFAIL SCIENTIST WHO FUCKING LOOKS LIKE THIS