#jamie benn writing

[puckingdisaster]

For the flower prompt perhaps basil = what i wished for and what i got?

You unfortunately didn't include a pairing so I just decided to use bennguin, but I hope that's fine as well anon!

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When he came into the NHL, naive and starry-eyed, hoping to make it all the way with the Boston Bruins, Tyler didn’t dare to think about what the future might have in store for him. When he got to Boston, his teammates were nice and welcomed him into the group enthusiastically. After a few months the fear of getting sent down receded and he started to enjoy playing more and more. At the same time, he started to enjoy celebrating after a win. After a while, it got too much. He was Deadspin’s favorite cover boy and the fans most frowned upon player. As the months passed, his teammates started to distance themselves from him and it broke his heart. Every avoided look, every half assed excuse made it a little worse. Eventually, he didn’t try anymore. Sat by himself in the locker room, didn’t go out with his teammates anymore. Instead, he found new friends and drank more and more. Drugs were involved as well, but usually, he couldn’t even remember what he took during the occasions where he wasn’t so high or drunk that he forgot his own name. Sometimes, it felt good. He enjoyed going out, enjoyed having fun with his friends. Didn’t listen to his teammates, who wanted to pressure him into toning it down, at least when the public could see. Of course, he didn’t listen. They avoided him for months, what made them think he’d just jump when they said something? Everyone started to hate him and as much talent and skill as he had, he just wasn’t useful for the Bruins anymore. So they shipped him off to Dallas. At first he thought it would just be the same, that no one would care what he did until it was too late and that his teammates would hate him. 

But as soon as he arrived, he was greeted by Jim Nill, the Star’s general manager, and Jamie Benn. He didn’t really expect any of them, much rather a taxi driver to pick him up or something equally as impersonal. So when he saw the two men standing just outside of the gate, he almost dropped his luggage. His limbs felt numb, but he forced himself to continue walking. His first impression probably didn’t really play in his favor. His hair was greasy, he probably stank, he was skinny and pale, except for the dark shadows under his eyes. He still didn’t understand why they’d even signed him in the first place. Or why they were picking him up now, in broad daylight, where everyone could see it. He tried to ignore the nervous coil in his stomach, but the closer he got, the more his fear reared its ugly head. After Nill greeted him and introduced him and Jamie, he didn’t beat around the bush and straight up told him that, instead of going to a hotel or something, his first stop would be a rehab center. It probably wasn’t as much of a surprise as it should have been, which said enough about his life right now. He just tried to focus on the conversation, nodded at the right times and followed when they walked out to the car. 

The tips of his fingers were still numb, the rest of his arms tingly, his head heavy and hot, but he could find solace in the chill of the car window. There were now four people, including him. Nill, Jamie Benn and a driver who was polite enough to at least try to pretend he didn’t listen to every word as Nill talked about the rehab and what would happen afterwards. He tried to listen, he really did, but he must’ve spaced out at one point or another because the next thing he knew was Jamie Benn gently nudging his shoulder, big cow eyes trained on his face. 

“We’re there, man.”

Tyler slowly straightened up in his seat, embarrassed that he clearly zoned out during a conversation with the guy who basically saved his face and his future captain. He nodded, avoiding their faces when he stumbled out of the car, dragging his bag with him. He didn’t bring much, just clothes and a few essentials, because he still wasn’t sure if this was something permanent. He just quietly listened as Nill handled all the stuff at the front desk, trying not to pick at the scabs on his wrists. He started to scratch at them a lot during stressful situations, so the tears in his skin never really had a chance to heal before he ripped them open again. He didn’t exactly mind though, the sting gave him something to focus on. He mindlessly scratched at his wrist until the scab caught under his fingernail, until another hand gently took his own away. Startled, he looked up into Jamie’s concerned face. 

“You shouldn’t do that. You’ll hurt yourself.”

It took everything in him not to let out a bitter laugh. Hurt himself? Basically the only thing he did for the last few months. Or, for the time he could remember. 

Jamie must have seen something in his eyes, because his frown deepened even more and he gently steered Tyler away from the main lobby, to a corner where they had some resemblance of privacy. Oh yeah, here it came. Tyler took a deep breath, trying to brace himself for the “when you get out here, don’t you dare start shit in my locker room, don’t try to drag other guys into whatever you’re doing in your off time, don’t expect to make friends on this team. But the talk never came. He stood there, baffled, as Jamie told him that yeah, he might’ve fucked up, but Jamie and the whole team was behind him and wanted to help as much as possible after he got out of rehab. Because they believed in him. They thought he could be a good addition to their team. He nodded dumbly, mumbling out something he hoped was “I won’t try to fuck this up as bad as I did in Boston”, which was apparently enough because Jamie just smiled and nodded before they walked back to the front desk together, where a nurse was waiting for him. Nill said his goodbyes and walked ahead, while Jamie hastily searched for a pen in his jacket. He took Tyler’s wrist again, the one that wasn’t injured, and scribbled a phone number on it. The sensation of the cool ink on his overheated skin nearly made him shiver.

“I don’t know how much access to a phone you’re gonna have, but this is my number. Please text me if you want to, or if you need anything. You’re team now.”

Before he could comprehend what just happened, Jamie said goodbye and left through the main entrance. He didn’t want to give the friendly nurse an even bigger hassle to deal with, so he quickly followed her as she led him to his room. 

And as the door closed behind her and Tyler sat alone on a foreign bed in a foreign city, with no one he really knew or could contact, the phone number on the skin of his forearm felt like a lifeline. Like someone could bother enough to keep up with him if he just tried enough to get better. And somehow, even though this was not how he thought his NHL career would go, it didn’t feel like his life was wasted anymore. Of course, it would be a long, painful way towards a point where he could say that he was proud of himself again. But for the first time in a long time, he felt like the attempt to at least try to get better was not impossible. And maybe that was enough for now. He might not have won the cup yet, or even played a significant part on his team, but for now he was happy to be on a team where people could maybe become his friends again.

[linskywords]

Hi Linsky! I’m not sure if you’ve answered this already, but I was curious to know what fics you’re currently commissioned to write, and if you’re ever going to accept more requests?

Hi! Sure, I think I mentioned the commissions in passing but not in isolation. Here they are:

Wyatt/Roope soulmate AU -- this one is of course already posted!

Jamie Benn/Joe Pavelski wandering heart AU -- this trope is totally new to me, and I got waaaay too into the resulting plot and am currently on ~33K of what was going to be a 20K story. 😅 But as you can probably guess from that, I'm really enjoying writing it and hope to be able to start posting soon!

1988 Jonny goes into rut -- going back to the wolfverse for this one. Gonna visit the boys and their babies in 2023 👀

As for your second question, probably but I don't know when! I've had a great time writing the commissions so far; they've led me to some story types and pairings I might not have ended up with on my own, which was one of the reasons I wanted to open them in the first place -- I felt like I could use a little variety in what I was writing, and I wanted the intellectual challenge of figuring out outside prompts. And it's been great feeling like I'm contributing to some rarely written pairings. Overall, there hasn't been anything in this process so far that's made me feel negatively about the prospect of doing it again. That said, the list of stories I want to write after the commissions are done has gotten long, so it might be a while before I get through all that and want to reopen. I'll certainly let you all know if I do!

[haloslips]

☕️ the teams in the second round right now

ooo okay this will be fun

teams i want to win the second round:

avs - i have almost no feelings about the avs unless my friends start writing nate/jo fic tbh..... if i'd gotten into hockey like hmm 18 months earlier than i did i think their cup run would have gotten to me, but alas

canes - i'm a fan of the canes thru friendship with @hopetorun in that i love to support my friends teams and also she's posted compelling things about them and she deserves for her team to win

panthers - this tbh is also for my friends but MOSTLY for my bracket. i actually love the cats i think they're fun and a lot of my friends love them in v infectious ways and also i really want something in my bracket to go right this year

other teams:

bruins - i love the bruins honest to god in almost every scenario i want them to win except this one. they're fun and also my bestie loves them more than anything and as we've established.... also trevor zegras to the bruins is maybe my dream destination for him (just had to throw that in there)

oilers - connor and leon deserve to win a cup together but otherwise it's whatev. fuck evander kane tho

canucks - i love them a lot tbh! i hope they win a cup soon but if it's not this year i do think they'll continue to be contenders for a while. that said fuck rogers arena, man, worst experience of my life

teams i wish had been swept in round one:

under a cut, if you haven't seen your team name yet maybe skip this one sorry

rngrs - i think most hockey teams play dirty but i hate this team for it the most and also outside of my handful of friends who are fans, their fans are some of my least favorite. the vibes are just so mean and angry and perpetually disappointed w both the team & fans and i just do not vibe with that energy!!

strs - i've disliked the stars for jamie benn reasons for a long time, like since before i really got into hockey even, and then they knocked the kraken out of the playoffs last year. they are MY number one kraken rival and the one team in the league i allow myself to indulge in my haterism for. unfortunately they say shit like "there is no fear in love" about this team so i am constantly being tested in my haterism. the vibes of the younger guys on this team are a test specifically for me from the hater gods and i am their strongest soldier. i hope they never win again and their good boys are scattered around the west

[tradetobest]

dee's january 2024 fic recs

ok so. i thought i'd do a fic rec list every month this year of just my favourite fics that got bookmarked in the month (not necessarily written in the past month) that had just passed... i was a bit busy for the past few days but FINALLY i got the chance to sit down so!!

(if you want to play fic roulette here's some blind links otherwise!! enjoy under the cut

1 2 3 4 5 6)

3:30 by sevenfists

pairing: sidney crosby/evgeni malkin rating: E words: 11k summary: Napping with Sid would be inconvenient, embarrassing, and more than a little gay, and maybe Zhenya was a little gay, but he didn’t need to advertise it.

i LOVE "oh this thing we do together has become a routine now we Have to do it before games" fics and you should too!! this one is So cute i love it....

waiting for confessions of love by catchingpapermoons

pairing: jamie drysdale/trevor zegras/mason mctavish rating: M words: 41k summary: “I’ll be so real with you, man,” Trevor says, pulling back. “I had no fucking idea you liked dudes.”

one thing about me is that i am an absolute sucker for miscommunication and will love it at all costs and this fic DELIVERS!!!! and so well!!

high into the blue by idday

pairing: jack eichel/connor mcdavid rating: T words: 10k summary: Lieutenant John Eichel of the United States Navy – Boston to his squadron and Jack to the people who matter – is reckless and cocky and too smug for his own damn good. But even Connor has to admit that the boy can goddamn fly. (Captain Connor McDavid, Royal Canadian Air Force, is by the book in the worst way, conservative and careful and liable to get himself killed out there. Jack shouldn’t be impressed by him. He really shouldn’t.)

when i tell you i SCREAMED when i got the notif for this fic and then immediately went and watched top gun.,.... if you know me you know anything idday puts out i literally eat up like mceichel is the only thing that will ever sustain me ever again and this was NO exception,,,, always a pleasure to be able to experience an idday fic is what i say

play your heart out by ribena

pairing: leon draisaitl/connor mcdavid rating: M words: 4k summary: Connor loses his heart. Leon finds it for the both of them.

oughh./.. ouhhh.... what even to say.... clutches my heart (lol)...... beautiful..... i literally screamed cried went through it..... please read like literally begs you

nobody wins afraid of losing by adelphenium

pairing: tyler bertuzzi/dylan larkin rating: E words: 12k summary: It’s been almost a year since the first trade. It’s been just a few weeks since they last saw each other, facing off on the ice here in Toronto. In all the months since the Boston run, Tyler’s done nothing but read Dylan’s texts from the notifications bar like a sad and filthy sack of shit, too weak not to feel a thrill whenever a Saw that goal, what a beauty berts or a Hope you’re sleeping ok came through. Or: Tyler and Dylan during the 2024 bye week.

"hey you bookmarked this one on december 31st" IM PUTTING IT IN JANUARY!!!!! PLEASE READ THIS FIC!!!!! not only did jamie adelphenium write it but its just. it has shaped the way i view tyler bertuzzi and sparked a love for mr hockey butt himself..... what a good fic yall please read

reserve your ardors by wrightsworth

pairing: jamie benn/tyler seguin rating: E words: 9k summary: Jamie was in over his head. He had been out of his depth for months if he was being honest, ever since he picked Seggy up from the airport that first time in the humid Dallas air and his Omega genes decided to make themselves known, and loudly.

it wouldnt be me without some good old bennguin and RAHH pining and omegaverse and unrequited-requited and miscommunication like what else could you want in a fic its so good

[justtoarguewithyou]

Writing Patterns - LAST Lines!

Rules: write the last line of your 10 longest fics. What patterns can you see, if any? Which ones are your favourites?

tagged by @phdmama in that she very generously tagged everyone. if you're reading this, and you want to, you are now tagged by me. please tag me, or reblog so i can see yours, too!

Thoughts here, lines below the cut!

apparently, i love a line of dialogue to end a story. but what i really see is that whether it's a line of dialogue, or a little sentence summing up the possible future, it's that: always an eye to the future and what might happen next. and so much gentleness.

Every Day I Wake Up and It's Sunday (hermione/oliver wood; 50514 words; this is my first fic, and let me down a 90s rabbit hole that my musical algorithm will never recover from)

Hermione and Oliver had each other, and they knew they made their own luck, and were unafraid.

Biological Imperative (jason todd/dick grayson; 29499 words; omegaverse, lazarus pit shenanigans, baby damian wayne!)

“Yeah,” Dick said. “Come on. Damian needs someone to play with.”

Making All Things New (tyson barrie/nathan mackinnon, and a little jamie benn/tyler seguin; 27432 words; omegaverse, inspired by the excellent oplopanax's feral nate chapter of bits and pieces)

And Tyson wasn’t naming that sweet bonny girl after EJ…

Bang Your Head (steve harrington/eddie munson; 23868 words; fix-it fic all based on the idea "What if Eddie saw Steve on MTV in his vest, hosting the Headbanger's Ball?")

They have all the time in the world.

The Flowers and My Love (jason todd/dick grayson; 22865 words; slowburn, mistaken identity hanahaki trope subversion that also benefited from my 90s music rabbit hole...)

"Yeah, Jason, I want it.”

Home Is Some Place (jason todd/dick grayson; 19302 words; this was supposed to be a one-shot based on high rent prices in gotham that turned into a batfam story. reverse robins! including big brother damian! good mother talia al ghul!)

"Nightwing!"

Containing Multitudes (jason todd/dick grayson; 18243 words; a 5+1 exploration of identity with a little Jason Dent thrown in for fun)

"Hey, Sugar.”

A Surprise To Be Sure (din djarin/luke skywalker; 16841 words; a modern AU focused on family, found or otherwise; just a corny fluffball; i listened to kacey musgraves' golden hour on repeat writing this...)

This is the Way.

Death's Silver Lining (sirius black/remus lupin; 16814 words; exploration of the black family relationship; good mother walberga black [no i'm not spelling her name with a u; she is mine and something entirely different])

They laughed quietly together, as Sirius’s hands inched up Remus’s shirt, and brought it up over his head.

We're in for a Bad Spell (jason todd/dick grayson; 13818 words; omegaverse; magic and time travel)

“K, babe,” Jason texted right back. “We’ll be right here.”

[phdmama]

okay non-hockey folks pls to avert your eyes

I'm not saying I'm gonna write hrpf but nor am I saying I am definitely NOT going to write it

but because I am who I am as person... I am going to construct a lil social network analysis because I like to do things like that

two questions below the cut:

I'm planning to weight my edges - this is my first take on the scale - any commentary?

1 - Shared a Draft Class

2 - All Star Teammates

3 - Special Teammates Only (meaning worlds or olympics or whatnot)

4 - Teammates

5 - Teammates and Special Teammates

Second: here's my initial list - anyone else you might want to see added? (not sure how many hockey mutuals I have!!)

Sidney Crosby Evgeni Malkin Patrick Kane Jonathan Toews Jamie Benn Tyler Seguin Travis Konecny Nolan Patrick Mitch Marner Nicklas Backstrom Alexander Ovechkin Leon Draisaitl Matthew Tkachuk Jamie Drysdale Trevor Zegras Connor McDavid Jack Eichel Dylan Strome Nico Hirschier Jack Hugues Luke Hughes Quinn Hughes Tim Stutzle Willy Nylander Erik Karlsson

[starshine-hockey-girl]

A Good Problem to Have- Journey to the Emerald City- present day blurb

So after being the very near proximity to one Jamie Oleksiak last night at the Stars game, I got this little blurb for Teddy and Lex in my head. Of course, I had to write it down and you know my blurb came out to be 2.5K words. It has not been proofread so there maybe many mistakes. You have been warned.

This is SMUT and nothing but SMUT with a brief intro it.

You do not need to have read the series to enjoy the blurb. The background Teddy(Bliss) and Oleksiak (Lex) are married with eleven month twin girls. They like sex. They like sex A LOT.

Here is the link to my master list. If you haven't read the series but are interested, start with Trouble with a Capital T. It will make more sense when you read it.

@hockeykittee @pattiemac1 @penstxgal1968 @juuuuuse @sugakookie9 @newlibrary @laurenairay @cellythefloshie

March 21st- Post Game- Kraken Team bus

"Hey Lex Love," Teddy answered his Facetime call with a grin, "How are you?"

"How do you think I am?" he answered with a big smile. 

"Glad to have that monkey off your back and get the win?" she replied happily.

"Exactly. Hopefully the girls are asleep?" he asked quietly.

"Yeah, they lasted until the third period before they crashed. It was nice to be able to focus on the game and have a drink," she answered, "or drinks I should say. I can't believe it was Benn that scored the game tying goal. Fucker."

"Drinks,huh?" he laughed as the tell tale signs of Tipsy Teddy emerged, "Feeling good, eh?"

Teddy bit her lip, "Feeling very good." She stared at him, lowered her eyes and blushed. She looked up again and licked her lips without thinking. Lex smiled and pondered her current state of mind. 

"Tell me," he looked directly into the phone. 

"I can't," she blushed, "You will laugh at me."

"No, I won't," he answered.

"Do you have your air pods in? No one can hear me?" she asked.

"No one but me, but now you have me really curious" he smiled

"Promise not to laugh?" She asked again.

"Yes"

"Ummmmm….. I just……have this……" she started. "An overwhelming desire to ummmm….. suck your cock. I can't explain it. I have never wanted to suck it as much as I do right now. Oh God, " Her cheeks flushed and heart raced.

"Oh really?" he said as he looked around to ensure no one could hear. "Never as much as now? You have enthusiastically done it in the past."

"I know. I really do like to do it because you get so turned on by it.  I love to make you cum and hear how hot you get…." She explained, "but now I WANT it. I cannot stop thinking about it. Like since the girls went to sleep, I had a vision of taking you in my mouth. Mmmmm…..fuck Lex, I want it "

Lex fought his body's response to her words. The blood pulsated below his waist. Against his better judgment, he whispered, "How do you want it?"

"I want to take the tip and suck it. I want to lick the shaft up and down,  then put my mouth on it and go up and down, " she detailed.

"Bliss…..damn," he sighed, "Tell me more."

"I want you to wrap your fingers in my hair and guide my head while you moan. I want to hear you whisper 'that's it, Bliss. Suck it good' in that low voice you get when you are so fucking turned on," she continued. 

"Bliss, I am," he voice lowered, "Are you?"

"Yes, want to see?" she asked. His mind scrambled and he tried to hide his phone from view, unsure what she was about to do. She moaned softly and her fingers came to her mouth.  They were shiny and wet as she sucked them slowly.

He looked around and tried to gauge how much further until they arrived at the jet. It wouldn't be long. "Bliss, you are killing me. Take a video. I want to see it. Take a video and send it to me so I can watch you." 

He looked up and saw Turbo staring at him with curiosity. 

"Will you make a video and send it back to me?" She asked as her hand disappeared again. "Oh God," she moaned.

"Yes,I will," he whispered as they pulled into the airfield. "I have to go," he said, "we are at the plane now and I have to get off the bus. Please do it."

"I will," she moaned, "I love you Lex."

"I love you too, Bliss," he said quietly, "Can't wait to see it. Good night." 

He ended the call as the bus stopped. Thankfully he was at the back of the bus, he folded his suit jacket over his arm and placed it in front of him as he stood up. He passed Turbo's seat. Tanev said, "Good phone call with Teddy?" Lex nodded. "Enjoy your video later.  I can only imagine the content."

Lex leveled his gaze at Turbo. He wasn't sure if he was embarrassed to be overheard or annoyed that Turbo was possibly imagining Teddy in a sexual way. "How about you don't imagine it? That will probably be best for you." He said with an edge that wasn't entirely planned. 

"Woah there," Tanev immediately picked up on the tone, "It was just a joke."

"Sorry, just a little frustrated," Lex said softly.

"It's all good," Turbo laughed, "It's a good problem to have."

Lex smiled "Yes,it is. Yes, it is."

Teddy and Lex’s house- Seattle

Teddy hugged her robe tight against her body as she descended the stairs. She made a quick stop in the kitchen to make another drink to wipe out any remaining inhibitions about the amateur porn she was about to film. She shook her head and smiled. Lex probably envisioned a quick video in the bedroom, not a video shot with her professional camera. 

It took a few minutes to set up the camera for the best angle of what she was about to film. Then she set up her props and adjusted her lingerie. Then she hit the record button on the camera. 

Afterwards, she took a few minutes to edit out the beginning and the ending so it flowed smoothly. She then took the file and drug to the encrypted dropbox. She then shared the file and password hint to Lex via text. 

Kraken Jet- Nashville

Lex looked at his phone as the jet came to a standstill and the crew readied the plane for disembarkment. He smiled as saw the notification from Teddy. He clicked on the text, read it quickly and laughed. He typed his response and hit send. 

Lex grabbed his stuff and tried to make it off the plane. Unfortunately, he was behind most of the team as they descended the stairs from the jet. He stared at his phone at the icon of the shared video. His mind raced with the potential images contained in the video. Teddy and he had similar videos in the past on road trips. They all had lasting impact on him and provided much needed inspiration for solo activities. He grew impatient as it seemed as if every single one of his teammates was moving in slow motion. 

Time dragged as he boarded the bus and they began their slow drive to the hotel. Lex resorted to deep breathing to keep the thoughts at bay. Disastrous consequences could arise if he entertained thoughts of Teddy for longer than a few seconds. At least he had the forethought to sit at the front of the bus. At the hotel, he raced to get his luggage from underneath the bus, get his hotel assigned room key card and up the elevator. 

“Whoa, Big Rig,” Turbo chirped, “Where’s the fire? Oh, did she send it? I bet she sent it.”

“Don’t make me hurt you,Turbo,” he called out over his shoulder as he scrambled to the elevator. 

Lex closed the door firmly when he entered the seventh floor hotel room. He left his bag by the door and started stripping. He held the phone in hand and plopped on the bed. He went to open the file before he remembered his promise to send a video in return. She probably wanted to see his reaction to her video. “Damn,” he thought to himself, “I can’t watch the video and record at the same time.” He remembered his Ipad. He could access the video from there and record on his phone- problem solved. He surveyed the room to find the best place to set up the phone that gave the best view of him on the bed. 

Lex hit the record button and went back to the bed. His back rested against the headboard of the bed, legs spread slightly apart. He looked up at the camera and gave a smile and a wink. He leaned over and set the tablet up on the cover, angled it so he could see the screen and started the video. He turned to the phone, “Kitty Kat, there will be a consequence to the continued teasing about the condoms. Just so you know.” He paused and thought of the ways he was going to punish her in their next kinky play session. 

The video began with Teddy sitting somewhat demurely on the chair in her office. She had definitely used lights from her studio to her best advantage. He blinked when he saw the red lace bra and panty set she wore. It had been a surprise to him during their honeymoon. He smiled at the camera and said, “Oh, you dressed for the occasion, eh?” Then the music started and his head tilted slightly to the left as he listened. Body Party Remix. She stood up and began a seductive dance in front of the camera while maintaining eye contact with the camera lens. Occasionally, she sang the lyrics as she bumped and grinded. His hand went to cock which was growing harder by the second. He played with the tip before he began to stroke. 

She sang “I'm doing this little dance for you. You got me so excited’ as she squatted and spread her legs, her crotchless panties revealed her aroused sex. She used her fingers to spread her labia apart. Her desire was plainly evident as she rubbed her clit in small circles. She looked down and then up at the camera. “See what you do to me, Lex?” she moaned, “Only for you.” 

“Fuck,” he groaned and sat up straighter. 

She continued to explore herself as the music played. When the song ended, she stood up and walked to the chair. Another song began, Body Say and her hips snapped to the beat as she reached beneath the seat and pulled out a dildo. She sat down in the chair and rubbed the toy across her chest and down her abdomen. She brought it back up the length of her body and slowly dragged it across her jaw. She moaned, “Mmmmmm…. Not as good as yours but it will have to do.” Her lips went to the dildo and she sucked the tip. 

“Bliss,” he moaned, “That is so fucking hot.” When her mouth moved down the shaft, his hand twisted up and down the length of his own. He struggled to keep his eyes on the video as he imagined her velvety mouth enveloping his cock. Her tongue applied just the right pressure to his sensitive skin. His eyes watched as she expertly mimicked her technique on the dildo. It was the exact movements that she used to draw him deeper into his pleasure. 

On the video, she looked at the camera with half closed eyes as she whimpered. “I love sucking your cock- so big and hard for me,” she hummed softly, “I love it when you fuck my mouth with it.” She became silent except for the sounds of her mouth slurping. Occasionally the soundtrack was interrupted with a moan. She paused and smiled, “Are you almost there, Lex? I bet you are. I bet you are panting and your hand is moving like a jackhammer. Is it as good as my mouth?”

He groaned, “No…..Damn, I want your mouth on me. Fuck so close.” 

“Keep going, Lex. Don’t stop. Cum for me. I want to see you cum so hard thinking of my mouth on that glorious cock. I can’t stop thinking about it. I want it too much. Give it to me. Let me hear you cum,” she encouraged. 

His soft grunts became louder. A thought that he should be concerned about being too loud floated across his mind before  he dismissed it. He needed this. He needed this release. Fuck anyone who had to listen to him. He cried out, “Bliss….. Yes… Bliss” as his orgasm began. A series of grunts and groans followed as his cum spurted onto his stomach. His hand continued to stroke until the waves of pleasure dissipated. Finally he was left breathless as he studied the ceiling. 

“Lex…. Oh Lex,” she called from the video. After six years of amazing sex, she knew that he would be lost in a post-cum fog for a few moments. He turned his head and looked at the video. “We’re not done yet,” she purred, “round two coming up.”

She dropped the dildo and retrieved Pinky, her trusted vibrator. “Let’s have a race, Lex, “ she teased, “who can cum the fastest.” 

“Not fair, Bliss,” he whined to himself as he watched her turn on the toy and play with her nipples. The teasing had its desired effect and his hand went back to his cock. He watched as she rubbed her clit in coy motions. When she slipped it inside of her and groaned loudly, the race began. 

Lex’s hotel room became filled with the sounds of her pleasure combined with his. Anyone listening outside the room would be convinced that there were two people in the room actually having sex instead of a session of mutual masterbation. The intensity of the vibrations gave the advantage to Teddy and her orgasm was loud and enthusiastic. When he came down from his second climax, she waited on the video. 

“Love, was it good? Was it what you wanted?” she questioned. “I love you, Lex. Get some sleep and I will talk to you in the morning,” she smiled before the video cut off. 

“I love you too, Bliss. I love you so much,” he smiled back before looked down at the mess he had made on his body. “Too bad you aren’t here to clean this up with your tongue,” he joked as he stood up. The warm cum oozed down his abdomen as he walked to the phone. His face was close to the camera when he said, “I want another video back. I want to see you watching my video, just liked I did for yours. No music, no editing- just my sexy wife.” Then he hit the stop button. 

After he cleaned up in the bathroom, he put on a pair of boxers, picked up the phone and  returned to the bed. He didn’t waste time editing the video like she had. Instead he quickly uploaded it to an encrypted dropbox and wrote a text to Teddy. He put the phone on the charger, got under the covers and fell into a deep sleep.

The next morning- Lex and Teddy’s house- Seattle 

Teddy woke up with a smile on her face. The girls were sleeping in and she rolled over to look at her phone. She saw the text from Lex and responded. 

[midnightsnyx]

allie's writing guide

requests are currently open.

what i write

reader x character

one shots/drabbles

imagines

alternative universes

social media au’s

headcanons

who i write

RPF: hockey players x reader

I don’t write for the following players but this is also subject to change! I may add players or take players off this list for various reasons.

auston matthews

patrick kane

jamie benn

carter hart

vince dunn

dillon dubé

michael mcleod

cal foote

alex formenton

max domi

nearly anyone over 21 unless it’s platonic is fair game, but again, this list is subject to change.

criminal minds

aaron hotchner

spencer reid

the last of us

joel miller

sentence starters here & here & here I don’t write smut/NSFW.

[lindholmline]

bergy/marchy not being that popular on ao3 hurts so bad because they have so much lore!! there's so much to work with! has segs has ever talked about wanting to live in benn's basement? has trevor ever kissed jamie on the cheek in the middle of a game? when has sid climbed on geno's shoulders in a pool? criminal

no bc you’re completely right

THEY LITERALLY WRITE THE CONTENT THEMSELVES LIKE THAT F’ING INTERVIEW

the content of marcheron is swept under the rug by some other fans in the league bc ppl hate brad. they have been feeding us ammo for years and THEY DESERVE BETTER. brads wife literally said “you’ll leave me for him” and bruce cassidy said maybe marchy practices his licking on bergy

im sorry, but in my opinion, marcheron is the blueprint

i think we need to declare May 17 (rough estimate of pool gif) Marcheron Day

[hockey-x-imagines]

Made to Last || Tyler Seguin/Jamie Benn Pt. 22

A/N: I'm thinking there's going to be just 1 or 2 more parts to this story unless y'all want more. I definitely cried writing this.  

Song Inspo: Made to Last by Issues & You're Not Sorry Taylor Swift

Paring: Tyler x Reader Jamie x Reader

Warnings: Cussing, angst

Word Count: 1216

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Y/N's P.O.V.

Last night you cried yourself to sleep, mourning the relationship you and Tyler once had. You came to a conclusion, whether you and Jamie work out or not, you still have to have this conversation with Tyler. Just the thought of what you're about to tell the man you used to think you were going to spend the rest of your life with guts you. Part of you wishes you could be a chicken shit and do this over the phone. As you wait for the door to open you try to collect your thoughts.

"Y/N now's not really a good time." Tyler's greeting is laced with annoyance. Not exactly the greeting you were hoping for. Though you can't really say you're surprised.

"Tell Nessa to put some clothes on, or tell her to wait. We need to have this conversation, and we need to have it now. I also need to get the rest of my things." Maybe this conversation will be easier than you thought. Rolling his eyes, Tyler steps to the side inviting you in.

"So this is it?" He asks.

"Tyler, I've wasted all this time waiting and hoping you'd come around. I've been giving out chances and every time all you do is let me down. And it's taken me this long to figure it out. You're thinking we'll be fine, because every time you fuck up I come running back, but not this time around. Could've loved you all my life if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold. You had me crawling for your love, and it never would've gone away. You used to shine so bright, but I watched all of it fade You can tell me you're sorry, but I don't believe you like I did before.  I don't want to hurt anymore. It's not just me I have to look out for anymore. Part of me was hoping we'd work out for our child, but you accusing me of cheating, and you running back to the arms of Nessa the second something seemed off between us is the last straw. So you don't have to worry about the 2 of us anymore. I'm done, we're done. The baby and I deserve so much better and more than you could ever give." You were proud of yourself, not a single tear was shed.

"I'm sorry." That's all he had to say. After 2 and a half years, all he had to say was he was sorry.  You had hoped that maybe he would've shown that he still cared, but he didn't.

"You're not, but that's okay. I'm really sorry. I'll grab my things and be out of your hair." You reach in your back pocket and grab the ring he gave you, "give this to someone you really want forever with, not because you feel guilty." With that, you go collect your things.

"What are you doing here?" Nessa hisses. Lovely.

"Don't worry you dumb bitch I'm just here to get my shit and go." You can't see what Tyler sees in her, maybe she's got a pussy of gold. That's the only thing that would be appealing about her.

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Tyler's P.O.V.

"Y/N, before you go I feel like I need to give my side." Right now seemed like the best time to come clean. She's already leaving me, not that I blame her.

"It's not going to change anything Ty, I've made my mind up, and seeing Nessa here just cemented my choice."

"What I have to say is only going to make things worse." I take a deep breath, " I can't tell you why or when but I lost feelings for you, and around that time I started seeing Nessa again. I know it was wrong, but I just didn't see a way out. I figured if I was a big enough dick eventually you would've left me like you're doing now. I really am sorry I thought hurting you was the best option. That being said, you can drop the whole pregnancy facade." The look on Y/N's face tells me I struck a nerve.

"You're a fucking idiot." Is all she had to say before slamming my door in my face. We hadn't been having a lot of sex in the first place with her being stabbed and all, so there was no way she is pregnant with my child. There was a small voice in the back of my head telling me she wouldn't lie about something like that, but I refused to believe her. If I believed her, that makes me an even bigger asshole than I intended to be.

A knock on the door pulls me out of my thoughts. Maybe Y/N forgot something? She's about the only person I could think of that would knock. To my surprise it's Jamie.

"Why the hell are you knocking?" I ask.

"We need to have a little chat." Something is off in his tone. My gut tells me whatever he's about to say isn't going to be something I like. Stepping to the side I let him in. "I've done a lot of thinking and I feel it's best that I tell you how I'm feeling." What the hell is he talking about?

"Okay? If you're about to tell me what a shitty person I am, Y/N did a pretty good job of that already, and sadly I don't give a shit." There is a small part of me that does feel bad for the shit I've done, but I don't really care.

"I'm glad she did. Tyler you fucked up, bad. But I'm not here to yell at you. I've already told Y/N, but I feel like you deserve to know that I'm in love with her." What. The. Fuck. "I don't know why or when but I'm in love with her. Like I said I already told her, and if she decided to have me, I'm going to treat her right."

"How long have you 2 been fucking?" Logically I know Jamie wouldn't do that to me, but right now I'm not thinking logically. Of all the people I could see Y/N moving on with, I never would've thought it'd be my best friend. I thought she'd leave Texas and I'd never see her again. That's what made this so easy. Seeing her happy and thriving is something I don't know if I can handle.

"You're a fucking idiot. You know better than that. She was or is madly in love with you, she would've never done you dirty the way you've done her dirty. I was happy to sit back and let you two be happy, but you went a fucked up again. So now if she'll let me, I'm going to step up to the plate and treat her the way you should've from the start."

"So you're just going to throw away our friendship over a little bit of pus-," before I could finish my sentence his fist connected with my jaw.

"You are the only person to blame for our friendship being what it is now. And don't you ever talk about Y/N that way. We both know she's more than that." I haven't seen Jamie this pissed since the morning Y/N left the first time.

[darkangel0410]

1, 2, 5 (necromancer fic), 9, 12, & 13!

1. What fic of yours would you recommend to someone who had never read any of your work? (In other words, what do you think is the best introduction to your fics?)

Ooohhh, this is a tough one, tbh - I think it mostly depends on what they're into, but necromancer au is probably one of the best things I've ever written, imo, and it has some great worldbuilding and a super hot sex scene so you get a little bit of everything that I'm good at in re: writing

2. Go to your AO3 “Works” page, to the sidebar with all the filters, and click the drop-down arrow for “Additional Tags.” What are your top 3-5 most used tags? Do you think they accurately represent your writing habits?

I'M CACKLING, IT'S SIBLING INCEST, A/B/O AND BDSM SO YEAH THAT SOUNDS ABOUT RIGHT ALKNFNSKDKAS

5. What do you wish someone would ask you about [insert fic]? Answer it now!

Ooohhh lets see, what do I wish someone had asked me about necromancer au, hmmmm. Well, I was surprised why no one asked me why werewolves eat the old Alpha when they become the new one and the answers are two-fold, really: 1. it's to help stress the fact that werewolves aren't human, even tho they look like them a lot of the time, 2. there's a thing in this verse called 'living memory of the pack' and it's a time of magic that's specific to werewolves that allows Alphas to share memories, i.e. Owen 'inherited' all of Jamie Benn's memories when he killed him and ate his body the night Owen became Alpha; Benn had all of the memories of the Alpha that came before him (Mike Mondano), and so on and so forth. The Pontchartin Pack has an unbroken line of Alphas back to the late 1700s, so Owen, as the newest Alpha has access to every Alphas memories from back then until present day, hidden in a part of his brain until he needs them for whatever reason (the same magic that makes it possible for humans to become werewolves also help him with that).

12. Are there any tropes you used to dislike but have grown on you?

omg you're gonna laugh your ass off, but I used to HATE a/b/o and mpreg 😂😂😂😂 and then one day someone went into the comments on one of peterick fics and said something along the lines of "thank god you don't write any of that disgusting a/b/o fic, I would hate to have to stop reading your stuff" and I was like OH YEAH BITCH and wrote Come Get Me and the rest is history lmaooo

13. Are there any tropes you used to like but don’t anymore?

Hmmm, I'm coming up blank, tbh - maybe amnesia? 😂😂😂

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Thank you for the ask!!!! Answering it was a lot of fun!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

(fic writers ask)

[linskywords]

seeing your reply to that one comment about leon vs connor's pov and "knowing you, you'll write both" ....

I have to ask - the Tyler Seguin/Jamie Benn wolfverse masterpieces are some of my absolute favourite fics. I've read them both mutliple times, and sometimes I reread them simultaneously like one chapter of each at a time.

Did you always plan to write both perspectives there? Were you just planning on the Tyler pov? How did that come to be

Oh my goodness I'm delighted you love them so much!! I wasn't planning on the Jamie POV at all when I wrote Tyler. I think it was a suggestion from someone, to which I was initially all "haha why would I write the same story again" and then for some reason it grabbed my brain and i found myself doing it. 😅 It was a really fascinating exercise, having to keep all the same dialogue in pivotal scenes but filling in a different POV character's emotions and reactions behind it all. It was a good test of if I'd done a good job characterizing Jamie well the first time around 🤣

I would actually like to do something like that again -- like you said, it's so satisfying to get a story like that from both perspectives! -- but it's so hard to choose that when there are so many other stories clamoring to be written. It was fun to tell Trevor's side of the Where You lead conversation with Jack, though, and I am planning something a little similar for Jack and Quinn in wolfverse: they're each getting their own story, but the timelines will overlap, and they're going to intersect at a lot of places. I'm really looking forward to writing some of those scenes from two sides. 😈

[eusuntgratie]

Okay updates on my hockey ~descent~

I've been reading a bit of bennguin and that was pretty good, I've been looking at some vids and I swear when Tyler got into a fight after someone took a cheap shot at Jamie 😭 like why do I care so much about that?? Anyway I have also just finished reading closed fracture by lightgetsin and it was so lovely <3 so looking for some more recs for sidgeno if you have them! (also why are there (((( all over the place sometimes? I've seen a few in fics and in tweets?) I do really like the Penguins logo and jerseys so maybe I'll follow them closer when things get moving a bit more, its the off season now right? Some other ships I'm a fan of is sterek from teen wolf, Sirius/Remus from hp, Macdennis from iasip, steve/bucky - just pretty basic ones lel 😬

oooooh i'm so excited to answer this okay okay. thank you for the update i love this!

tyler seguin is everyone's favorite slutty bisexual. go bananas in his tag (just #tyler seguin or #seguin) on tumblr and you'll find some great shit. that ship doesn't get as much attention anymore bc benn isn't fandom's favorite. i don't know enough about the stars to know all the reasons, but he did a very dirty and unneccessary hit on the vegas golden knights captain in the playoffs this year and that was enough to make me not like him. i can rec some stars blogs if you want - they are a great team with a solid fandom presence and a lot of young amazing players. and they have seggy :)

um, if you love boys being overprotective on the ice, i can definitely give you some pens moments but ALSO you should look into tknp (travis konecny/nolan patrick). i think i have a #protective tk tag on here you can browse bc the boy goes batshit insane anytime someone touches his boy. one of the big reasons a lot of us fell for that ship. you don't have to be a flyers fan to love them; tk is a fandom darling bc he's so tiny and fighty and wonderful.

also, any decent player is very protective of their goalie, so if you love that dynamic, you might enjoy some defenseman/goalie pairings or there's just some fun clips and gifs out there. i'll try to reblog some stuff for you. give my poor followers a break from the rwrb posting and tzp thirst 😂

DON'T GET ME STARTED ON SIDGENO OH GOD. okay i'll reblog a few posts for them because the things they say about each other are just. alright. you're in love. we get it. okay.

King and Lionheart is the fic that made me fall for sidgeno. There is an excellent podfic available as well.

I could give you a billion sidgeno recs and writers and blogs to follow. What kind of fic do you like? Fluff? Whump? PWP? Kink? ABO? Monsterfuckery? Sidgeno is the most popular hockey rpf ship at least by numbers on ao3; we got it all, baby! I read a lot of angst and porn, so I don't want to throw a bunch of recs at you without knowing what you like :)

((( and )))))))) are russian smileys... so you're probably reading Geno texting. So instead of texting (or tweeting - you can see these in some of his old tweets): i'll be there soon :) he would text i'll be there soon )))

we ARE in the offseason but hockey comes back (relatively) soon. preseason games (exhibition games that don't count towards playoff standings) start at the end of september and the season kicks off in October. The Penguins season opener is vs the Chicago Blackhawks which should be a VERY fun game to watch, bc Chicago drafted Connor Bedard this year, one of the best hockey prospects since Sid himself. Bedard is insanely talented and we are all very eager to see how he does in the NHL. Sid was Bedard's favorite player growing up (he is so many players' favorite player growing up) and they've met and they are both very sweet boys and anyway it will be an interesting game.

Stucky was my first ship since really diving into fandom and I spent a ton of time in Teen Wolf fandom! There's a ton of teen wolf on my ao3, mostly sterek, but i mostly write hockey these days.

feel free to keep sending me questions! there's a lot to learn when you first dive into hockey but i love the sport and love this fandom!!

[ivyglow]

Holy shit I had no idea just how much fucked up stuff so many hockey players had done. As a new fan (less than a year) and queer woman, one of my first introductions to the nastiness of hockey culture was the pride jerseys controversy. I knew about Jamie Benn and Patrick Kane. I recently learned about the silence of the Blackhawks and how much the league failed Kyle Beach. But even with all my hyperfixation on the leafs for the last two months, I didn’t see one mention of the allegations against AM34’s until I saw a tag of yours about not writing content around him and I started to look into it.

It’s amazing how so many men claim allegations from women will ruin their careers but in reality, it does shit all. It truly does not matter to people that A*ston M*tthews terrified a woman with PTSD, or that Patrick Kane likely SA’d a woman and she was thrown to the wolves, because they hit puck good!!!1!1!

Beyond disappointing. Being a hockey fan is more depressing than any other sport when it comes to ur favs being bigots and assholes. I’m still a Leafs fan but I’m no longer an Auston Mathew’s fan. Another day, another hockey player disappointment. The culture is fucked.

Hey, welcome to hockeyblr, love! ❤️

Yup, it's a pretty hard situation to discuss, at least it was when I used to do it, because although we try to shine a light on it (just so people that don't feel comfortable w that stuff can make their choices) some tend to think that it’s about to cancel culture when we are well aware that we don't have the power to cancel people, especially those people in hockey who are protected by its culture. 

The thing with the sport is you gotta make sure you're looking for the good side too, or else it's gonna get you frustrated. It worked for me and Ive been doing it everywhere since then. The small stuff that is not that small like bipoc players being included, or the pressure of some fans for the teams to acknowledge a situation or call out a player, or when tampa made the first all-black line in hockey history, etc 🤍 and especially people like us who are hell-bent on trying to change it no matter how small the change is, or are not ready to accept prejudice, because at the end of the day it still a change and we still have a voice.

But I'm really happy my blog, which has been off for a while now haha, helped you see the bigger picture

[tradetobest]

#30 with your pairing of choice?

holy shit anon i am SO sorry this took so long....

#30 I know we’re both Alphas but I still want to climb you like a tree.

anon i really deliberated over the pairing for a long time bcs i cant write the pairing that i wanted to put for this but after some deliberation i TOTALLY GOT IT so heres some a/a bennguin for u... but also i put it on ao3 bcs it ended up being 2k.. thanks to ethan and cal for reading it over tho!!

the reason i breathe is you

Rating: M

Relationship: Jamie Benn/Tyler Seguin

Additional Tags: 2012 NHL All-Star Game, First Meetings, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Fade to Black, Alpha/Alpha

Words: 2,008

Jamie Benn is a sort of understated type of A—and an understated type of person, if Tyler is being honest—and Tyler had only started to smell his soft ocean scent when Nealer had moved out from between them, leaving them almost alone in the corner of the draft room. “Guess I’ll move over there,” Tyler says, gesturing to the space between them and shuffling closer to Benn on the couch. Benn’s head snaps over to him and Tyler smiles in what he hopes is a more inviting way than a sleazy one, though he doesn’t count that second one out for later.

[shutth3puckup]

Do you have anything on jamie benn from the stars? saw he got engaged but his fiancé jessica used to hook up with matthews and was writing in on the blogs few years back before covid

Matthews used to like her pics throughout 2019 and early 2020 then he stopped. I wasn't on here then so I can't confirm if she was writing in to gossip blogs, but enough wags (and Matthews hookups) were suspected to do so wouldn't shock me if she did.

I heard Jamie doesn't like Kate (Tyler's fiance) but Jess tries to keep it civil and even offered to host one her hundred bachelorette parties. He has conservative views - he liked a transphobic video on insta a few years ago (not sure on the exact time). He basically admitted to the world in a tweet he doesn't go down on women. He cheated on Katie a lot (his ex) and probably cheats on Jess. Heard from people he can be a bit of a douche.

I have zero proof or way to back this up, but I wouldn't be surprised to find out if he was the captain with the excel sheet, he gives off those vibes