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Jake Ballard x Fem!Reader: Stay Forever?

The lack of fics is criminal - this is loosely based on Season 3 * I do not own Scandal characters or plot * Y/N = Your Name

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Your POV

Dating was for losers. That’s what you tell yourself as you drink your favorite alcoholic drink at the bar around the corner from work. But really, you had an intense relationship with Jake Ballard who you loved until he broke up with you. He claimed that it would be better this way and that he couldn’t have a girlfriend right now.

The day after he broke up with you, your boss fired you.

The day after that, your cat died. You raised her from kitten to a fully grown cat.

Now, 2 weeks later, you’re sitting in the bar drinking a drink after job searching. You finally feel tipsy and decide to call it a night. You order a cab and take it to your apartment. Outside of your apartment door is Jake in a suit. He never used to wear a suit. What happened to him?

You exclaim, “Hi Jake.” He says, “Hey Y/N. Where have you been? I tried calling you tonight and you didn't pick up.” You answer, “I was out at a bar drinking. I’m home and here now. What’s wrong?” He replies “I shouldn't have come. I don't know why I did.” You reply, “No, you shouldn’t have. It’ll just make me more miserable. Goodbye.”

You open your front door and slam it in his face.

You start crying and you go shower.

The next day, you feel yourself being followed after you leave work. You know what Jake did for a living so you would know if it was someone sent by him. He would’ve told you. This makes you feel uneasy.

You can’t sleep.

You check your mail and find photos of you with Jake that say to stay away. You’re worried for him.

You can barely focus at work.

You drive to Jake’s place after work and use your spare key to open the door. You’re lucky that he never asked for it back. You sigh once you’re safe in his place.

You then see Jake with a gun in his hand aiming at you and he asks, “Y/N? What are you doing here?” You hold your hands up and answer, “Someone was following me. Did you send them?” He lowers his gun and answers, “No I didn’t… Y/N, tell me everything you remember.” So you sit across from him on the couch and tell him every detail you remember. You’re lucky for your photographic memory on this day. You even show him the file of photos.

After you say everything, Jake goes off to make a call. You sit on the couch and realize you could’ve died today. You feel tears drop from your eyes and you feel a sob escape from your mouth. Jake returns and says, “Okay. Put your head right here.” You see him patting his chest and you move closer to him. You put your head on his chest and he wraps you up tightly. He says, “You’re not alone. I’m alive. Everything will be okay.” He holds you as you cry. You pull away from him slightly and exclaim, “I can’t lose you, Jake. I know you wanted to not date me, but I can’t lose you. You still matter to me even if we don't talk.” He replies, “You won’t lose me. I love you and … I regret breaking up with you. I shouldn’t have done it. I got a promotion at work and it stressed me out. I knew my hours at work would keep me there longer days and I didn’t want to worry you.” You reply, “You should’ve talked to me.” He replies, “Yeah. I should have.”

Jake gets another call and he answers it. You watch him nod and finally, he ends the call. Jake exclaims, “They found the person stalking you and are interrogating them now. We'll find out why you were targeted and You did the right thing coming to me.” You reply, “Okay, good. Well, I should probably leave you to it.”

He grabs your wrist and says, “The safest place for you is here for now. Don't contact anyone either. I need you to stay alive and the way I can do that is to have you here so I can watch you.” You reply, “Fine… um, do you have anything to eat? I drove here straight after work and I didn’t have dinner yet.” He smiles and says, “Let’s go see. I think I do have food.” You follow Jake to the kitchen and he shows you his fridge. You make scrambled eggs, some veggies, and toast.

You sit next to him and eat dinner. You notice him watching you. You ask, “Why do you keep staring at me?” Jake shrugs and answers, “I just can’t believe you’re here.” You ask, “Are you glad?” He answers, “I don’t like that someone is stalking you to get to me, but I do like that you’re here. I missed you. I don’t think I said that yet, but I missed you.” You reply, "Well I missed you too... how is your new job?" He answers, "Lonely and stressful. It feels like the world is dependent on me and it's terrifying. I also don't like coming home to an empty place. I miss having you here. You were my friend before we dated and the only person who I had to confide in." He looks like he's about to cry and you reach out to him. He hugs me tightly and says, "Please stay forever." You reply, "Ok."

It was as simple as that.

Jake hunted down the people stalking you and put an end to it. You didn't want to know the details, but you trusted him.

You moved out of your old place and into his place permanently. Then you went back to work.

You see Jake every night and you both debrief your days no matter how late it is. You also cuddle every night and he holds you so close.

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Breathless [Jake Ballard x Reader Fanfic] [Prologue] [Find full fic on A03]

Honored to work for the White House legend Olivia Pope, our reader eagerly accepts her assignments of following Jake Ballard and reporting back with her findings. Little did she know what she was getting into, and how her life would never be the same.

"... Kelly? ... Kelly!" came the bubbly, though frustrated voice of Carmen, your co-worker as she shoved your arm, snapping you out of your thoughts. That was the second time you had drifted off into your thoughts while the two of you were on line at your local coffee shop in town.

"H-huh? Oh ... sorry," you stammered, giving a slight theatrical shake of your head in an attempt to clear your mind.

One that was to no avail.

You hadn't been able to stop thinking about him all day. Jake. Today marked 3 years since you had seen him. Three years since you had decided enough was enough. Three years since you had managed to escape him.

And every day felt a bit more uncertain. Every day felt like your luck was about to run out. No one had ever gone this long without him catching up to them. Had he given up?

You could feel your heart squeeze as you ran the possibilities in your head. You couldn't tell which you were more nervous about - him finding you, or him giving up the search.

Your teeth grit. And that was exactly why you needed to stay away. Why you needed your life back. He couldn't be so ... so ... all encompassing. You wouldn't let him.

"Guess I'm spacing out a little today. Sorry about that," you half heartedly laughed.

"Thinking about your ex again?" Carmen smirked, making your eyes light up a bit in mild alarm.

"Wh-what?"

"You said you broke up with your ex around this time of year. And you got all spacey last year, too. I'm doubting that's a coincidence."

"Heh ... Nothing gets by you, huh?"

"Are you kidding? I almost exclusively watch Korean dramas. You're gonna have to do better than a "guess I'm a little spacey"," she scoffed, giggling.

You couldn't help but smile. "Noted."

"Plus, you like never go on any dates! He must have been serious, huh? You should just go hook up with someone. Usually works for me," Carmen playfully shrugged. "I'll even volunteer to the cause," she winked, making you laugh and blush.

“Oh my god. I get too drunk one ni -“

“J. Ballard? Black Coffee?” One of the barista’s called out to the cafe, searching for the person who placed the order.

Time slowed. Your blood pumped cold. Your heart beat rang in your ears as your eyes glazed over for a fraction of a section. Pupils sharp and eyes wide, your head snapped in the barista’s direction as your hair stood on end.

A fleeting breath.

Your head swivels to look at the other side of the cafe, eyes cat-like as they scanned every table. Every person. Every ball cap.

Another breath.

You look the other way, scanning the room. Heart thudding. Ears ringing.

“Kelly? Kelly! Come on, that one was mid-sentence!” Carmen playfully whined, only to have her face fall when you suddenly spun around and rushed for the front of the cafe. “Wha-Kelly …? Kelly!” She called after you, getting no response. She stepped out of the line, looking after you with disbelief. “Kelly!”

”She’s on the move,” Charlie mumbled, pressing his index finger to the piece in his ear as he approached the barista counter. Taking the drink for J. Ballard, he gave the young barista a pursed smile and a head nod, raising his drink to her before putting his lollipop back in his mouth and turning for the door.

Fumbling to get the right key out from your ring of keys, you whined to yourself in distraught panic, your mind and body a mess of fear and adrenaline. Getting the key in the lock, you hurried inside, spinning around, slamming the door shut, and locking all seven bolt locks you’d installed. You slumped against the door with a deep sigh, your eyes closing to try and settle your nerves.

“I’ve got to admit. I’m impressed.”

His voice shot through you like a whirlwind of pins and needles, your blood running cold as your breathing shallowed. Immediately, your body began to tremble as you held the doorknob to the door of your apartment, a fleeting thought of running back out of it crossing your mind.

But he’d already found you. Running now would just be recklessly endangering yourself. What’s more, you’d never be able to unlock all the bolts in the time it’d take him to reach you. The same bolts meant to keep him out, now trapping you inside. You swallowed the growing lump in your throat as you slowly turned around, finding Jake sitting in one of the chairs in your living room, having turned it to face the door.

“Three Years.” he jerked his arm up, bringing it back down to glance at his watch. “Well, it was really Two years, ten months, and seven days, but - who’s counting?” He snipped with sharp grin. He’d been here for weeks. Planning. Plotting. “Still, a record nonetheless,” he praised with a nod and raised brow.

“One denied orgasm for every day I’d have to spend looking for you.”

The words echoed in your ears - prickled your skin.

He’d found you. He’d finally found you.

“I’m sure you’ve tried contacting Huck. He’s dealing with the consequences of helping hide you from me.”

“What?” You spoke up, mention of Huck reeling you in from your panicked spiral, though just barely. “What did you -“

“I’d be more focused on what’s about to happen to you,” Jake snapped, pushing up from the chair and taking a single step toward you. Just that was enough to make you press your back against the door - enough to make the air catch in your lungs.

You swallowed hard, trying to force some expression of fearlessness on your face. “So, what? You’re okay with hurting me now?” You challenged, hoping to call his bluff.

“I was never against hurting you,” he casually clarified, a quick shake in his head, a few blinks of indifferent conversation before his brows rose. “In fact I think you’d come to enjoy the ways that I would - but no, I’m not going to hurt you.”

He sighed, his hands finding his pockets as he took a couple more steps toward you, his gaze trailing from the floor to the decor on your walls as if he was in the middle of being given a tour.

“See, I’’m here because as livid as I am right now - as livid as I’ve been, tracking you down … I’ve also never once been so …. hungry - desperate, even,” he lingered, eyes snapping up to meet yours - darkened and lustful. “To completely, and utterly devour someone.”

Your heart dropped. You could feel its beat in your core. In your groins.

“So … Rape, then,” you croak, another shot in the dark at standing your ground. At buying time.

His brows furrowed. “Don’t insult me.” Another few steps forward. The distance between you was shrinking with your ability to breathe. “After all, I came all this way to give you the chance to tell me to go,” he said, finally closing the distance as your brows cinched in confusion. His left arm came up to lean against the door above our head, his figure now towering over you.

You searched his eyes for an explanation, your mouth unable to come up with the needed questions. He leaned forward, his eyes looking ahead as he spoke softly in your ear.

“Tell me to leave, and I’ll never come for you again,” he offered, a chill running down your spine. Leaning back, he met your wide-eyed gaze. “See I’m not … Interested in keeping you in a cage, [your name]. But I’m also not interested in being your friend,” he grit. “And I’d guess you aren’t either considering the lengths you’ve gone to - so, you get to choose. Right now.”

Your heart raced with the ultimatum, your emotions clashing with each other in sudden conflict. What was going on? Wasn’t that what you wanted? Isn’t that why you ran all the way to New Zealand to get away from him? Why you left everything behind?

“Tell me to leave, and this can be your life. Far away from me. Untethered.”

Wasn’t that what you wanted? So then why? Why was the threat to disappear from your life causing your body to ache? Causing your stomach to turn?

“Or,” he added, momentarily pulling you from your inner turmoil. “I stay,” he said, his voice soft, though firm as he slowly reached up, his large hand moving to delicately hold the side of your face, his thumb a whisper on your bottom lip. “And you accept your punishment.”

Thanks for reading~ Just trying to find the Jake Ballard fans out there. There is a criminally small amount of Jake x Reader fics and I plan on being the change I want to see in the world so pls join me on this journey

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Future Plans

Characters: Jake Ballard, Reader, Abby Whelan, Olivia Pope

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Word Count: 1291

Inspiration:  “This is not the time or place for this.”

Y/N couldn't believe what she had just listened, B613 was back up and none other than her husband would be taking care of it with Olivia Pope.

She was making a big effort to not make a scene in respect for Mellie, but just the sight of the both of them made her uneven and she couldn’t believe that he would do it after everything that they had talked about.

“Y/N, are you listening to me?” asked Abby who was seated next to her and trying to tell her about her own problems with David.

“No, I’m sorry,” she apologized as she laid her head on top of her arms.

“You should talk to him,” Abby advised since they were together when they listened to the latest news.

“And say what? Honey, look I was listening to your conversation with Olivia and I heard that you plan to go back to B613, would you like to enlighten me on the subject?” she said her voice coming out muffled and not caring if anyone could hear them.

“Not in those exact words,” Abby said with a little smile on her face.

“If this is true Abbie,” she started lifting her head from her arms “if he is really doing this, I can’t do it again, the last time he made part of that organization it broke me, it broke us I can’t let it happen again, I can’t let myself be scared every day again”

“I’ll tell you what I did before, talk to him and make him understand that this is a lot for you”

“Later,” she answered as she watched her husband across the room making his way to talk to another person with that stupid smirk on his face that just made her want to throw up now.

A couple of hours and two glasses of champagne later, Y/N is ready to talk with her husband about the whole situation, she couldn’t wait anymore it was killing her inside.

“Excuse me,” she said as she approached Jake and the couple he was talking to “mind if I steal my husband for a minute?”

But she didn’t even wait for them to answer and just grabbed his arm and began walking away towards the hallway.

“It’s everything okay?” Jake asked as they made it to a stop.

“Yeah, everything is fine. I mean except the fact that my husband went back to B613 without even talking to me first and I learned that from listening to him talk to Olivia Pope about the subject” she said pressing her hands to her hips like a little child who wanted something and their parents weren’t giving it to them. 

She knew it sounded selfish interrupting a big gala for her husband’s career just to talk to him about something they could talk about when they were alone, but they had talked about his life at B613 and he knew how much it affected her and their marriage and either way he did it again.

“Y/N, this is not the time or place for this,” he said as he looked around trying to see if anyone was listening to their conversation.

“Oh, you are not walking away from this conversation Jake Ballard. I have been gaining the courage to talk to you about this the whole night and you are not taking that away from me”

Seeing that she was backing down from her decision of talking to him right now, he grabbed her hand and took her to his office.

“What do you want to know?” he asked as he closed the door behind them.

“Just why”

“Because I had to,” he answered like it was the most obvious thing ever.

“Oh please Jake, don’t give me that crap,” she said as she settled on one of the chairs “We both know that you wanted it”

“Fine I wanted it, why do you care so much?” he leaned against his desk.

“You are really asking why do I care?” she asked as she let out a small laugh “Maybe because I’m your wife, I have seen how that place broke you, how she broke you”

“Don’t bring Olivia into this,” he said as he stood up.

“Why? You seem to think more about what she wants than what your wife wants”

“She has nothing to do with this decision, I made it on my own,”

“Oh really?” she snorted as she got up “Wasn’t she there when you made that so-called your own decision? Wasn’t she the one that asked you?”

“She did because she is leading this, Y/N!” he yelled as he passed his hands through his face, he really didn’t want to argue with her tonight but she was making it impossible.

“And you just had to say yes. Olivia asked and my husband just had to say yes, right?” when she saw that he wasn’t going to say anything she continued “We had plans, Jake, now that you have a stable job at the White House we had plans of having kids, and now it’s all screwed up.”

“We can still have kids!”

“Oh come on! As if I am going to have kids with someone that could show up in a body bag or be arrested on his first day of work.”

They both stood there in silence not looking at one another. Olivia has always been a sore subject in their marriage. 

Y/N always found it funny how throughout all her life she had never felt insecure about a woman before, and now here she was insecure about a woman who was clearly in love with another man.

Jake loved Y/N. He had never felt this way about any woman before and now he may have screwed it all up because of a job but he couldn’t back down, he had made a promise and he couldn’t back down.

“I will never be as good as her will I?” she asked, finally looking at her husband with a sad expression on her face.

“What?” he asked as he slowly lifted his head.

“I will never be as good as Olivia will I?”

Jake stood there looking at her not really knowing what to say. He knew that she had been jealous of his relationship with Olivia when they first got together, but he had thought that he did enough to make her feel okay, but apparently he was wrong.

Despite the promise he made Liv, he should care more about the promise that he made his own wife, a promise of a normal life.

He walked to her, gently grabbing her face in between his hands.

“Look at me, please” her eyes lifted and looked with his “I love you. It’s you, Y/N, you are better than Olivia at any aspect to me. I will tell Olivia I won’t take the job, that she needs to find someone else”

“What?” she asked, not believing the words that had just come out of her husband's mouth.

“I won’t take the job,”

“Jake that was not what I meant with this.”

“I know,” he said as he pressed his forehead to hers making them both close their eyes “but I made you a promise and you are my wife and it’s my priority to make sure that you are happy”

Y/N stepped back a little bit so she could look into her husband's eyes and then launch herself into him wrapping herself around him.

“Thank you,” she whispered into his ear.

“How about he get started on that baby-making now?" Jake asked as he threw her gently on the couch and hovered over her with her laugh filling the room.

Maybe Jake is a little bit off character but I just needed to imagine that he is the guy we first met.

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"Jake, if my father finds out about us..." your voice came out low and unsteady, because of the kisses he was leaving in your collarbone. Soft, mouth open kisses that made you feel the warmth of his tongue.

"He won't" he said, moving up your neck, biting and licking, making you moan out in absolute pleasure.

You knew you shouldn't be doing this. Sneaking around with one of your father's oldest friend. A secret agent. A certainly dangerous and misterious man, many years older than you.

But you couldn't help it.

All it took for you to give in was locking eyes with him in one of the White House corridors. In those moments you would just nod at each other, like you had no intimacy at all. Later, during one of your fathers reunions or conferences though, Jake would find you, and would make you his. And to be honest, to be his was all you wanted.

"You don't know that" you replied, without any seriousness in your voice, even if you slowly pushed him away while you talked. "He's the President of the fucking United States of America"

Jake sighted and stopped, feeling your tension. He looked deep into your eyes, bringing up one of his hands to caress your cheek lovingly. He wasn't just using you. He loved you. He had said it before, as much as you still found it hard to believe.

"I'm a secret agent, (Y/N). I can keep things off the radar, even from the President. Fitz is not going to find out" he smiled, his look alternating between your eyes and lips. You absolutely loved when he did that.

"Well in that case, you might as well just kiss me again, Jake" you said, feeling your tension go away by hearing his words and seeing the caring in his bright eyes.

Jake chuckled and leaned in. When his mouth finally connected to yours, everything else disappeared.

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Playlists (a collection of all the playlists I've made for the fics published or otherwise)

Stranger Things

Peter Ballard (Henry Creel/Vecna/001)

White Rabbit (x Fem!Reader) PART 1 , PART 2

Ptolemaea ( x Fem!Reader oneshot)

Peter Ballard and Child!Reader (requested, oneshot)

The Skin (x AFAB!Reader requested, oneshot)

Moon Knight

Jake Lockley

Release (x Fem!Reader oneshot)

Arthur Harrow

Knives Out (x Fem!Reader oneshot)

The Black Phone

The Grabber

Stop, Hammer Time (x AFAB!Reader oneshot)

Peter Pan 2003

Captain James Hook

Lady Disdain (x AFAB!Reader oneshot)

Arcane (League of Legends)

Silco

And I’ll Be Like Sugar (x AFAB!Reader oneshot)

Attack On Titan/Shingeki No Kyojin

Zeke Yeager

Cross The Line (x AFAB!Reader)

Far Cry 3

Hoyt Volker

Moon River (x Reader)

One Piece (Live Action)

Dracule Mihawk

Taking What’s Not Yours (x Reader)

Buggy The Clown

You Started It (x Reader) - Part 1. Part 2.

Mortal Kombat (games and movies)

Shang Tsung

Unpunishable (x F!Reader)

The Saw Franchise

Mark Hoffman

Enabler (x F!Reader)

Supernatural

Lucifer

Ring Of Fire (x F!Reader) - Part 1. Part 2.

Dune (Villeneuve movies)

Feyd Rautha Harkonnen

It’s A Special Death You Saved (x F!Reader) - Part 1. Part 2. Part 3. Part 4.(finale)

Strip Me Down And Paint Me Black (x F!Reader) - Part 1.

Fallout (Amazon TV Series)

Cooper Howard/The Ghoul

Hand That Feeds (x F!Reader) - Part 1. Part 2.  Part 3.

Lost (2004 TV Series)

Benjamin Linus

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The Boys (Amazon TV Series)

Homelander

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Alien Prequel Movies (Prometheus/Alien Covenant)

David 8

All Stars In The Sky Are For You (x F!Reader) oneshot

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Open His Eyes | Simon “Ghost” Riley x GN!Reader

a/n: so i’m watching scandal, like the totally normal drama series obsessed person i am and there is a specific scene in s3 ep3 that instantly made me think “holy fuck. it’s ghost and riot.” so uh yeah here, and now i’ve convinced myself that i’m gonna make this a small series but we don’t know! i’m flying by the seam of my pants like always!

warnings: HEAVY AND DETAILED MENTIONS OF INJURY AND MEDICAL ATTENTION (including needles!!!). mentions of cadavers and detailed accounts of autopsy, mentions of torture, vague mentions of sex but nothing too graphic

summary: Ghost had been gone for months, and the entire Task Force has exhausted every connection they had and were met with dead ends - except for you. By contacting an old friend, you get an unexpected present at your door late at night.

REMINDER: This is a side-blog, not my main! If you have any questions, feel free to message this blog or reblog! Reblogs are always appreciated - as well as any comments, they keep me motivated to write stuff like this - I can’t respond with this blog!

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The glass of wine settled heavy in your hand, the long stem grew from in between your fingers while the bowl rested in your palm. Your best red wine swished and swayed as you reclined onto your couch.

Your house didn’t feel like home like it once had, many moons ago. Now, it sat cold - the fire that danced in the fireplace did nothing to soothe the atmosphere. Your fingers tapped rhythmically against the glass, you pulled it to your lips.

Your phone then rang on the table. Your eyes gazed at the screen, an unknown number on the screen. You reached forwards, placing your glass of wine on your table and taking your phone in your hand - you answered the call.

“We’re not speaking again.”

“Open your front door.”

It was your “old friend”. The man you hired to find Ghost. US Navy Captain Jake Ballard.

“Fuck you.” You stood, phone pressed harshly against your ear as you heard movement behind your door.

“Open your front door.”

You took a moment, contemplating it - but ultimately decided to walk towards the front door. You were ready to absolutely beat the shit out of Jake if he was going to be taunting you like this. Your hand grabbed the door handle, you were about to rip him a new one when you opened the door.

“Sunday, my house, Riot. 7:00.”

Your jaw dropped, tears pricked your eyes as they stared into Ghost’s dark eyes as he held himself up with the doorframe.

“I’ll choose the wine.”

You didn’t even look away when you ended the call, Ghost’s large frame wobbled. “Hi,” He trembled before losing his balance, falling to the floor but you followed him. Your hands were gentle as they landed on his mask, he didn’t even resist when you pulled it off. A huge gash from his eyebrow and down to his cheek, a bleeding slice on his forehead.

“Si,” Your arms quickly went underneath his shoulders, using all of your strength to pull the man into your apartment from the small lobby. He groaned loudly in pain and as soon as his feet were not in the way of the door, you kicked it closed. “Simon,” Your hands patted his cheeks, his hazel-green tint eyes slowly moved to look at you. “Oh God.”

It was like something possessed you when your eyes met his, tears pricked at the corner of your left eye. You’re hesitantly placed one hand on his cheek, seeing how his pupils dilated slightly.

“I’m going to get my gear, you’re going to be just fine, LT.”

A weak graze of your leg made you look down, seeing how his left hand tried to grab for you. Your other hand gently took it, feeling him squeeze your fingers. You looked back to his face, meeting his eyes again.

“I won’t be long, it’s safe here. You’re safe here.” You whispered the last part, squeezing his hand a little before you got to your feet and ran down the hall, almost tripping over yourself as you burst into your bedroom. You tugged the small closet open, digging behind clothes to pull out a well-used black case full of medical supplies to treat wounds on the fly. You pulled it out so fast that it took down some of your hanging clothes, but you really did not fucking care.

It took you five seconds flat to sprint back down the hallway, sliding onto your knees and practically throwing the case onto the floor - it’s not like you haven’t before. You unlocked the case, ripped it open and took a moment to stare at it to think of what you needed. You moved back to kneel next to Ghost’s shoulder, taking your medical shears and with a swift motion, your hands grabbed the neck of his shirt and -

“No.” The man weakly opposed, his head swiveled to look at you while his right hand weakly reached towards the scissors.

“Simon, I have to see if your injuries.” You whispered, moving his right hand away before you began snipping the undershirt in half. You kept cutting the black shirt until it unveiled his chest.

You’ve felt his chest before, those nights you two had spent together. Granted, he always had his clothes on - you never pushed. You know his chest well, but not like this. Never in your dreams would you imagine this.

There were white scars, looked like whipping scars - years healed. There were angry red injuries, sewn up perfectly with black lines dotting them. Purple and almost black bruises dusted his skin, pink healing scars that looked maybe a month or two old. The worst of all? The one that made your heart and head stop, stop beating, stop working?

Thick, white lines in the shape of a Y, coming from both of his collarbones and down and around his belly button. Something you had only seen in seminars and lectures about cadavers.

Simon had autopsy scars. Autopsy scars. No one in the world has ever had an autopsy performed on them - because they’re alive. Hearts beating, lungs inflating. No one in the world would have these scars, because autopsies are performed when the person is dead. Those insidious lines don’t fucking heal - the skin is stapled back together so the funeral home can dress them as pretty as they could, put them in an overpriced casket, give them a run of the mill funeral. You thought you were going to vomit.

You didn’t take more than second before your brain turned back on, seeing how all of the obviously new injuries were well taken care of - including the signs that the stitches had been torn and restitched over. There were scabbed over small lines on his sternum, scabbed over ring-sized dents in the middle of his bruises. Nothing looked as if they had to be cleaned, which made you wonder why whoever took Ghost would take care of his wounds after they beat him. It was strange.

You tore your eyes away from him and opened a package of sterile gloves, pulling them on and now examining the injuries. Nothing looked urgent enough to require new stitching, you were concerned that his ribs were fractured or broken.

You almost jumped backwards when Simon’s fingers grazed the outside of your thigh, your eyes met his. You could truly see Simon then. A shattered man, holding on by mangled threads.

Your hands were gentle as you inspected his face, seeing that the gash wasn’t too deep and the slice on his forehead was something similar to the ones on his sternum. You took a cotton swab, doused it in hydrogen peroxide and looked back at Simon. “This is gonna hurt, close your eyes.”

He closed his right eye which was in between the gashes, but kept the left one open - watching you. You worked quickly - disinfecting the wound and bandaging it, then did the same with the one on his forehead. It didn’t take you anymore than five minutes to sit back, discarding the used medical gear next to your case. Your eyes met Simon’s one now, since the other was covered by a bandage. “Are any of your ribs broken?”

Simon clicked his tongue and barely shook his head.

“Anything I need to take care of on your back?”

Again, he barely shook his head.

“Okay. I need to get you up.” You muttered, pulling off your gloves and tossing them aside, arms immediately underneath his shoulders as he let out a breathless groan of agony. You ignored the pang in your chest, opting to put all of your focus into helping him to his feet. And as soon as the man was able to stand, he almost buckled back to his knees but you were quick, pulling his arm over your shoulders and making his body lean into yours. You gazed over his shoulder, seeing nothing currently bleeding so you looked back to the floor.

The walk to your bedroom was slow, agonizingly slow because you kept thinking about him as his loud and heavy footsteps echoed in your apartment.

He had been missing for two months, taken by operatives of Makarov because he had forced you out of a warehouse before it exploded, and of course none of Task Force 141 were able to recover him from the rubble or from Makarov’s hands - until now.

God, you didn’t want to tell anyone. Let him rest, let him be safe - but you knew he wasn’t safe. He wouldn’t be safe until someone put a lucky bullet in Makarov’s fucking head.

As soon as you got to your bed, you tried to gently lead him to it but he didn’t care, he placed his knee on the queen bed and forced himself forwards and turning so he was able to starfish on the bed. He audibly groaned at the soft mattress. He really made the bed look like a damn twin size.

You pulled his arms onto the bed, trying to stay cautious and conscious of his body. He didn’t make a noise when you moved his legs apart and moved to the waist of his dirt-encrusted cargo pants. You made a mental note to wash them and switch your sheets. “Simon, I’m taking off your pants so I can see your legs and if you’ve got any more injuries.”

You looked up to him, seeing the slight nod before continuing. You unbuttoned his pants and began to tug them down his legs. You’ve pulled off his pants before, only a handful of times those very fleeting times where he felt safe enough to do so. You didn’t take the time to place the pants anywhere, you just threw them behind you. You examined his legs now, seeing matching purple and black bruises on both of his thighs and calves. Any open wound was stitched either cleanly or messily, obviously at different points in time. The pit in your stomach only grew.

This was your fault. If he hadn’t shoved you out of that second story window, you both would’ve ended up in the claws of Makarov and most likely still being tortured - since it took you pulling every string you had to even get him here to your apartment in Washington, DC. Your hands grabbed your white sheets, pulling them up to cover his body to his waist.

It was strange seeing his face, you felt shame for even pulling the mask off - but you needed to make an assessment of his injuries. You were sure he would probably understand as your hand then rested on his cheek, causing his eye open and gaze up at you.

“I’m sorry.” You mumbled, placing your knee on the mattress to balance yourself. Your hand then moved to his longer dark blonde hair from his forehead. “Can I give you a dose of morphine?”

His fingers grazed your thigh again, your hand retracted from his head. His eyes held a look of longing once your touch had left, but he slowly nodded. You nodded back, moving off of the bed and away from his touch. You then rummaged through your bulletproof vest, finding one of your last single dose morphine shots and an alcohol wipe. You moved back to the bed, sitting near his left hip as your ripped open the alcohol wipe package with your teeth. You then wiped the top of his bicep, pulled the plastic casing off the needle and gently puncturing his bicep. He hissed in pain, you mumbled an apology as you quickly pressed the plunger down and pulled the needle out. You tossed the now used needle and wipe into your trash can on the other side of your night stand.

Ghost’s hand then rested on your thigh, your hand rested upon his as your eyes met his.

“You’ll be safe here, Simon. I’ll make sure of it, okay? Just sleep.” You gently rubbed the back of his hand, a hum rumbled in his chest as his eyes closed then.

If you had an ounce less of guilt, you would have leaned forwards and kissed his face - but you didn’t. You watched and waited with bated breath for him to fall asleep, and after a couple of minutes, he was out. You pulled his hand off of your thigh, opting to place a kiss to his knuckles before resting it back on the bed. You slid off, silently walking back to your living room. You turned off your gas fireplace, the flames flickered out in an instant. You then moved to the coffee table, grabbing the glass and the bottle of expensive wine before dodging the mess of medical supplies, grabbing your phone from the floor and retiring to your bedroom.

You closed the door behind you, moving to settle on the floor. You set the bottle and glass down, eyes watching as the Lieutenant’s chest slowly rose and descended.

Your phone felt heavy in your hand, you looked down at it and unlocked it. You pressed Price’s contact, writing out a message.

We have a problem.

A very tall and injured problem.

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Updated Masterlist (+18)

A/N: Hey, readers! You can call me Use or Honey! As a novice fanfiction writer, I ask that you please have patience with me. I’m not a fast writer and I have lots of responsibilities that will delay my writing but I’m still dedicated to giving you all the best of content. I’m growing everyday with my writing so I’m always looking for room for improvement. Either way, I appreciate the love and support I’ve received. Thank you so very much! ❤️

Started: 06/07/2022

Last Updated: 07/26/2023

Latest Work(s): Made With Love (Eddie x Plus!Reader)

Total Works: 55

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Where Do We Go From Here 📥 ⚡️

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SERIES

Love, Papa ⚠️⛈️

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Eddie Munson

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Innocent!Newkid!Eddie inviting you over 💧

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I loved You First 1 🌩️

Made With Love ☁️

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The Elf Princess & Her Beloved 🌧📥

“Come Again?” 💦📥🔥

Eddie Had A Little Lamb 💦📥

Wrap It Up! 💦📥🔥

You’re Not The Boss Of Me 💦

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The Satanic Panic ⛈🚫

Cruel Little Vixen ⛈ 🔥

Steve Harrington

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Scoops Ahoy Steve doll comes to life ☁️💧

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Play Side A ⚡️💦

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Too Quiet ☁️

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I Thought I’d Lose You 🌧

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Montagues and Capulets ⛈🛑

Steddie x Reader

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FLUFF

SMUT

The Final Girl 💦⚡️⚠️ 🔥

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Jim Hopper

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Murray Bauman

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Just Share The Damn Bed 💦⚠️

Let Me Show You 🌧

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Argyle

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This Isn’t You ⚠️⚡️💦🔥

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Marc Spector/Steven Grant/Jake Lockley

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Topper Thornton

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The Jezebel ⚠️💦

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JJ Mayback

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Criminal Minds

Spencer Reid 

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Alice In Borderland

Arisu Ryohei

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I’d Stop The World ⛈️🔥

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I Still Get Jealous ⛈️📥

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Dr. Julian Albert

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I Know What You Did Last Weekend (Battinson x Kravitz!Selina Kyle x Plus!Reader) ⚠️💦

How To Be King (Viserys Targaryen III x Plus!Reader) ⛈️

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When A Stranger Knocks At Your Door…(“Doctor”Enmu x NurseNun!Reader ⚠️💦

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  Hi! I'm Soulariarym, I write for all things horror, video games, Really anything that peaks my interest, feel free to request anything but please read the rules, what I'm comfortable with.

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Poly relationships  

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Necrophilia / Anything related to dead animals

homophobia / Transphobia

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 Slashers, Tv Slashers, Popular Game Slashers

Ghostface (Stu Macher, Billy Loomis)

Jason Voorhees

Michael Myers

Chucky non doll form ( Charles Lee Ray, Nika Pierce)

Tiffany Valentine

Pyramid Head

Amanda Young

The Hell Priest (Pinhead)

Thomas Hewitt 

Pennywise (Clown, Human Form)

Kurt Kunkle

Stranger Things

Eddie Munson

001,Peter Ballard (Human form, Vecna)

Steve Harrington

Robin Buckley (Only WLW)

Nancy Wheeler

Jonathan Byers

Jim Hopper

Joyce Byers

Karen Wheeler

Billy Hargrove

Dmitri Antonov

Dead By Daylight Survivors

(If not listed I don't know much info on them to write, don't care for the character much. Sorry!)

Dwight Farefield

David King (Only MLM)

Nea Karlson

Feng Min

Claudette Mural 

Jake Park

Quentin Smith

Jeff Johansen

Jane Romero

Yui Kimura

Felix Ritcher

Yun-Jin Lee

Leon S Kennedy 

Dead By Daylight Killers

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Ghostface (Danny Johnson)

Evan Macmillan (The Trapper)

Philip Ojomo (The Wraith)

Max Thompson (The Hillbilly)

Sally Smithson (The Nurse)

Michael Myers (The Shape)

Anna (The Huntress)

Amanda Young (The Pig)

Frank, Joey, Susie, Julie (The Legion) *no nsfw for susie*

Adris (The Plague)

Caleb Quinn (The Deathslinger)

Pyramid Head (The Executioner) 

Jiwoon Hak (The Trickster)

And That's it! I'll probably add more as I discover new things, Don't be shy to request anything. I don't bite.

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(If the character didn’t originate from dead by daylight they’ll be listed under where they originated from)

Slashers, Tv Slashers, Popular Game Slashers

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Jake Ballard x Fem!Reader: Secret

Set loosely based on events in Scandal seasons 1-4

There are quite a few time skips ;) italics are flashbacks

Y/N = Your Name but you go by Viper as your code name

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Jake's POV - 4 years ago ~

I'm sitting meeting with Command right now and I'm furious. I hear the door open and the words, "You called?" I see a woman standing staring at Rowan, looking over me. Rowan says, "Hi Viper, here is the case for you. We need it fixed ASAP." I watch her take the folder, glance in my direction, laugh, and leave the room.

The only times I ran into Viper that year we met were when she would walk in, take my cases, laugh, and leave the room.

I became obsessed with learning all I could about her.

And there was not a lot on file.

Rowan also refused to tell me anything or partner me with her.

Y/N's POV ~ 3 years ago ~

You love seeing Jake Ballard's reaction when you're taking his cases. It is hilarious. He's also pretty cute. You wouldn't mind working together, but Command says it would be a bad idea. Who are you to fight Command?

You're drinking at the bar right now in between cases and tired. Two more drinks will make you rest well tonight for sure.

You hear, "Well well well the snake is out of the lion's den." You turn to see Jake Ballard and smirk. You motion for another drink from the bartender and he sets one down in front of Jake. Jake sits next to you, takes it, and says, "Thanks for that. Why don't you tell me your name and I'll get you another drink? Yours is looking a little low." You smirk and answer, "Boss Man said not to tell anyone, so all you get is Viper." He sighs and replies, "I think it's kind of unfair that you know all about me and I know next to nothing about you." You reply, "Ah so you've been asking about me. The boss mentioned that. Why are you curious?" He shrugs and answers, "Why wouldn't I be curious about you? The only times I've seen you are when you take my cases. And when I tried to learn more about you, I was denied information every time." You lean close to him, pat him on the chest, and reply, "Oh that's sad. Maybe you're just not a good agent." He smirks and asks, "And maybe you're just afraid to get close to someone so you only attach yourself to work." You reply, "Damn maybe I will get another drink." You hear your phone buzz and you answer it. Rowan tells you to leave the bar now because you've been seen with Jake Ballard. So you agree to pay your bill and leave. You hang up and signal the bartender over. You hand over your card. Jake says, "Let me guess, our boss doesn't want us to talk." You take your card from the bartender and reply, "You'd be correct. If you need to contact me, well you have my info. Text me when you find it. See ya, Jake." You pat his back and exit the building.

You go home and try to forget about your encounter with Jake Ballard. He was right that you're afraid to trust people and that you focus on work to avoid relationships with people.

As you sip your coffee in your kitchen, your phone buzzes.

Jake - Well hi Viper. I must ask, when did you slip that paper into my pocket? Y/N - A magician never reveals their secrets. Jake - Shame. We should hang out more discreetly. Y/N - What did you have in mind? I'll be out of town for 3 days. But I can squeeze you in. Jake - Oh good the magnificent Viper can fit me in. I'll text you in a few days with the address. Y/N - Got it.

Upon returning from out of town, you find messages from Jake with address, attire, and other pertinent info.

That's how your friendship starts with Jake.

It turns romantic a few months later when he is wasted and confesses that he has a crush on you. You whisper your name in his ear and you have your first kiss together.

Things with Jake were easy.

Until ... Rowan started scheduling you for more overseas cases and you saw Jake less. You started getting sicker on the trips, growing more fatigued, and ignoring Jake's messages. You realized that you were being poisoned after the 4th trip with similar symptoms. You knew Rowan sent someone and when you confronted him, he told you that it was because you didn't leave Jake alone. He gave you an ultimatum - break up with Jake and never talk to him again or face time in the "hole." So you break up with Jake claiming you don't like him and lied for information. You also move apartments, change numbers, and dye your hair.

3 years pass, your career is great and you're busy, which should be good. But deep down, when your nights are lonely and quiet, you notice something has always been missing ever since your break-up with Jake. You miss him.

You've been working in and out of foreign countries all year to help Rowan maintain his ties. You've been doing well and Rowan has been pleased with your progress. However, he just asked you to come back to the B613 base, which you haven't been back to in years.

You pull up and head straight to Rowan's office. You open the door and Jake is sitting at the desk across from Rowan.

You exclaim, "Well this feels a little too familiar." Rowan shakes your hand and says, "It's because young Jake is in a bind and I need you to go see Olivia." You reply, "Of course. Why if I may ask?" He answers, "She's not safe and she trusts you. Don't let anyone in and call me if you see anything suspicious." You nod and reply, "Ok, I'll be on my way, boss."

You leave and as you're getting into your car, you feel someone slam onto your car window and you see Jake. You roll down your window and ask, "Yeah, Jake?" He snaps, "That's all you have to say! You break up with me and disappear for 3 years! Nothing! Wow!" You reply, "I have to be somewhere. Move or I'll run over your foot." He replies, "We're not done," before storming away.

You arrive at Olivia's place and knock on her apartment door. She opens it and exclaims, "Ah Viper! My father told me to expect you, but I didn't think he would come through with his side of the deal." You reply, "Yes he did. He's a stickler for a deal that he benefits from." She smirks and says, "I see you haven't changed, come on in." You walk in and you start talking with her about why she's being watched, what you've been doing, and honestly you spend the whole night talking with glasses of wine in hand.

Rowan calls you the next day asking for any updates to which you have none. He also tells you that he is proud of you for pushing Jake out of your car yesterday. You still don't get why he doesn't want you to be close to Jake.

You find out that Jake dated Olivia and he was undercover for Rowan. You ask, "How long ago did you two date?" Olivia answers, "Oh we dated last year for awhile." You ask, "Did you love him?" She answers, "No, I liked him though. He was a good and kind man. I'm in love with someone else though... but Jake told me he loved me so early and that was terrifying." You laugh and reply, "Yeah he's a bit of a romantic actually." She gasps and asks, "Wait, were you two a thing?" You tell her everything and she replies, "Gosh I hate my father... and I think you really did a number on Jake. When we first started dating, he said there was an ex still on his mind and that he still never felt closure with them. And one time I brought up B613 and knowing Viper, it caused him to freeze up and he was so angry. I always wondered why." You sigh and reply, "I doubt he loves me anymore." She asks, "Do you still love him?" You answer, "Honestly I do, I've always felt something was missing in my life, except when he is in it. I love Jake, but my career doesn't let me love him like I should." You both hug.

A few days later, Rowan calls you and informs you that the threat is neutralized. You are allowed to leave. You give Olivia a way to contact you in case of emergency.

You get a call from Olivia a few days later asking you to meet her at her place, which you agree to. You don't understand what is happening. You knock and when you enter, you see Rowan is there too. What is happening?!

Rowan exclaims, "God Olivia, you called the Viper too. You want me to free Jake so much that you called her to have someone on your side." You ask, "Free Jake from what?" Olivia then rambles on where Jake is, how he is in the box, and you are shocked to say the least. You ask, "What would it take for him to be free? I'll do anything." Rowan smirks and asks, "Anything?" Olivia says, "Dad, be reasonable." Rowan says, "I find it crazy that you two powerful women are so into this little white man who makes mistakes. You both deserve better... I'll consider both of your requests and begging. I need to think about it though. This is a man's life we're talking about after all."

The next thing you hear is when Rowan calls you and tells you what the compromise was. Olivia was making things worse by being around the President and Jake was making mistakes, so he sent them to a remote island to wait it all out.

Olivia even said she didn't love Jake... why does she get to go to a remote island with him?!

Rowan didn't even consider that you would do anything for Jake.

You're mad.

You're sad.

You're upset.

You lash out and make Rowan's life a living hell in return. You slightly miss numbers on important accounting documents, you spread misinformation and blame others, and you turn people on each other.

You see on the news that Olivia returned. You cannot say that you're shocked. You notice Jake in the background of a video and he looks in love with her. Is it finally time to move on?

Just when you decide to try to leave Jake behind, Rowan drags you along to the Pentagon. You stand by his side and wonder where you're going... and more specifically who you're going to see.

The interrogation rooms swings open and you see Jake looking pretty beaten in a chair. OH? You find out that Jake is being framed for k***ing the President's son ... only you know that Rowan was behind it.

Rowan leans on the table opposite Jake and asks, "Jake, I have a compromise for you. You disappear to a remote island with Viper and I won't k*** you." OH? You ask, "Why drag me into this mess?" Rowan asks, "You don't think I know what you've been doing to me since Olivia left with Jake? You're messing with B613 and things are bad. The only reason I have not k***ed you yet is because you're impossible to track down and you're my best agent. I need you even if you are screwing things up." You reply, "I'm truly flattered." Jake says, "I don't accept. You can't just ship me out every time you are angry with what I do! I'm not going anywhere!" You storm out the room not wanting to hear any more.

Jake is freed because of Olivia. You really question if she hates him because it seems like she loves him.

Rowan still sends you away to a remote island and you begin spending your days moving on from your past life. Rowan does make it hard when he sends his shipments of goods with files including questions for you, but you're starting to feel at peace with the island.

You build your own shack for a garage next to your house, you start carving a canoe, and you read a lot. Thank goodness Rowan sends books in his weekly shipments.

One afternoon, on the day of your weekly shipment, you notice an extra figure on the boat. You notice the boat get closer until you realize who it is... it's Jake. Your jaw drops. WHAT?!

Jake helps the other guy unload the shipment, takes back the old boxes, and the other guy tells you that you have a new roommate courtesy of Rowan.

You lift a box and carry it back to your place with Jake behind you. You set it down, face Jake, and ask, "How did you get yourself sent here? I thought you said you didn't want to be sent off every time you were in trouble." He answers, "You still love me. Olivia played me a recording of you saying that you missed me and still loved me." OH. He takes a step closer and replies, "God for such a good agent, Viper, you missed her recording you... Uh Rowan was still mad about the President's son thing and Olivia is mad at me and someone almost killed me. I was in between death on a medical bench for days and the only thought in my head was that I never told you how much I loved you. I missed you so much and I don't care what Rowan thinks anymore. I just missed you and I love you. I had to be where you are because home is where the heart is and you are my heart." You reply, "Jake, I do love you... and I'm sorry for lying to your face years ago. I'm also sorry for breaking your heart thinking I hated you when I could never hate you. I'm sorry for not standing up for Rowan more to be with you... you know, when you were on that remote island with Olivia who I still think loves you, I wrecked B613 for Rowan. I thought it would be payback for not letting me be with you." He replies, "I know about it, I had control of Command for a bit. It was horrible and I couldn't do it... Thank you for owning up for your mistakes... Could we move past all our wrongs and kiss?" You wrap your arms around his neck and say, "You certainly are a romantic, Jake." He leans in closer and replies, "And you love it."

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I write mainly fluff but I can also do angst (it's not the best) however I cannot do smut. (I tried and it ended up as a shit show)

first come first serve

I write all types of relationships including x reader, wlw, wlm, mlm, polyamorous, and ships

I write for:

Dear Evan Hansen

Evan Hansen

Connor Murphy

Zoe Murphy

Jared Kleinman

Be More Chill

Michael Mell

Jeremy Heere

Rich Goranski

Newsies

Davey Jacobs

Crutchie

Race

Spot

West Side Story

Riff

Baby John

Marvel

Bucky Barnes

Steve Rogers

Tony Stark

Peter Parker (Tom, Andrew, or Tobey)

Loki Laufeyson

Kate Bishop

Agatha Harkness

Dr Stephen Strange

Steven Grant

Marc Spector

Jake Lockley

Harry Potter

Cedric Diggory

Neville Longbottom

Sirius Black

Remus Lupin

Newt Scamander

The Hunger Games

Finnick Odair

Johanna Mason

Dune

Paul Atreides

Duke Leto Atreides

Stranger Things

Peter Ballard

Billy Hargrove

Eddie Munson

Jonathan Byers

Steve Harrington

Robin Buckley

Gareth Emerson

Argyle

The Last Of Us

Joel Miller

Ellie Williams

Jurassic Park

Tim Murphy

Queen - Band

Roger Taylor

John Deacon

Brian May

The Beatles

Paul McCartney

George Harrison

Tangled

Flynn Rider

Atypical

Casey Gardner

The Inheritance Games

Avery Grambs

Grayson Hawthorne

Heathers (Movie)

Jason Dean

Veronica Sawyer

Actors

Mike Faist

Laura Dreyfuss

Sebastian Stan

Chris Evans

Tom Holland

Andrew Garfield

Joe Mazzello

Oscar Isaac

Miscellaneous

Woodland Demars

I might do some other characters/people if you ask me. these are just the ones I've written before

If you don’t know what to request, I got some prompts you can choose from below. Just make sure in your request to specify which prompt from which list!

General Prompts

It’s really not that complicated

Close the door

It’s three in the morning

I should have told you a long time ago

Why are you helping me?

You have to leave right now

Just trust me

I’ve been waiting a long time

We could get arrested for this

What were you thinking about?

I thought you were dead

You’re never going to let that go, are you?

Was that supposed to hurt?

I can explain

I don’t believe you

He/She/They was/were never mine, but losing him/her/them broke my heart

How do you destroy a monster without becoming one?

I’m afraid you’ll end up seeing me the way I see myself

He/she/they lived to be the greatest

Don’t ever forget me. Please.

The world stopped breathing that night

Everything here can kill you, but I can do it most efficiently

Don’t tell me to give up like everything is meaningless

I buy a personality

I screwed up

And maybe in the end, I was meant to be alone...

You’ll never see how toxic someone is until you breathe fresh air

I just want to go somewhere where nobody knows my name

All the memories come back, but they never do

If your treated like a monster for long enough you become one

Nightmares keeping you awake too?

There, there, it's okay, don't cry

Shh It's okay now, I'm here

I will always be here for you. Never forget that

Don't you ever forget that I am always here

If you ever feel alone, don't because I'm right here

I Literally Scraped My Knee Falling For You

Angst Prompts

Shut up

I can't believe you would do this to me. After everything I've done for you

Give it back

No.

I can't even look at you

You could have just told me

You're just a kid

I'm done

Stop talking to me

Stop coming back

I don't care

Please just let me go

Do you love him/her/them?

I can't love you

I used to think love was real

But in the end I was not the boy/girl/person he/she/they fell in love with

I always knew I would end up being the one who got hurt

If only I had spoken up to him/her/them the first day I saw him/her/them. Maybe we would have been friends and maybe we would have fallen in love. But I didn't talk to him/her/them and we weren't friends and we didn't fall in love. He/she/they found someone else. I can only blame myself

I tried not to fall in love with him/her/them

Can you please stop?

Why did you come back?

Go away

What you said really hurt

I can't do this anymore

I'm not fine. I know I said I was but I'm not

I can't love you. I don't know how

Help.

I have no choice

I had no choice

And with those words, he/she/they left

You're hurting me

You have to choose

Here. You can have it back

Kissing me won't make this go away

To think I trusted you...

I miss your smile

Don't you remember?

I never want to look at you again

You weren't there when I needed you most

How can one person be the source of so much pain?

You’re my regret

Watch me

Don't cry, everything will work out

Please don't cry, I'm so sorry

Fluffy Prompts

You deserve someone who values you

I've known you sense, forever. I can't imagine my life without you

We can't be friends anymore. I will always see you as something else

I don't like him/her/them. I like you

You're a wonderful person, never forget that

He/she/they has/have no idea what they're missing

Sure there are people out there who lobe you. I do

The lucky guy/girl/person who wins your heart will be so lucky

If it wasn't for you, I would be lost. I'm so glad you came into my life

I'd do anything for you

If I was your boy/girl friend, I'd pepper you with kisses and gifts and spoil you so badly

I've been thinking about you a lot lately

Are you jealous of (character/person)

Can you picture it? You and I together?

'Us' I like the sound of that

You always know what to say

My family thinks we're dating...

You’re in love with her/him/them

Come here

Love is overrated

I’ve missed this

Didn’t you guys used to be best friends?

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fandom + character list

this is the current list of characters i write for.  all of the characters, to include the poly-pairings are strictly for reader inserts — note ; if a character is not listed below, i do not write for them anymore

✰ — ARCANE

characters ; vi, jinx, viktor, jayce talis, caitlyn kiramman, ekko, vander, silco, sevika

poly-pairings ; vi x sevika, vi x caitlyn, vander x silco, silco x sevika, jayce x viktor

✰ — CSI MIAMI

characters ; tim speedle, eric delko, calleigh duquesne

✰ — CALL OF DUTY

characters ; john price, simon ‘ghost’ riley, johnny ‘soap’ mactavish, kyle ‘gaz’ garrick, könig, valeria garza

✰ — DAZED & CONFUSED

characters ; randall ‘pink’ floyd, jodi kramer, kevin pickford, benny o’donnell

✰ — MARVEL

daredevil // punisher

characters ; frank castle, billy russo, matt murdock

avengers

characters ; yelena belova, bucky barnes, sam wilson, scott lang, stephen strange, robbie reyes

spider-verse

characters ; miguel o’hara, hobie brown

miscellaneous

characters ; peter parker, druig, sersi, kingo

✰ — MAYANS MC

characters ; coco cruz, bishop losa, creeper vargas, nestor oceteva, luisa ‘adelita’ espina

✰ — NARCOS

characters ; javier peña, steve murphy, horacio carrillo

poly-pairings ; javier peña x steve murphy, javier peña x horacio carrillo

✰ — ONE CHICAGO

chicago fire

characters ; matt casey, kelly severide, leslie shay, sylvie brett, stella kidd, brian ‘otis’ zvonecek, joe cruz christoper herrmann, violet mikami, evan hawkins, greg grainger

poly-pairings ; kelly severide x stella kidd, matt casey x kelly severide, matt casey x sylvie brett, stella kidd x sylvie brett, brian zvonecek x joe cruz

chicago pd

characters ; adam ruzek, kim burgess, kevin atwater, antonio dawson, hailey upton, erin lindsay

poly-pairings ; adam ruzek x kim burgess, kim burgess x hailey upton

chicago med

characters ; will halstead, connor rhodes sarah reese, ava bekker, ethan choi

poly-pairings ; ava bekker x connor rhodes, sarah reese x connor rhodes

crossover

poly-pairings ; matt casey x antonio dawson, antonio dawson x sylvie brett, ava bekker x erin lindsay

✰ — PRODIGAL SON

characters ; malcolm bright, gil arroyo, dani powell

poly-pairings ; malcolm bright x dani powell

✰ — RESIDENT EVIL

characters ; jill valentine, clarie redfield, leon kennedy, carlos oliveira

poly-pairings ; leon kennedy x claire redfield, jill valentine x claire redfield, jill valentine x carlos oliveira

✰ — SONS OF ANARCHY

characters ; chibs telford, tig trager, jax teller, happy lowman

✰ — STAR WARS

jedi : fallen order

characters ; cal kestis, trilla sunduri, merrin

poly-pairings ; trilla sundari x cal kestis

bad batch // clone wars

characters ; anakin skywalker, obi wan kenobi, padme amidala, crosshair, wrecker, tech, echo, captain rex

andor // rogue one

characters ; cassian andor, jyn erso, bodhi rook, bix caleen

the mandalorian // book of boba fett

characters ; din djarin, boba fett, fennec shand, cobb vanth, luke skywalker, ahsoka tano

poly-pairings ; fennec shand x boba fett, din djarin x boba fett , cobb vanth x din djarin, luke skywalker x din djarin

✰ — STRANGER THINGS

characters ; robin buckley, steve harrington, nancy wheeler, jonathan byers, alexei smirnoff, joyce byers, jim hopper, karen wheeler, eddie munson, dmitri ‘enzo’ antonov, chrissy cunningham, peter ballard, argyle

poly-pairings ; steve harrington x nancy wheeler, nancy wheeler x jonathan byers, nancy wheeler x robin buckley, steve harrington x eddie munson, eddie munson x chrissy cunningham, dmitri ‘enzo’ antonov x jim hopper

✰ — SWAT

characters ; dominique luca, chris alonso, hondo harrelson, deacon kay, victor tan, jim street, donovan rocker, erika rogers, nora fowler, jessica cortez, robert hicks

poly-pairings ; chris alonso x jim street, hondo harrelson x jessica cortez, jim street x victor tan

✰ — TOP GUN

characters ; natasha ‘phoenix’ trace, robert ‘bob’ floyd, reuben ‘payback’ fitch, mickey ‘fanboy’ garcia, jake ‘hangman’ seresin, bradley ‘rooster’ bradshaw, javy ‘coyote’ machado, beau ‘cyclone’ simpson, pete ‘maverick’ mitchell, tom ‘iceman’ kazansky, ron ‘slider’ kerner, nick ‘goose’ bradshaw, rick ‘hollywood’ neven, leonard ‘wolfman’ wolfe, charles ‘chipper’ piper

poly-pairings ; natasha trace x jake seresin, natasha trace x robert floyd, jake seresin x bradley bradshaw, pete mitchell x tom kazansky, tom kazansky x ron kerner, rick neven x leonard wolfe

✰ THE LAST OF US.

characters ; ellie williams, joel miller, tess servopoulos, tommy miller, abby anderson, dina

poly-pairings ; ellie williams x dina

✰ — UNCHARTED

characters ; nathan drake, sam drake, chloe frazer, nadine ross, elena fisher, rafe adler

poly-pairings ; sam drake x chloe frazer, nathan drake x elena fisher, sam drake x rafe adler, chloe fraze x nadine ross

✰ — 911

characters ; evan ‘buck’ buckley, eddie diaz, bobby nash, howard ‘chimney’ han, henrietta ‘hen’ wilson, ravi panikkar, lou ransone

poly-pairings ; evan buckley x eddie diaz

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American Heroes Part 2

He knows of her. He’s heard the stories of the other American Hero. The one who puts her life on the line for others, fighting for those who cannot fight for themselves. She knows of him, her equal, the original super soldier, the man with a heart of gold who doesn’t like bullies. The man out of time. The woman out of time. Two American Heroes, frozen in time, reunited.

Pairings: Captain America x Lady America, Steve Rogers x Reader

Warnings: Angst, Death, PTSD Flashbacks, Love/Hate Relationship, Secret Identities, One-sided Relationship, Nsfw-ish,

I grabbed my duffel when I heard the car pull up outside my tent. I put my hat on as I walked out of my tent, nodding to the soldier who was standing at command, opening the jeep door.

“Major.” “At ease soldier.”

They closed the door as I sat down beside General Ballard, climbing into the driver’s seat. General Ballard handed me a file as we started to drive, causing me to make a face.

“What is this?” “Open it.” I rolled my eyes, flipping the file open. I made a face as I looked over at the General, tilting my head to the side.

“You’re giving me a file on Grant? Why?”

“Should you cross paths with each other, you’ll know all there is to know about him.” “One, I already ready everything about him in the other file you gave me. Two, I thought that would never happen since he’s the face of the war and I'm the behind the scenes person.”

“You are, and you will be. But we’ll be introducing you to the world so this a high chance that along the way you both will cross paths. It’ll all depend on what the government decides. I nodded, closing the file and handing it back to him.

“I will not be paraded around.”

He grinned, huffing a laugh as he shook his head.

“I’m sure you won’t.”

I looked over at him, making a face as he handed me more files.

“You already knew that though. Just like you knew that I would say yes, and would even go as far as saying whatever you wanted to appease you.”

I looked down at the file as he hummed, making a face.

“This is the same stuff that was in the file from yesterday.” “Which you returned.” “Because the contents of the file shouldn’t be left with me. Someone could steal it and we would be very truly fucked. Plus, your tent is guarded, not only by the two standing guard in the front, who are weird by the way, but also by the other six who are “hidden”. They’re not in the open for others to see, but they’re there. I see them everyday.”

“You’re observant.” I shrugged as I flipped open the second file, flipping through it.

“It’s not exactly like they’re hiding.”

He said nothing as I flipped through the file. This file was about the finer details of the operation and the last couple of pages requiring my signature. I made a face as I read through the third paragraph on the fourth page, looking over at General Ballard.

“They want to tell me family that I died? If you’re going to introduce me to the world, don’t you think they’re going to know that it’s me? They’re not stupid.”

“It would be for the best.” I slammed the file shut, shaking my head.

“To tell my family that I’m dead when I am very much alive? To let an innocent family mourn a fake death? Tell me General, would you want your family to believe you’re dead, to mourn for you, when you’re still alive?”

He glared at me, his jaw ticking. “Major I would watch your tone with me.”

I shook my head, huffing as I glared at him.

“With all due respect sir, if you were literally anyone else, I would. But you’re uncle Jake. You’re the guy who grew up with my dad. You taught me how to shoot my first gun. You’re the guy whose daughter married my brother. You’re the guy who’s my family so with all due respect sir, fuck you, sir.”

“Y/N-” I shook my head, huffing.

“No Jake! They’re my family! They’re your family! And you want to what, tell them that their little girl is dead?”

I huffed, turning to look at the passing trees.

“You know what, I’m not going to do this with you. If the government wants to tell my family that I’m dead, they can ask me themselves.”

“Y/N-” “Where are we going?” Jake sighed, nodding slightly.

“We’re going to a private base located in New York where they performed Rebirth.”

I turned towards Jake, not meeting his eyes.

“Why New York?”

He shrugged, making a face.

“It has the biggest power grid or something. You’ll have to ask the lead engineer on the operation. He’ll be flying with us to New York.”

I nodded as we parked, the soldiers in the front opening the doors for us. I looked around the hangar, not seeing anyone.

“So where is he?” Jake shrugged as we walked towards the plane, looking down at me.

“He’ll show. He likes to make a big entrance.”

“Great, a show boat.” “Did someone call my name?”

I turned, seeing a man wearing dark black sunglasses walking towards us, smirking.

“And you are?” “Howard Stark.”

He stopped in front of me, grinning as he pulled his sunglasses down his nose.

“You’re cute.”

I huffed, glaring.

“I will punch you.”

He grinned, looking me up and down.

“And feisty. Lady America I presume?”

I nodded, crossing my arms over my chest.

“I am.” “Good, we need someone with some balls around here.” I laughed, shaking my head.

“Well now dear, you know my name. I think it’s only fair that I know such a pretty gals name.” “I will seriously punch you in the face.” He shrugged slightly, grinning.

“You wouldn’t be the first my dear.”

“Major General Y/N Y/L/N.”

He shook my hand, smiling as he laughed.

“This is going to be so much fun.”

Jake stepped up, looking between us both.

“Major, Howard, we need to be going if we’d like to meet our deadline.”

I nodded, following Jake up the stairs with Howard behind us, two more soldiers behind him. I sat down in the front near a window, turning my head when Howard sat down beside me, smiling.

“This is going to be a long flight sweetheart. I think we need to get to know each other. After all, after this we’re going to be best friends.” I laughed, shaking my head.

“I believe I’m going to be punching you before we get to New York Mr. Stark.”

“She will punch you Howard. She’s punched more important people for a lot less.”

Howard turned, grinning at Jake.

“Oh how it’ll be worth it General.”

I rolled my eyes as we took off, watching the ground become smaller and smaller, tuning Howard out.

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I am working on requests but as soon as I do that ~ what should I work on next? I have a draft of each of these :)