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astr0disiac · 2 years ago

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𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐊𝐓𝐎𝐁𝐄𝐑 𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝟓: 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋

𝐓𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐨 𝐓𝐨𝐲𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐮 𝐱 𝐅𝐄𝐌!𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

SUMMARY: Taishiro takes the honor of popping your cherry very seriously.

WARNING(S): Fluff, praise, oral (f!receiving), fingering, loss of virginity, cockwarming

WORD COUNT: 3.6k

SONG: Feel - Jacob Collier

"Tai..." You whimpered, straddling the plump young man. Your bodies were moving as one, soft fingers grazing over clothed bodies as they discovered new areas that you both seemed to enjoy equally. "Tai..." You repeated, Taishiro catching your whimpers in his mouth as he peppered your lips.

He was nervous, scared even. He couldn't help but feel so lucky that he was able to call someone as alluring as you his girlfriend, his partner. The love of his life. And with being the love of his life, he wanted to treat you with care, as you have treated him. He didn't want to hurt you emotionally, nor physically. So since you started dating a few months ago, you're relationship contained no sexual penetration whatsoever, only oral or sensual hand-jobs. But he craved more than that, and the way you whine your hips against his hard-on showed that you did as well. He laid back comfortably on his living room couch, the room so dark it was if his eyes were closed.

"Tai, baby...it's okay." You whispered against his swollen lips. "You can hold me a little tighter, I won't break." You spoke softly, with promise to reassure that you wouldn't crumble under his touch. Taishiro is a really tall man, towering almost two feet above you, not to mention his soft body that you loved to cuddle into at night. He gave the best hugs, always snuggling you to death when you needed it most. Physical touch was his love language, and you relished in it.

"I know, I just-" Taishiro's voice wanes into a throaty moan as you grinded a bit more. Your arousal mixed with his, practically turning both of your undergarments sheer as his warm hands trailed down to your ass and pressing into him more. You sighed through your nose in content, your clit aching.

"I really want to, please..." Your voice exudes neediness, begging him to just let go a little more.

Taishiro separates from your lips, a suction sound ringing out. He places his forehead on yours, leaning into you as you both breathe in each other's air. He squeezes his eyes, trying to restrain himself, but the feeling of your soaked cunt through the fabric made it so hard for him to focus.

"I know, I know..." He sighs deeply, almost as if he was in pain. "I want to as well, I just...I don't know."

"You do know." You grab his face, squeezing it slightly so that it mushes a bit. He pouts slightly, an adorable expression displayed on his chunky cheeks. "Talk to me."

Taishiro huffs, grabbing your hands, and kissing your palms with a delicate touch. "I, uh..." He mumbles against your hands, the sensation tickling. "I'm just...nervous for you."

You chuckle lightly, a sweet sound that dusts Taishiro's cheeks with a furious pink. "Why? Because I'm a virgin?" The sentence rolls off your tongue with ease, and Taishiro uses your hands to cover his warm face.

"Oh God-"

"Why are you the one getting all shy about it?" You laughed harder. "Shouldn't I be the one blushing?"

"Well, it's different..." Taishiro mumbles, his eyes averted. "I get the privilege of sharing this moment with you. If I'm going to be the one hurting you, I at least want it to feel special." He faintly says.

You give him a loving look, before placing a light peck on his nose. "Anything I do with you is special, I promise you. And it's not like you're trying to hurt me, it's just sex. Who knows, maybe I'll like the pain."

"Stop, don't say it so casually!" He lights, slightly embarrassed. You can't help but giggle, this grown man reacting as a child would at the mention of intercourse.

"You're so immature." You relax into his touch, your eyes dewy with affection. He mirrors the look, the slight sliver of moonlight peaking through and catching in his golden eyes.

"But you love me." He hums in satisfaction. You stand up, grunting slightly as you take his hand.

"I do. I really do."

You pull him off the couch, leading him to his room. Your feet patter lightly on the cool wood, anticipation eating at your insides. You felt so bubbly, so elated that your fingers were trembling as you walked, knees knocking at each step towards his room. You feel a reassuring grip squeeze your fingers, and you turn back to look at Taishiro.

"I've got you."

The two of you make it to his bedroom, the blue moon casting a soft glow, setting the mood perfectly. You were so glad the lights were off, you wanted to revel in the dark during this.

You turn toward Taishiro, face faultless as you stare into his eyes. Fingertips lingering slightly at the loss of touch, you two untangle your digits and let your arms dangle at your sides. Besides the hum of cicadas outside, the only thing that could be heard was your intertwined breaths and hearts pounding as one entity.

Taishiro begins taking off his shirt as you stand there watching with a careful eye. You'd seen his physique hundreds of times, never growing tired of how cute his stomach pudged at the sides, or how his happy trail was neatly trimmed and leading you to a treasure trove of pleasure. Light stretch marks kissed the middle of his ample body, tracing around his belly button. Snapping out of your trance, you grip the hem of your shirt, sliding it effortlessly over your head. As you discard it to the ground, you look up to see Taishiro looking at you with such an enamored look, your stomach swarming with more than butterflies. It felt as if an entire ecosystem were thriving in your being, energy surging through your veins as you looked away shyly. Taishiro takes a long stride towards you, lifting your face using the palms of his large hands.

"Are you sure you want to?" Taishiro asks, his vision clouded with concern. Of course, you wanted this more than anything.

"Y-Yeah." You struggled to get out. It's not that you were getting cold feet, if anything your feet were on fire. Your entire body was burning, making it so hard to function as your mind ran wild.

"Okay." Taishiro glanced down at your lips before pressing a loving kiss into them. He had to lean down quite a bit, encasing you in overwhelming warmth and your breathing accelerated. He gently walks you backwards, yet still attached to your face, your knees hit the back of the bed, and you relax. You melt into the king sized mattress, the comforter nearly swallowing you whole as Taishiro propped himself up. Taishiro separates from you again, going to kiss your cheek, then making his way down to your jaw. You sigh, the frenzy of kisses continuing as he trails them down your neck, nipping slightly.

He continues until he reaches the space between your breast, kissing your sternum as his large hands incase each mound. He kisses your left breast softly, taking your hardened nipple into his mouth as he messages the other, rolling it between his finger tips.

You squirm under his body, the sensation feeling foreign yet familiar as his tongue flicked your sensitive spots, teeth nibbling as he pleases. The feeling of you squirming with pleasure delighted him, heart trembling as he listened to your quiet gasps and sighs.

"You alright?" He gives a soft smile, watching you squirm under his touch. You're body reacted so much differently than before, anticipation causing your bones to rattle as his kisses trailed lower to your stomach.

"Yes..." You give a breathy moan as his hands wander all over, down your waist and finally hooking onto your undergarments. He inches them down your legs slowly, tossing them into the night. He then uses both hands to ease your legs open, massaging your thighs as he watches your cunt drizzle onto his comforter like water. Despite him doing oral on you before, and vice versa, this was different. This story would have a different ending, one you two had been pining for such a long time for. Your legs tense, embarrassment resonating from your soul as you tried to hide your heavy breathing. You didn't want to seem too eager.

"Relax for me, sweets." Taishiro whispered, digging his thumb into your hamstring. You take a shaky breath as he dips down, kissing your inner thigh where stretch marks adorn you as well. He couldn't help but be in awe of your beauty, the lines curving deliciously all the way to your hips. He peppers more kisses on your thigh, inching closer to your sex, which was practically screaming for attention. You watched Taishiro's head disappear, and you look away, unable to watch.

Taishiro looks at you one more time for reassurance, only to see you trembling like a leaf under his touch. He hadn't even done anything yet, but you were unravelling so easily in his hands like yarn. Your eyes were squeezed shut, teeth latched onto the back of your wrist as your chest heaved. He lets out a breathy laugh, his attention going back to your throbbing pussy.

"Keep your legs open, darling."

He laps up your wetness, and you gasp as his warm tongue trails down your slit. He takes his slow, agonizing time as he latches onto your clit, sucking delicately. Your legs quiver at the feeling, and Taishiro has to press your thighs down to keep you from suffocating him. Not like he wouldn't enjoy it, but it was about you right now. Making sure you were comfortable, and making sure you were enjoying yourself. Your succulent taste and whines of pleasure were enough for him.

"Mmmm...Tai..." You moaned, twitching as his tongue flicked around rapidly. He hummed, his cock pressing hard against his boxers as he listened to the sound of your cunt. He licked his lips, tasting a piece of heaven, before diving right back in.

Suddenly, he slides his middle finger into your soaked cunt, and your hips jerk into his face. He continued sliding his finger in repeatedly, curling it along your plush walls. He enters a second finger, and you start to lose it as he kneads around, forcing your cunt to stretch around his thick fingers.

"Tai-! Ah, God...!" You call out his name, his tongue never leaving you.

"I gotta prep you properly. I want to make sure I fit, okay?" His voice at an unfamiliar octave, causing your cunt to flutter around his large fingers. You fist his comforter, needing something to hold onto or you would lose yourself completely, your stomach knotting faster than usual.

"Tai...Tai!" You called out, squirming as you felt your orgasm rushing towards you. He continued, ignoring your protest, fingers digging deeper to hit your g-spot. Your back arched involuntarily, twisting as his speed increased, edging you to pleasure.

"Tai, please wait-!" You whined, your hips still grinding into his face.

"You're almost their baby, I can feel it...It's okay..."

"Tai!" You jolted up, your hands stopping his. It took every ounce of your will to stop you're body from reacting to his touch, your heart fluttering rapidly against you're chest. He stops, his finger still buried into your cunt as he looks at you bewildered.

"Do...do you want me to stop? Was it too much?" He asks in a concerned voice, his fingers exiting you slowly. You shudder, shaking your head, and Taishiro sits up attentively, ready to care for you at the drop of a hat.

"No, no...it was more than enough..." You huffed, calming down to chase your high away. "I just..."

"What's wrong?"

God, you felt so stupid for what you were about to say, what you were pondering on asking. He was going to think it was a childish request for sure.

"I just..." You muttered, losing all confidence. You look away, face flushed with a burning heat. "I want to...I want to feel you when I...together..." You trailed off, feeling stupid mid sentence. You felt you had ruined the mood, especially after practically begging for the man to just steal you're virginity from you. But to your surprise, you hear a goofy giggle, to see Taishiro's face pink yet full of requited joy.

"You're so fucking cute, it hurts, sweets." He says, love decorating every inch of his full smile. You felt so full in that moment, so warm that it didn't even matter what the outcome of tonight was. And Taishiro naturally felt the same. You both just craved being in each others presence.

You lean in and kiss him, and he returns the favor. It starts off sweet, then quickly heats up as Taishiro grabs your face, practically swallowing you whole as he poured all his love and greed into physical touch. Your hands trailed down his body, latching onto his boxers, before it's his turn to stop you.

"No, sweets. It's about you tonight." He whispers against your lips softly as you whimper, wanting to relieve him a bit. He didn't care about his own pleasure, never really had; his main goal has always been to make you feel the way he feels when he's around you. Warm, safe, secure. Trustworthy. He wanted you to know that you could trust him with you body, mind and soul. You felt his motifs every time his tongue entered you're mouth, speaking and mumbling his own form of love.

Taishiro guides you down, laying you back on the comforter as he gets up, your body chilled from his loss of touch.

"Just lay back and relax. Give a sec-"

He gets up, trudging over to his drawer. He opens it, taking out a packaged condom. He slides off his boxers, then walks back to you. He tears the package open with his canines, and slides it onto his large length, his arousal already leaking into the rubber. You throw your head back on the comforter, your breathing skyrocketing again. This was really about to happen.

The bed dips slightly, and Taishiro appears over you again, spreading your legs with one knee. He pumps his swollen cock a few times, sliding it across your slit as lubricant. You moan slightly, eyes wide as you struggle to breathe a bit. Taishiro caresses your face, pulling you to look at him properly. His hair was stuck to his face in light blonde clumps, and you could see his heart beating against his vibrating ribcage. You gulped, stomach clenching a bit more.

"Are you sure you want to keep going? You don't have to do this for me." He asked one more time, putting your needs first again. It made your heart swell beyond capacity.

"Tai, I'm more than positive." Your lips twitch into a grin. He returns it, prodding your entrance once more.

"Just let me know if I hurt you." He whispers. You let out a dry laugh.

"You're the only one I'd want to hurt me this good."

After your consent was confirmed, Taishiro slips himself past your entrance, causing you to gasp as he simultaneously sighs in pleasure.

"Shit, are you okay baby?" Taishiro grunts, feeling you squeeze him ridiculously tight. Your eyes were glued shut, eyebrows knitted at the newfound sensation. You knew Taishiro was large from the sloppy blowjobs you gave him from time to time, often using two hands to properly get him off as well as your mouth. But as he swelled against your tight walls, you realized how big he really was. You simply shake your head "yes", breathing through your nose.

"You've got to loosen up a bit more for me." Taishiro whispered, one hand easing to your clit and doing slow circular motions on the sensitive bundle of nerves. Your cunt flutters, sucking him in more as he increases the amount of inches he slides into you. You whimper, ungodly swears leaving Taishiro's mouth. Tears pricked your eyes, threatening to slip past your waterline at the amount of discomfort.

"That's it baby, you're almost there...you're doing amazing." Taishiro groaned, watching himself disappear slowly in your pulsating slit as it squeezed the life out of him, despite your best efforts. He lefts your knee lightly, gaining more access as it feels like he enters your lower abdomen.

Finally, he bottoms you out, letting out a strangled moan as his pelvis flushes into yours. Your heavy breathes intertwine once more as he litters your face with kisses, wiping away the tears that spilled. You weren't sure if it was the pain or the way he held you so delicately that made you emotional. Or maybe the fact that you had finally found someone you were willing to give yourself to in such an intimate manner.

"I'm in, sweets..." He consoles you, caressing your face gently as your breasts push into his chest, the plushness providing a sense of warmth and comfort as you adjust around his throbbing cock. You grunt, trying to move on your own, mewls slipping past your lips. "Shhh, you did so well...are you okay?" His hand returned to your raised thigh, working his thick digits into your muscles, and you feel as though your body sinks into the mattress even more. He was trying his best to ease any pain you might be feeling.

"Yes, my love..." You whimper, trying to thrust up into him, wincing slightly. "Please...move..."

Taishrito sits up, one hand still resting on your thigh, unable to take his eyes off you as he lifts one of your legs up slowly, dangling it on his shoulder. He kisses your calf gently, slowly grinding his hips into you. Whimpers roll off your tongue naturally as you threw your head back into the pillows.

"You're doing so well..." Taishiro praises you through your discomfort that was waning off, your cunt loosening even more as he slowly plunged himself into you. Your body spasms under his touch as his hand latches onto your clit yet again, his hip speed increasing against his will in a need to orgasm. You made him feel so good, and he wanted to make sure you felt that pleasure as well.

"Ugh, Tai! T- oh, God..." Your cunt fluttered, stomach turning over in tight knots. The bed rocked and creaked, Taishiro loving into you so gently, passion in every thrust. Your bodies glistened in the light, Taishiro gripping your leg a bit tighter to hold himself together. He didn't dare cum until you were ready, abiding by your request that you uttered in the heat of the night. His hand moves from your clit, pressing onto your convulsing abdomen, and a desolate sound escapes from your throat as you feel cock actually inside you, poking and prodding underneath your skin. Something stirs deep within you as he makes love to you against the silk sheets, and you bite your wrist yet again to keep any lewd sounds from escaping your thick lips.

"I'm right there baby, do you feel me?" He coerced, massaging the bottom of your stomach. You bite harder on the back of your wrist before he removes it, revealing a sputtering mess below him. You still withheld your wails of ecstasy, humiliation setting your skin ablaze.

"Let me hear how good I make you feel...it's just me, love." His words wrapped you in warmth as complete and utter filth resonates through the room as you both moan in repetitive unison. Taishiro's moans become pitched and whiny as you twist and turn in his grasp, itching to hold onto him. You reach for his face, more tears falling from your eyes but not from pain of discomfort, of pure affection and intangible love.

Taishiro takes notice of your actions, leaning into your delicate touch, your bent leg being stretched more and more as his hips roll into you deeper. He ensnares your lips, Earth shattering moans being passed back and forth as your toes curled, your orgasm evident.

"Tai,��I-I'm gonna-" You whimpered against his lips, as his fingers toyed your twitching clit. He felt a sense of pride swell in chest as he pleased you, his cock throbbing in your plush walls. "Tai-!"

"I'm right here sweets, you can let go."

With your eyes closed, your back arches against the bed, an incoherent moan leaves your mouth as you say something that resembles Taishiro's name. Not even seconds later, he follows suit; hips stilling and filling the condom in a hefty spurt. Your bodies twitch as sputtered moans die down to heavy gasps. You finally open your eyes during your high, as you see Taishiro looking at you lovingly, his hands kissing your slightly sweaty palms.

"Was that okay?" He asks, and you throw him a wild grin.

"The best."

Taishiro chuckles, preparing to exit you but you halt his movements.

"W-wait...not yet..." You stutter, your cunt still pulsating in unison with his length. Taishiro gives you a quizzical look, eyebrows knitted together.

"Sweets, I gotta get you cleaned up."

"I know just...hold me for a bit." You sound a bit pouty, and Taishiro can't resist. You had adjusted a bit to his size, feeling so full and warm. You wanted to live in this moment a little more.

Sighing in defeat, he eases down next to you, still deep within your womb. He entangles you into his arms, your face flush against his chest as you will yourself not to fall asleep.

"Thank you, Tai." You mutter shyly, burying your face deeper into his chest, the vibration of your voice tickling him.

"What do you mean?" He chuckles, placing chaste kisses into your hair. "I should be the one thanking you for allowing me to share this moment with you."

"For taking care of me, ya' big doof." You giggle. "I've never felt so...loved before."

Taishiro rubs your shoulders, earning a slight sigh of relief. "That's because you're my one and only."

You smile gently, snuggling more into his grasp, his hands firm against your back.

"And you're my only one."

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