#j/jk is super big in my life

[erigold13261]

Actually, you know what I think is funny about that last ask?

My feelings towards JJK's ending are more positive than my feelings towards NSR's ending.

I don't know, I just did not like the ending with the tower turning into a giant hand metronome thing. It wasn't something I was very happy with at the end of the game.

At least with JJK, it feels like a "realistic" ending. Like there could have absolutely been more adding into the story lore-wise, but honestly it still feels like a completed story and is a fine enough ending on its own.

While NSR feels complete, just the tower out of nowhere being able to turn into a defensive hand thing was the one thing I did not accept about the ending. I can deal with an alligator flying a helicopter, music magic restoring people's body and making them huge (which honestly was already something established in game with DJSS and Mama), and Tatiana blasting a chunk of her head off, but the tower thing was always something I didn't care for.

Maybe I'm missing some really significant symbolism or something like that. But I prefer JJK's ending more than NSR's ending. Probably not by MUCH, but still more.

[jjkilll]

the one where your cat has jk’s tounge

- pairing I bestfriend jk x y/n

- warning I smut, oral (f receiving)

- song I cat got my tongue - trey songz

- wc | 2.1K (this was way longer than i intended... whoops)

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“i know you probably don’t want to hear this but that time i slept with jungkook-“ you screamed covering your ears. “nope nope. i don’t wanna hear it your right.” you scream at your friend maya.

“i’m just saying he gives amazing head, like if he wasn’t so non-committal i would have snatched him up by now,” she says. you slap her shoulder “come on you know he’s hot. i don’t know how you two haven’t fucked yet. i mean i wouldn’t be able to last ten minutes around him with his shirt off.” you roll your eyes, “he rarely has on a shirt and he’s never seen me that way.” you say.

“but you’ve seen him that way?” she asks. “no.” you lie. “oh shut up tell me now.”

“no it’s not even like that, he just- i heard him one time. he thought i wasn’t home and he was- he was umm-“ you trail off thinking of if you should even say what you’re thinking.

“um um- come on spit it out.” she urges

“he was jerking off, and he’s just so whiny. that shit sounds so hot but then once i remember that was him… he’s my best friend.” you explain.

“but he was like begging, i swear it was the hottest thing i ever heard.” you chuckle. “once he saw me he was like super embarrassed and asked if i heard him. i lied of course told him i had just got in.” maya whoops, “you have to fuck him. i just saying that woman to woman. that man can fuck.” you groan.

a text from him pops up on your phone

[j-kay] hey wanna watch a movie when you get back? my date got canceled.

“aww his date got cancelled,” you tell maya.

“poor girl just missed the best dick of her life.”

“enough about jungkook’s dick, maya.” she shrugged. “well i gotta go, he wants to watch a movie.”

“leaving me for a man. i thought we were friends…” maya dramatically sighs. “hush it’s just jungkook.”

“correction! big dick jungkook.”

“maya!!” you scream.

“okay okay, im sorry that’s it.”

“it’s not. i know you,” you say rolling your eyes.

“you know me so well.” she replies

“whatever see you later.” you say leaving the cafe

——

“hey your back!” jungkook says, of course, he’s shirtless.

“you didn’t text. i thought something was wrong,” he said watching you get settled in.

“no, nothing wrong,” you say trying to convince yourself.

“what’s wrong?” jungkook asks quickly.

“i just said nothing's wrong.” you both say in unison. somehow he already knew what you were going to say. “am i seriously that predictable?” you ask staring at him. “no, you just can’t lie to me.”

“nothing happened i went out with maya.”

“maya? like the maya i-“

“okay you slept together, i get it.”

“oh! you were talking about me.” he realized.

“whatever just let it go.” you say not even wanting acknowledge his realization.

“what did she say about me?” he asks following you to your room. “nothing.”

“she said something or you wouldn’t be acting so weird.” jungkook says. “she said i had a small dick didn’t she?” he groans. “no, stop asking.”

“you know i do the opposite oh whatever you tell me right?” he says with a chuckle.

“just tell me. whatever it is isn’t that serious i promise.” he explains.

“no.” you protest against.

“seagreen.” he says simply.

seagreen is a code word for you and jungkook, once one of you says it whatever the other has to reveal will come with no consequences. no one gets upset, you just listen and try to understand. you both get two each year. this was jungkook’s first of the year.

“no.” you say simply, you look at him in disbelief. “i don’t want to say it jungkook.”

“you can’t say no, i said seagreen. tell me.” he pushes. “i’m sure whatever she said wasn’t even that serious.”

“she said you give good head.” you crack under pressure. he looks at you with wide eyes before he laughs. he falls onto the floor laughing. “jungkook.” you call as he laughs louder.

“that’s what’s got you all upset. i give good head?” he laughs again.

“and you have a big dick,” you say and he starts screaming with laughter.

“i thought- i thought she told you some stupid shit. mean while it’s just that i have a big dick.” he hold his stomach trying to calm his laughter.

“seriously is that why you’re so upset?” he asks.

“no.” you say realizing now your going to have to tell him what’s really wrong.

“so what is it?” he asks.

“i don’t want to tell you.”

“y/n seriously i’m done with the back and worth. tell me what’s wrong.”

“don’t make me beg.” he says. your body shutters. “i heard you.” you say simply exhaling. “you heard me what?”

you look at him in silence for a moment. “y/n.” he calls you.

“i heard you masturbating, and you were like…” you trail off. he stares at you. “you were like whimpering and begging.” the silence between you is thick. “i thought-“ you start.

“you thought what?” he asks tucking his bottom lip between his teeth, laser-focused on you.

“i thought is was kinda hot. no like really hot, and im a girl. there’s only so much i can really take. you are always shirtless, you like drip sex. you all any of my friends talk about is your huge dick.” you rant.

“so… you’re upset with me… because i have a big dick?”

“no, you treat me like a dude! i mean am i not hot? you don’t respect me as a woman. im sexy and hot, yet you don't ever fuck me.”

“i don’t respect you? i cancelled my date for you. i try not to punch any guys who get up in your face on some bullshit. you know how bad i want to fuck you? huh, but i hold back because i do in fact respect you. i respect the fact that you’ve never made a move on me. i respect the fact that you’ve never seemed interested in me. so i’m sorry i fucked maya and not you. you have to open your fucking mouth because closed mouths don’t get fed.” he’s angry now. his neck is on fire and he’s getting ready to explode.

“you want to fuck me?” you ask.

“oh course i do! i have for years. so do all of my friends! taehyung asked me last year to take you out and i was on the bench for a week because i choked him in the lockerroom.”

“i haven’t had a date in months because of you?” you push him. “fuck yea! nobody deserves you. all they wanna do it get in your pants.”

“you make me so fucking mad sometimes. if anything you don’t respect me. you strut around in those revealing ass outfits with your ass hanging out. don’t even hold back your moans when you’re masturbating, i hear you all the fucking time. you’re a fucking hypocrite. when we play just dance you don’t ever wear a bra. you’re tits just fucking bouncing. do you know how hard it is to care about flo rida when a hot girl’s tits are bouncing in your face?” you look at him and laugh.

“what’s so funny, y/n?” he asks finally cracking a smile at your laugh. “it’s not- not the situation but it’s just- holy shit it’s just the question itself is like funny as fuck. “do you know how hard it is the care about flo rida when a hot girl’s tits are bouncing in your face!” you scream laughing. “it founds fucking ridiculous!” he laughs along with you. “it does i know.” you too both laugh so hard you fall the floor.

“come here,” he says after your laughs settle. you shuffle over to him and hug him. “i do respect you. you are the most beautiful and smart woman i’ve ever met. i really do want you and not just sex. i wanna do everything with you,” he says rubbing your back.

“you really cancelled your date?” you ask with a pout.

“to kinda put into perspective how many dates i’ve cancelled, i’ve never got canceled on. all me. that’s why amber from the coffee shop hates me.”

“that explains why all my teas are gross,” you say frowning your face. he laughs brushing your hair behind your ear. you smile at him. “how did you guys even get on the topic of me giving head?” he asks. “well you remember the guy i was with?” he rolls his eyes. “yea that dumbass dylan.” he laugh. “he didn’t want to give me head but always wanted me to give him head. he’d tell me he didn’t feel like it or that he didn’t do that type of stuff. i was just asking maya how it felt and that’s when she told me how good you were.” he nodded but then stopped. “wait you’ve never gotten head before?” he asked shocked.

“never.”

“i mean we can still change that if you’re down.” he offers. “if im down?! maya says your head is life-changing, lay it on me.” you say opening your arms wide. “you’re such a freak.” he says laughing.

“lie back.” he says lifting up the little yellow sundress that covers you. your white lace panties on full display. jungkook rubs over your panties and you moan. “oh shit, you sound so pretty. whose whiny now?” he asks as you buck your hips up onto his hand. he uses his middle finger to slide your panties to the side. “oh you’re soaked.” he says taking his middle and index fingers and sliding them between your folds, he licks the slick of you off his fingers. “you taste so sweet.”

you groan. “come on you’re teasing.”

“patience, baby. just relax,” he says calmly bending over and kissing your lips. they were so soft and plump and you love the feeling of his lips on yours. he kisses you deeply this time, sliding his fingers into you. you moan giving him the chance to stick his other fingers in your mouth.

“shh the neighbors will complain.” he teases fucking you with his fingers you’re a moaning mess. “aww my little toy.” you use your hand trying to push his fingers away as you become more sensitive. “no you can take it. you haven’t even had my tongue yet.”

“you can take it can’t you?” you ask taking his fingers out of your mouth. you moan uncontrollably and he pulls out slapping your pussy. “come on answer my question, baby i’m talking to you. too fucked out to focus?” he continues rubbing circles on your clit. “yes- please please i need you- please just keep going.” you beg, squirming under him.

without warning his fingers plunged back into you fucking you quickly. “look how wet you are my god.” He groans eyes locked on your pussy and how pretty you look submitting to him. his hand wraps your throat. he curls his fingers and hits your g-spot repeatedly. “right there! oh my god! oh fuck! i’m gonna cum.” you scream grinding against his hand. right before you come undone jungkook takes his fingers out of you. you clench around nothing trying to catch your breath. “jungkook, what the fuck?!”

you sit up and he giggles. “lay back baby, i want that cum on my tongue.” you moan bucking your hips up at jungkook lays on his stomach in front of you. he blows cool air on your pussy and you whine. “please don’t tease me. please let me cum.”

“okay, okay im sorry baby.” he smiled before kissing your thigh. he licks a long stripe up your pussy before spitting and sucking on your clit.

your mouth forms an O as you have trouble breathing. you breathe in deeply before moaning. “oh my god! what the fuck? oh my god!” you whine sitting up on your elbows and watching him as he fucks you with his tongue rubbing your clit with his hand. you grip his long fluffy hair in your fist. “i’m-“ you babble something unintelligible. “uh-huh” jungkook hums flicking your clit with his tongue as you cum all over his tongue and mouth.

you weakly fall back onto the floor, your thighs shaking as he continues to slurp you up, licking you clean. “you taste so good.” he says with a smile lying beside you.

you look at him, your eyes half wide. “you can only eat my pussy forever.” you whisper to him and he lets out a big laugh. “i’m serious.” you laugh with him. “you’ve like ruined me for anyone else.” you say.

“oh, my dick’ll drive real you fuckin crazy then.”

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[dean-winchester-is-a-warrior]

Tag Game About You

Thanks so much for the tag, Yvette!! @justagirlinafandomworld ❤️😊

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[cheolhub]

DUMB!FICATION! ⌇BTS REACTIONS ࿐

— PROMPT: bts members reaction to you going dumb during sex

— PAIRING: members x f!reader

— GENRE: smut. 18+ minors dni.

— WARNINGS: um.. dumb!fication! teasing, joon being kinda mean :,(, size kink <3 unprotected sex, soft!dom jin, mean!dom yoongi, slight exhibitionism, heavy degradation, edging (?), super soft!dom hobi <3 (im shocked), fingering, praise, jimin and tae r both feral, overstimulation, oral f!receiving, multiple cream🥧s, SOFT!DOM KOO <3

— A.NOTE: HI i know i’ve been AWOL, but im here & i come bearing gifts <3 happy october!! p.s. im not sure if this classifies as reactions but enjoy nonetheless (jk’s is so long hes been bias wrecking me im sorry) p.s.s. ive posted this 5 times so hopefully it shows up this time

KIM NAMJOON ࿐

you had been unnecessarily needy for namjoon’s attention throughout the entire day. you truly couldn’t help yourself with how big and handsome he looked even while doing the tiniest tasks. he’d had enough, though, when you decided to straddle him at the end of the day while he was reading his book. slightly irritated that he was now hard, he put you to work, claiming if you want something, you gotta do it yourself.

“needy fuckin’ girl,” he mutters, laying back against the plush pillows as his hands gripped tightly onto your waist. they guide you on grinding against his pelvis with his cock stirring up your insides. “baby wanted to be split open all day long and now she can’t even do it herself can she?” he pouts, feigning faux sympathy.

his condescending words go through one of your ears and straight out the other. “please, please, please!” you beg, hiccuping slightly as his cock rubs right against your g-spot. 

“what are you beggin’ for, baby, hmm?” he asks, curiously. “you already have my cock stuffed in you, what more could you possibly want?”

you choke on your words as your mind numbs, “j-joon!”

“awww,” he coos, finally comprehending the situation. “pretty baby’s gone dumb just by sitting on my cock, yeah?” he says with a smirk, bucking his hips into you.

mindlessly, you nod with fervor crying out his name again with a mantra of pleads. “hah! ye-yeah, fuck! joon, please!”

he shakes his head, biting back a smile. he feels himself throbbing inside of you merely because of how sexy you look in this fucked out state. “tell me what you want, angel, i know you can do that for me,”

his voice is so deep that you swear you can feel it vibrating your entire body, yet you manage to find the words to tell him what you so desperately need. “w-wan’na cum,”

he smiles, humming softly, “so fuckin’ cute,” he mutters under his breath. “gonna make sure my baby cums, don’t you worry.”

KIM SEOKJIN ࿐

it’s an accident, truly. usually after work, seokjin is on his knees for you– eating you out, fucking you with three fingers, making you cum and gush all over his face. but today was different. today jin was frustrated and stressed and genuinely annoyed with how his day went. being the amazing girlfriend you are, you offered to please him today– to let him have his way with you. little did you know, he was a little more pent-up than you had assumed. 

“princess, fuck,” he moans, fucking his hard cock into your cunt. “feels so good, you always feel so good around me.” he practically says through grit teeth. 

he stands over your quivering body with a bruising clasp on your hips. his thrusts are quick, hard, and shallow; nonetheless, he’s hitting every spot he needs to. you’ve already cum twice, but you want to give it all to him with the day he’s had.

you feel dizzy, mind buzzing with infinite pleasure as he unravels the knot again and again.“hngh,” you moan, words garbled as you can’t seem to form any. “fuh– fuuuck!” you sob starting to feel overstimulated, hands gripping for life on his forearms. 

his speed falters, snapping out of his state of frustration. “princess?” he questions, furrowing his brows in confusion. 

you whine when he stops altogether, “jiiin!” you cry for him, back arching to get him to resume. “n-more, mph, need more!” you slur, incoherent noises slipping past your lips. 

 he must not have realized that he fucked you beyond limits and is starting to feel bad that he took his frustration out on you. he attempts to retract himself from your body, but you wrap your legs around him tightly, keeping him inside of you. 

you muster all the words your spinning head will allow, “need your c-cock, jin, please,”

he looks into your pleading eyes and his guilt melts away. his speed picks up and is keen on the way you squeal, getting lost in the way he fucks you once more. you attempt to tell him to never stop, but the words die on your tongue and seokjin can’t help but smile at your dumb state.

“shhh, just take it, baby, i got you,” he whispers. “leave all the thinking to me.”

MIN YOONGI ࿐

you love yoongi, you do. truly! but it’s hard to provoke him with his undying patience and cool, cat-like demeanor that made him seem emotionless. it’s hard to get him to fuck you like an animal the way you so desperately need. that’s not to say it never happens. even though it’s hard to evoke a reaction, it’s not impossible. nights like tonight where you’re flirting with every moving thing in the bar. nights like tonight where you’re not wearing underwear and making sure yoongi knows. nights like tonight where you’re bent over the bar’s dirty bathroom sink with his hand laced into your hair as he's pounding into you just the way you hoped he would. 

“look at you,” he grunts, pulling your hair roughly to look into the cloudy mirror. you look at your face, watery mascara streaks staining your face and your lipstick smudged all around your mouth. “fucking slut,” he scoffs.

you moan in agreement, his cock dragging against your sweet spot. replying to him is the last thing on your mind. with the way he’s fucking you, the only thing you can think about is his dick and getting off on his rough behavior. 

“think it’s cute to throw yourself around? to look so fucking desperate?” he grits through his teeth as his thrusts punctuate every word. “you just wanted my attention, isn’t that right?”

you nod your head, hoping the high-pitched moans and your incessant movements answer his question because god knows you can’t say anything. 

he chuckles breathily, “yeah? acting like a slut so i can fuck you like this?”

you clench around him tightly at his words and he takes that as his answer, snapping his hips into you with more vigor. you moan loudly, more tears running down your cheeks. 

“all you had to do was ask, baby,” he mutters, feeling himself throb inside you at the sound of your pretty voice. even with the loud thumping of the music outside, he still basks in the lewd noises of your sloppy cunt and your cries. “no, but you’re too cockdrunk now to say thank you, huh?” 

“th-thank yo– yoongi!” your apology is cut short by the scream of his name. his cock consistently ramming into your body’s most sensitive spot and you can’t hold back anymore. “cumming!” you cry. 

he hums, stopping his movements and you cry out in protest again, “did i fuck you so stupid you forgot the rules? bad girls don’t get to cum, sweetheart.”

JUNG HOSEOK ࿐

it’s safe to say that every time you get sexual with hoseok, you go absolutely stupid forgetting everything except his name and the feeling of his mouth or hands or his perfect cock. today was no different, yet he’d come at you with a much different approach. his usual degradation and harsh movements were replaced with the sweetest praise and merciful touch. 

“you’ve been such a good girl for me lately, doll,” he whispers into your ear, gently pressing soft pecks around the area which is a stark contrast to what his fingers were doing. he has you in between his legs and your back pressed to his chest with your legs wide open while he fucks three of his big fingers into your soaked cunt. “haven’t been too rough, have i?”

you shake your head, “no, no! love when you’re rough!” your words come out pleadingly. you feel so full just with his fingers that it’s almost mind-numbing.

he chuckles, the pad of his thumb moving to lazily rub circles into your clit simultaneously. you gasp, twitching in his arms and clamping around his fingers. “you’re so fuckin’ pretty, baby,” he mumbles, starting to trail his pecks down your neck. “so pretty ‘n good… all f’me.”

the praise goes straight to your core and makes your brain go haywire. praise isn’t a foreign concept from hobi, it’s more that you weren’t expecting that. 

“mph, y-yeah, hoseok, all yours,” you whine breathily, throwing your head back on his shoulder providing more access to your neck. you can’t help but let your brain turn to mush at his words and actions. mindlessly, you clamp around his fingers as you attempt to fuck his hand.

“yeah? you love being my cute lil fucktoy?” he questions gently before noticing the way your body starts withering under his touch. his breath tickles the skin on your neck making you hypersensitive. “gonna cum, baby?”

“hnggh, baby…” you whimper, eyes rolling to the back of your head.

hobi lets out a soft laugh, “don’t tell me you’ve already gone dumb on me, dollface.” he jokes, but it makes his cock twitch knowing that even the slight touch of his fingers has your brain going haywire. when you moan in reply, he simply hums, “that’s alright, pretty, just cum for me, yeah?”

PARK JIMIN ࿐

jimin is crazy about you. insane, if you will. he likes to show you that by shoving his head between your thighs and devouring you till you’re a puddle of mush all for him. he eats you out like he hasn’t eaten in weeks like you’re the last thing he’ll get a taste of. it’s mostly because he loves the way you taste, but he can’t deny how much he loves the way you babble dumbly for his cock in this state. it’s kind of sadistic, but you never complain. not even when you’re overstimulated and reduced to choked sobs and quivering limbs.

“minnie!” you cry, hands laced into his hair as you pull on his roots. he groans into your pussy, eliciting another high-pitched whine from you. “f-fuck, baby! i-i can’t!”

he’s been in between your legs for at least half an hour now, ripping orgasms from your poor body left and right and you both know that you’re close to tapping out mentally, but you know in your bones that’s what he wants that to happen. 

“come on, angel, for me?” he moans, hands squeezing the flesh of your plush, trembling thighs. “please cum for me, tastes so fucking good,” he begs and you can’t resist his pleading voice or pretty moans…

so you do. you cum. hard. you cum with your back arched and both of your hands carded through his silky hair as you push him further into your wet core. you cum grinding against his face to ride out your orgasm as your body is wracked with sobs and gasps. you cum so hard you swear you’ve completely left earth, but jimin’s voice brings you back down. 

“baby, shhh,” he shushes, hands rubbing your thighs gently in an attempt to stop them from shaking uncontrollably. “are you alright?”

you moan breathily at his question as you nod your head, your brain genuinely unable to provide a verbal answer for him. you make grabby hands at him and he knows exactly what it means having done this more times than he can count. he leans in pressing his lips to yours, swallowing all of your tiny whimpers and letting you taste yourself on his tongue. 

“wan’ your cock,” you mumble against his lips after a few minutes. 

he smiles widely knowing he has you right where he wants you.

KIM TAEHYUNG ࿐

taehyung has a knack for fucking you until you can’t even remember your own name. he loves your tears, your pretty cries, your begs where he can’t tell what you’re asking for– he loves it all. but what he doesn’t realize is that he gets just as dumb as you. he rambles on and on about you and how much he loves your cunt while fucking his previous loads into you with his sensitive cock. 

“taehyung!” you sob, your fingernails digging into his broad shoulders, sure to leave a mark. your drenched, your body covered with a sheen layer of sweat, tears slipping down your face, pussy overflowing with your mixed cum– but this is how taehyung likes it. he loves it messy.

“pussy’s so fuckin’ good– fuck! you’re such a good fuckin’ girl takin’ all of my cock,” he moans, eyes threatening to roll back as he’s overcome with intense pleasure. his cock fucks you open, cum seeping out of your worn pussy every time he pulls out. 

you can’t stop the tears from falling down your face. you’ve lost track of how many times you cum around him, but you could care less. you feel so good even with how sensitive you are. he’s making you feel so fucking good, and hearing that you’re doing the same for him has your head spinning even more. 

you clench around him and he whines your name out. “b-baby, how are you still so fuckin’ tight?” his voice wavers, and you clench around him again. “fuck, ‘m gonna cum again. gonna fill you up even more, pretty girl, you want that?”

when you don’t reply, taehyung’s thumb finds your clit, rubbing harsh circles into the swollen bud. you gasp loudly, “tae! shit, fuck, i-i-”

“i asked if my good girl wanted my cum?” he pants, giving you deeper thrusts, sensitive tip rubbing against your velvet walls making him shake. 

“i do! i do!” you plead nearly choking on a sob as you feel the tight rope in the pit of your stomach snap, soaking him with your cum. 

that’s all it takes for taehyung, going still once he’s pressed himself deep inside of you. he twitches once, twice and after the third time, you feel the warmth of his load filling you to the brim, dressing your used walls in your favorite shade of white. 

“fuck, i love you,” he says before collapsing next to you.

JEON JUNGKOOK ࿐

jungkook hates to see you so sad. so dejected, unable to even look him in the eye. you don’t deserve that, you don’t deserve to feel so shitty. he knows work is hard for you some days and he knows you hate your boss and your pretentious coworkers, he just doesn’t know why you put up with it. 

“baby, talk to me, please?” he pleads as you lay on the bed at the end of the night with your back facing him. “what happened, angel? did someone say something to you again?”

you shrug, mumbling out, “‘m just tired of thinkin’ about it, koo, can we just drop it and go to bed?” 

jungkook sighs, placing a hand on your arm, shaking you gently to turn and look at him, “look at me,” he whispers and when you finally do with a pout on your face, he smiles. “there she is, my pretty girl.”

a blush creeps up your neck and face and your stomach churns at his soft words. “koo, stop…”

“i wanna help you, Y/N,” he whispers, leaning into you. “lemme help you forget today, yeah? wanna make you feel so good that you forget, can i do that?”

you want to cry, nodding your head and taking a deep breath.

he kisses you gently, taking his time with you before letting his pace pick up. soon you find yourself aching underneath him, thighs sticking together with your arousal and head whirling with need. 

as he pushes himself inside of you, rocking in and out of you, you feel all your worries leave your body. tears sting your eyes before you ultimately decide to close them and turn off your brain to bask in the pleasure your sweet boyfriend is giving you.

you moan his name out softly and he groans back, “such a pretty little thing,” he mumbles, pushing his head in the crook of your neck. he places wet kisses on the sensitive skin. 

“koo… fuck…” you whimper, eyes rolling back as he’s fucking you as deep as he can go. “f-fuck, feels… feels s-so… good,” you all but slur, taking the near incoherency of your words as a sign to shut up before you begin to babble nonsense. 

“don’t know why you work so hard, gorgeous,” he whispers into your ear, continuing to fuck you nice and deep. “wanna take care of you forever, don’t wanna see you sad like this,” his voice wavers with his words when you clamp tightly around him at the mention of ‘forever.’ 

he smiles against your neck, leaving a feathery kiss before reminding you, “you don’t have to think about them anymore, angel, ‘m here, alright? gonna make you feel so fucking good n’ have you cum till you don’t remember those assholes.” 

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[godisg4y]

He's a 10, but-

Tokyo revengers

TMG edition

A/n : please if u have any good ideas you'd like to add to my ones, pls reply them in the comments. I would LOVE to hear more of these, tyy

>Mikey, draken, mitsuya, chifuyu, takemitchi, baji, kazutora, smiley, angry, hakkai.

MIKEY

-He's a 10, but constantly bothers you to buy him food (mostly doyaraki)

-He's a 10 but talks about his motorcycle more like it's his gf than you 😭. "Ah, listen to my baby, isn't she so beautiful?" Mikey, it's a FUCKING BIKE.

-He's a 10 but sometimes he kills people and all his friends on a dark impulse lmfao

-sorry that was uncalled for, anyways

-He's a 10 but he falls asleep on you (or any surface really) CONSTANTLY. Like you just be ranting abt smth and realize you're not getting replies and when you look he's passed out next to you with a half eaten doyaraki in his mouth.

-it's a cute but seriously it's happened way too many times now, even in the weirdest places

- He's a 10 but almost burned down your kitchen trying to make ramen. Don't ask me how he managed that but he's not allowed in the kitchen anymore

-He's a 10 but makes wierd noises when he's bored. Like you just be chilling and this mf stars making pterodactyl noises???

-He's a 10 but you cannot watch a movie with him cause he constantly asks STUPID FUCKING QUESTIONS. Like idk if his brain just blanks or he gets sidetracked or what but it's irritating.

-"who's this one? Do we know him?" that's the Mc Mikey, it's abt him. "Didn't that guy die??" no that was his twin! "wtf there's 2 of them? Since when?" since the beginning-. "Oh, wait is that his gf???" no Mikey that's his mom "that's his mom?! No way, she's too hot" MIKEY!!

DRAKEN

-He's a 10. Actually no, he's a 20. That's all. Thanks for comming to my Ted talk/ jk jk

- He's a 10 but has to constantly bend his body to walk through every single door in your place (or most places for that matter)

-He's a 10 but can't pick up on any social clues related to flirting. Like he immediately picks up on when his friends are sad or need help but try to flirt with this guy, all u get is a blank stare and a "wtf" reaction LMAO

-He's a 10 but his room sounds like a hanime at night 💀( it's Canon bc I say so now stfu)

-He's a 10 but enjoys jazz music??

-He's a 10 but went through a mid life crisis and decided to go bald at 27.

- DOrAkEgG-kun

-I can't think of anything else

CHIFUYU

- He's a 10 but communicates his problems with his cat instead of you

- He's a 10 but rants to peke j about your dates with him like love struck schoolgirl (don't ask me how I know he does that, I just do)

-He's a 10 but cancels plans with stupid excuses bc he's scheduled his whole Saturday to reading manga. (me too bby.. Me too)

- He's a 10 but his favorite genre of anything is romance

- He's a 10 but only listens to breakup or crush related pop songs, not the passable ones, the kind that gets cringey af after you hear them constantly (like Olivia Rodrigo's)

- He's a 10 but sometimes he gives pick me Boi vibes, not the ones that would openly put others down but the type that like goes out of his way to seem likeable if he wants ur attention. Like he's only pick me-ish when it comes to you, not the vast majority.

-He's a 10 but despite being so cheerful and confident he's shy af when it comes to cute ppl / ones he likes. He has 0 game whatsoever likes he's super chill and fun with everyone but when it's his crush he goes braindead and awkward LMAOO

-He's a 10 but if he has a crush on you, he will 100% stare at you CONSTANTLY but never have the guts to talk to u.

- He's a 10 but religiously believes in big tiddie goth gf supremacy.

-unrelated to the post but I'm almost positive this guy is pansexual

TAKEMITCHI

-He's actually like an 8 ngl, I don't make the rules. anyways

-He's a 10 but he got caught lacking TWICE

-jk jk, he's a 10 but sometimes he holds ur little brothers hand instead of yours 💀

-I'm sorry I'll stop. He's a ten but pretended to be a super hero all the way up till 8

-He's a 10 but he uses so much hair jel it's actually unhealthy

-He's a 10 but he thinks wearing baggy and sagging pants makes him cool

-He's a 10 but he accidentally called you mom once, we act like it never happened (not in a sexual way dw)

- He's a 10 but all his shoes look like they were popular in the 80's

-He's a 10 but his room gives the feeling of deadbeat father and a 5 yr old problem child in one (I can't explain this one)

- He's a 10 but he goes into a corner and plays that snake game on his flip phone in solitude whenever he feels socially awkward somewhere

BAJI

-He's a 10 but tries to convince you to commit arson with him whenever he's bored

-He's a 10 but get random bursts of energy to litterally runs up to something then kick it. It's like this:

you're walking together

Monke sees action baji sees trash can

processing said trash can

*impulse activated*

run to trash can

kick as hard as humanly possible

niceeee

-He's a 10 but has a habit of doing the most regular things a little too aggressively, it's not really his fault cause it's not on purpose, it just happens. Like he accidentally slams doors and draws or places things down too roughly where it makes loud noises and ur a lil concerned ngl. (like glass bowls n shit)

-He's a 10 but uses two in one shampoo. Never does his hair either it just styles itself so perfectly like man.. fuck you

-He's a 10 but punches random guys for fun LMAO

-He's a 10 but pesters you for food like a 5 yr old, also he still likes his "Dino nuggies" but don't tell his friends that...or do, he doesn't care

-He's a 10 but his mom does all his, laundry and still tiddies his room whenever

- Not that he bothers her to do it for him, she just does

- He's a 10 but his mom is a fucking 20, don't @ me

- He's a 10 but he can't read...or spell. But we love him, precious dumbass <3

(Hey I'm baji, I'm 19 and I never fucking learned how to read)

KAZUTORA

-He's a 10 but he constantly gaslights you for the most mundane things.

*takes off light*

*walks out and comes back in to se light on*

"Babe didnt I switch this off?"

"no it was just like this"

"Oh.."

-He's a 10 but if u mention his younger self hair style he'll threaten to hit u with a wrench (playfully ofc!...unless)

-He's a 10 but one time he accidentally killed his friends brother and went to juvie LMFAOO, life's just like that. It eez what it eez

- He's a 10 but uses the phrase "I went to jail once mother fucker I'm not scared to go again" almost everytime someone picks a fight with him

-He's a 10 but he's overly skeptical of ALL your friends and family. Like whenever u take him to your get togethers or family gatherings he just fucking sits there looking at everyone with the most judgmental expressions ever.

isn't that your "creepy uncle" who went to jail For smth?

Was it pedophilia?

Idk, he just looks like a pedo to me

WE GET IT BUT DON'T SAY SHIT SO OPENLY, PPL CAN HEAR YOU TORA 💀

-He's a 10 but gets genuinely upset when you borrow his jackets, like most guys find it cute and he's like "Hey that's mine! Give it back u rat!"

-He's a 10 but gives cringey emo boy/anime villian worthy speeches about life whenever you two argue

-He's a 10 but had a crush on one of his teachers a time

-He's a 10 but he has daddy issues... And mommy issues... And just issues in general

-He's a 10 but tells you the most weirdest conspiracy theories he has. About the government, aliens, lizard ppl, the pyramids, the Bermuda triangle, everything.

MITSUYA

-He's a fucking 20+. Fight me

-there is litterally no fault in this man. He is perfection.

-OK fine, he's a 10 but somehow goes through episodes of depression and workaholicness in one like?? Pick a struggle, just one

- He's a 10 but his beard/ mustache started growing when he was only 14

- It causes it to grow very quickly now so if he goes a day without shaving u will see a little stubble there lmaoo

-He's a 10 but organizes your shit for you the same way he does for his sisters lmaoo. I guess it's just a force of habit

-Like he'll notice a few of your stationery scattered around your desk and he's already re-organizing everything.

-He's a 10 but he steals your plushies to practice his sewing skills.

-Makes mini sweaters and clothes for your them, and whenever you can't find them and ask, they're in takashi's room "modeling" as he claims

-He's a 10 but he makes your family love him more than they love you without even trying. Like fuck you omg

NAHOYA (smiley)

-He's a 10, but he tries to "play" fight you every single time you two are left alone together.

-like the others would go inside McDonald's to order food and then come back out to find you two acting out some sort of fake karate moves on each other

-you also beat up eachothers shadows and act like ur getting hurt 💀

-He's a 10 but you have to LITTERALLY beg and plead with him to not murder guys who catcall you. He still throws hands left n right tho

-He's a 10 but he sends u the most random shit at 4 in the morning. And when I say random, I mean RANDOM

- He's a 10 but calls you "bro, dude and bruh" as affectionate nicknames

-He's a 10 but never wears matching socks. Like it's become a habit now to just grab whichever ones are closest and he honestly does not care. "whatever they can't see my socks anyways"

-they can. But according to him it's a fashion statement

-He's a 10 but brings his little brother to your dates sometimes

-then gets jealous when u give souya more attention than him. But who can blame you? We Stan our blueberry little bean. Must protecc

SOUYA (angry)

-He's a 10...actually he's like a 12 tbvh

-He's a 10, but sometimes he treats you more like a mom or big sister than his actual s/o 💀

-He's a 10, but he gets lost easily, so he clings to your arm like a fucking koala EVERY time ur in public together

-he also follows you around like a lost puppy, EVERYWHERE. Mf waits outside the washroom untill ur done-

-He's a 10 but he MUST. ALWAYS. be the little spoon when cuddling, ALWAYS. (I see this as an absolute win)

-He's a 10 but he has a habit of stealing your blanket in the middle of this night and discarding his own? Or if it's one blanket he just hogs all in his sleep.

-mfs lucky he's so cute otherwise I would've started throwing hands for this shii long ago.

-He's a 10 but he just can't make decisions for himself istg. He will ponder everything for 10 minutes, not decide, ask your opinion and when u give him it he always goes with your opinion. I mean that's nice but sweetie... Think for yourself atleast sometimes T-T

-He's a 10 but he once thought his big brother liked you so he tried to ignore your very existence lmfao but nahoya thought it was his way of being awkward with you. Untill a day he found him crying about it and got the real reason

(proceeded to explain that he didn't like you like that and you're like "one of his homies". Also helped him get closer with you)

HAKKAI

-He's a 10 but he's more romantically interested in mitsuya than you, his s/o

- I'm joking, I'm joking... not really we all know it's true

-Also he's not a 10, he's a 100. I will fist fight anyone who disagrees

-He's a 10 but he's super awkward around any other female or femmine like person except you (if ur a gorl) and yuzuha to the point where he seems rude

-He's a 10 but similar to souya he also can't really make desicions on his own so he just uses yours

-He's a 10 but he acts more like your lil bro that u look after rather than a bf. It just happens cause you're so close with yuzuha and u guys are always treating him like your precious baby that he just automatically reacts like that.

Walking together

-He's a 10 but he sees you kinda like a sugar mommy. Despite being rich, he just likes the feeling of when u get him the things he wants and he knows u like getting him things so there's no problem with asking, not that he ever has to ask bc the second u see him interested in smth ur already getting it for him.

Sees cute Keychain

Oh! Y/nn~ look at that panda chain! Its so cute

*immediately buys him said Keychain*

-He a 10 but he has actual mommy issues and needs you to take care of those needs for him. Which is why he feels so nice when u get him things and do stuff for him. Always making sure he's okay and showering him in affection. He feels the most loved like that.

-He's a 10 but has a, picture of his soulmate "best friend" as his wallpaper and not you

[sabrinareadsbts]

220330 SMUT RECS

Welcome to my little smutty library. (18+)

🔥=smut, 💕=fluff, 🌪️=angst, 🌟=personal favorite, ✅=completed series

These are sorted from OT7/multiple members, Jin, Yoongi, J-hope, Namjoon, Jimin, Taehyung, Jungkook divided by one shots and series.

Shelved fics: 220316, 220309, 220302, 220223, 220216 and here.

Last week just flew by so there was no rec list update 💔 only read a lot of Taekook fics though. 

J-HOPE

all the things I hate about you by @madseok​  🔥[1.6k] dom!Hobi, platinum hair Hobi (HELP), coworker au, bathroom sex, pussy eating, some begging, brat!y/n, I detect feelings in this and I would love to read more about them! this was hot. Well written and it pulls you right in.  Swimming in Your Taste by @stuckinmono​  🔥 [3.1k] [reader has physical attributes attached] roommates, Hobi is in love but y/n doesn’t notice, fwb?, she’s riding him, he’s obsessed with her scent/taste, Hobi KNEELING in front of y/n’s pussy? yes please.

Fingers by @ppersonna 🔥 [1.1k] boyfriend!Hobi, fingering (hand kink anyone?), use of daddy once, smutty goodness, dirty talk, use of cum dump & cum slut whew! 

NAMJOON

Hammer it Home by @gukslut​  🔥 💕(tiny angst) [22.7k] roommates, f2l?, y/n breaks up with her bf and needs a place to stay so she moves into Namjoon’s big house, big dick!Namjoon, size kink, a lot of smut when they finally get to it... I loved this. it slowly builds up and the smut is great. 

TAEHYUNG

one shots

Work out for me by @chateautae  🔥[6.6k] boyfriend!Taehyung, reader is needy but who wouldn’t be if they watched Taehyung work out? Yeah. I thought so. Dom!Taehyung, Taeconda ™, thigh riding, sex in front of a mirror, kinda public sex, dirty talk - just read it, this is really good!!  The Muse by @daddychims​  🔥💕 🌪️ [30k] porn writer!y/n, fuck boy!Taehyung, big dick!Taehyung, dom!Taehyung, f2l, emotional constipation, voyeurism, daddy kink, this was super freaking hot!! I love a good friends(idiots) to lovers!

And again, the Jungkook fics reside down here ⬇️ The amount of fics I haven’t read with him... I’ll make sure to go through my lists. 🥵

JUNGKOOK

one shots

Cinched by @chimoona  🔥[3.2k] idol!Jungkook, stylist!reader, sub!Jungkook, use of baby boy, soft domme!reader, Jungkook is getting dressed for the Black Swan mv and he is wearing THE corset that made us all lose our MINDS. Jungkook is wearing a little surprise underneath, y/n is a bit conflicted but cannot resist needy Jungkook (who can?). This is really hot. Caught Me by @jeongi  🔥[13.5k] room mate!Jungkook, kinda e2l but not really - y/n is really attracted to Jungkook but is FIGHTING WITH ALL OF HER LIFE until *it* happens, Jungkook has tattoos, y/n has a crush on Taehyung, mentions of Jin, the smut is really hot, this is tagged as pwp but there’s actually a lot being built before we get to it - it’s well written! I had fun reading all of it. I was wondering how it would happen - night time masturbation, awkward moments and smut contains a little dirty talk, squirting, multiple orgasms, a blow job that makes JK lose HIS MIND, we love to see it.. Ok you get the idea. Read this, it’s super hot. <3 sweet by @noteguk  🔥 [1.3k]sub!Jungkook anyone?, boyfriend!Jungkook, Jungkook just wants to be good, orgasm control, hand job, cum. Lemon Sherbet by @extravaguk   🔥💕🌪️ [y/n has physical attributes attached] piercer!Jungkook, former high school classmates lovers, y/n broke Jungkook’s heart, she goes to get her nipple pierced at his studio after a break up, Jungkook is really sweet in this, I wanna protect him :( He is also fucking HOT as always, he calls her a cum slut like once, they’re in love, y/n is scared that’s why there’s angst. this is really good!!

[getitinbusan]

● = 18+ SMUT ■ = SOFT FEELS ☆ = SERIES ◇ = GIFS

JUNGKOOK'S MASTERLIST

● SMUT: Action • Strawberry Lemonade (KTH)• On the Rocks (KTH) • Finger Bang • Studio Sessions • Exposed • Smash Cake • California • Concert Fuck • September 1st • I’m The Bad Guy • Waste It On Me • Mirror In The Bathroom • Sparklers • Come Collect Your Man • I’m Not A Baby • 97 Group Chat • Church • Contract Negotiations •

■ SOFT: First Goodbye • Train From Busan • LY Tour Day 49 • Sparklers • Night At The Museum • Sound Cloud • Nap Time • Little Ducks

TAEHYUNG'S MASTERLIST

● SMUT: Strawberry Lemonade (JK) • Locked • Home • On the Rocks (JK) • 7 A.M • Birthday Surprise

■ SOFT: French Connection • Late Nights and Noise Complaints

JIMIN'S MASTERLIST

● SMUT:  VIP Room • It’s Hard Waking Up • Jimin’s Lips • Another Round

J-HOPE'S MASTERLIST

● SMUT: Cam Bunny 2 • Lap Dance • Furry

■ SOFT: Hobi’s Girl

YOONGI'S MASTERLIST

● SMUT: The Music Room • Naughty & Nice • Unrequited • The Big Bang

■ SOFT: Ten Toes • Ball Drop • Christmas Eve • Dream • First Date • Love Lockdown • My Universe • Your Side Of The Bed • Blue • May The Best Man Win • My favorite Part: His Hands • Flight Plan

NAMJOON'S MASTERLIST

● SMUT: The Grammy Sessions • Love Bites • Full Service • Baby/Daddy • Forever Rain

JIN'S MASTERLIST

■ SMUT: Chef's Table • Kiddie Pools and Heatwaves • Lost Boys Series: Jin

■ SOFT: When Life Gives You Lemons • Locked Out • The List

OT7 SERIES MASTERLISTS:

The Studio Sessions ● ☆

SUPER SMUT!! It’s Min Yoongi’s birthday and you’re ready to give him whatever he wants. When he makes a sarcastic wish while blowing out the candles he didn’t think you’d take it seriously. But he’s glad you did.

When word spreads about these special “Studio Sessions” everyone wants to collaborate.

Studio Sessions

Jungkooks Golden Closet Session

Namjoon’s Grammy Session

I've Got A Coupon, Valentines Sessions

The September Session

My Strange Addiction ● ☆

SUPER SMUT!! Y/N is a high end Escort that specializes in fulfilling her clients every need. Everyone has a fantasy, a fetish, an addiction, what’s yours?

Kim Taehyung (JK) - The Watcher

Min Yoongi - The Submissive

Kim Seokjin - The Insolent

Kim Taehyung - The Classic

Park Jimin - The Podophilist

Hoseok - Furry

Namjoon - The Exibitionist

Bonus Chapter: Namjoon (Jackson Wang) - The More the Merrier

Jungkook - The Player

Life Goes On - The Decision

BTS As Dad’s Masterlist ■ ☆

My weakness.... All small fluffy BTS Daddy drabbles and pregnancy fics.

GIFS

◇ ■ War of Hormone

◇ ■ Forever

◇ ■ No

◇ ■ Fake Love

◇ ■ Polaroids

■ As Art

My favorite Fic Recs I've written into mini Fics.

● BTS Noonas OT7 Smut Recs

Jungkook is left alone with his stylists unlocked phone. A message comes through and he gets to see what it is the Noonas talk about all day.

● I Found Your Tumblr  Taehyung Smut Recs

Taehyung finds your Tumblr account and teases you when he finds all your smutty likes.

● My Laptop Died So I Used Yours    Virgin Jungkook Recs

You've not gone all the way with Jungkooknbut when he finds your folder of virginity fics he thinks you may be ready.

Jump To The GOT 7 MASTERLIST

[padfootastic]

Arrogant big headed james being the softest and gives in easily to only sirius. Whatever sirius wants, james WILL give it to him pronto no questions asked. It's canon. Rather than imagined fanon remus being the control , it is only sirius who James listens to( and vice versa.)

anon, i have to admit, i only saw the ‘arrogant big headed james’ part in my notifs and i was ready to throw hands

lmao jk jk but i did go 🤨 before reading the whole thing

also you know what? you’re very, very correct. (i used to be a bit defensive about the big headed james part but now i’ve totally embraced it like,,,why shouldn’t he be? he was perfect and he knows it. good for him)

we saw the way james catered to sirius, and like,,do we even need to talk about sirius’ devotion to j?

(this is kind of random i like thinking of james as being this tony stark-esque figure when it comes to sirius, like he’ll just express his love with the weirdest and most extravagant gifts. like sirius says he likes idk nail polish? and two days later, james presents him with like 37 different shades because ‘nothing is too much for my Si’ or he’ll surprise him with random trips across the Continent (or make a fool out of himself to please sirius) like his entire mission in life is being protective of and loving sirius and he’s so happy with it. he’s just super affectionate and doesn’t feel at all embarrassed or awkward about it (bc effie and flea were a v loving couple and taught him better 😤)

i also like this dynamic both ways too tbh. like sirius is kinda abrasive and doesn’t really care about people outside his small circle. he’s a bit elitist and very exclusive and he’s fine with it. but then you see him with james and he’s basically like a puppy instead of an attack dog lol (i have this scene in a fic i’ll paste below the cut because i love it and will never stop screaming about it and sums this up v well)

x

…Siri,” she heard James speak, “Look at me.”

Lily looked up just in time to see Sirius pull back, his eyes determinedly dry.

“I love you,” he stated simply. Lily’s eyes widened at how easily he said it. She couldn’t imagine being so casual about her feelings, with anyone. That kind of- vulnerability just didn’t come to her. It seemed like Sirius couldn’t either, because his neck and ears were steadily becoming pinker by the second. Lily stared at the sight—somehow out of the madness of this entire day, this was the most incongruous thing she could imagine. Sirius Black, blushing? Lord, what was this world coming to?

“God, you’re adorable,” James honest-to-god cooed, seeing the same thing as her. One of his hands came up to cup Sirius’ cheek—always dwarfing the side of his face with how large it was—thumb tenderly stroking his cheekbone. Lily had to abruptly look away from the intimate touch. She couldn’t even—she tried to think of anyone else who could get away with calling this prickly human adorable and came up blank. No one would ever dare. Forget saying it, even thinking something like that felt—wrong.

“Merlin, shut up, Jamie,” Sirius grumbled, unwinding himself from the other boy.

“Oh no, can you imagine the population of Hogwarts seeing you all flushed like this? They’d lose their entire minds.” Lily definitely had to agree with that. She’d seen the way people fell over themselves when it came to Sirius Black. And that was when he was all cold and unapproachable. She could only imagine the utter chaos if he was spotted like this— ruffled and flushed and, dare she say it, soft.

“I will end you, Potter,” Sirius growled, looking much more like the scathing asshole she was used to with the sneer on his face, the bite in his voice. Of course, James didn’t take him seriously, and only pressed a smacking kiss to his cheek, slinging an arm around his shoulder.

“If you say so, honey,” he grinned cheekily, steering the two of them towards the door. Despite the lingering scowl on his face, Sirius had quite happily melted into his side like he belonged there, “Now, let’s go find Moons and Wormy. Those poor sods did not sign up for this entire ordeal. Least we could do is get them some hot cocoa from the kitchens.”

[kanmom51]

I have a question about ITS TK dynamics.

Some say it's scripted and some say it was genuine.

My question is did they patch their friendship within the 7day Vacation?

If something was wrong between their friendship then how come we saw them playing, singing kareoke, cuddling and having the talk in merely 7 days holiday time?

If you have drifted apart from someone, then the bonding scenes are merely for the camera?

And if they have not really drifted apart and maybe had a fight during that time, then ITS conversation is simply hyped up by both BH as well as fans?

I personally did not see any drifting apart in their dynamics in the old bangtan content. They were always as close, as touchy, as teasing as they were in the initial days. I see it even now and if there's TK conversation in its 2 then I would think it's for fanservice. Maybe BH doesn't hold their necks and give them scripts but if there's a drifting away "off camera" then BH does ask them to have friendly talk and address the issue without really telling the exact reason.

Nobody gives scripts to the members but the activities are planned up for the camera and maybe members themselves be sporty (most of the time).?

I kind of feel sorry for you anon, if you don't understand that in life there are different levels of friendship and social connections. That life isn't either all in or totally out. That there are close, intimate, friendships but there are also light, fun going, more casual friendships. That there are work friendships and those deep friendships that are there for life, where you can talk to that friend only once in a few months or even years, and it's as if you have never parted.

Life is like that anon.

These 7 young men have been together for close to 10 years now. For a big chunk out of that time they spent close to 24/7 together. Living together, working together, showering together, eating together, practicing together, playing together, sleeping together and so forth. They are all super close. And yet, within that setting there are those that are closer to others. And over the years those dynamics have also changed once in a while.

So you have super close and super super close, if you want.

JK loves and respects and is close to all of the members of the group. Within that setting he is clearly closer to the triple J's - JM, J-Hope and Jin. There was a time when Tae was one of those that JK was closer to, I would say pretty much until the dynamics between JK and JM changed, so I think that started to change around 2016.

I suggest you read my post about JK & Tae's talk.

So, if I wasn't clear until now I will say it another way:

When JK & Tae talk about fixing up their relationship ITS, it's not them going all "we don't talk anymore", because they do. They work together, they spend time together with the others. They still fool around, joke together, laugh together, hug each other, touch each other. What they are talking about is the deeper connection, the level of intimacy that they might have had in the past, has come down a notch or two. JK said it perfectly in his interview - that prior to their talk he had heart to heart conversations with every other member, apart from Tae, that Tae was easier to speak to before.

People change, they grow, and also grow apart. You see that even more so in childhood friendships. People grow and change. Interests change. At 17 you are not the same person you were at 14. At 20 you are not the same person you were at 17. It's called growing up, and people grow up differently, so at times even the best of friends they kind of drift apart. They can still be friends, but not as close as they were when they were younger.

Doesn't mean they don't talk. They just didn't talk about the deeper things.

Levels of friendship. That's what it was about.

Not friendship is over and we need to try and rebuild it, but friendship has changed and we want to try and get closer again, maybe.

Yet again, I hope anon that your measure of intimacy isn't only physical touch. That isn't life, sorry to disappoint. Yes, there is an element of physical touch in intimacy, but physical touch is not a measure of emotional intimacy.

Anon, you think that they are so ingenuine they would make up something just to what, entertain you? How does that entertain the fans, btw, because, for the life of me, I can't think of why scripting this talk was fanservice. What was the point? Oh, wait, I get it, it was yet again another notch in the conspiracy theory to hide the real gay couple in the band, TKK. How stupid of me not to see that.

So anon, you are free to think what you want to, but I can tell you that from your ask your view on life is very immature and shallow. Life doesn't work that way. It's not black and white, love or hate. There are shades of grey. As a matter of fact, most of life is lived within those shades of grey.

[annavysoul]

I can confirm, they introduced themselves as 3 readers and they made a post how Bee is leaving and starting their own channel. They even made a post to support it and linked the blog, that's how I knew of the Bee drama. But yknow whatever. But they shouldn't demonize those poor future apouses lmao, it's not gonna be them, or any of us.

Warning very long, I got carried away my bad lol

But the drama on tumblr is kinda mild conpared to Youtube "readers". At least the readers here on tumblr try to hide the fact, that they're describing themselves very well but yoooooooo.... Youtube readers are a different breed. Most of them are super young (12-13, but there are a handful of readers old enough to fucking know better) and just straight up describe themselves with no shame. I even found some who put pics of themselves lmao. Me and my friends like to go through readings and bet, who is describing themselves as a spouse. There is one reader who has over 30+ vids on Mrs. J, and most readings are like over 20 mins long. How much is there to know about a person, that doesn't exist yet??? But most YT readers are obssessed with the fact, that Mrs. J is from India, what a coincidence that the reader is also from India lmao. I'm not saying BTS wouldn't ever date someone from that country, I'm saying it's impossible to get a specific country, age, height, religion etc from tarot cards. The pics on the cards might give you clues and the cards can say that the person is different from you, but they go into way too much detail. And it's funny because they're always soooo specific for Jungkook and V, but for the other ones....crickets🦗 On one hand it's so sad bc you have these little girls, putting out their private info, looks and secrets for the whole world to see (these vids have thousands of views) and they don't really grasp the consequences of their actions bc yknow, their just children. The internet never forgets. But on the other hand, you have these grown women who, like I said, should know better than these little girls. Not only do they get so defensive if you don't 100% allign with what they said, they are borderline so obsessed of the idea of being a spouse. Like tf??? Bts aren't Gods. They're very attractive celebs, who's purpose is to entertain people with their contents and music (hence the word idol & entertainer), while they do feed into that perfect bf material scheme, it's up to the fan to not actually develop real romantic feelings (a celeb crush and being a stan is something very different). Most are actually fans for very superficial reasons, they just find them attractive, not the music. And if you take the glitz and glamour of fame and money away, Bts are regular human beings, with flaws and issues. Like. The. Rest. Of. Us. They only show you the best side of them, because it's part of the whole idol package. We truly do not know these people, no matter how sincere or authentic they appear on camera. Like so so many were suprised that they wanted to disband a few years ago, bc they couldn't handle the pressure. These readers always believe if they meet/marry them, their life is going to be better and they feel alive again or smth. Most of these readers actually need therapy, I don't mean that in a condescending way. They imagine that their spouse, a celeb they've never met, will be their sole reason for their happiness and only then they are able to fix their issues and unhappiness. That reeks of co-dependency. And even if they'd become couple and be public, then what? A really big big chunk of Armys are actually in love with Bts, no matter if they even know tarot or not (Armys usually claim that only 2% of the fandom are delulus but that's definetly not true🥴). You'd get send d*eath threats, be harrassed, get doxxed, be hated for all eternity, even if you'd decided to break up. Look what happend with Jk and the tattoo artist he only hugged. She lost her job bc Armys were reporting her, some were trashing her workplace, she got threats, her friends got harassed and doxxed and she lost a friend (Jk). Not only that, but people would legit stalk you and try to hurt you, if you were a romatic partner of Bts. Then you also have the tarot side, who'd try to curse youa nd paint you as the evil demon, who is toxic to member xyz. And I don't think you'd want to spend your entire life locked in your house. And I personally could never deal with like millions of haters, no matter how hot my partner is.

Yoooo! i search again in yt and watch a couple of videos... these are kids for go sake🥺🥺 where are their parents and why they let them public private infoooo?!? internet and children isnt the best combination...

and yess, theres also grown up women and thats really creepy, u can understand that children might do that cause they are young, BUT WHEN U ARE OLD ENOUGH, U SHOULD ACT BETTER!! and i insist, they just trying to prove to themselves and to the world that they are worth it to be with a celebrity, like yeah of course u are worthy, like any of us, but this is not the way u know? its weird, i dont think its sane at all, they just are using the cards to feel better, and thats bs. and if it is just a cope mecanism, plz work on yourself, get help, life its better when u are in a healthy place

also its interesting about mrs being from india and most of all the videos i watch where from indian armys, tarot doesnt work like that, yeah u can feel the energy that its different, perhaps different culture and think that maybe it could be a foreing, but the cards will never tell you something that specific, less if u dont even know in person the people you are reading for

we dont know them at all, and people put them in a such high pedestal just for being famous and hot, so i really have trouble to think that some tarot readers can pick their real energy, im a very intuitive person, but i need to be in the presence of the person to feel their real energy, so to be so specific in a reading they need to energise the cards with the energy of the person, they need to at least shuffle the cards and connect with the reader, sooo thats why i only see these reads as enterteiment, and its bad for the community to claim that we can see ALL of about them.

i'll never forgive the people who threaten the tattoo artist, poor girl, and thats why the guys cant have healthiest relationship, let them have a LIFE

[bts-hyperfixation]

Holiday prompt requests ☃️☃️☃️

These are all the request currently in my inbox for Xmas. Links will be posted here when they are up. Yes, these titles are all Xmas song lyrics 🎅🎅

1. Save Me From Tears. Angsty fluff

a. “I’m sorry I have to work the Christmas baby.”

b. “Last Christmas you broke my heart

Last Christmas the boys holiday schedule broke you two apart. After recently managing to rekindle your romance, can you and Jungkook prevent last years mistakes from repeating themselves?

2. Never Such A Blizzard Before. Smut

a. “It’s snowing”

b. “Heating’s broken”

c. “Powers out

Stuck on campus until the snow subsides, looks like you’re spending the holidays with a near perfect stranger. You’d seen Jeon Jungkook around the common room but that was about the extent of your interaction… until now.

3. Sleigh Bells Ring, Are You Listening? Smut/fluff

a. “Let me show you exactly how I got on the naughty list.”

b. “Let’s go for a sleigh ride.”

A romantic sleigh ride for two? You just can’t resit how beautiful Jin looks in the snow.

4. I’ve Got My Love To Keep Me Warm. fluff

a. “It’s too cold, I can’t sleep.”

It’s your first Christmas in your new home with your new husband. J-hope endeavours to keep you warm this cold Christmas eve.

5. I Won’t Ask For Much This Christmas. Fluff

a. “I know we said nothing expensive but…”

b. “Tell me what you bought”

c. “I love it!”

This year you and Taehyung had decided having each other was enough for the holidays, so the rule was nothing expensive. You break that promise big time with a big surprise

6. For Jingle Bells And Wrapping Gifts. Fluff

a. “Did you wrap this with super glue?”

b. “There’s glitter everywhere!”

Jimin comes home to find your twins getting crafty for Christmas

7. I Waste My Time In Pantomime. Fluff probably

a. “It’s snowing.”

b. “We’re snowed in.”

c. “There’s a storm coming, you should stay here”

d. “Our families suck, I’m glad I can spend new years with you

e. “Who are you kissing at midnight?”

After attending the pantomime alone one evening, you end up sat with a charming stranger. Seokjin definitely seems to be one of the more fun people to spend a holiday with.

8. I Can’t Wait To Unwrap Your Love. Smut

a. “Let me show you how I got on the naughty list.”

b. “I’m your present.

Taehyung comes home late to the best present.

9. Tender and mild. Fluff

a. “I love it.”

b. “You spent HOW MUCH on decorations?”

It’s babies first Christmas in the Park household, and you are convinced everything needs to be just right.

10. I’ve Gotta Get Home. Fluff, smut

a. “Well done you’ve ruined Christmas”

b. “Heating’s broken”

c. “Let me help you warm up”

d. “It’s too cold, I can’t sleep”

e. “We’re snowed in”

f. “You taste like peppermint.”

g. “You were my only wish this year.”

All the boys are going back to their families for the holidays this year, so you spend the night at the dorm saying goodbye. You fall asleep in Jin’s bed after he leaves. You awake to find it’s only you and Jungkook left behind. It’s not that you didn’t like JK, he just tended to challenge you on every little thing. Finding out you were stuck with him until the snow started to thaw left you with feeling… something.

11. All I Want. Fluff

No prompt just scenario of 1st xmas married to Yoongi

12.How Do I Wrap My Heart Up For Christmas? Fluff

a."Did you wrap this superglue?"

b."I can't wrap presents to save my life"

c."You taste like peppermint"

Known as the Christmas master amongst your friends, Namjoon comes to you for help when he can't wrap his presents.

13.All I Want For Christmas Is A Friend. Fluff

a."I'm your hohoho"

b."I know you said nothing expensive but..."

Your best friend Taehyung is down with the flu this Christmas so you go to cheer him up.

14. Happy Birthday, Merry Christmas, and Happy New Year - smut

a. “I’m sorry I have to work this Christmas baby”

b. “keep doing that and you’ll end up on the naughty list

c. “We’re snowed in.”

Mafia AU. Your upset that Taehyung had to work this Christmas, that is until you end up snowed in but you’re still pissed he isn’t there by choice.

15. I Love Those Ugly Christmas Sweaters - Fluff

a. “How dare you call my sweater ugly.”

b. “Tell me what you bought.”

c. “You spent how much on decorations!?”

Your work holiday party was always massive, but this year your boss, Jimin, went above and beyond to provide a Christmas extravaganza no one would forget.

Masterlist

[onlynight-onlylight]

The only Sun I know

Words: 6,6K

Pairing: Jung Hoseok / J-Hope x Reader

Genre: Fluff, Friends to Lovers, Slice of Life

Summary: You've been friends with Hoseok so long for naturally love him more than friends should. You always try to keep it low because he is the center of everyone's attention. He is everyone's sun.

Note: This story sits on my draft for a while. I wish I can finish it sooner and post it on his birthday but I failed haha. Hope you like it :)

The precious Saturday. It has been three months since my first busy weekend. After working at the new place, I have to let go my leisure time on Saturday for work. If it isn’t for Hoseok, who will brightly encourage me on the way to work, I’ll curse every single bad word internally every time.

H: I have additional class this morning. Wanna meet up after work? Y/N: Sure. But I’m craving the spicy udon near the station, is it okay? H: Sounds delicious Y/N: Wait for me there, I’ll be done in 1 hour H: Nah, I’ll come to you He is everyone’s friend, he is “The Sun”. He is being very nice to others so it’s not hard to fall for Hoseok. I’m his best-friend and that’s not an exception. Even worse, it’s the main reason why I’m falling hard for him. He doesn’t need to know, the world doesn’t need to know. Maybe one or two close friends have a very heavy doubt on our platonic relationship. I find Hoseok sits in the corner of my office’s reception area. Some people take double glance to him while he is doing nothing. Indeed, a glance won’t be enough to assure you that you are seeing a very attractive man. Hoseok has a special aura around him. He’s like the sun that shines so bright. He can make a gloomy day better with his smile. His caring nature leads all sunflowers look only at him. Tragically, I’m one of his sunflowers. “Sorry, something’s came up right after I turn off my computer” “It’s okay. Your reception’s sofa is very comfortable for waiting” says Hoseok with his signature smile. “Still, I’ll make it up for you later. Let’s go, I’m hungry” I say while trying to make pitiful face. He stands up and puts his hand on my back. He chuckles and whispers, “let’s go, I can’t let my favorite girl starving.” *

Hoseok's words leave a great impact on me. I try to not minding them before but they keep messing with my head. Am I hearing right? Did he mean it? Or it's one of his habit from teaching dance to little girls? "Where did you find this restaurant? This is delicious" "Instagram" “Oh really? I still find using that app confusing” I look at him in disbelief and shake my head. Hoseok rarely uses social media but once he posts something, it always receives good feedback. He has a lot of fans out there. “Do you want me to teach you? Think it as an apology of making you wait longer” “I don’t want it if you count it as the compensation of my time. I have another wish to grant, you know” He stares at me for a while. There’s something about this expression of him that I cannot read. The emotion on his face feels so strange even after knowing for a long time. This face shows often recently but I can decipher what’s the meaning behind it. “Okay, okay. I’ll teach you for free” He lets a small laugh and goes back to his udon. “Do the others contact you to hang out tonight?” I ask before taking a spoon of my meal. “Yeah. And I said I’m going if you’re going too” “Hm? Why?” “I’ll control my drinks when you’re around. You remember that one time that the others cannot keep up with me and end up calling you in the middle of night? I don’t want it to happen again” “Ah... that time…” Hoseok’s tolerance of drinks is quite high but he never drinks many. I remember he said that it’s either making him sleepy or angry. And that one time was the angry one. No one stops him from taking too many drinks and lets the scary Hoseok appear. Another Hoseok’s side that rarely be seen, even by myself. “I don’t want you to be the one who pick me up when I am wasted” I stop eating when hear him speak. No matter how close we are, I am not his girlfriend, I totally understand that. But why does it feel hurt? “I should be the one who do that, be someone who is reliable. I don’t want to show my bad side to you again” He sends a reassuring smile to me. “I don’t mind though” I tell him in tiny voice, half hoping he hears it and half hoping it disperses to the air. “I know” “So, should we join them tonight?” I look at him again and it only stands for a good three seconds before I look away. “If you want to” “But promise me to take me home” He laughs. He always drives me home when we hang out with friends or just the two of us. He doesn’t need to promise me anything to be honest. “Ah, you still like the triple chocolate cake, right? My students give me some this morning. Want to go to park to eat that like usual?” I smile widely at him and nod enthusiastically. He remembers small things I said without thinking. Just like how I remember the small details about him. This just reminds me why I fall in love with him again.

“I will never refuse free chocolate cake”

*

We spend few hours on the park, watching the Hangang river flows. Many people come for picnic today, some the others are just couples enjoying their dates. And here, me and Hoseok, just two friends sit together looking at the scenery. I eat the cake slowly, savoring the sweetness of the chocolate. Hoseok plays some music that fit the mood. To be honest, we did this million times to feel awkward. I think he takes me out almost on every Saturday. “Is it good?” “So good! Are you sure not want to try?” “Looking at you eating it deliciously makes me want to taste it” he answers with a smirk. I stun for a moment and realize that he is waiting. I try to look unaffected. I cut the cake and direct the spoon on his way. “Then, say ah” Hoseok moves to sit closer. It becomes unnecessary close for feeding him a spoon of cake. I glance to his lips that are inch away from the spoon. I gulp the non-existence lump on my throat before my eyes back to his. He gives me a very sharp stare that makes me holding my breath. He takes my hand and brings the spoon to his mouth. He lets his tongue out to clean the trace of the chocolate on the corner of his lips. “It’s too sweet” he whispers. “Oh yeah?” I whisper back, matching his voice. “Yeah. And it makes me craving to taste something else” His eyes drop to my lips. I never had such a big urge to kiss him like this before. I push his body and he fall flat to the grass. He lets out cheerful laugh. “Why? Do you think I would kiss you?” he asks in between his unstoppable laugh. “Ugh. No” I make a face to make it believable. “Oh? I’d love to do that though” “Who are you? What did you do to my Hobi?” He lets out louder laugh. He sits with both of hands on the back, holding his weight. “I’m your Hobi, baby” “No freaking way. He won’t joke around like that” “Isn’t this Hobi more fun?” You look at him in disbelief. “No, this Hobi is more annoying. Just back to my Hobi quickly” “Okay, okay. I’m back to your beloved Hobi again now”

*

Hoseok and I arrive at the bar and restaurant 30 minutes late. We originally want to arrive later but decide to go after continuous calls from Jimin. He can be super annoying and whiny if we don’t do what he wants. We sit next to each other in the end of the table and watch the others go crazy. “Hope, raise your glass for me” asks Jimin. “I’m not drinking today, Jimin, sorry” “Y/N, you don’t mind if he drinks a glass of beer, right?” I’m taken a back when Jimin asks me. Why Hoseok needs approval for drinks from me? Does Jimin know what Hoseok say to me this afternoon? “I don’t mind but I have no power to decide that” “Oh no, Y/N, you have so much power on him than you know” “Jimin are you drunk already?” asks Hoseok with straight face. “Maybe… a little?” he answers then laughs. He shifts his focus to Yoongi now. I pretend to take Jimin’s words as silly jokes in his drunken state. I don’t want to dwell on him or Hoseok’s words today. It’s just weird.

“I heard someone asking you out again?” asks Jungkook to Hoseok while whirling his glass. “Well…” “And you reject it again?” Hoseok only shrugs. I know that he has many fans, but I never really think of how many women asking him out. I realize just because I never have the courage to do that, it doesn’t mean the others are like me. “It will be mean for her if I accept her sincere feeling when I don’t feel anything at all. She deserves someone who likes her back” “That’s just your excuse, isn’t it?” “Aw, are you jealous that I am receiving all the attention in the dance academy?” Jungkook laughs. He shakes his head then look at me. “I don’t need that. I only want attention from the girl I like” He looks back to Hoseok with a smirk on his lips right after finishing his sentence. He puts his innocent smile and back to me again. “How about you, Y/N? Are you seeing someone?” “Change your target already?” ask me to Jungkook jokingly. He puts down his glass and put his chin on his right hand. “Date me” I look at him as if he grows another head. “Date me if you’re not seeing ANYONE” “What do you mean JK?” Hoseok’s tone becomes sharper and colder. I really don’t know what happen to Hoseok today, but he seems different. “You two always go together, other people may get the wrong idea and think that you two are couple” says Jungkook as if challenging Hoseok. “Jungkook” I warn him. He looks at me then smile. “Since I know the truth that you’re not couple and not even dating, I can ask you out, right? It’s not a problem, right, Hope hyung?” They throw daggers to each other by eyes. I’m screaming on my head. Why should I be in the middle of this? “It’s not something to be joke around” “I’m not joking. I like Y/N” “Don’t even think about it” “Hey…” I try to stop them. I put my hand to block both of Jungkook and Hoseok’s eyes. They start talking like I’m not sitting in front of them. “We’re not here to fight, okay? I’m not dating anyone. Period”

*

It doesn’t take too much time for Hoseok driving me home as the bar is not really far. I try to keep my curiosity as long as I can. I keep checking on his face, making sure that he’s no longer angry. He insists to accompany me to the front of my unit’s door like usual. Right before I push the password of my door, I turn to face Hoseok. “Did something happen between you and Jungkook?” “No, nothing happened” “Really?” “He just likes to get on my nerves. He’s happy to keep picking on my ego” “You two fight like kids” “I need to match my enemy’s mental age to win” he shrugs.

I decide to not asking why they’re dragging me into their meaningless quarrel but it seems Jungkook succeed to make Hoseok mad. It’s impossible to know the reason. No matter how close you are, Hoseok tends to keep small secrets from me, especially his love life. Sometimes I heard it from Jimin or Soojung but they made it like it’s not something to worry about. They always point out that Hoseok rejects all confession. I don’t think I can keep my expression hidden even if I try but luckily Soojung an Jimin never say a thing. I also know the fact that most of sweets he brings to me are gifts from his admirers. They don’t know that Hoseok doesn’t like those things at all. He’s the perfect opposite of my sweet tooth.

“Oh, don’t forget about Jiwoo’s baby shower next weekend. I have to bring you home to keep being Jung Hoseok” “You exaggerate it again” “Y/N, you have to hear them threatening me every time I don’t give the exact answer” “I still haven’t found suitable gift for Jiwoo’s baby, but I’ll come for sure” “Your presence is the gift” “I don’t buy that” “You really need to acknowledge my mom and Jiwoo’s obsession for you now. They love you more than me”

I laugh to his reaction. He pouts when comparing his family’s affection toward me and himself. His dimples are gone but I know he’s not really mad. Both me and Hoseok are family-oriented people. We love to spend the whole holiday on our parents’ house. We always make at least one day free to visit each other house just like tradition. Somewhere between those visits, I often delude myself and pretend that we are couples.

“I start to think you have to thank me every time I persuade them for your favor” I reply, then start inserting the password to my door. “Oh… so you are going to be like this, huh?” he asks when the door is open. I think he’s back to another Hoseok I meet this afternoon. I hear the different playful tone on his voice. I keep the door open for Hoseok, let the option to coming in or leaving on him. He closes the door and follows me to the kitchen area. “You’re going to team up with those women and leave me alone?” “Of course. They give me more food than you” I answer him with giggle. I open the refrigerator to take two bottles of water, one for me and the other for Hoseok. I close the refrigerator’s door and turning back. Before I can hand him the water, Hoseok puts his hands on the door. He cages me and makes me glued to the only the electronics behind me. “Is my time not enough?” “What?” “Don’t you know I spend most of my free time with you than anyone?” “And if I do?” Hoseok narrows the gap between our faces. I grit my teeth, put my poker face to him. I know he’s just teasing me. His eyes down to my lips the second times today. I can smell his cologne. The smell alone can make me not thinking straight. He moves an inch forward and whispers on my ear. “I’ll show you more” I’m still processing his words when he abruptly moves back and pats my head. He takes his bottled water and back to the door. “I’m going home” He waves and disappear into the night. “I hate you Jung Hoseok”

I take a day off today as Jiwoo request Hoseok’s and my presence one day before the actual event. She says she wants to have quality time with us before being busy with the guests tomorrow. She treats me like her own sister for the last two years. I still remember when Hoseok asks me to help him out. He wants to make surprise event for her sister’s wedding. He often brings me to meet his family to carry out the plan. And since then, I become the additional member of Jung family.

Hoseok calls nearing the assigned time. He will drive us all the way to Gwangju. “Are you ready? I’ll be on your door by 5” I look around to make sure my belongings and Jiwoo’s gift are all set. “Yes, I just need hands to bring it down” “I’m at your service, my lady” he says before hang up.

Not too long after, my apartment door is opened by Hoseok. He is one of three persons I trust the most to know my password. Until today, it always helps me when I meet urgent situation. Just like three months ago, when I can’t do anything and stay on the bed. I can’t ask my mom to travel from Busan to Seoul or ask Soojung, to cancel her presentation for an important client. “Are you sure you’re not moving into my parents’ house?” I punch his upper arm lightly. He laughs and raise both of his arms that are full of my things. “I can’t come empty-handed. I know you’ll say ‘your presence is enough’ like always. But I like doing this for your family, Hobi” Hoseok just smiles at me then shrugs his shoulders. “Then I guess you’re the perfect daughter for my mom and I’m the bad son”

I’m trying to not read things that’s not even exist in his words. But I can’t help but blushing, imagining to be the in-laws in Jung family. I wonder if he does this to other girls. I know better that he doesn’t have any intention to lead me on, but the others might not know. It may be the reason why so many people fall in love with him in the first place.

*

As expected, his family welcomes me with big warm hug. His mom cooks many dishes includes my favorite. She says it’s the special menu of the day. Hoseok helps me save the desserts that I bring to the fridge to keep it in shape. Jiwoo kidnaps me as soon as the small talks over to her room. Her husband and the others only chuckle and let us do our things.

“I miss you! We can’t meet often since you’re busy” “I know, I know. I’ll make it up today. We can talk about everything until we can’t keep our eyes open” Jiwoo looks more beautiful than she already is. It must be the happiness aura around her. I envy her to be so pretty, having lovely family and marriage. And soon, she will become a mom. “Is he still being dumb?” she asks. I can’t help but laugh. “He is your brother and you’re a mom-to-be so I banned you from bad words” She looks don’t care and rummages to a big box in the corner of her bedroom. She takes out some piece of clothing and brings it to the bed. “You two are just the same. Everyone can basically see the hearts shoot through your eyes when looking at each other” She gives me a blue long dress and mumbles ‘try this’ before I can reply her words. “It’s just you. I won’t deny my feeling after you force me to confess to you that time. But I’m sure he doesn’t feel the same” I say right after walk out from her en-suite bathroom. “No. He’s just being dumb because he doesn’t show it you. Mom tells him to be kind and maybe you’re afraid that he treats you just like others. But honey, I never see him giving that longing gaze to other women” She instructs me to pose a little then takes few pictures before asking me to try another dress in yellow. “Don’t be like that please. Stop planting those ideas to my mind” She takes more pictures before saying “then I will go to my little brother to open his eyes” with a smirk. It reminds me how Jung sister and brother resemblance to each other like twins. “You look really good in these one. Wear this when you go out with him, okay? All of these are the new items from my brand, and of course you’re the first one to have it.” “I think I love you more than Hoseok” “You should” We talk endlessly about her plan to have baby clothing line and about my busy work life until someone knock the door. Hoseok face comes in the view and asks us to join for lunch. Jiwoo walks first and Hoseok waits for me. “You should change your last name to Jung” “Maybe I should” He holds my wrist, stopping me from walking. He looks at me in the eyes, searching for answer. “You do want that? To be part of my family, the Jungs?” His questions silence me for seconds. “I almost mistaken your question as marriage proposal, Hobi” I leave him alone and go to his mother. Taking the usual seat across Jiwoo and acting like nothing happened. I can feel his burning stare on me when he comes. It quickly subsides as Jaebum, Jiwoo’s husband engages him in conversation. I sigh in relief. I actually regretting my answer but there’s no way I can take my words back.

I’m trying to help as many as I can when the guests arriving. I make sure everyone knows where to get their food and drinks. Hoseok’s mother drags me to a group of middle-age women on the table near the window. She links her arms to display our closeness. I can see one particular lady scanning me from head to toe. I introduce myself without mentioning the relationship I have with this family. I’m still trying to read the situation. “Is this Hoseok’s girlfriend? No wonder you keep bragging to us” says a lady in red. “She’s really pretty, right? I’m really happy to having her as my daughter soon.” “They will get married soon?” asks the lady in white blazer. “They have to. They are in the perfect age for marriage” answers another lady that sits across. “Hoseok’s used to be crushing on my daughter” says the lady who scans me earlier. I feel the hands on my arms tightening. “Oh, you must be Minah’s mother. I heard the full story of his childhood crush from Hoseok. It’s around 4th grade of elementary school, isn’t it?” I show her a smile. This particular smile I use when I’m working. The one that screams ‘business only’. “Elementary school? I thought it’s in high school!” says the red lady. “Me too. You talk it often like its a fresh news” adds the white lady. “Minah is very beautiful, I’m sure she has many fans since early days and Hoseok must be one of them.” I try to blow her wounds better after the other ladies teasing her. Her face becomes red a little. “Sure. And Minah is now happily married to a successful businessman” Hoseok’s mom smiles brightly knowing she wins. I think this battle has been around for a long time. I will thank Jiwoo later to fill me in last night. She warns me of some guests that particularly annoying. If it’s me, I will not invite them but this is Jung family. They’re too kind to do that. “So, when will this marriage happen?” “We decide to meet the wedding planner after Jiwoo’s delivering her baby, so we’re just enjoying our dating time now” I surprise myself for easily lying to everyone in the table. It sounds too good to be true. It feels like happiness is a breath away. I wish it’s not a lie while the reality says otherwise. I start to feel the nausea coming up. Hoseok’s mom put her left hand on top of my right. She smiles at me, making me feel better. “You two can take your time, no need to rush”

I excuse myself and go for a drink. I think I have enough for lying today until Jiwoo comes with a woman beside her. “Y/N, have you met Minah? She is the daughter of Yoo family. Minah, this is Y/N – Hoseok’s girlfriend” “Oh, you are the infamous Y/N? I’m glad to meet you here” “Me too. I only hear about your beauty.” She is the real beauty. Standing here with Minah and Jiwoo makes me small. “Where’s Hobi?” ask Jiwoo. “I haven’t seen him in the last 30 minutes. Maybe he goes to the reception” I say while keeping the act. “We should call him so we can start the highlight of the event” says his sister before calling him by phone. “Ah, there he is” tells Minah.

Hoseok comes and walks to our direction. Actually, I have been avoiding him for the last 24 hours and making Jiwoo as my shield. I try to not be alone with him and pretend to be busy for the baby shower. After lying about our relationship, I don’t know how to face him. He stands naturally beside me and circles his arm to my waist. I look at him, trying to mask the shock. Does he know we have to act as a couple? Is this one of the agenda? “Is everything okay, babe?” he asks while his thumb draws circle on my waist. Hoseok drives me crazy. He encourages me to answer. “Yes, I’m just thirsty after greetings the guests with your mom” “You shouldn’t let her alone” nags Jiwoo. “Mom steals her from me, so I can’t do anything” says Hoseok. He tightens his grip. “I guess Y/N is everyone’s favorite in the Jung family” says Minah with a smile on her face. Hoseok’s smile widens. He brings me closer to his body if it’s even possible. His eyes never leave me as I set my eyes back to him. “She is. They never let me alone with her everytime we come. I even lost her to Jiwoo yesterday. But I’ll be the true winner when we back to Seoul, she’ll be with me all the time. Right, baby?” He kisses my temple, like it’s the most common thing between us.

*

We all back to Hoseok’s parents’ home after the party over. Turns out Jiwoo will have a baby boy. The first grandchild will be a boy, so Hoseok’s parents are excited. Even Jaebum has to wipe his tears a few times.

“I think we should get rest until dinner time. I’m ordering the spicy beef ribs and soup already, so no one cooks tonight” Hoseok’s dad announces loudly to make sure his wife gets the rest she needs. Everyone says thanks and back to their rooms. I can’t go back to Jiwoo’s room like last night as the couple is already going in there. I also can’t go over Hoseok’s room either. I stand awkwardly in the living room before dropping my body to the fluffy sofa. Never thought the two hours gathering will exhaust me to this extent. I barely stay awake until Hoseok sits next to me. “Hey, are you tired?” I nod weakly, can’t properly answer him. “Change your clothes and wash your face, then sleep in my room. I’ll take the sofa” I pout while registering his words. Then he stands and gives out his hands to help me. He shows his lazy smile. “Come on Y/N. Before we both fall asleep here”

*

I spend a really good time that time flies faster than expected. After the dinner, everyone gathers in front of TV and talks. The fatigue is still hanging on our shoulder that makes everyone calls a night sooner. They leave me and Hoseok alone. I’m not sure what to say but the silence making me nervous. “I’ll take the sofa” “What?” “I’ll sleep here Hobi, you can go to your room” I feel bad as I dominate his bed for the afternoon nap. To be honest, I have the best nap ever on his bed. I usually get sleepy while sitting on the sofa then it’s gone when I arrive on my bed. But Hobi’s smell in his room really soothes me to have a good rest. His smell is so good. I have to hold myself to not bury my nose to his neck every time we sit or stand too close. “What are you talking about? We’re going to sleep in my room, together. Let’s go” He takes my wrist and drags me to his room. He doesn’t use his strength but I cannot refuse, no I don’t want to refuse this. “Wait Hobi-“ “Tadaaa! I move the mattress here when you busy with my family” I feel my face heated. I’m embarrassed by my silly thought. Hoseok lets go my wrist and moves his hand to my back. “I’ll sleep on the floor and you’ll be on my bed. Or if you prefer to have me on the bed with you, I’m not against it” “No, thank you” “Why? I know you can’t stand the cold, baby” “Stop pulling pranks on me Hobi. And try to behave on your parents’ house” “Oh” he gasps loudly. “Does it mean I’m free to do anything with you right after we’re out from this house? Don’t know you this impatient, Y/N” I choose to ignore him and walk away. I still can feel his warm on my back but I shouldn’t focus on that. “Good night Hobi” “Good night Y/N” Silence envelops the room but I cannot sleep for a while. My hearts thumps too loud to be ignored. “Y/N” I hear Hoseok whispering my name. Is he talking in sleep? “I just want you to know that I really care about you. I do everything to show you my heart, to show you my love for you. I always think that is enough. I’m being your best friend is enough. But you slap me with the reality yesterday” He laughs quietly. “I will properly court you and show everyone that you’re mine” My eyes widen hearing his confession. I can hear my heart beats on my ears, it’s so loud that Hoseok might hear it too. I hold my breath. Am I dreaming already? “I don’t need your answer tonight and you can pretend to sleep again” I’m just like deer caught in the headlights. Hoseok tortures me and he enjoys that. I... hate him.

Jiwon and Jaebum head back to Seoul in the morning. They want to visit Jaebum’s parents first to bring the news before back to their own home. We decide to back after lunch as per request from Hoseok’s mom. She says she will pack all of kimchi and side dish so we have enough nutrition to go through this winter. Later we know, she packs the dish in one container each which means we have to divide it ourselves, or maybe store it in either Hoseok’s place or mine and eat together. “Oh, it’s snowing” says Hoseok right after I put my seatbelt. “First snow” I whisper. I don’t have guts to look at Hoseok. People say if you are out in the first snowfall of the season with someone you like, true love will blossom between you. “I’m so lucky” Hoseok’s words make you look at him. Does it mean he likes you too? Or he’s cursing to have a long drive in the rain snow? He smiles and makes your heart beats faster.

Snow falls heavier in Seoul. It will be dangerous to be out on the road longer. Hoseok takes the nearer exit and heads to his place. “I will take you home as soon as the snow stops and the roads are safer than this. I won’t put you in danger” I have no room for protest and sit quietly. Something is shifting between us after last night but we don’t talk about it. “I… I can take the subway. I’ll come to your place later for the food” “Why? Are you scared being alone with me?” “… No” “No? Hmm… You should though” “Hobi” “I’m kidding baby. The last thing I want is you to be scared of me” I muster my courage and ask him the one thing that bothers me the most. “All the things you’ve said last night… is it true?” “Yes”

I just sit in the silence and cannot see him in the eyes. Hoseok’s apartment comes to our view. Somehow, I feel nervous to come inside the building. I don’t know what to do. Part of me is curious what will happen when we arrive at his place. After all this time, I’m not riding this wave of emotion alone. It feels like dream comes true. But the other part is slightly scared. What if we ruin what we have now? Everything crosses my mind at the same time until Hoseok puts his hand on mine. “We’re here” He pulls me out from my bubble. I gasp at his information and he chuckles, seeming delight to see my reaction. “This is not the first time you’re here. We did sleep over numerous times over the years” “It’s… It’s different, Hobi” “Is it?” I can see the glints of fire in his eye. I’m sure it can melt the snow that starts to pile up around us. He picks up my hands and places a soft kiss on top of it. “It doesn’t have to be different unless you want to” My cheeks redden due to his action. World knows I want it to be different. I might have desired his warmth for a long time already. But to face this Hobi, the dominant and teasing man yet still being soft and caring like usual, is troubling me. “Just come in for now” I nod and follow Hoseok. He brings most of the luggage and lets me lead him to his own apartment. There are people waiting for the lift, I sigh quietly. I think I need others’ presence to overpower the heat between me and Hoseok. But the relief I feel doesn’t stay long until I realize the more people inside the small lift, the less space I have. The neighbours get inside first and leave the narrow space on the back for the two of us. He signals me to get inside before making the others wait too long. I stand on the right corner with Hoseok besides me. Right before the doors closing, a woman screams. She desperately asks to hold the door for her. Everyone instinctively moves a step back and make a room for the woman without thinking there are two other people behind them. "Thank you, thank you" I hold my breathe when Hoseok’s body collides with mine. I’m stuck between his hot body and the lift’s wall. I try to calm myself down. I hug him many times. He often to circle his arm on my shoulder. Why this kind of thing makes me nervous now? I grasp the sides of his coat, making him look at me from his shoulder. He gives me assurance smile and turns his body to face me. He keeps our luggage on balance then lowers his face to my level. “They’ll be gone in a minute” he whispers and kisses my head before standing straight again.

We’re the last one to get off. Hoseok walks a step faster than me, not in hurry but he looks very excited. And I feel more and more shy in every step I take. ‘It doesn’t have to be different unless you want to’ His words ring inside my head. Those words bring heat that burns me. I stop for a second and make a firm decision. He is the SUN. He is naturally spread his warmth. But we both know tonight will be different. If he only allows us to feel the warmth from a far till now, I will make sure to taste the fire. His fire. Hoseok puts both of our bags on the sofa and the kimchi container on dining table. I close the front door and follow him. He takes the rest of food containers from my hand and put them away. “What do you want to do now? Snacks or rest?” “You need rest more than I do, Hobi. You just drive for hours. Just sit there, relax, I’ll get you ice coffee” “You know what?” He steps closer to me then puts both his hands on my waist. “The idea of having you here in my home, spending time together and knowing everything about me without me asking is perfection. It’s been so long to hold myself saying it out loud” I put my hand on his chest. His smile widens before closing the gap even more. “Do you have any idea how many times I want to tell every woman who hits on you to get the fuck off of my man?” “I’m all yours. I’ll tell the world that I’m yours. And you… you’re mine” He kisses me slowly and gets me fall into his rhythm. His left hand goes up to my nape while the other tightens on my waist. I pull his neck, keeping him close despite the lack of air. He tugs my lower lips and pulls away. “I can’t stop myself if you’re being like this” “Why do you have to stop when we’re not even start” Hoseok growls and I can feel the vibration. “Oh, baby, I can guarantee I won’t stop, not even for your begging” We really try each other patience, pull the trigger and knowing that no other way of return after this. Hoseok is ready to dive into my lips when his phone rings shatter the sexual tension that fulfil the room. He lets out a loud groan and pick his phone from the dining table. “I don’t know what’s wrong with my family, but they surely like to steal you away from me” He shows me his phone’s screen and it’s written ‘Mom’. It’s a video call so we have to act like nothing happened. I let a laugh while he’s pouting. It’s like someone pour a cold water to our fire. I caress his face to make the pout away. I don’t want him to greet his mom with unfriendly expression. “We still have much time later, don’t be a bad boy” “So, wanting to spend time alone with my girlfriend is being a bad boy, now?” I’m surprised. Girlfriend, he said. “Yes, you’re being bad boy” “Then what, are you gonna punish me?” “We’ll see, Hobi, we’ll see” I peck his lips and push the answer sign.

*

It’s nearly 8 in the morning when I can collect all of my consciousness. I check my phone and relief to find that the head of my division decides to let us work from home due to the snow. No morning briefing needed but schedule a short report meeting in the afternoon. Seems like the universe helps you after succeeding taming the beast Hoseok last night. “It’s too early for you to wake up, no?” asks him and tries to pull me back to lie on my back. “Thanks to someone I’m planning to sleep all day then wake up an hour before the meeting” “Hmm, no one saying you can just sleep on my bed, princess. Can you feel me?” Yes, I can. That is the one who help my consciousness back faster than any other Monday morning wake up routine I had before. “Hobi… give me some break” I whisper as feeling it right under your center. “Your whisper makes it harder. I can’t do anything like this, can I?” “You can. You survive well before last night, so yes, you definitely can” I try to be stern but he is Hoseok. He is my bestfriend before my boyfriend. He hugs me tight and kiss my shoulder. “I will be easy on you today, my lady, but keep in mind that it won’t happen again” I laugh with him and enjoy his hug for some minutes before the hunger kicks in. Everything seems fall in its place. He is my sun, my home.

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Book of the Month (Mar): A Court of Silver Flames

Okay that was a crazy ride… holy mother sh*t. I don’t even know where to start and I have so many thoughts it feels like my heart and head will explode. Just like my Chain of Gold review (which you can find on my post page) this will probably be long and full of spoilers so sorry in advance, but I just need to get it out. Also these are the other books I read in March (it was a crazy month with a SJM and Cassie Clare book!):

A Court of Silver Flames by Sarah J. Maas (5 stars)

Chain of Iron by Cassandra Clare (5 stars)

Siren’s Lament Season 2 by instantmiso (5 stars)

Frankenstein 1818 edition by Mary Shelley (unrated)

Characters

So to start I of course need to talk about Nesta, her being one of the main characters, but also because it’s NESTA. Like many people, I hated Nesta for all of the previous books. Like actually hated. She just made me so mad. The only time and reason I didn’t totally hate her was during the war in ACOWAR and mostly because I wanted Cassian to be happy and I could tell they were mates. But after that, especially in ACOFAS, I disliked Nesta so much it hurt. For her whole life she (and Elain, but I’ll get to her later) just let and expected Feyre to do everything for them and keep them alive. And after all of that, she blamed Feyre for being Made into a Fae, when Feyre was literally the only reason she was alive. As an older sibling myself, that made me so mad. I would never rely on my younger sibling because I would do everything in my power to keep them safe and provided for (like what Nesta did for Elain, which also riled me up because Feyre never got the same treatment). Going into this book I was worried that this whole thing was going to be about Nesta being a whiny bitch, but instead, the redeeming feature of Nesta, was her knowledge and acknowledgment of how shitty of a sister she’s been. I know that it took her a long time to actually be nice again, but I was happy that she actually knew that she was being terrible and deep down wanted to be better. She wasn’t just being terrible because she felt entitled which was the vibe I got from her before, but instead was terrible because she thought it was too late to get better. After that I thought her journey was very relatable and heart wrenching. While I still was mad every time she got mad and was mean to Feyre or any of the Night Court group, I could still sympathize how she felt like she was intruding on their family and that she didn’t fit in. 

Now let’s talk about Cassian— I love him. That’s about it. JK… Okay, I have always loved Cassian, but this book made me appreciate him in a more emotional way. All of his insecurities had me crying for him while relating to him so well too, and when we heard more about his mother and how when he was younger he didn’t get physical touch which is why now he always needs physical touch… MY HEART COULDN’T HANDLE IT! God, that was such a precious moment when he needed to hug and kiss Feyre’s forehead, because that’s how he best shows affection and needs affection warmed my heart in so many ways, but also made me cry. And although it hurt me when Cassian would doubt himself and feel lesser because he was born a bastard, I still felt that pain brought Nesta and him closer in more ways. It wasn’t just him helping her, but she helped him too, and both allowed each other to grow on their own but also together. I fucking loved that. 

Relationships

Now I’m just going to jump right into relationships, because I feel like individual characters besides Nesta and Cassian can only really be talked about through their relationships with other characters since it was only Nesta and Cassian’s povs in the book.

So first let’s talk about (obviously) Nesta and Cassian— I mean I already started to talk about them together above, but this book was so powerful for me because of the way the two of them worked together to heal themselves. That was beautiful. But also it is a tiny bit annoying how both Feyre and Nesta were unaware of their frickin mate bonds! I know, I know… neither were born Fae so they don’t have the same knowledge of the mate bonds that everyone else does, but come on! I knew Nesta and Cassian were mates since they first met! And I know that it definitely wouldn’t have been smart or healthy for Nesta to accept the mate bond at the beginning, but at the end when she still has to talk to Cassian like he isn’t her mate, after they literally consummated the mate bond on several occasions, I was kind of annoyed. I know it was still part of her growth, but also wild that she still was playing dumb like that. But I’m happy they finally admitted everything at the end.

Next let’s discuss the Archeron sisters— So really their relationship at the start just made me sad, seeing none of them get along (except Feyre and Elain). Especially since I still kind of felt like everyone should just be falling at Feyre’s feet and apologizing about how terrible they were for mostly her whole life (even Elain, since she also never helped keep them alive in the human world. Really she was just as bad as Nesta but wasn’t an outright bitch about it). But even though Nesta was encouraging nasty behaviour from them (because she was also being mean) Feyre and Elain both were just as mean to her sometimes. I mean, when Elain went to the house and Nesta and her got in an argument, Elain was just as harsh as Nesta was to her. But I guess Elain has just never been my favourite person. I’m still a little pissed how both Feyre and Nesta do everything for her and she just sits still and looks pretty, but I’m betting that will change in future books. Anyways, I was very happy at the end of the book that all three sisters got on good terms and even went to visit their father’s grave together. That last scene got me pretty emotional. 

Nesta & Emerie & Gwyn— In contrast with the Archeron sisters’ relationship, I loved this new friendship that Nesta found with Emerie and Gwyn. I think now that Nesta found those two, she really appreciates the relationship between family that isn’t blood, because they are now like her sisters too. I loved both Emerie and Gwyn so much in this book and I was so happy that Nesta found them and let them into her life. Feyre found a family in the Inner Night Court, and Nesta found her own people with her Valkyries, and that felt very poetic to me. The family you choose is the family that sticks with you forever (although you can choose blood family too, and I’m glad Nesta found her way back to Feyre and Elain, but I’m glad she found more family too). 

Nesta & Amren— Okay, this relationship had me very mad for most of the book because I just wanted to scream at Nesta so bad! I can’t believe that Nesta got mad for “choosing” Feyre’s side, when literally Feyre and Amren were family first! Amren and Feyre were close and part of the Night Court family before Nesta came in, and even though I was happy that Nesta was making friends with Amren, she can’t get mad at Amren for being friends with Feyre too! Especially since she was friends with Feyre first! Again, not saying that Amren and Nesta being friends was a bad thing, I just got mad that Nesta was being so weird about it when she has no claim on Amren to be just her friend. Sorry I just had to get that off my chest, but I am happy that both of them seem to be friends again now :)

Nesta & Rhysand— Throughout the book I totally understood both Nesta and Rhysand being unfriendly to each other, but boy was I in tears when Rhysand fell to his knees before Nesta because of what he did for Feyre. That was the most beautiful brother-in-law/sister-in-law moment in the entire world. Really I don’t want to even talk about Nesta and Rhys’s relationship in most of this book because I feel like that’s now in the past, I just want to focus on their amazing family relationship going forward, because now they will be in-laws from both sides (Feyre and Nesta being sisters, and Rhys and Cassian being brothers). 

Nesta & the House— This was a beautiful relationship and I was beyond happy that Nesta became best friends with the House. Super heart-warming and those are honestly my only thoughts. I can’t wait to see more of Nesta and the House in the future!

Cassian & Rhys & Azriel— Again, I just love the three of them! Their brotherly bond is adorable, but it also makes my heart break when they all take on each other's pain, because it’s just so beautiful and sad at the same time. I don’t know how else to explain it. When Cass and Az still feel hurt about not being able to help Rhys when he was underneath the mountain, and the pain Rhys and Az feels for Cass’s past, and the same for Az’s past. It’s beautiful but sad because I can just feel the love they have for each other and the true pain they feel and it hurts me too. 

The Night Court Inner Circle— This is also just a short pop in to say how much I love this whole family together: Rhys, Az, Cass, Feyre, Mor, Amren, and now Nesta, Elain, and Nyx. They are all a big beautiful family that makes my heart ache just thinking about them. I can’t wait for more scenes about all of them interacting with baby Nyx, because that will kill me and give my life again in the best way possible (again not sure if that made sense, but that’s the only way to explain it).

And for the big finale in relationships… my Elain/Azriel/Lucien/Gwyn thoughts— to start off, I’m not dissing any ship anyone makes and I think all thoughts are valid. But I don’t know, for some reason I just don’t think Az and Elain are meant for each other. I just think it’s too obvious and cliché (for lack of a better word) to have all three brothers fall in love with all three sisters. BUT I also see how it is obvious and cliché to have mates end up together too. So I really don’t know what to expect. But one thing is for sure— and again no hate please— but I totally understand why Elain and Lucien are mates and “equals”. Throughout this book it is mentioned multiple times that Elain doesn’t belong in the Night Court while Nesta definitely does (like the scene where they visit the Court of Nightmares but I do remember it being mentioned other times as well). This also explains why Azriel’s shadows don’t go close to Elain, because she literally represents light. Lucien on the other hand, is literally the son and heir to Helion, High Lord of the Day Court (even if he is unaware at the moment), the ambassador to the Spring Court (full of light and flowers), and ambassador to the human lands, somewhere Elain misses very much. I know none of this should mean he has any claim to her, but it definitely makes sense why they would be considered mates and “equals”, because Lucien’s birth and life matches the light that Elain represents. Just some food for thought. And concerning Gwyn and Az, I just think they would be really cute together, honestly. I think that Az being the first one to rescue Gwyn on the most traumatic day of her life is significant, and will have something to do with Gwyn’s own healing in some way, but of course that doesn’t have to mean sexual or romantic. I thought both of the extra bonus scenes at the end of ACOSF (yes I’ve read both) are really setting up for the next book which will cover Elain and Az’s journeys, but I don’t think that means they will get together. I thought Rhys’s comment about Elain in the Feysand one was very true, and Elain isn’t the innocent helpless girl we’ve been made to believe. I think she has a lot to share from her own story, and I think that Az needs to have his moment in the spotlight too. 

Plot

Lastly, let’s talk about plot, which is essentially the next war that may be gearing up to happen. I hope for all of my babies’ sakes it won’t happen and it’ll just be a little negotiation and everything will be well, but I have a feeling that won’t happen. This dude in this lake is very intriguing though (sorry, can’t remember his name) and I’m excited to see what will happen next. But most importantly, I think in the future a lot of shit will happen with Mor too, because since she was gone so much in this book I think that’s SJM getting us ready for a big Mor moment. I have a feeling there was more to her negotiating on the other continent than we know about yet, and also I feel like there's something more about what happened with her and Eris that I’m excited to find out about. 

I just feel like this was more of a character driven book (which are my favourite books) than a plot driven book, and a lot of the information we learned in ACOSF will be more important in the future books. So for now, I’m okay with not talking about it (although side note, I’m really happy that crone queen bitch is dead. I did not like her!)

So thanks for reading till the end if you did. Sorry for any grammar or spelling errors; I’m too tired to read over this. 

Until next time!

~Rose Reviews

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But the drama on tumblr is kinda mild compared to Youtube "readers". At least the readers here on tumblr try to hide the fact, that they're describing themselves very well but yoooooooo.... Youtube readers are a different breed. Most of them are super young (12-13, but there are a handful of readers old enough to fucking know better) and just straight up describe themselves with no shame. I even found some who put pics of themselves lmao. Me and my friends like to go through readings and bet, who is describing themselves as a spouse. There is one reader who has over 30+ vids on Mrs. J, and most readings are like over 20 mins long. How much is there to know about a person, that doesn't exist yet??? But most YT readers are obssessed with the fact, that Mrs. J is from India, what a coincidence that the reader is also from India lmao. I'm not saying BTS wouldn't ever date someone from that country, I'm saying it's impossible to get a specific country, age, height, religion etc from tarot cards. The pics on the cards might give you clues and the cards can say that the person is different from you, but they go into way too much detail. And it's funny because they're always soooo specific for Jungkook and V, but for the other ones....crickets🦗 On one hand it's so sad bc you have these little girls, putting out their private info, looks and secrets for the whole world to see (these vids have thousands of views) and they don't really grasp the consequences of their actions bc yknow, their just children. The internet never forgets. But on the other hand, you have these grown women who, like I said, should know better than these little girls. Not only do they get so defensive if you don't 100% allign with what they said, they are borderline so obsessed of the idea of being a spouse. Like tf??? Bts aren't Gods. They're very attractive celebs, who's purpose is to entertain people with their contents and music (hence the word idol & entertainer), while they do feed into that perfect bf material scheme, it's up to the fan to not actually develop real romantic feelings (a celeb crush and being a stan is something very different). Most are actually fans for very superficial reasons, they just find them attractive, not the music. And if you take the glitz and glamour of fame and money away, Bts are regular human beings, with flaws and issues. Like. The. Rest. Of. Us. They only show you the best side of them, because it's part of the whole idol package. We truly do not know these people, no matter how sincere or authentic they appear on camera. Like so so many were suprised that they wanted to disband a few years ago, bc they couldn't handle the pressure. These readers always believe if they meet/marry them, their life is going to be better and they feel alive again or smth. Most of these readers actually need therapy, I don't mean that in a condescending way. They imagine that their spouse, a celeb they've never met, will be their sole reason for their happiness and only then they are able to fix their issues and unhappiness. That reeks of co-dependency. And even if they'd become couple and be public, then what? A really big big chunk of Armys are actually in love with Bts, no matter if they even know tarot or not (Armys usually claim that only 2% of the fandom are delulus but that's definetly not true🥴). You'd get send d*eath threats, be harrassed, get doxxed, be hated for all eternity, even if you'd decided to break up. Look what happend with Jk and the tattoo artist he only hugged. She lost her job bc Armys were reporting her, some were trashing her workplace, she got threats, her friends got harassed and doxxed and she lost a friend (Jk). Not only that, but people would legit stalk you and try to hurt you, if you were a romatic partner of Bts. Then you also have the tarot side, who'd try to curse youa nd paint you as the evil demon, who is toxic to member xyz. And I don't think you'd want to spend your entire life locked in your house. And I personally could never deal with like millions of haters, no matter how hot my partner is.

Whew, hun this was a lot to read. BUT I AGREE. But what the literal FUCK? this all sounds so creepy and disturbing. If they can only offer detailed insight into 1-2 or 3 idols out of the group then by default they are clearly biased, showing favoritism or truly don't have the gift / are abusing the gift for their own means. I feel I have a bit of clairvoyance and can tell you their gfs will NOT be Indian whatsoever. Silly as he'll. Yeah tumblr readers with kpop are out there but have more tact I notice.

Like I said before a reader from LSA told me TOP would be attracted to me but we would never meet in this lifetime and I believe her. Also cause I have absolutely no way ever crossing paths with someone as reclusive, unpredictable and isolated as TOP. He surrounds himself with the 1% and is bizarre so he isn't easy to meet. Tbh it seems KPOP idols and certain lower their celebs are the only easy to meet celebrities. Korea at least to me, doesn't seem like USA where you can go to a basketball game and see Rihanna there, Adel, Vanessa Hudgens, Lebron, Lol Wayne or Drake etc. Everyone at these games are immune to it and these celebs even if its Beyonce are ignored by general public in attendance as they are used to it and the sport is much bigger than the celebrities itself. If this occurred in Korea people wouldn't let BTS breathe for 5 minutes to sit front row and enjoy anything.

This is all sad and delirious. Very sad. And yeah once you learn the truth about your idols but it brings them down to reality, speaking on your good side happiness things like when top swore he would never join social media and that he needed to stay off cause people would learn the real him. He meant what he said and we did intact learn he is 10x different from T.O.P and 15x more weird and out there as a person. He's practically unofficially retired from the industry and only seems to do music as a hobby then laments on his past achievements as if hes in his 40s and retired. He's too up the white man ass to work. And I ended up coming across a gif set of him and honey lee kissing for the the tazza film. I'm not here to bash top cause this is a BTS ask and unrelated but by GAWD it had to be the worst kiss I've ever seen and if any man whether it be actor or real bf / fling were to bare his lips inside and refrain from even remotely kissing him back I'd get on his ass about it or ditch him. Honey was trying SO hard to kiss him and make it believable and he was beyond stiff. It just made me realize once and for all he is Gay and if he ever is caught dating or marrying down the road its neither Lavender relationship or he is done it just to settle.

So yeah that's an example of social media expsoes who idols truly are if some aren't fit to be on there. These readers are silly cause nothing with idols are permanent. They could get their minds blown eventually when a fave turns into everything they hoped their idol would never be.

[bisexualhobi]

I became a bts stan on August 22nd right after the Dynamite mv came out, and even though it's been less than a month for me I am now so far up these men's asses it's not even funny lmao so I thought I'd share my member rankings from the moment I learned their names and how it's changed (initial thoughts included in parentheses)

OG ranking aka I saw the Dynamite mv, couldn't tell anyone apart and decided to watch the Carpool Karaoke:

J-Hope (aka the one with the smile, how is his smile so contagious???)

RM (wow he speaks the most English so I guess I'll relate to him the most)

Jin (lmao he's like really funny?? but he also looks kinda mean idk)

Jimin (this boy has the most handsome face i have seen?? ever?? are you sure he doesn't have plastic surgery?? also gave me big Gav Vibes™ at first so I'm 👀👀📝)

Suga (oh okay so he's the Quiet and Mysterious one but he also looks like a human kitten!!)

Jungkook (my friend who's a lowkey local is obsessed w him so ima just... ignore him for a while bc I think he's just the pretty one and something tells me gets overwhelmingly favored by the fandom)

V (he looks so pissed off all the time. what's wrong w him. also why does his face change every time his hair changes wtf I cannot tell this man apart in relation to the others)

Second week rollout: I have just started watching their live performances and American interviews

J-Hope = (I'M YOUR HOPE, YOU'RE MY HOPE I AM J-HOPE 😭😭💞💞😍💓💓💓)

RM = (He's so weird lmao but I bet it's the American interviewers who weird him out. Also side note the poor guy with Ellen degeneres I just wanted to fucking punch her lmao get away from them demon!!!!)

Jimin +1 (He's like catnip and all the male interviewers they interact with are touch starved cats lmao he's so extra I love him!!!)

Suga +1 (omg he's a pisces??? HE'S A PISCES NO WONDER I VIBE WITH U SO MUCH SUGA)

Jin -2 (he's really the most handsome one wow but I feel like I haven't been able to connect w him yet. he's just there)

Jungkook = (I thought he was entitled at first but now I realize he's just like really shy and quiet and America overwhelms him)

V = (still can't tell him apart unless I identify his hair first. sorry)

I have now been informed they are meant to be originally a hip hop group??? why didn't I hear of this earlier where is this hip hop you speak of: aka I discovered the Rap Line™

J-Hope = (YESSSS HONEY YES!! DANCE YOUR LITTLE HEART OUT YOU'RE DOING AMAZING SWEETIE)

Suga +1 (oh my god. oh my fucking god. I had no idea Korean rappers could go this hard?? what the fuck look at him. he looks like a kitten and he raps like a motherfucking savage what the fu-)

Jin +2 (I learned he's the oldest one, didn't even know how to sing or dance until he joined the band, and is super fucking funny. Him and Jimin are a seesaw in my ranking lol)

RM -2 (after hearing him talk so much during my American press tour I have calmed down a bit. he's great, I love him but I wanna feel out the other members)

Jimin -2 (I can't really figure him out, sometimes he's super quiet and shy and other times he's like so extra and loud. Still getting Gay Vibes™)

Jungkook = (hasn't changed my ranking lol but I like him a lot now. doesn't look nor behaves like the baby of the band tbh)

V = (*crickets* *crickets* Still nothing. I'll get back to you)

I'm in too deep now: aka I am now learning their real names and can't seem to stop talking about them

Hobi = (I have learned the term bias. I have now accepted the fact that Hoseok is my ultimate bias)

Yoongi = (I have learned the term bias wrecker. I have now accepted the fact that Yoongi is my bias wrecker)

Namjoon +1 (He's so eloquent and articulate!! His IQ is 148? omg I love you Namjoon....)

Jimin +1 (I love my little mochi.... he must be protected at all costs)

Jin -2 (I love Seokjin!!! I wish they gave him the spotlight more often the content I watch doesn't focus much on him :/)

Jungkook & V =/+1 (a tie! Idk why but they seem to be the ones I relate to the least. Still now I can tell them both apart and I really enjoy their singing voices)

Current ranking: I decided to make a blog. I don't know how much longer I can hold them off. They are taking over my life and I have NO regrets

Hobi & Yoongi = (tie. I love them both, I would die for them gladly 💓💓😊)

Namjoon & Jimin +1 (another tie! I love Joonie so much I would vote him as president forever. Mochi is a baby and I hope he's happy and loves himself as much as we do)

Taehyung +4 (I suddenly learned his name, learned to tell him apart and out of nowhere this man sneaked up on me and climbed his way to third place in my heart?? what the fuck. Also he looks like the main villain in a movie and I want him to step on me. For more content check out my Tae is Itachi vibes board on Pinterest)

Jin & Jungkook =/+2 (I love them. I cannot choose between them and even ranking them last feels weird to me because I love Jin and I don't want him to enlist I'm not ready I just became a fan a few weeks ago and already you're taking him away from me??? And JK our golden maknae I would die for you but something tells me you would never accept that. I love his tattoos and his doe eyes and I'm sorry it took me this long to get to know the real you)

[getitinbusan]

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Much love to @noona-la-la-la @tayegi @softyoongiionly @fortunexkookie @gukslut @honeymoonjin @yminie for being amazing writers!

Jungkook arrived at his wardrobe appointment just past two o'clock. He never minded coming in, truth be told he had developed a bit of a crush on his Clothing Stylist.

Her pretty smile and contagious laugh frequently caught his eye as the fashion team stood together chatting and laughing. He wondered what they were constantly amused by, happy giggles surrounded them even after long days. They were totally off limits but that didn't stop all the boys from thinking about them now and again. 

"Hey JK," she smiled sweetly, "I know we were just going to do casual wear today but your new suits just arrived. Do you want to get them all done now or do you have to be somewhere?"

Suit fitting day meant extra touching, she'd be running her hands over his chest and up his inseam. "Yeah we can get it done today, I don't mind spending some extra time with you." 

"Great! I'm just going to run downstairs and grab them from receiving, I'll be back up in a few minutes." Grabbing the rolling rack she pushed her way out the door. 

Casually looking around as he waited, he picked up the steamer and playfully shot it a few times. 

Just about to see how hot it would be on his face, he heard the distinct sound of Jimin's "Excuse me!" Puzzled, he looked around, he was still alone. Convinced he was hearing things he went back to the steamer, "Excuse me!" It was coming from a phone...her phone...sitting there unlocked. 

He knew he shouldn't look, he knew it was wrong, but when he heard "Excuse me!" again he had to look. 

✂️ Noona: I just finished with Yoongi.

✂️ Noona: Made him a blonde and fuck he looks good.

✂️ Noona: I wore a low cut blouse, caught the dirty boy looking 🤭

Jungkook's eyes got bigger in disbelief, the Noonas talked like this...about them? He couldn't resist, he figured he had about 5 mins before she'd be back. Quickly choosing select all text, he copied, plugged in his own number, pasted, sent and deleted his message once he'd heard his own notification go off. Setting her phone back down, the anticipation of reading the messages had him both nervous and excited. 

The door pushed open as she walked through it backwards tugging the rack inside of the room. "Your phone went off a few times while you were gone Noona," he said with big eyes. "Your notification threw me off a little, is Jimin your Bias?"

Her face went pale, that was the notification sound for her smutty Noona Group Chat, come to think of it he never really used the term Noona with her, what had he seen? 

"No Kookie, I'm definitely 0T7," she dismissively laughed.

He held his phone in his hand looking at the text that was begging to be read. "I uh, just got a message from Joon, emergency group meeting, I'm afraid we'll have to reschedule."

Taking his leave he headed straight back to his apartment, he couldn't wait to read these messages. 

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Laying back on his couch he opened the message. The group chat was called BTS Noonas and it seemed it was between the 3 stylists heading each department.

👔 Clothes Noona ✂️ Hair Noona and 💄Makeup Noona

Licking his lips he was eager to read on. 

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💄Noona: ㅋㅋㅋㅋ I just found this online, I told you that outfit was an abomination! Even the fans are writing about it. 

J Hope Flight 18 @noona-la-la-la

✂️ Noona: Just happened to find that online huh? You were looking up Hobi smut, admit it. 

👔 Noona: Yes, I told him to wear it. No, I didn't tell him to wear it 2 days in a row without a shirt. 

👔 Noona: This story fits...I asked him why he wore it again and he couldn't give me an answer. He's such a player.

💄Noona: I'd join the mile high club with him. I've had way too many dirty thoughts on those long flights. 

✂️ Noona:  So since we're sitting here waiting for them to finish shooting what else can we find….?

💄 Noona: Alright, I'll admit it...I've got a few saved. You know what Jimin does to me…

Jimin Fuck, Marry or Kill @tayegi

👔  Noona: Ahhh, poor little Jimin ssi, always so insecure 💔

✂️ Noona: No way, he is always the one who hits on me the most. I bet he fucks like there's no tomorrow. 

💄Noona: Agree, when he wants something he gets super aggressive. But really FMK..answers please!

👔 Noona: Fuck Kookie, Marry Jin, Kill Jhope

✂️ Noona: Fuck Taehyung, Marry Yoongi, Kill Jin

💄Noona: Fuck Jimin, Marry Joon, Kill Jungkook

👔 Noona: So if Jimin is a switch let's talk about our little subs! I think we all agree on Yoongi and Jin?

Yoongi Sugar Plum Fairy Lights  @softyoongiionly

Jin A Bonding Experience @fortunexkookie

✂️ Noona: And Dom's, we don't all share the same preferences. What I wouldn't let Taehyung do to me….💦 That boy is a freak in the sheets GUARANTEED

Tae Fun And Games @gukslut

💄Noona: But we all know Joon would be a first class lover. 

RM Sexual Healing @honeymoonjin

👔 Noona: Is he though? He probably gets lucky by tripping and falling into some vagina. Not exactly as smooth in real life as in fiction.

✂️ Noona: OR are you just completely Jungkook biased? We all know what you're thinking when you're on your knees tailoring his pants. 

👔 Noona: I'm not going to deny it! I may have gasped out loud the first time I "accidently" grazed it. This one seems accurate...

Kookie Vaunt @yminie

👔 Noona: Jungkook keeps watching us, maybe we're having too much fun.

💄 Noona: How exactly are we supposed to keep working now? 

✂️ Noona: Break time is over ☹️ back to business. If you find any other good ones post later!

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👔 Noona: Fitting with my baby 🐰 today!

✂️ Noona: I've got Yoongles for hair and my best lacy bra on. 

💄Noona: Fuck I've got nothing, have fun and report back. 

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✂️ Noona: I just finished with Yoongi.

✂️ Noona: Made him a blonde and fuck he looks good.

✂️ Noona: I wore a low cut blouse, caught the dirty boy looking 🤭

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Jungkook couldn't believe what he'd just read. It was hard to imagine that these dirty things were running through her head. He thought only guys said, and fantasized about things like this but he couldn't deny he was turned on. 

Clicking her contact name he sent a message.

JK:  I'm sorry for having to leave earlier, can we try again tomorrow?

👔 Noona: Absolutely, I hope everything is ok?

JK: Never better, see you soon.

Jungkook came in smiling, knowing how she felt, he could flirt without repercussions. Passing him his first outfit he let his hand intentionally linger against her arm while taking the hanger. 

"I'm worried they may be too tight," he let his hand fall over his crotch and he adjusted himself, 'Yeah, it might not fit."

He could see the thoughts running through her head as he used the same words from the story she had shared. A small grin formed on her lips and a blush creeped over her cheeks. 

Getting on her knees to check the hem she worked her hand up his thigh, "Do you have enough room?" She looked up at him directly from her spot between his legs. 

He grabbed her hand, "Don't you want to feel how big it is Noona?" 

As she nodded he placed her hand over his bulge, "All you had to do was ask."

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