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. "It is both a blessing And a curse To feel everything So very deeply." . . . I know you don't see it, but I'm just very tired of everything right now. Tired of the constant battle of keeping my life from messing up or trying to be stronger than I feel. Suddenly it feels like you're out of options and walking away seems easier than staying and fixing whats broken. Yet out of all this life dramas, I'm constantly reminded that life is a gift that was given to us without knowing the expiration date. He doesnt want us to spend our whole life worrying about the end. So we should embrace each day like a new beginning. Be a better version of ourselves each day. And when we are tired, stop and take a break. Take as much breaks as we need, as long as it is necessary. A break, not an end. And when we are ready, take a deep breath and begin again. 🌻 #iyoureflect https://www.instagram.com/p/B2cU2KXBKK5y60c4Nei5zp_0JyZaxvZtBQ8z2A0/?igshid=shs4o2stf40c

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👶 Often we forget that not only are we teaching children everything about life, they too are teaching us what life is all about. But you know, sometimes we adults are too big of an ego to admit that we need reminders too, even from the littlest one. I've been tough on the young ones at work this week, and it only occurred to me that I might have been hard on myself too. Struggling, barely trying to stay sane, gasping for as much as I could whenever I could. Yet in this chaos, one smile is enough to drown your sorrows and pull you back up when you need to. And I was reminded of a saying; "Children can teach adults 3 things. 1, be happy for no reasons 2, always be curious, and 3, fight tirelessly for something" #iyoureflect

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"Hey si gadis yang manis, senyum di bibir terlukis" 🎶🎶 . Been trying to post this picture of us, but something always came up. So I shall take a few minutes of my sleep to show the world just how much these gems meant to me. And right now, as I wait for the sun to rise again, I like to thank Allah for this opportunity to work with these wonderful ladies. We initially started as #gengmakan but I think we grew into something more (and I dun mean physically, although I know I did 😅). Im in love with each and every one of them because they each taught me something new everyday. And somehow, without having to say it, we've always got each other's back 🌻 . "Once in a while, we need to work with people older than us; have a mature conversation and learn new experience from them. Because that's when the real life begin" - 💕 Of many conversation I had the pass few days, I was reminded of this particular one and instantly, these super-ladies came to mind. I never say this enough, but Im forever thankful that Allah crossed our path, Alhamdulillah. Being the only single in the group can feel a little weird and uncomfortable some times, but your endless doa for #EncikMrJodoh ❤ to come faster for me is all I could have ever asked for, In Shaa Allah. 💐Thank you beautiful souls, for always keeping me in your doa and never get tired of my non-stop teasing or random pickup lines. May Allah fulfilled your doas and give you more than what you have asked for me. May this ukhwah last til Jannah, In Shaa Allah.🌷🌷 #iyoureflect

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"The only constant battle you have is yourself. Because nothing is more difficult than trying to bring yourself back up when you put yourself down and believe that is where you belong. And nothing beats trying to bring down the ego of thinking you are way better than everyone else. To continue to stay humble, not losing yourself to your own darkest thoughts, thats the true challenge. So instead of trying so hard to change what others think of you, try and change the way you see yourself. Understand who that person is, you are staring in the mirror, her past and her present so that her future could be a better future." #iyoureflect https://www.instagram.com/p/BnjqcB7FoIIy_HqqnZEco6Wx-eYRuNDh10sugo0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1empogi29hhg7

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🌻 I love how symmetrical this picture looks, yet there are factors that made it unique. Doesn't it look like a painting? Ahh yes... Life is like a painting, you are your own artist. No one cares how hard the process is, they only want to see the end product. So why do we get so upset over little mistakes that we make in our painting when no one would probably see that mistakes anyway? Or the very least, start again. Repaint over those mistakes and make a new painting. Change what you don't like, no one says you have to stick with it. And remember, don't let anyone tell you your painting is not worthy to be seen by others. #iyoureflect

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"It's amazing how a smile can hide a thousand worries, yet the same smile can turn into a million cries all at the same time." Dear future self, This shall be a reminder to you; that the future might not turn out to be in our favour, so don't lose yourself trying to keep things in order. That happiness you see, it's in your hands. Do not let any one else says otherwise. You are capable of doing great things, don't you dare limit yourself to people's expectations. And if one day, the skies turn grey and it seem like the colours have faded, just look in the mirror. For that smile shines brighter than the diamond and sparkles more than the stars. Believe in yourself. Love, Your current self #iyoureflect

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💕 People i keep in my prayers, as they keep me in theirs. Distance does not matter because in the end, I have them. And they have taught me how to live and love. Thats all that matters. 🌷 As the night becomes still, i think of each and every one of them and smile. Allah has given me yet another reason to keep on fighting, so why am I giving up now? Why am I calling quits when I am barely halfway through the battle field? 🏹⚔ Yes, life is a battle field, you will continuously find yourself in war. But who said you have to fight alone? Having good skills is one thing, having a good team is another. 🤺 Yes, life is a battle field, war after war. So take your time and choose your fight. Conquer it one battle at a time. 🗡🛡 But remember, its not called a battle field without a little sacrifice. 💐 #iyoureflect

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"The seeking of knowledge is obligatory for every muslim." - At-Tirmidhi Had a hard time picking up books and begin reading again. It was either my tight schedule or the lack of energy to stay up to read a page. These past few days has been crazy with work and school, what more exams and K2 graduations coming up. Yes, back to back. Yet somehow, without realising, I am reading. I joined @soutilaahi a few months back thinking it would just be a sideline thing, giving what I can in my free time. But Allah has better plans for me. HE opens my heart and showed me a way. HE gave me another reason to read. Im amaze with His beautiful plans for us, and thankful too, that somehow i ended up here. Been tasked to read articles and find meaningful quotes to share for upcoming events. So even when i stop reading my books, there are other things for me to read. And the best part? I get to share them with those willing to read my humble post. MasyaAllah. Amazing how Allah have moved our hearts to share the knowledge we have learned so others can learn too. And as I shared this with a friend, he reminded me of this; "Knowledge is found in more than books, cos Allah is everywhere and He is with us.If youre sincere and willing to give, you will learn whats in the books and experience them too" 🌷 #iyoureflect

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August, I welcome you with a heavy heart. Maybe it's the lack of planning or the late start to the new sem but something really seem very off and it is draining the energy. And as I embark on this new (yet a little awkward) journey, I need to remind myself of my pure intentions. Set my objective clearly and In Shaa Allah, with the right guidance, find peace in the things we do best. But in the midst of all the hectic back to back schedule, Allah rewards us with good news to ease a little of our stress. He gave us reasons to keep on fighting and strive for the best. He reminded us of the people around us that will be there to support us unconditionally. Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah, for granting yet another of my dua 🌻🙈 #iyoureflect

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In yesterday's class, Ustad mention about how easy it is for women to enter the paradise as compared to the men. And how a doa of a child for the parents is most important, no matter where they are right now. This got me reminded of our family trip to 3 states in Malaysia last December. 🌱 #tb to a time when my cousin said i was a good example because i still choose to cover myself up even when im with them during holiday. I only replied "its not whether im good or not, its about the heart ❤. the time will come, In Shaa Allah." I still remembered my reason, and it was because of these 2 that i never forget to cover myself up and try to present myself appropriately. 🌾 Once, i came across a video on fb where this Ustad said "anak perempuan itu tanggungjawab ayahnya sehingga dia kahwin dan tanggungjawab tu beralih ke suami pula. Jadi anak2 perempuan, ingat yeah. Klau auratnya tak ditutup, yang tanggung tu ayahnya atau suaminya. Mereka turut berdosa kerana tidak mencuba untuk menutupi aurat itu. Nak ke kita nanti senang-lenang masuk ke syurga, tapi ayah/suami kita kene tahan kerana aurat kita tak terjaga? Tak rasa bersalahkah kita melihat dia tidak bersama kita di dalam syurga?" 🌳 I tell myself, if im not gonna do it for myself, it should be for Ibu and Ayah because they deserve to be happy in Syurga aft what they have gone through here. 🙏 Seek guidance from Allah with a pure intention, and In Shaa Allah he will guide you to his path 🌷 A wise sahabat once reminded me that "this world is just to prepare us for the hereafter. What we choose now affect where we will be and who will meet." I still hold on to that. #iyoureflect

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"Be the change you want to see in the world." -Mahatma Gandhi Seems like changes are inevitable, and as long as we wake up everyday, changes are a part of us. 🌞⛅☁🌧⛈Took me awhile before i could understand that. I know better now, and I shall try to embrace changes as it comes. One step at a time right?👣👣👣 #iyoureflect #evendinosaurschange #apennyforyourthoughts

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"Be nice, do good and smile." 🌷 Bismillah | My new year speech came late this year, but whats new about me right? 2nd week of a brand new year and im finally admitting the struggles that i went through in 2016. But hey, i survived another year of being me, so i must be doing just fine 🖒👌 As for 2017, it will definitely be the beginning of a new chapter as i embark my journey back to school 🎒📚, taking up a new role as level lead 👔📱 and In Shaa Allah, with Allah's permission, travel to my dream destination 🕋. Thats a lot to taking in at one go, but i know i am capable of doing it, even when I constantly face that moment of doubt. I don't have any resolution this year (not because i have not met last year's resolutions 😁) but I do have a few goals that I like to achieve and a few milestones I want to reach this year, In Shaa Allah. And I know, I am not alone in this journey. Lets keep that positive vibes going throughout the year alright? قَالَ لَا تَخَافَا إِنَّنِي مَعَكُمَا أَسْمَعُ وَأَرَى ﴿٤٦﴾ He said: "Fear not: for I am with you: I hear and see (everything). #iyoureflect

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"The end of a journey means the start of another one." Its hard to see one thing for another and at times, we become blind to see the bigger picture. Like how every life born means another one taken away; or one's smile is another's tear. Today I'm reminded again that; In every rain that we went through is a rainbow waiting at the end of the road. Every sadness felt makes pain seemed more bearable. And every lost felt will be replaced with something even better. In death, as we start feeling that emptiness or lost, we often forget about the people around us. He has taken that life, not just for us to cry over it, but also for us to make the best of it; of life. Death comes with reminders, not for the one that has passed on, but for those living in that moment. How much of our life are we living? #iyoureflect #xxvietnamxx

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بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم اَللَّهُمَّ صَيِّبًا نَافِعًا. Bismillah | A moment of awe as the lighting strikes and light up the dark sky. Such an apt timing to capture one of Allah's beautiful creation, one of my favourite thing to do; watch the sky lit up as the rain falls. Cold nights like this comforts me, especially right now. It feels as though Allah is sending me hugs in time to drown my sorrows. Rain to end a crazy week. Seems like a good end afterall. Alhamdulillah. He sends us test after test as a reminder. MashaAllah, may we always be under his protection. #iyoureflect

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اَلْحَمْدُ ِللهِ الَّذِى أَحْيَانَا بَعْدَمَا أَمَاتَنَا وَإِلَيْهِ النُّشُورُ Thank you for giving me another chance to witness your majestic creations, Alhamdulillah. I place my trust in HIM, there is no power except by HIM, the most high and the most grant. #iyoureflect #smileandtheworldsmilesalong بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم