#iwillhavemyhappyeverafter

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Not the best photo . I was moved this Afternoon to the Cardiac Ward because I need Telemetry. My heart is playing silly Buggers . I was of course really upset .. but if something is going to happen in live .. it will happen. So Worrying Yourself into a state isn’t going to change the situation. It’s taken me along time too get to this point in my Thinking!! It’s a process and years and years of experiences . My only advice to Anyone whom follows me that suffers with an #eatingdisorder would be to get help as soon as possible.. and work as hard as you can too get well !!! Medically I shouldn’t still be here . All my Doctors have told me so !!! I have never been so bloody determined to finally kick this . I’m going to have my dream wedding.. and have a child . Thank goodness for things like #surrogacy and #adoption . And I don’t want to be an absent Parent in Hospital all the time disrupting my child or children’s lives . I’m Struggling.. not going to lie . But my spirits are pretty good . Having my Amazing Fiancé @therealdarrenchalmers_1966 makes all the difference. When he walks into my hospital my heart Sings . It’s hard being away from him .. but he just wants me to get well .. and have the life that we have planned . Keep Fighting... Never give up ... We all deserve to have the life that we want !!. #anorexìanervosa #eatingdisorderrecovery #cardiacproblems #endocrineproblems #toomanyphysicalproblems #keepfightingyourEatingDisorder #havethelifeyoudeserve #ingoodspirits #willgetthereintheend💪 #determination #iwillhavemyhappyeverafter #lifeissoprecious #staystrong #gratitude . 💯🙏🏽😌💍 👰🏼 🤱🏻❤️ (at Sydney Adventist Hospital) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGPV8baH79L0eWEHHrsvMHJOy2P3AbfRMS9rpY0/?igshid=93gfn7823n7e