#iwi1014f

[loverofpiggies]

X?

X - What do I love most about myself.

At first I was going to say ‘everything!’ but I feel like that’s too vague. So, to put it in perspective....

The thing I love most about myself, is the fact that I put effort into loving myself.

Like, I used to really, REALLY hate myself. I hated everything about myself, how I looked, who I was, who I was becoming, like-- every single thing about myself I used to despise. As time went on, I realized how EXHAUSTING it was to nit pick and hate myself like that, you know? And I started putting forth the effort to change my thinking habits. Like, I’d start being able to catch myself whenever I’d be so mean to myself, or so judgmental to others, and be like ‘hey now, it’s okay, you improve one day at a time, it’s okay.’

I started practicing mindfulness and journaling and therapy, and doing all these things to learn to love myself, and now like- I barely gotta battle myself at all. It’s so weird to look back- and look at myself now.

Life used to be so HEAVY because I was so harsh on myself, and I’d be so harsh on others, I never had the energy to enjoy life at all. And it took years and years, and it still takes every day to work on this, but my life is so much HAPPIER because I put this effort in, you know? Like, I can genuinely say I love who I am and I love myself now, and I didn’t have to change anything physically, it was all MENTAL work that took this burden off myself. And now I can be happy with myself in a way that’s hard to explain to other people.

Sure, I still have those demons pop up and bad days and whatever, but its so MINOR compared to where it used to be. And, I REALLY adore that about myself, that I pushed myself into learning about who I am and what makes my mind tick and forgiving myself and all that. The more you accept yourself, the less you have to battle yourself, and.... I just can’t emphasis enough what an impact that’s made on me.

I don’t gotta pick out minor things I like about myself- I can just like the whole of myself, faults and all, because I definitely have faults. And.... that just- means a lot to me now. I’m proud of how far I’ve come! 

[asktheprivatekids-blog]

WE LOVE YOU MY GOD DAMN AMAZING WONDERFUL FUCKING SON WE ARE USING THE RIGHT WORD WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH THERES NOT ENOUGH WORDS IN THIS ASK TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU BUT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SALT YOU ARE SO GOOD AND ID DIE FOR U I L O V E YO U

 iwi1014f said:*slaps hannies on the table* SALT I AM PICKY ABOUT WHO I LOVE AND I DEF LOVE YOU, SO SQUARE UP IF YOU DISAGREE

“uhm..t-   …thanks though..?”

[condraws]

Fuck. I'm Ellie. What have you done???????

[conking]

Con I'm going to be a mom to 4. 4 baby chicks. 4 baby chickens. 2 weeks or less con.

CONGRATS VERY 

[undertalepositivityproject]

I'm,,, going to punt you back into good health. No I will. I will walk over there, frickin punch down the door, and give you a pap. I wish you luck and get well soon ;w;

((AHAHA Thank you

[rainbowchibbit]

What happens when Bekah goes outside when it's raining? She gets- a Little Under the Weather ((sorry not sorry at all))

LMFAO

[loverofpiggies]

I really hope you feel better soon! Take care of yourself, kay?

Ty! It’s just a really severe head cold. My throat was doing so bad the other day I went to Urgent Care to make sure it wasn’t strep. Good news, it wasn’t strep!

I tend to get..... extremely sick at least once during the winter. I’m hoping this is it! Because if this is the worst I get it, I’ll take it hands down compared to last year.

I guess the actual really sucky part about bad colds, is they tend to inflame my neck muscles, which in turn can give me headaches so painful I can throw up. :/ It’s a part of my weird, neck muscle issues. I was doing so well for a while but sickness always knocks me back down to ground zero and then I gotta work to fix it again

normally I wouldn’t type all this out on tumblr but I’m on painkillers and my head is foggy, otherwise I try to keep this stuff quiet. I’m in pain too often to like, talk about without sounding like I’m complaining

oh jeese I’m getting off tumblr now THANKS FOR THE CONCERN but I’m too tired-drunk to be safe on the internet right now

[asktheprivatekids-blog]

T-pose for dominance. (Which one is most dominant in that scenario?)

//decide for yourself, im placing my bets on error altho ink is very fuckin powerful bc we had to shrink everyone else to fit him in...also that owo// 

[condraws]

I refer to every one of your speed paints. They're all awesome and show you are improving and learning and they teach me y ou r ways

so first you sacrifice the blood of your enemies,

[conking]

*holds up cross* haha that’s cool that’s So Cool!! absolutely fine! 

sdjfhdsjfs thank you so much!<3

a-august santa?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

live your dreams

[undertalepositivityproject]

Hey @iwi1014f​, take care of yourself! You’re one of the most generous, enthusiastic, and kind people I’ve ever met, and you deserve a million good things coming your way <3 (Psst everyone check out @dorksart​, their art is ADORABLE)

[little-b1rdy]

Art raffle winners!!

1st place! @juniperdragonarts

2nd place! @smolium

3rd place! @pr4yforthewick3d

4th place! @bemmiecake

5th place! @iwi1014f 6th place! @gamerman2002

Congrats to the following people and please try to message me about your prize or interact with this post in 2 or less days in order to receive your prize..  if not ill give the prize away to another person!!

[brokenknifefrisk-a]

I would call that a presence..?

@anonymous #2 said:

You could call it Dust.

@anonymous #3 said:

a consciousness?

@prompto-flighty-argentum said:

…You could say “a husk”…. ahaha….

@annaisu said:

A spectre?

@iwi1014f said:

Ghost?? Uhhh, specter????? Hm.. conscious specter sounds about right…. let me do a bit of research……..

@au-lord said:

Hmm… Well, your SOUL was broken apart into pieces, correct? Perhaps your “consciousness” is one of those pieces. In essence, your situation is similar to Flowey’s, but on human terms. My theory- A monster without a SOUL can’t feel compassion or love, but a human without a SOUL can have a hard time feeling the will to live. If you’re a SOUL-piece then, how did Frisk get it? And what happened to the other pieces? Are they really gone for good? Is it impossible to get them back?

*I suppose all of those are correct in one form or another. Ha ha.

*I cannot answer those questions, however. I do not know the answers.

[wormssss]

OH... MY GOD... THE RAFFLE... I FINISHED IT... I FINISHED ALL MY MAJOR PROJECTS. HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO  @iwi1014f

[asktheprivatekids-blog]

Okay which one is the thiccest?

//theyre all twinks//

[condraws]

commission for @iwi1014f of their oc!