#ive worked physical labor and talking to customers i know the bs
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esdeaths · 4 years ago
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#i know it's not really fair of me to say this#i know there are people that work longer hours work extra jobs#but i just started a new job#well im not technically an employee yet im in training#but i feel my mental health crumbling#it might be from not working for over half a year#but im exhausted as shit and sore after the work day#i work early in the morning so i have to go to bed early which stresses me out#i dont feel like myself and i dont feel like anything is real#i feel myself getting sick#probably from the stress and the fact my health is so awful any little thing can make me sick#i accidentally started crying tonight#ive felt like it for awhile but the tears never come#i havent cried in so long#i feel so dead and burnt out and its been two days#ive worked hard jobs before btw#ive worked full time and ive worked the 12 hour shifts and the full weeks and the customer service#ive worked physical labor and talking to customers i know the bs#not as well as a lot of people i know#but im thinking ill feel better once i get used to it but i dont think thats true#the only full time job ive had i hit the lowest rock bottom of my life during#im tired mentally and physically#i might be emotional cuz im feeling sick#i dont have a fever but i cant rule out cov since i just went to a town without a mask mandate#i get sick at jobs normally#but i dont think i can keep this up#i got a call today to interview for another job despite already having agreed to train for this one#i didnt know what to do so i just agreed for an interview#im blabbering now but i have a billion thoughts in my head
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