#ive seen ppl say they just cant watch old videos bc they were happy like they are now and im like well more for me sucks for fucking you!!!

[manchesterau]

it is crazy the amount of times i randomly start rewatching all of dnpgames like im pretty sure ive rewatched almost every video 4 times now

[anti-pasto]

for the 200 ask thingy, i actually dare you to do all of them. :D

delgaskarthalexhere we go, anon: 

200: My crush’s name is: I don’t have one right now, I don’t get them often (if I ever had a crush at all)

199: I was born in: 2003

198: I am really: A 2005 emo kid x a 2008 scene kid x a 2014 tumblr fangirl x Kyle himself

 197: My cellphone company is: Apple

194: My ring size is: Honestly? No idea. Propose to me with a sword.

 193: My height is: Somewhere between 5′7″ and 5′8″

192: I am allergic to: Nothing I’m aware of 

191: My 1st car was:  94 Station Wagon, by request

190: My 1st job was: being this funny is a full-time gig

 189: Last book you read: Bone Gap by Laura Ruby

188: My bed is: “made”

187: My pet: I have a cat, I love her very much and I will show her to you if you dm me a cursed image

186: My best friend: We don’t use “best friend” for personal reasons, but they’ve been with me since I was 5 so, my one and only Bro

185: My favorite shampoo is: anything with “silky smooth” or “strawberries” on the bottle. i’m not that picky anymore.

184: Xbox or ps3: xbox or ps4  xbox

183: Piggy banks are: really useful

 182: In my pockets: wallet, keys, phone, earbuds, black pen/pencil, earplugs, mini flashlight

 181: On my calendar:  i’m meeting a friend for smoothies tomorrow

 180: Marriage is: something we shouldn’t push so much onto people. it’s a declaration of love, not an end-all fix-all to your life. i can’t ever see myself getting married but who knows!

 179: Spongebob can: continue to be a relevant meme

178: My mom: i mean. we function. i can’t really complain about my family at large but i am defiantly looking forward to living literally as far away from them as i can. 

 177: The last three songs I bought were? psh, you think i pay for music? (folie a deux, lake effect kid, believers never die volume two) (those are albums but its okay)

176: Last YouTube video watched: I watched Markiplier play Uno

175: How many cousins do you have? 11? 12? I lost count

174: Do you have any siblings? I have a brother

 173: Are your parents divorced? Nope!

172: Are you taller than your mom? Yes, I have been for a while

171: Do you play an instrument? dude HECK yeah! i vibe on piano, guitar, ukulele, clarinet, and im a drum major

170: What did you do yesterday? I went on a drive by myself.

 [ I Believe In ] 

169: Love at first sight: Nope.

168: Luck: Yes, but luck is something that can be engineered

167: Fate: To an extent

 166: Yourself: I’d say overall, yeah. I still have doubts tho

165: Aliens: Mmmmmm yeah

 164: Heaven: Yes

163: Hell: Yes

162: God: Yeup

 161: Horoscopes: without an ounce of truth, they would have died a long time ago

160: Soul mates: the greeks had seven words for love. i think we have multiple soul mates to fit each of those categories. there are definitely people we’re just meant to vibe with

159: Ghosts: i want to say yes but i really dont know

158: Gay Marriage: yes. its 2020. grow up.

157: War: in theory? no. war is kinda messed up. in reality? not everyone is going to be down to nice diplomatic conflict resolution, and not everyone is just gonna leave people *countries* they don’t like alone, so...

156: Orbs: ??? energies are real

155: Magic: vibes are real

 [ This or That ]

 154: Hugs or Kisses: hugs

153: Drunk or High: i am a child of jesus

152: Phone or Online: online

 151: Red heads or Black haired:  irdc but black hair bc i am Emo

150: Blondes or Brunettes: blonde?? ig?? easier to dye

149: Hot or cold: hot weather + cold rooms

148: Summer or winter: summer

147: Autumn or Spring: autum (screw spring)

 146: Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla

145: Night or Day: night

 144: Oranges or Apples: oranges (better to share with homies)

 143: Curly or Straight hair: i dont care but curly

 142: McDonalds or Burger King: mcdonald give iced coffee

141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: dark chocolate

 140: Mac or PC: pc for vidgya gaemes

139: Flip flops or high heals: ...converse. please. i cant walk properly in either of those

 138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: sweet and poor 

 137: Coke or Pepsi: pepsi

136: Hillary or Obama: this is kinda outdated but obama

135: Burried or cremated: cremated i aint watch spn for nothin

134: Singing or Dancing: singing. at least that gets better with practice

133: Coach or Chanel: chanel (thank u mr frank ocean and also the neighborhood)

 132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: whomst

 131: Small town or Big city: big city and if you say small town you’ve never lived in a small town

 130: Wal-Mart or Target: target

 129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: who tf is this

 128: Manicure or Pedicure: idk dude probably pedicure i don’t like people touching my hands and i use them for too much to get my nails done

127: East Coast or West Coast: hnngggggggg west coast has more to do but east coast has better beaches and 

126: Your Birthday or Christmas: birthday 

125: Chocolate or Flowers: chocolate bc then i can give u some

124: Disney or Six Flags: ive only been to disney so disney (though i AM a HARDCORE rollercoaster stan so it wouldnt take much for me to say six flags)

123: Yankees or Red Sox: what 

 [ Here’s What I Think About ]

 122: War: unfortunately sometimes necessary but not as a first resort i went over this already 

 121: George Bush: is that the shoe guy?

 120: Gay Marriage:  be gay. do crime. kiss wife. or husband. or partner. basically, hell yeah

119: The presidential election: america need 2 b single and focus on herself

 118: Abortion: pro-choice and that choice should be made by the one carrying the baby

117: MySpace: tumblr’s dad

116: Reality TV: don’t talk to about abt this

 115: Parents: disgusting. go to therapy. 

114: Back stabbers: if you’re gonna stab me in the back, pull my lungs through my ribcage bc that’s what my ancestor’s ghosts are gonna do to you (thanks great (x a few times) grandma viking ily thanks for the hair:) )

113: Ebay: good for merch and selling books

 112: Facebook: zuck my dick, data-theif

111: Work: i like doing work? like- i enjoy completing tasks and seeing my hard work pay off? it’s not that bad?

110: My Neighbors: old. boring. want me to babysit for free.

109: Gas Prices: i cant really complain rn they’re kinda low and im a little broke so

108: Designer Clothes: i vibe to them, honestly

 107: College: not for everyone but definitely for me

106: Sports: marching band is a sport marching band is a sport marching band is a sport marching band is a sport marching band is a sport but only technically speaking though you can make fair comparisons to sports such as cheer, and gymnastics where the idea is to put on a show and receive a score in the form of competition. 

 105: My family: disgusting

104: The future: the future doesn’t exist

 [ Last time I ] 

103: Hugged someone: god, don’t ask me this

 102: Last time you ate: uhhh like 9 hours ago? it was dinner and i had pizza

 101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: three or four weeks ago by best bro came to visit and we vibed

100: Cried in front of someone: i finished twist and shout at school at the end of a very bad week. it was only a few tears but that’s as close as i get to crying

99: Went to a movie theater: whenever the last star wars movie came out

98: Took a vacation: last year i went to dc over summer break to see the Smithsonian, it was a lot of fun. i was supposed to go to altanta and florida this year but that didn’t happen for reasons

 97: Swam in a pool: last week

 96: Changed a diaper: never

 95: Got my nails done: never

 94: Went to a wedding: its been at least 6 years dude

93: Broke a bone: never, somehow

 92: Got a peircing: nope

91: Broke the law: technically, yesterday. 55 is too slow

90: Texted: just now

 [ MISC ] 

89: Who makes you laugh the most: the person in my snap named “junior”

88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my cat

87: The last movie I saw: probably into the spiderverse

86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: things going back to normal. or somewhat normal. i need school to have a schedule bc i absolutely cannot force myself to function without outside influence

 85: The thing im not looking forward to: ironically, school in the fall. the way we’re going back is going to wreck me more than lockdown already has

 84: People call me: i only ft one of my bros and they know who tf they are if you ask to ft you’re getting fuckin blocked mate i dont do that shit video calls are for WORK and SCHOOL thats IT. but ppl call me by my nickname irl, i go by screech on here. 

83: The most difficult thing to do is: listen to my parent’s political opinions? live in a small town? force myself to be productive without a physical influence and reminder? put up with that one dude?

82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: nope

 81: My zodiac sign is: scoprio/leo/gemini

80: The first person i talked to today was: the potential bassist for our potential band? 

79: First time you had a crush: uhh im still not sure if it was a crush but i wanted them to myself and they wanted (and got) someone better. we were just friends so it doesn’t really matter

 78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: the person on snap named “the great oracle”

77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: yesterday, it was my brother

 76: Right now I am talking to: in order of snap names, “vibin ~[^.^]~”, “russian umbrella”, and “mom” (not really)

75: What are you going to do when you grow up: hopefully, a job that makes me happy

74: I have/will get a job: as soon as i know what’s going on with school. but like as an adult? wherever will hire me and pay my fairly. being a barista would be fun, but at a local place (not in my current town)

73: Tomorrow: ???? time for bad poetry: tomorrow i will see my friend/ admist this lasting chaos/ we will be each other’s solitude/ while sharing fruity drinks/ and when we both come home/ a smile we will bring

72: Today: idk what this means so more poetry: today i will be sleep deprived as always/ i will think of them and weep/ but no tears will fall from my eyes/ for i know there is a reason/ we went our own way

 71: Next Summer: i fr dont know whats goin on so: next summer i will be/ as happy as can be/ because i will be in pain no longer/ the earth is sure to heal/ and i will heal with her/ so i can enjoy/ the heatwave of next summer

70: Next Weekend: next weekend i will spend/ my days wasting away/ maybe ill finish hannibal/ again/ not that serial killers make the dopamine stay/ i will not see my friends/ or talk to my family/ i will seldom eat/ and live off coffee/ this has been my life/ all quarintine/ god someone please help me

 69: I have these pets: i have four cats, three chickens, and a dog

 68: The worst sound in the world: my dad and grandpa talking

 67: The person that makes me cry the most is: Them

 66: People that make you happy: snap name time: the great oracle, junior, vibin ~[^.^]~, russian umbrella, mom, hero, booby-king 48, go to bed, son, pooper trooper, mac&cheese, plain egg biscuit, apple pie

 65: Last time I cried: i dont cry bitch (last week over officals that cant make up they gottdamned mindes)

64: My friends are: my family and i would die for each and all of them

 63: My computer is: an old hp but it play gaemes real good so it okie

 62: My School: is trash but the band pops off

61: My Car: old, fast, clean

60: I lose all respect for people who: are my dad

 59: The movie I cried at was: i cried over big hero six

 58: Your hair color is: blonde

57: TV shows you watch: supernatural, good omens, hannibal, parks and rec

56: Favorite web site: this hellsite or youtube

 55: Your dream vacation: out of the country with beautiful beaches, amazing food, and my best friend

54: The worst pain I was ever in was: the time i split the back of my head open, the time i split my chin open, and the time my then best friend said they didn’t want to talk to me anymore. i’ll let you guess which one hurt the most and which one i think about every fucking day

53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium or medium well. 

52: My room is: clean and a reflection of myself, or so i’ve been told

51: My favorite celebrity is: i do not engage in celebrity worship. ill follow them and reblog gifs/interviews but i dont really have a favorite. the less i know abt them the better.

 50: Where would you like to be: my own apartment in nyc

49: Do you want children: FUCK THEM KIDS BRO

 48: Ever been in love: i dont know if it was love. i dont know if it was a crush. what i do know id that i was attached and they didn’t feel the same, and why would they?

 47: Who’s your best friend: we dont really use best friend bc but “the great oracle” “junior” and “vibin ~[^.^]~”

46: More guy friends or girl friends: its 50/50

45: One thing that makes you feel great is: goin fast, the beach, playin video games

44: One person that you wish you could see right now: them

43: Do you have a 5 year plan: go to college, earn degree

 42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: commit arson

 41: Have you pre-named your children: FUCK. THEM. KIDS. BRO.

40: Last person I got mad at: they do not understand that they do not know everything about something they’re not even involved in yet

39: I would like to move to: new zealand

38: I wish I was a professional: artist? musican? youtuber? who knows

 [ My Favorites ] 

37: Candy: nerds

36: Vehicle: 1970 mustang gt

 35: President: jfk only bc his assassination is the only good thing abt american history the rest of it is fucked up and shouldn’t have happened. also jfk’s song in assassians the musical goes hard

34: State visited: california

 33: Cellphone provider: verizon? apple? idfk

32: Athlete: what is sport

31: Actor: i don't watch shows or movies

30: Actress: i do not consume media

29: Singer: alex gaskarth or alexander deleon

 28: Band: fall out boy 

 27: Clothing store: hot topic (i will not apologize)

 26: Grocery store: okay harris teeter fucks but lidil’s has aloe vera juice and target at 9 pm energy so idk man 

25: TV show: supernatural...

24: Movie: big hero 6

 23: Website: tumblr or youtube

 22: Animal: snow leopard 

 21: Theme park: busch gardens bc roller coaster go fast

20: Holiday: christmas

19: Sport to watch: snowboarding bc its like skateboarding but on snow

18: Sport to play: anything with havy footwork (marching band is a sport)

17: Magazine: i do not condume media

16: Book: the ranger’s apprentice series as a whole makes up my all-time one favorite book

 15: Day of the week: friday bc its game day baybey

14: Beach: cocoa beach in florida but also i have so much left to experience 

13: Concert attended: i havent been to any notable gigs but i was supposed to go to hella mega

 12: Thing to cook: pancakes

11: Food: pizza or shushi

 10: Restaurant: chiplote

 9: Radio station: i like my local rock station and my local edm/top 40 station

8: Yankee candle scent: anything smoky or vanilla idc

7: Perfume: chanel no. 5 if i even wear it

6: Flower: Hydrangea

5: Color: orange

 4: Talk show host: cecil palmer

 3: Comedian: john maulaney

 2: Dog breed: yes

1: Did you answer all these truthfully? ;)

That was a trip. But it was fun, please do things like this more often. Also, I don’t consume media by choice. I’m not sheltered I just can’t be bothered, and I have enough going on. That being said I will now be sleeping. Thanks again, Anon, I hope you have fun reading this :D

[macbookpro-hard-drive]

HI HOW DO YOU WRITE CHARACTERS

hewwo! i can answer this! im literally gonna do a quick list of both deh and bmc characters for u under this readmore! :D

im gonna start with deh because smaller cast!

evan: 

isn’t so much stuttery as he tends to repeat things and uh stammer a bit here and there. stutters over his words sometimes but it’s more l-like this and uh, like… like this

evan hansen has anxiety. he is not anxiety. evan hansen fucks up and makes mistakes and probably internalizes a lot of things. very polite when in public but he can be a bit snappy (as seen w evans comment abt how zoe’s parents have never been poor i believe? it was something he said to zoe)

soft spoken, most of the time. probably not the kind of guy to vocally ask for things until he’s at a comfortable enough point that he feels like he’s not bothering you (same buddy)

i see evan as someone who gets frustrated with himself easily. not as a sense of “god i wish i were normal” but more of a “i should be able to do this, why cant i do this, i want to do this but i cant” because sometimes it’s just a matter of i literally cant do this and i dont know why? and god its so frustrating sometimes

jared:

jared kleinman is a fucking asshole and he knows it. very sarcastic and uses it to cover up his own insecurities, probably the kind of dude who laughs in your face when you tell him off when internally he’s just OH FUCK OH SHIT FUCK FUCK FUCK

a lot of ppl write jared as being insecure abt his weight and tbh i don’t see that being a problem for him? i see jared as being insecure abt the fact he comes off very snarky and assholeish but he turns it around and tries to own it even though… that’s not something you want to be proud of? and he knows that

not the kind of dude who stops to assess his feelings. he powers through shit and insists he’s okay until he’s out of steam. i think it was psy who said he’s a “needs therapy boi” and tbh she’s right? 

can be very passive aggressive imo it’s something he really needs to work on.

arrogant, sarcastic, and just a big fucking dick who needs to learn how to watch his mouth.

zoe:

not an pure baby angel, by any means. we’re at a disadvantage because we only see zoe when she’s sort of grieving (because grief can and will come in different ways, and while i see her as not missing connor, i do think that her pushing away her feelings is a form of her grieving imo? it’s a weird thing to explain but there’s a part of zoe that does miss (the old) connor’s presence as w the fake emails evan “gave her her brother back” (albeit a very fake version of connor) and sort of standoffish when it comes to the subject of connor

a bit of an ambivert. extremely outgoing when she’s around her friends or when it comes to music and other things she loves.

very individualistic! her style tends to have doodles on her clothes, she dyes her hair a lot, she probably would be the kind of person to make her own jewelry!

very sweet. the castng call for zoe describes her as being the kind of person who learns the names of the kids who sit alone at lunch and thats she goes out of her way to be nice to people since. connor. yeah.

thats all ive got for zoe but u can always send questions in and i can say yes or no after i ask my pals too

alana:

smart gal! valedictorian! president! i love her! tends to overshare a bit. anxiety + depression gal.

probably into gardening tbh? i can see alana having succulents in her room and maybe a dog that just chills with her.

dont be afraid to make alana mouthy. alana is someone whos extremely headstrong in her actions imo and does what she believes is right, even if others dont believe that. like… think about the fact that she literally published what was believed to be connor’s suicide note because she thought it’d get them the last bit of help they needed for the orchard. it literally fucked the murphys over - but she never considered that?

very much an extrovert. just really wants to belong, man. very optimistic on the surface but i can see her being a little less so underneath. she looks on the bright side because if she doesnt, she doesnt know who will and idk i dont think alana’s the kind of person who just... lets that risk be there.

connor:

we dont kno much abt connor in canon but uhhh…. i can see connor as being a loner, sort of aggressive by accident (tbh this dude’s probably used to people being a dick to him so he’s just sorta standoffish in response) but like… whenever i write connor i usually write him as getting better? he’s gotten the help he needs and he’s doin better 

artsy depressed dude. poetry, painting, ect - whatever u want tbh. i just see connor, with help, finding himself in art or something creative (theatre and music included! u do u!)

very much a reader. this dude both has a lot of books on his bookshelf and a lot more books he hasnt fucking read because hes terrible at reading new books. (i personally hc he loves all of poe’s work)

to sorta sum connor up: bold, but not outgoing. caring, but not obvious with it (once he gets help btw). easily angered but sometimes he just doesn’t fucking know why and that frustrates him further. troubled.

honestly if u want to see one of my fave connors - check out @ask-sincerely-memes​! i rly love how they portray all three of the boys, but connor is by far my favorite! (mod con and/or mod ev if u read this i love u)

OK ONTO THE BMC FUCKERS if you want to kno abt the adults for either show then feel free to ask

jeremy:

anxiety boy, but not evan hansen level of anxiety. more just… self deprecating, not super confident in himself, probably underestimates himself a lot.

jeremys hard to explain sometimes because a lot of his actions and dialogue comes naturally since i can actually relate to jeremy a lot, personality-wise? a really good fact to throw out there is i don’t think jeremy’s the kind of guy who just goes for stuff sometimes. he has to sorta be hyped up by others imo. michael motivated him to sign up for the play, rich and michael both played parts in getting him squipped (michael in the aspect of “lets check this out and see if its legit” bc i doubt jeremy would have genuinely done that on his own).

which really means jeremy isnt the kind of guy to just… confess things, unless it’s built up enough (i.e. jeremys confrontation w reader in unlonely since it was a conversation he’d been thinking about for a bit). in canon, he didnt really… confess to christine without the help of alcohol (at the halloween party) or without other people building him up (voices in my head). 

im literally rereading jeremy fics rn because im trying to come up with a good way of describing him

extremely horny teenage boy. hormones suck. for anyone who writes nsfw: i dont see jeremy being incredibly kinky and sexual and dominant��(god forbid) his first fucking time having sex. especially if its both him and the readers first time. sex can be clumsy. you can laugh during sex. but also sex smells. like… once you’ve smelled it, you fucking know it - its just a weird combo of sweat and bodily fluids. 

that last part was just a PSA for ppl.

lightweight boy. a lot bolder when drunk. thank you.

honestly if u have any questions abt jeremy, i can try to answer them more specifically but this is as general as i can get.

michael

not an uwu anxious depressed innocent baby boy uwu. remember that michael literally withheld the mtn dew red from jeremy because he wanted an apology. remember that michael wouldnt have been squipped because michael had been completely comfortable with who he is. michael likes his place. he doesn’t want to be cool and popular - he likes who he is. michael in the bathroom was a peak moment of michael finally letting go of emotions he’d been withholding - jeremy calling him a “loser” was the final straw that broke him. thank u this has been a psa.

a goofy boy. probably snorts when he laughs and im not projecting there what are you talking about-

okay, canonically: likes video games, likes retro shit (probably the kind of nerd who LIVES for arcades and record stores and vintage clothing stores even if he doesnt mix that into his personal style), very into music. there’s a lot you can do with this! 

imo he’s very caring? like. okay, yes he did withhold mtn dew red from jeremy - but michael still went through the trouble of finding and obtaining that in order to deactivate the squip. i think michael’s a fairly understanding dude, even if he has moments of anger.

just a very warm person. probably the kind of person who stops and makes sure people are okay when he notices they’re upset.

sometimes impulsive. sometimes very restless, imo. bouncy boy. 

like w jeremy - you can absolutely send me questions abt michael (or anyone tbh!) and i’ll answer them the best i can! im by no means an expert but ive got pals i can bother in order to help get a solid answer :3

christine

chriiistiiiiiiiiine, the love of my life. a gal w ADD! please don’t forget that! i personally hc that she got into a theatre as a way of like… sort of getting energy out since she’s fairly restless??? track girl christine….. also good

loves herself a lot tbh! like. in the show, its canon that she has stuff to figure out but i personally think christine loves herself and her body and is proud of who she is?

very friendly, very open, very passionate abt theatre! these are basic facts lmao

very sweet! very smart! she’s like... The Girl in all the movies that everyones like “oh no i love her” bc shes just a bubbly gal

writing christine is really hard to describe sometimes. like with all the characters, i write what feels right and sounds right to me and to others.

but like... to be honest, as long as you stay a bit happy and supportive and loving with christine - you’re on the right track.

jake

god - one of my favorite boys to write sometimes because there’s a lot to do with jake’s character

he’s the ultimate cool dude in high school. probably the kind of dude who would join a frat in college. handsome, popular, flirtatious - you fucking name it man.

sorta effortlessly popular and cool. there’s problems underneath - considering his family - but it’s hard to see that he has flaws when everything just comes so easily to him.

a very caring and sweet dude tbh. his friends mean a lot to him and he’s the kind of boy who carries your books and asks where you’re going and how you’re doing

he makes mistakes. he gets aggressive and protective and just angry physically - he did try to attack jeremy, albeit drunk, based purely on the idea that jeremy was having sex w chloe - so like... that’s a good thing to acknowledge

i said hes flirtatious and he is - without realizing it. someone probably has called him out on it and he’s like “sorry what?” bc he was caught up in talking to someone and not realizing that the dillinger charm never went off. because it never goes off. rip.

rich

GOD, my FAVORITE BOY, the LOVE OF MY LIFE, i love him.

squipped: aggressive. a bully. stinky. 0/10.

post-squipcident: getting better. sorta numb at first before happy, outgoing rich resurfaces because He’s Fine! Do Not Worry! but y’know like... he definitely has a lot of problems with what he did and who he was while he had the squip

a bit sensitive imo. easily upset on certain topics, easily angered on others. really misses his mom (i hc she died and his dad took up drinking as a coping mechanism and its mainly rich and his older brother relying on each other but thats just me tbh.)

rich is tricky to write when it comes to his home life. while i see rich’s dad as being a loud drunk, others see him as being physically abusive and so forth and - okay, that’s your decision, but please make sure you’re being respectful and you post trigger warnings because some people are in abusive homes and it’s not a fun thing to read. 

great sense of humor imo. flirtatious but in the more obvious “haha hey lets bone ;)” way. alternatively: flirtatious with squip, floundering a bit without it because all he knows is “haha hey wanna fuck” 

would probably fight a dick for his pals. rly just loves his friends even if he doesn’t show it.

chloe

chloe is a bit hard to write without saying “shes kind of a bitch” but like... she is and she knows it and she fucking owns it.

casting call: “ confident, crass, sexy, manipulative, and downright mean at times”

so like. she’s nowhere near bein a sweet angel baby uwu

has problems. explore them. she literally was down to fuck brooke’s boyfriend since jeremy was dating brooke yknow. part of it could be alcohol but like... dont ignore that fact. like. she probs needs to talk to both brooke and jeremy.

i think of chloe as someone who can see the potential in others tbh. gets slightly annoyed when people arent achieving what they could - but i like to imagine she gets it after a while since some ppl dont have confidence and such. 

yknow the kind of people that take charge when the situation calls for it? that’s chloe. she’s very much a leader. cunning, ambitious - she’s fucking ready.

brooke

more of an angel i guess? sweet, a bit insecure, and a little more caring. not very dominant in situations - tends to be more of a follower (as shown w her and chloe’s friendship)

very caring actually. she literally followed jeremy out and said “uhhh he was kind of a dick to women but i know u like eminem” upon his death in the show??? like??? she literally went to check on this boy.

imo she sorta needs to learn to be bolder. to not take shit. shes probably the kind of person who says yes to a lot of things even if they’re conflicting bc she doesn’t want to like... bother someone and make things worse

emotional, imo. fairly feminine.

its hard to keep describing sdfkjhds sorry

jenna

not popular. remember that she wanted people to be interested in her, which is why she gossips a lot

probably tends to overhear half of the gossip. other than that, i can see her easily finding shit out bc she has eyes Everywhere

bold, fairly extroverted, probably really fucking smart tbh. give her love. she deserves it.

thats both at me and everyone else. jenna rolan ily...

very much a big sister figure, post-squipcident. theres this kdrama i was watching where the main protag lives w a couple other girls and one of the oldest one of the bunch is very much a big sister figure that will call other people out on their bullshit because she knows protag isnt the kind of person to do that? thats jenna. and chloe, but mostly jenna.

probably the kind of person who wants to be helpful imo. she likes feeling useful.

[harrv]

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erin aka the (bti) loml —> the (bitch that i) loath of my life

1. Favorite boy?

harry, my sweat lil pea, the warmest marshmallow, my crémé brûlée, blueberry cheesecake, the sweetest strawberry in the batch,

2. What is your ranking of the boys (including Zayn)?

harry, louis, niam, zayn

3. When did you get into the fandom?

the one direction funny moments videos on youtube were funyn and made me so happy in years then i went to twitter and facebook too look for 1d fan accs and here i am

4. How did you first hear about one direction?

i wan ten and lonely and at fifth grade, and someone was singing wmyb and i liked it so i searched for it then i coudnt stop listening to it then i saw theyre the same singers as the ones who sang one thing and then eventually i saw year in the making on tv and then after that i searched for more 1d videos and happened to stumble upon to a “one direction funny moments” vid and suddenly my still lonely ass was dragged to this fandom

5. What was the first music video you ever saw?

one thing

6. Favorite music video?

best song ever??/?

7. Least favorite music video?

night changes was………awfl

8. Favorite interview?

probably the mexico interview in mitam promo 2015 bc like??? haryry and lous,i…??????? wow????? yin yang

9. Favorite ship within the band?

10. Ever seen them live? When/Where?

no, probably never im cry

11. If you could go back and see one show front row, which tour would you go to?

i’d love to go to otra

12. Favorite era (UAN, TMH, etc.)?

i would pay so much money just to go back and experience uan era again, boi that era was wild

13. Ranking of the albums (favorite–>least favorite)?

mitam, tmh, four, mm, uan

14. Least favorite song on each album?

uan - i wish…

tmh - c’mon c’mon is iconic but i always skip it in my shuffle soz

mm - i dont listen to right now as much shgshjhs

four - i cant…listen…to spaces…hutrs 2 much

mitam - i cannot read suddenly

15. Most favorite song on each album?

uan - taken (ppl fight me for this :///)

tmh - over again!! i love rap

mm - DFWYB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOMEEEEEEEE !!!! DFWYB!!!!!! HOMEEEEEEE

four - whos that shadow holding me hostage…

mitam - WHTA A FEELIGN

16. Lottie or Gemma? 

ive always fancied gemma but wtf!!!i love lottie and her Looks

17. Danielle or Sophia?

payzer and sophiam was……wow idek

18. Feelings on Perrie?

my strawbberry shortcake wife????

19. Feelings on Eleanor?

why am i seeing a blank question

20. Feelings on Sophia?

i dont even….. kn,ow

21. Long or short hair Harry?

bald harry💦 both tbh but i would die just to see harry grow out his hair again 

22. Buzzcut or curly hair Liam?

twinkly curly liam was my?? fave???

23. Cinnamon swirl or fringe Louis?

FRINGF

24. Blonde streak or shaved head Zayn?

ughf i dont have an opinion here

25. Blonde or brunette Niall?

both but bring back blonde niall pls

26.  Favorite 1d mom?

me     i hold jay and anne close to my heart

27. One song they should add to the setlist?

what setlist…..like for their next tour?? they should sing their grammy deserved song aka home

28. One song they should take off the setlist?

all 1d songs are deserved to be sang by the kings themselves

29. Favorite x-factor performance?

viva la vida bc niall’s hands and his “ahhhs” were i c o n i c

30. Favorite tour?

i miss otra v much

31. Where were you/what were you doing when you heard Zayn was leaving?

i was fukignf sleeping but my dad woke me up the minute the Post was posted

32. Favorite tweet? 

33. Favorite rumor?

34. Song that you thought deserved to be a single?

FUCKIFGNF FIREPROOF DESERVED BETETR

35. Did you ever hear Just Can’t Let Her Go?

2013 was wild boi

36. Did you see the 1d  movie in theaters? 

no i had tests that time rip

37. Haylor: yay or nay?

38. Larry: yay or nay?

louis didnt wank that plant in front of everyone for me not to say ‘yay’ at this

39. Lou Teasdale: yay or nay?

40. Simon Cowell: yay or nay? 

41. Favorite lyric change

just like he already [crotch grab] own it………..what the fuck

42. Harry getting his shirt ripped open or Liam getting his shirt ripped open?

im 7 whats this

43. Would you rather get a selfie with your favorite boy and have it be really bad or meet all of them but have no photos or evidence of it?

MEET ALL OF THEM WTF I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT EVIDENCES BC IT WILL BE FOREVER BURNED INTO MY RETINAS

44. Would you rather watch Louis/Harry alone together or Niall/Harry alone together? 

i would give my kidney to have another solo larry interview again

45. Would you rather have a tell-all book released about the x-factor days or about Zayn leaving? 

all about zayn leaving tbh wtf i need answers i was hurt

46. Favorite inside joke within the fandom?

HE’S GAY PETRA

47. If you could choose any three people to go with to a 1d concert, who would they be? 

fuck uhhh 2 of my best friends here and my little 7 yr old sister bc she just cant seem to shut up about louis and how much harry is like her bc she loves louis very much and they both got wavy hair ??/ she deserves to see louis and harry sm

48. Favorite moment from [otra]?

the 31/10 hug

49. Favorite fandom moment?

all of the rainbow direction moments :’)

50. Favorite moment of pride for the boys? 

i can only think of gay pride im sorry

[itsjesperfahey]

i was tagged by @wylanvanxck in this ‘proud nerds network tag game’ so thank you!!! i actually really love these tag games so continue to tag me in them!

1) what is your name? aleah

2) how old are you? 16

3) what kind of blog do you run? i have 5 lol, my main is a one direction blog and the others are voltron, steve universe, a video game blog and a book blog (this one)

4) what is your biggest nerdy obsession? video !!!! games !!!!! im the biggest gamer EVER lol like wow (i want to design a video game and go into that industry !)

5) who is your favorite character of all time? jfc this is a hard question but probably jesper (my url !)

6) what is your favorite book of all time? tbh........six of crows rip

7) what is your favorite magical creature? dragons !

8) what made up object do you wish was real? does pokemon count? if not then the wands from wizards of waverly place

9) where do you wish you went to school? pacific coast academy (aka zoey 101 lol)

10) name your favorite ships. wesper, kanej, klance (voltron), larry (1d), niam (1d), viktor & yuri (yoi), felix & marzia (youtube), malec (shadowhunters, EXCEPT I DONT WATCH THE SHOW AT ALL IVE JUST SEEN GIFS AND CLIPS BC OF MY FRIEND WHO WATCHES THE SHOW @MARIAN )

11) which character do you want to marry? JESPER FAHEY

12) what is your favorite song? um i dont really have one but atm its probably shape of you by ed sheeran

13) name three facts nobody knows about you. (this applies to tumblr people not my friends irl) again, im a HUGE ASS GAMER LIKE YOU CANNOT FATHOM HOW MUCH OF A HARDCORE GAMER I AM. hmmmmm, i can wiggle my ears. and also i HATE bananas and cantalope and apple sauce and cheesecake :)

14) list your least favorite books. why are they your least favorite? ‘hush hush’ and ‘city of bones’ were just,,, SOOOO BAD UGH. they were just HORRID i couldnt finish either of them. poorly written and cheesy plotlines, seriously guys dont read them.

15) what characters are your role models? inej ghafa and jesper fahey for proving POCs can be just as badass and amazing and strong and intelligent as white ppl, steven universe for showing me everyone and everything deserves love and a second chance (unless they prove otherwise), pidge from voltron for showing teenage girls can be as smart and strong and useful as men, the list goes on and on really

16) favorite video game? i cant believe youre actually making me choose.... im gonna do top 3 which is skyrim, overwatch, and dragon age inquisition (but liKE ALSO THE WITCHER 3 AND BIOSHOCK INFINITE AND DRAGON AGE ORIGINS AND DISHONORED 2 AND WATCHDOGS 2 AND POKEMON FUCK-)

17) are you proud to be a nerd? why? yes because i get happiness from the things i love and why should i feel bad about that??? girls dont have to love ‘feminine’ things, they can love electronics and technology too !!

18) tag 10 people. i have like 5 people to tag and ive already tagged them today and i dont wanna be annoying :((( so i dont really have anyone to tag. however if you see this and want to do it, say i tagged you and do it!

[pjihoon]

pls do not feel too bad for being neutral or impartial to anyone!! D: an individual might not appeal to everyone at first sight? heck some might not at all even. point is, it’s okay pls don’t think too much about it D: also guanlin is a very cute one indeed! seonho was the first one to catch my eye between the chicks but guanlin endeared himself to me first? (tho seonho quickly took the spot after, these baby chicks…) he’s v hardworking

and i see him as someone who’s actually… easily influenced by things, in way? like a simple praise lifts his spirits to the sky but when he faces hardships he visibly sulks for a while before picking himself back up. being frustrated is normal but some people pushes their frustration aside quickly to get the job done, and guanlin’s not one of those people? it’s probably not the right word tbh, how to say it… bottom line he is a good boy who tries his best and needs a lot of love and reassuranceand now i remembered his ghost prank when he appeared to not be affected by the prank only for him to say smth like ‘what a shock… i can’t do this, i’m just 17 years old’ which is both funny and sad :( he must’ve been pretty scared inside

thank you so much for this anon! this was really sweet of you to send in i love you honestly speaking, i didnt watch p101 episodes bc my heart cant take elimination shows (esp those written by mnet; when i was getting into twice i was like ‘let me watch sixteen!’ but i stopped after 2 eps bc of all the evil editing and poor nayeon omg :( i felt so bad for her; mnet really gave her an evil edit. so i decided to watch other twice videos and that worked a lot better.) I’ve watched more performances in p101, and little cuts of my favs (who usually became my favs bc of a performance) and the behind scenes! that were so cute!! and gave us a bit more of their unedited by mnet personalities. that was most of my exposure to the show, so there were many many many contestants that i’ve def missed out on or just not paid attention to. i knew who guanlin was but he wasn’t in my fav performances(nothing on him personally!) and he didn’t have much screentime/didn’t talk that much(? probably bc korean wasnt his first language. again nothing on him! and even if he did have screentime, im not sure how mnet handled him in terms of editing) and i just felt like i didn’t know him enough. seonho was the first cube chick to garner my attention!! bc of all the witty things he said and i found his personality to be quite refreshing. in the clips ive seen of ep 1 of wanna one go, i was so happy to hear guanlin talk in ways that were more reflective of his personality? they’re no longer on an elimination show where every word can be twisted against themselves bc mnet sucks, so i felt like he was a bit more free? he seemed more reserved on the show...?(which is ok!! and makes sense!! he was in a country where he barely knew how to speak the language, and on top of that he was on a show where one small wrong choice in word could ruin ur entire career!!! plus he’s naturally introverted as well. that kind of environment would be esp exhausting for an introvert)but yes, guanlin is def v hardworking! he’s come a long way from the beginning of p101 till now. he’s worked hard on everything, from rapping and dancing to his korean. he has a lot of potential :) ahh is what ur talking about kind of like what happened during one of the earlier episodes? when he didnt really want to dance with the others? i can kind of see that! i view him as a giant puppy tbh. and yea he’s sooooooo young, along with like 50% of all the ppl who appeared on p101. to have them go through such a horrible survival show is like!! theyre sooo young  :( sometimes i feel like we forget bc theyre incredibly mature for their age (mentality wise) and they are all so gifted, but there are times they do things that remind us exactly just how young they are. like the ghost prank for guanlin  idk about u anon, but im really excited for panwink. their dynamic seems so adorable and guanlin honestly seems like a taller puppy thats younger in age thats following a smaller puppy thats older in age (jihoon). its the cutest thing ever. but thank u for sending all this in anon!! i appreciate getting to know guanlin a little bit better than i did before