#ive probs reblogged this before but THOSE EYES

[sothischickshe]

2, 12 and 15 for the writing asks that I didn't reblog 😈😈

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so rUde!! just say you hate my meme waah

2. What form of response to your work gives you the most serotonin?

one thing i super love is when someone picks up on a pretty buried joke. i LOVE that experience from the other side as a reader (or watcher! or listener!) so it's such a fun kick if an easter egg type thing lands for someone <3

12. Do you have any advice for writing sex scenes?

this i tried to answer, and i guess my conclusion was broadly: it's gonna depend on (what you're trying to achieve with) the scene/s, and the best way to improve at writing sex scenes is probs to write (varied, in mAny senses) sex scenes, and considering what you do/n't like abt sex scenes in stories is probs a great way to crack what you're trying to do. (which i think is advice that can be applied to writing whatever, it’s not specific to sex scenes really.)

i guess i'd add: (just) write some!!! again this is probs also my advice abt writing anything lol, bc a draft is a tangible thing which you can mess with & improve!!! much easier to do that than with a lack of a thing!!!! and you don't need to share/post it ever if you don't want to!!!! & maybe this eXtra goes for a topic which a lot of ppl feel shame or awkwardness abt

also, i tend to plan what im writing at least to some extent based on what im trying to gain out of it. for example, im planning on writing a (s h o r t) dean pov cr*ckfic, partially as a warm up exercise for the band au (which i think is gonna have a fair amount of dean in it, bleugh), and the rio-dean bodyswap fic (ft onscreen dean! wot!) was partially a warm up FOR said dean pov thing. i def think one can do the same with sex scenes (or indeed anything else). 

something else ive found helpful is: writing or planning theoretically similar sex scenes (involving the same 2 losers) ~contemporaneously in pretty different fics (say rathEr angsty vs relatively fluffy) -- bc ok maybe the mechanics will be similar, but focussing in on the DIFFERENCES (in terms of mood and physicality and communicativeness and detailedness of pov etc etc) can make a scene feel specific and resonant so idk maybe that’s a good ~exercise to try generally?

15. What’s the worst synonym suggestion you’ve ever encountered?

ooooof....... ok so like, i’ll buy pretty much anything as a synonym if you sell me on it. i’ll buy lamps or orbs or globes or backpacks or sequins or w/e as a synonym for eyes IF it’s set up!!! (like if u go ‘blah blah’s eyes were heavy and grey-flecked like their backpack’, u can probs reel in referring to their eyes as ‘those (optic?) backpacks’ later cos i know what’s up!

i think the issue with (maybe particularly online?) thesauruses is that a lot of context is lost -- you’re being told abt words that have similar but not identical meanings & a lot of the time you can’t just swing in a replacement word in to an already constructed sentence and have it make sense.

im sure this isnt the worst but i see it quite a lot so:

afaik anyway, ‘to don’ does NOT mean ‘to wear’, it means ‘to put on’. if someone dons an item of clothing, that means they weren’t wearing it before!!! just looked it up and ‘don’ is absolutely listed as a synonym of ‘wear’ (as in to be clothed in) on thesaurus.com and hmm...i guess that’s not wrong per se cos once you put something on you are wearing it but....hmm i don’t think they quite mean the same thing so you can end up with some unintended hilarity using it

quand même

[thurisazsalail]

- blog about whatever you want, it's YOUR blog. You want 15 side blogs with different aesthetics? GO FOR IT!

If anyone tries to be whiny like "whaddabout the CHILDREN?" ma'am either supervise your kid, your kid can curate their own experience by hitting the block button, or accept that they don't want to. I'm not making myself "safe" (usually some super conservative xtian idea of safe) on the internet for you and your kid. If necessary, a caption at the top with 18+ Only is enough. ::shrugs:: no emotions about it or you'll burn out fast. Just block and delete the message.

- people use Notes as group chat sometimes. @ their usernames. Responses are limited, like twitter. Also, sometimes the tags are Gold for commentary.

- your posts will live FOREVER. i made a charity post for someone on twitter... a year ago. It had been edited at first to say the need was filled. Then I deleted it. NOPE a year later, the original is going around. If you make any kind of news or charity post, MAKE SURE THE DATE INCLIDING YEAR IS ON IT. Most of us don't realise that deleting the post or the BLOG doesn't matter. It's there forever if someone reblogs.

- unless you are SUPER POPULAR, a lot of chats are just Spam. Also, if you ARE popular, Tumblr throttles messages and randomly drops them. You just never see them. I also suspect they do a really bad job of deleting by spam keyword... but they're often legit messages, and spammers get through. Like phone spammers. Endless robo calls but a doctor can't call bc their number is auto-blocked. An email specifically for messages, like if you offered free tarot pulls, is prob better but harder.

- old security rules still exist. Break up your email like { my name / email @ mail dot com } to prevent spammers from flooding it. Paypal + other links sometimes, too? Not having clickable links is harder but tumblr seems to limit those. I have to read the new rules, tbh.

- if posting for help, use the tags and make your help links big and clear

P@ypal: myname

$A: $myname

- screenshots matter. If you are reposting an article, sharing the link is great! Also share important or fun sections by screenshotting, esp if there's a paywall or overlay. Most people don't know how to use an overlay blocker on their browser. An article may also be edited or removed later.

For ex: VICE had a REALLY LIKE SUPER HORRIFIC article they published as News, about secret rich people who get IVs of blood from blood banks meant for accident victims, so they could live forever. This is code for "rich jews are drinking blood for magic," a modern twist on medieval antisemitism. Jewish people are ~1.2% of Americans but make up 40% of reported hate crime targets. 🙄 and VICE published that. Of course, it was taken down. The only proof of it is screenshotted.

- omg I'm old. I have to tell people that how the internet works now is NOT secure at all and life before FB meant that you do NOT put all your diagnoses, age, location, etc anywhere on your freaking profile. It's fine if you decide to talk about, say, being autistic and finding like people to Follow and talk to on here. Please for the love of god, attempt some veneer of anonymity online. Cops can subpeona your accounts whenever, but you really don't want some 4channers doxxing you because they didn't idk like you being gay, or turning down their shit online. Make it harder.

- TERFs are everywhere and use very subtle language at first. These used to be called radfems, gender criticalists, and other names. These are people who increasingly want fascist things like sterilization for anyone with a penis, classify all people who have a penis as dangerous (and vagina = women, who can do no wrong. If a woman SHOULD do something wrong, she was brainwashed by men!) Shit like that. Like the VICE article, plays on existing trauma.

Use an extension called Shinigami Eyes on pc. It doesn't work on mobile.

If someone reblogs a red shinigami eyes blog, it's likely a TERF blog. I've seen a few false positives from debunkers but not usually. Even if the individual post is reasonable, it's called no-platforming. Any interaction is attention, and they really want attention. Like any group, they get to people by Just Asking Questions, "debating," and making a big scene where they're the victims for being told that... they can't just spread fear and hatred? Idk. But you'll see them a LOT here. And I'm sorry.

Also, tumblr is like twitter, actual fucking neonazis + hate groups are rampant here. You'll have to develop a thick skin, heavy Block button use, and if you really really want to shut down shit, screencap the argument or post with the blog name removed so people can't follow them.

- otherwise, tumblr is really cool. I think I've been here since... 2015? Earlier? I've learned all kinds of things for free and had a lot of lols. I can post photos easily w/ text and it isn't SO hashtag dependent like Instagram. I think you'll really like it, once you get used to it! And I've met a few penpals (with physical mail) here who i swear if life were different, I'd move 1000 miles and set up a commune space with. You might, too. It takes time.

- like with ANY social media... chill out. Log off for a week sometimes. It's good to reset your head with the "real world." Then come back. We'll be here. <3 ... whether you want us to be or not. 😆

I am new here !! Maybe someone could help me out with how it works here.

[soullesscircuits]

Rules: answer these 86 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people

tagged by @thankwheezus (Thank you thank you thank you!!!)

last

1. drink - Cereal milk, I think.  Unless that doesn’t count. Then water.

2. phone call - Incoming was the LOD at work calling to see if I could cover a call off, outgoing was...My mom.

3. text message - Both incoming and outgoing was my little (middle) brother

4. song you listened to - Awakening With You by Celldweller

5. time you cried - Uuuuh...  Sunday night at A:IW

ever

6. dated someone twice? - No

7. kissed someone and regretted it? -wiggly hand gesture-

8. been cheated on - No

9. lost someone special - Depends on how you define ‘special’ and ‘lost’.

10. been depressed -  Eeyup

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - Eeyup.

fave colors

12. Grey

13. Electric blue

14. Olive green

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - A few, yeah

16. fallen out of love - Maybe? A year is a long time and love is weird. I couldn’t say for sure.

17. laughed until you cried - Probably?

18. found out someone was talking about you - Don’t think so?

19. met someone who changed you - Y... es?  Unsure.

20. found out who your friends are - Eh. Not really?

21. kissed someone on your Facebook friends list - Yes.

general

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know irl - I dunno who all is even on there.  The vast majority of them.

23. do you have any pets? - My son, my boy <3

24. do you want to change your name? -  Yes.

25. what did you do for your last birthday? I was in the car all gotdam day.

26. what time did you wake up today - 6 AM, give or take.

27. what were you doing at midnight last night - Scrolling tumblr, probably.

28. what is something you can’t wait for - Death  Poe to finish healing over so we can go camping!

29. when was the last time you saw your mom -  This morning when she woke me up at 6 in the gotdam morning

30. what are you listening to right now - Cry Plays: Night in the Woods (episode... 7, I think?)

31. have you ever talked to a person named Tom - Probably?  Off the top of my head, I couldn’t tell you.

32.something that’s getting on your nerves - My little brother’s alarms.  They go off ever 5 minutes or so and he won’t wake up to them but he won’t turn them off either.

33. most visited website - tumblr, probably? 

34. hair color - brown

35. long or short hair? - super short

36. do you have a crush on someone - who knows? maybe?

37. what do you like about yourself - not fuckin much lmao... (Uuuh...  I guess some of my writing is ok?)

38. want any piercings - yes yes yes!!!  I want to get my nose re-pierced, if nothing else.  Aesthetically, I’d love a septum, brow, and bridge.  But I won’t do any of those because a) I’m a coward, and b) I feel like those would get infected real easy.

39. blood type - No idea.

40. nicknames - Soul, Soulless, Circuits, V, Ri, Narf, Kai, Hitori... There are many others I’ve been known by, but they’ve faded into antiquity.

41. relationship status - Yes.  (Taken but available - polyamorous)

42. zodiac - Capricorn

43. pronouns - They/them is the go to, but any are fine.

44. fave tv shows - Travelers, Crazyhead, BtVS, XFiles, a variety of anime...

45. tattoos - None yet, but I definitely want some.

46. right or left handed - Right, but my left is passable in a pinch.

47.  ever had surgery - Two rounds of wisdom tooth extractions and another dental procedure that I don’t remember the name of to separate my lower lip from my gums (I think?)

48. piercings - Earlobe and a healed over nostril (2x)

49. sport - I’ve played a ton, but not anymore.  Figure skating, soccer, volleyball, basketball, golf, rowing, swimming, diving, tennis, cross country, gymnastics, softball...... I’m sure there were more, but I can’t think of them off the top of my head.

50. vacation - What about vacation?  The last one I’ve taken? (An overnight to Chicago with my family) The next one I want to take?  (Probably a camping trip with my boy)  My dream vacation? (Maybe a wide view of Japan or somewhere in SA or...  There’s a lot of places I’d like to go.  Maybe, if it’s a DREAM vacation, it would be a month long thing where I hop all over the world, never staying anywhere for long unless I wanted to)  What I do most often on vacation?  (Probably camping)  Gonna need to be more specific.

51. trainers(shoes?) - I’m barefoot right now.

52. eating - Nothing right now.  Most recently frozen Reece’s cups

53. drinking - Nothing right now. Most recently cereal milk (which I am strongly regretting rn holy shit i need to pick up some lactaid from walmart or smth)

54.  I am about to watch - The rest of this playthrough.  And then I’ll probably find another playthrough. Or maybe an anime.

55. waiting for - These fucks to get out of my house

56. want - death to get some gotdam stuff done today.

57. get married - I’d like the experience, but not terribly interested

58. career - Everything and nothing.  A nature photographer, maybe?  I’d like that.  Don’t think I’d make much of a living, though, so I’d still need a day job.  Something that lets me travel often, though. That’s the ultimate goal.

which is better

59. hugs or kisses - Hugs.

60. lips or eyes - Eyes.

61. shorter or taller - Taller, but shorter is also A+

62. older or younger - Older.

63. nice arms or stomach - Arms.

64. hookup or relationship - r...elationship?

65. troublemaker or hesitant - Hesitant

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger - Sort of?  The closest was someone I’d met earlier that night.

67. drank hard liquor - Yes.

68. lost glasses - No.

69. turned someone down - Not explicitly. I did drive off before someone who had asked for my number came back, though.

70. sex on first date - No.

71. broken someone’s heart - Who knows?  I doubt it, though.

72. had your heart broken - Mmmhm

73. been arrested - Nope.

74. cried when someone died - Yep.

75. fallen for a friend - Several times.

do you believe in

76. yourself - -wiggly hand gesture-

77. miracles - Not, like, divine intervention-type miracles, but things do sometimes just work out even when it seems impossible.

78. love at first sight - Not true love or anything, but a strong connection sure.

79. santa claus - I mean, like, the kid’s story had to come from somewhere.  I’m sure there was probably a real person at some point that he was based on.

80. kiss on a first date - Sure, if you wanna.  

81. angels - -wiggly hand gesture-  Maybe?  Not the commonly accepted idea of them probably though

other

82. best friends name - Fay

83. eye color - Hazel (they used to be real bright green, but they’re muddled and muddy now)

84. fave movie - Right now?  Probably...  Hm...  PacRim?  Maybe Princess Bride?

85. fave actor - Eh. Changes day to day.  Jeff Goldblum is a pretty good constant, though.

86. fave actress - Probs Winona Ryder.  Maybe Zoe Saldana, tho

I’ll reblog this later with tags but im tired and ive been working on this on and off all day sooooooo. yeah......

[joseyfeli1-blog]

This is it. Halloween 2017

So this Halloween (sadly) i will not dress up. But i will strip down, Ayyyyy!!

alright back to business. Sexuality, Identity, and least important of this bunch, Biological Sex.

This post is for my blog and to be written down. I am still closeted, which i only will tell people that i believe will not care so much about this info. Serisouly in my life, it isnt a huge thing for me.

So it has come to me, throughout this year i really shouldn’t say i am cisgender, and heterosexual. And for me that was strange for me to be so okay with. Yet it wasn’t of how accepting and how much i love myself. No. it is truly cause i knew i wasn’t but never went to go check up the lgbt+ shit, and didn’t care about this stuff. But here i am, caring about myself (how do i feel about that? ehh). Sexuality was never something i cared to bring up/talk about, but Senior year (high school) and im just realizing that from past experiences that, yeah, it is more complicated than - hetero, cis. Yeah no, mostly all my lifes explanations are paragraphs, or essays. long story short, This post is really not for the people who would support me (though Thank You so much) and also not for me to accept me. Again I never cared for my sexuality and i still dont, but since i might get asked, and i would like an straight(Hah!) answer.Okay so here it is…

Identity

A big thing this is. Most explanation will be put into this (not for people to believe me, just so its written somewhere). I want to be identifyed as Genderfluid, three genders, Male, Female, and Non-Binary. For friends on here, dont worry im fine with the pronouns and or whatever you all me. I enjoy no remembering that im biologically male, but i understand people wont care for me in the future. Plus about 17 years of it, kind of numbs you to caring about the pronoun game. So why identify as genderfluid and not be cisgendered? Well for me i am self aware that i depreciate myself (all the fucking time) and some part of it was, so i mustnt hate myself enough to realise i should accept the idea of me being identified as the other two genders. So i thought about, i hate most masculine shit. feminine shit? Love a lot of it! Shit with no gender?  Cool as fuck. So why be filtered Josey? why not embrace this threepeice mofo? 

Why do i believe myself to be these genders?/ Why identify as them?

picture a triple Venn diagram please? Male, Female, Non-Binary.

Why male? i WILL NOT degrade the beauty of the other two genders to have me as a full addition. (self-depreciation, i know, again self aware af) 

Why Female? They all are strong as H E L L! to be apart of them, thats a nice thought. Plus ive had a front row seat of how most common men act towards women and i will not be apart of those asses(i am a different kind of asshole, but that is for another post, not the time right now) I never liked the way how most people talk about how lesbians are only hot and the they are sexualized, THEN! when they bring it up! everyone calls them crazy and disregards the actions of sexualizing women loving women.

Why Non-Binary? They have no need for being either common gender, Awesome! in my opinion. The fact that i never cared for my gender  through my young life, speaks out to me, not loudly, but i know i barely care for the thing in between my pants, regardless my bio sex. In fact, i wont have memories of me being called specific pronouns and shit where i feel nostalgia over them, you wanna know why? Cause i dont remember being called a boy and enjoying it! i just remember having a great time with video games or walking around the houses ive been in.

Seriously days go by without me acknowledging that im male, so in my opinion no it doesn’t matter to me what people think of me, nor if they will support my identifications. Hence, Genderfluid, not trans, not just Non-binary. But three halves, to make a whole.

Sexuality

Alright the simpler part of this post. So when growing up, media, my family, myself, just thought it was okay for making me believe that: Yes! i am hetero! i like women! and it is okay how many are being degraded!

took me a second, but luckily i do not think that at all anymore. (for people that are going to argue me, realize that: too bad if im wrong! i aint changing this post for you!) Now sadily it took me tim eto notice how heteros i knew/ know think its fine how they think so lowly of the people they find sexually attractive, but opinions opinions! so i digress.

I am DemiPansexual (and probs demiromantic, not the time to figure that shit out yet.;p)

Demisexual- Part of the Ace spectrum, you are sexually attracted to no one other than people you have created such powerful bonds with, the immensity or lack of strong bond is obviously individual preference.

Pansexual- People sexually attracted to people whom are themselves as much as possible. See People, we dont care for biological sex, identity, or sexual orientation of whomever we feel attracted to sexually. Again personal reference is what you are looking towards other people (or yourself? who nows? some freaky narcissistics out there, @rapforeminem im looking at You!:p). For me, people being themselves the most, and me seeing them sexually attractive because of it- That (again for me) is someone living their life where they cant stop learning themselves and aspiring to be themselves as we all know, we gonna die soon. the fact is (in my opinion), People dont change, they adapt and grow. They become what their soul is. i believe that souls know what we will become, hopes that we discover all 100% of ourselves, i pray to know all of me, but im also scared, so i will not try to really go out for the answer, if it happens, it happens, and cool too. To see someone be themselves and embrace it, brightens my mood. seeing their bright eyes, makes me bite my lip (like a loser and/or fangirl, lol), it makes me feel good/ special to be there for it. it is special and sweet. anyhow, i hate seeing people as sexual objects, i know i very much did before, but for me, it was normalized! for me! i am justifying me right now, im justifying when i didn’t know that was not how i like to think and act.

DemiPansexual- So why use both? Well, i shouldn’t call myself/ use the ace spectrum to use for myself, again big respect for each one of them, because  i have seen people that i didn’t have/ picture of having a profound bond with. And I love the soul of others, they’re so pretty! Especially when they are really unfiltered.

now because i am pansexual, doesn’t mean i have to seek out the entire soul of another to be even a tiny bit sexually attracted to them. That is my opinion. This Whole Fucking post is my god damned opinion, why type and post it? it will give me god damn peace broham. having something written, helps me cope, so in a sense, this helps me be me, acceot myself and my complicated sexuality/identity.

So for people whom talk, or want to talk to me (there is no line for that), and dont know how to talk to me aafter i come out, just notice, i never really talked about myself in these ways before! i never really cared, i am numb to how poeple just saw a straight regular boi. GOD do i wish it was that simple, literally over an hour typing this shit! But of course to end it,

Biological sex

i am boi

Alright that is it! Hahaha, okay so this is going out at 2:00 am in texas time, but 12:00am (Halloween) for westcoast of the united states. ill reblog during the day of Halloween. not to advertise myself, but for people that want a coming out post, and or support me no matter what (thank you again, love you lot) i identify as.

Oh and i understand that there are so many! so many spectrums and other shit, so if you read all this, or just feel like im incorrect and ou are in fact more intelligent in this subject than me and try to tell me “that i am actually something else”, or “there is a better title for you” i wont listen right now, im fucking exhuasted okaying this post as is, ill check on myself and the wikipedia if I feel the need to. And if you do not beileive or disagree with any part of my coming out shtuff, talk to me directly, no need to hurt my supporters, followers, people i follow, random Tumblr users, and especially mutuals( I Love you guys! MWAH!). Message ME that im wrong or dont exist! not the people that had no idea this post was being done! give me your hate! im cool with it! I Will allow it!

Anyway! Happy mother fucking Halloween California! Have a safe and fun one this year! and everywhere else for that matter. 

[pridebled-a-blog]

really LONG CHARACTER SURVEY.     RULES.  repost , don’t reblog ! tag 10 ! good luck !     TAGGED.  @acefated     TAGGING.  anyone who wants to !! suffer with me

BASICS.

FULL NAME : oikawa tooru / 及川徹. NICKNAME : grand king , multiple variations. AGE : 18. BIRTHDAY : july 20. ETHNIC GROUP : japanese / korean. NATIONALITY : japanese. LANGUAGE / S : japanese ( fluent ) , english ( conversational ) , korean ( basic ). SEXUAL ORIENTATION : gay. ROMANTIC ORIENTATION : gay. RELATIONSHIP STATUS : verse dependent. CLASS : middle class. HOME TOWN / AREA :  sendai , miyagi prefecture , japan. CURRENT HOME : sendai , miyagi prefecture , japan. PROFESSION :  high school student / volleyball player / multiple part - time jobs ( depending on time ).

PHYSICAL.

HAIR : neck - length , dark brown , soft. EYES : dark brown. NOSE : button shape , slightly bent from being broken in the past. FACE : round , some baby fat in cheeks. LIPS : rounded , overlapping / larger upper lip. COMPLEXION : fair , slightly tanned. BLEMISHES : anything he DOES have ( acne , etc ) is quickly covered with concealer. SCARS : several across body ( particularly arms / legs ; self - inflicted or from volleyball ) ; stretch marks on chest & knees. TATTOOS : --- HEIGHT : 6′0 / 184cm. WEIGHT : 159lbs / 72kg. BUILD : athletic / muscular , somewhat curvy. FEATURES : striking. ALLERGIES : strawberries & pet dander. USUAL HAIR STYLE : gelled , just perfectly tousled. USUAL FACE LOOK : smiling ( fake more often than not ). USUAL CLOTHING : uniform , outside of school / practice casual neutral.

PSYCHOLOGY.

FEAR / S : abandonment , rejection , failure / not being good enough , dying ( especially w/o making any difference / failing in his goals & not being known ) , dramatic change. ASPIRATION / S : growing as a person & player , playing professionally. POSITIVE TRAITS : hard - working , intelligent , cunning. very ambitious & determined. NEGATIVE TRAITS : childish , easily jealous , self - destructive. overworks himself. ZODIAC : cancer. TEMPERAMENT : sanguine. SOUL TYPE / S : hunter / performer. ANIMALS : lion. VICE HABIT / S : --- FAITH : agnostic / shinto. GHOSTS ? : yes. AFTERLIFE ? : ??? REINCARNATION ? : ??? ALIENS ? : yes. POLITICAL ALIGNMENT : --- ECONOMIC PREFERENCE : average. SOCIOPOLITICAL POSITION : --- EDUCATION LEVEL : high school.

FAMILY.

FATHER : fujimura daisuke ( 49 , estranged & remarried ). MOTHER :  oikawa eun ( 49 ). SIBLINGS :  oikawa mei ( 28 ). EXTENDED FAMILY :  oikawa takeru ( 10 , nephew ) ; oikawa katsuo ( 52 , maternal uncle ) ; 2 maternal aunts ; yi ji - hye ( maternal grandmother ) ; oikawa jirou ( maternal grandfather ). NAME MEANING / S : eun / 恩 ( korean ) = kindness , mercy , charity. fujimura / 藤村 ( japanese ) = wisteria village. daisuke / 大輔 ( japanese ) = big / great help. mei / 芽生 ( japanese ) = bud / sprout ( 芽 ) , rely on ( 生 ). katsuo / 勝雄 ( japanese ) = victory ( 勝 ) , hero / manly ( 雄 ). yi / 李 ( korean ) = plum tree. ji - hye / 智慧 ( korean ) = wisdom. jirou / 二郎 ( japanese ) = second son. HISTORICAL CONNECTION ? : unknown.

FAVORITES.

BOOK : the left hand of darkness. MOVIE : star wars. which one ? yes. ( also the x - files movies. ) 5 SONGS : change frequently. DEITY : --- HOLIDAY : --- MONTH : --- SEASON : autumn. PLACE : --- WEATHER : rain. SOUND : pop music ; a perfect spike / serve. SCENT / S : flowers. TASTE / S : milk bread / sweets. FEEL / S : fleece. ANIMAL / S : cats , snakes. NUMBER : 1. COLORS : teal , blue , silver.

EXTRA.

TALENTS : volleyball , acting / singing. BAD AT : cooking , being nice. TURN ONS :   who knows TURN OFFS :  who knows HOBBIES : reading , video games. TROPES : jerk with a heart of gold , always someone better , determinator , inferiority superiority complex , stepford smiler , the nicknamer , chick magnet. AESTHETIC TAGS :  teal / white , volleyball , high school , sendai / japan , space / stars , royalty , fashion. GPOY QUOTES : “ cowards die many times before their deaths ; the valiant never taste of death but once. ” ------ shakespeare’s julius caesar.

FC INFO.

MAIN FC / S : --- ALT FC / S : --- OLDER FC / S : --- YOUNGER FC / S : ---  VOICE CLAIM / S : daisuke namikawa. GENDERBENT  FC / S :  nastie

MUN QUESTIONS.

Q1 :   if  you  could  write  your  character  your  way  in  their  own  movie ,   what  would  it  be  called ,  what  style  would  it  be  filmed  in ,  and  what  would  it  be  about ?          A1 :   probably an expanded view of canon , “ the grand king ” or smth similar , an expository / single camera. i’m imagining like , the ending shot : some quote over him jumping , fade to the ending credits. ( i have a problem ) Q2 :   what  would  their  soundtrack / score  sound  like ?          A2 : the trumpets when he serves & the chorus of “ OHHH ” in the bg. i’d die for those. but really ,, like ,,, whatever u imagine with a movie soundtrack but with somewhat more gusto. smth from my playlist over the opening & ending credits. Q3 :   why  did  you  start  writing  this  character ?          A3 :  uh. ive said this like 2902409832 times , but i wanted to get back into rping / practicing writing & he’s my fave who’s also v similar to me & i hate his mischaracterization in the fandom. this fandom in general ( looking @ the abundance of str8 white girls who fetishize mlm :) ) is terrible lmAO. Q4 :   what  first  attracted  you  to  this  character ?          A4 : how irritating he was LMAOO. ok i actually dont rmr , i watched the first season of hq !! 2 years ago ( i binged right before the last ep aired ) & i rmr him being one of my faves then but ?? Q5 :   describe  the  biggest  thing  you  dislike  about  your  muse.          A5 : i dont.. rly dislike anything in particular ??? Q6 :   what  do  you  have  in  common  with  your  muse ?          A6 :  hm , some traits ------ we’re both Fake af lmao. & also bitter petty perfectionists. we have similar personalities in general ( both v slytherin & chaotic neutral ; only one letter apart on mbti --- he’s entp , im intp ) , mostly the same fears. the tendency to put all ur work into smth ur pursuing ( vball for him , writing / art for me ) , & Almost None on everything else. ig same behaviors , shared disorders. also both Very Gay lmao Q7 :   how  does  your  muse  feel  about  you ?          A7 : did u kno... taureans & cancers are very compatible. ( no i did not look it up for this purpose ) i can’t decide if we’d get along or not tho lmao. The Salt Squad prob Q8 :   what  characters  does  your  muse  have  interesting  interactions  with ?        A8 : ppl he doesn’t really get along with ?? or gets along with A Lot. i dont. rly know ? Q9 :   what  gives  you  inspiration  to  write  your  muse ?         A9 :  idk ????? there’s not one thing. it hits ( & subsequently leaves ) out of nowhere 99% of the time. lmao. Q10 :   how  long  did  this  take  you  to  complete ?          A10 : started at like 10am lmao. it’s almost 2pm. tho i took like an hr break to play tomodachi life

[s3venpounds]

1-102

102 questions? damn thats gonna be tough my guy but aight

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

i do. at least, i trust in them enough to not take the phrase lightly.

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?

considering im 22 thats not that huge of a gap, considering some people have like a 10 year difference. so yeah i guess

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?

pretty recently actually, went to a birthday party of an acquaintance and i didn’t really enjoy myself til i went to sing karaoke but my drunk friend was being hella annoying at the same time

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?

i do that on the daily so yeah

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

i mean probably, humans can’t do ANYTHING without having both a positive and negative influence

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?

yeah Spire- Reverie( feat FAWNA) that song was sent by said friend that i got reminded of =]

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?

red plaid boyfriend style shirt, pepperoni pizza print socks, superman boxers and some athletic shorts with my highschools logo and colors 

8. How often do you listen to music?

whenever im not talking to someone, playing games, or in a serious atmosphere

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?

sweats after wearing sweats style pants for so long its hard to go back to my skinny jeans

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?

considering its 2017 and literally nothing happened in 2013 but my graduation then no

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?

both? i think im one of those things you call an ambivert.

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? 

yeah and he was way too timid about it man like ‘s just a kiss

13. What about ‘R’?

nope all my friends with an r name arent close enough for me to try that shit

14. Can you drive a stick shift?

nope would love to learn though

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?

yep. mostly so i know where to tweak my personality so i can improve as a person i guess but yeah i tend to get paranoid

16. Are you going out of town soon?

not to my knowledge no, but it wouldnt be the first time my parents pull out “surprise” plane tickets to go somewhere i didn’t want to and on such short notice

17. When was the last time you cried?

mmmmmm can’t remember, so its not in the past 6 months or so

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?

yeah, went downhill afterwards

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?

blue or purple if possible thatd be dope

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?

no not really

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.

how hungry i am and the lack of food

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?

considering im not gay or at least not confirmed yet, no. 

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?

dunno, not even sure where we stand

24. What are you sitting on right now?

a folded up blanket and an old office chair

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?

its not everyday but when i say i love them they say it back so thats nice

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

yep, multiple times. but yknow oh well right? i would rather something be left where it is than go through an extra excruciating chapter of hurt just because i fell in love with someone i barely knew

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

A.T

28. Do you get a lot of colds?

nope infact the last time i got sick was 2 years ago i believe

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?

blue notes, it was on sale and it WAS really soft not its just eh soft

30. Does anyone hate you?

HAHAHHAA yeah. one of my friends confirmed it too still do i think

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?

why would i hide them.. these questions were clearly made for someone under 18 and i apologize for reblogging without reading them

32. Do you like watching scary movies?

FUCK.NO.FUCK YOU FOR MAKING ME WATCH THEM AND FUCK YOU FOR BRINGING THEM NEAR ME

33. Do you want your tongue pierced?

nah sounds like too much maitenence

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?

my first year. erase my existence. nah im kidding i would probs delete last year or the year before that anywhere in that time frame

35. Did you have a dream last night?

nope sadly =[

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?

the day before yesterday we were both v sleepy after movie night

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

nope. marriage is an annoying thing and until i find someone worth all that struggle not gonna happen. but ive got a good feeling about this one

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

considering they said i love you yeah i would hope so

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

that same person also said this a few days ago so yeah i think so

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?

yeah found some old classic songs and got my body groovin that night

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?

nope 

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?

nope

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

no… and now i feel a little sad

44. What’s the best part about school?

when all ur friends did something amazing yesterday and they talk about it with u all excited and shit

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?

yep , some are really cringe worthy 

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?

nope i just texted notes were too hard to pass without getting caught

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?

yeah a lot to the point im almost there

48. Were you single over the last summer?

yep

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?

yeah a little

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

chores, usual adult things, maybe cooking

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?

nah i dont hate him, maybe not on the best terms with em but yeah

52. Are you nice to everyone?

nope there are some people that just rub me the wrong way

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

yeah 100%

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

are you serious? 6 months? thats so short, how the hell anyone falters at that point? i expect people to start cheating ATLEAST at the 1 year mark 

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?

not very to be honest. i wear my heart on my sleeve as a friend says.

56. Do you think you like someone?

yeah i think i do

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?

no…….?

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?

boys are fun for mindless fun but girls are more for sentimental stuff. both are equally nice to be around

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?

yeah tequila is a bitch

60. Do you hate anyone?

yep! same person who hates me!

61. How’s your heart?

like spiritually or like physically. havent gotten a medical check up so dunno, and spiritually? its being taken care of so thats nice

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

yep! and i refuse to talk about it =]

63. Have you ever cried over a guy?

nope never

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?

person who hates me HEH maybe even my best friend but in an endearing way like “ this fucking bitch decided to snort fucking fundip hes my friend but god damn hes a fucking dumbass”

65. Are your toenails painted pink?

nope i wouldnt mind painting em tho

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?

probably i make a lot of them

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?

they better not. youre a shitty person for pushing someone to that point. 

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?

yeah, sometimes on purpose sometimes on accident, sometimes cuz i wanted to

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?

A.T

70. How do you look right now?

like shite mate i havent showered yet

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?

yeah Justin HEH

72. Can you commit to one person?

i damn hope so otherwise life is gonna be hella lonely

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

yeah! 

74. Have you ever felt replaced?

yep. multiple times too

75. Did you wake up cranky?

nope woke up horny. thats what happens with morning wood

76. Are you a jealous person?

yeah, the more amazing someone is the more jealous i get

77. Are relationships ever worth it?

i wanna say yes so yall dont shy away from them but like real talk its fucking aggravating, a lot of work, and tiring sometimes. anyone who says otherwise is glossing over shit or hasn’t seen the whole spectrum yet

78. Anyone you’re giving up on?

yeah about 98% done too

79. Currently wanting to see anyone?

yeah 

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?

the same tiring shit as everyday pinky try and take over the world

81. Last person you cried in front of?

justin

82. Is there someone you will never forget?

Azley.

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?

considering they stayed up with me while i was hitting an emotional low yeah i would think so

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?

cuddling, probably freaking out that we’re physically right in front of each other

85. Are you over your past?

nah, i like my past as shitty, cringy and heartbreaking as it is i love it

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?

yeah isnt that how relationships happen….?

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?

yeah justin

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?

yeah i’d accept it, then close the door.

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?

yeah cuz its fucking cold outside my dood, here lemme get some tea or some shit youre probs freezing

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

honestly yeah i once had this really spotty conversation with a girl literally everyone in the school hated at the time. then i realized wow, im just horny and have no substantial feelings for this person and if i do go through with this i will regret it

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?

i dont know i dont like to think very far

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?

yeah he grew out his hair like that annoying french kid in the will smith movie hitchcock that kept calling him  le petite asshole

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?

nope

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?

nope 

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?

nope HAH

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?

considering the last person was my brother fuck no. hes ugly as all hell

97. Who do you have texts from?

uhh, my brother, my best friend, my brother in law, my phone company, and a close friend

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? i would cheer em on while i get fetch the crown royal hidden in the back of the pantry

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

yeah not that much different from anyone else really

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? 

no one unless you mean the person who took the photo then my cousin

101. Ever kissed under fireworks?

no, and i dont plan to now. i hate them.

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?

yes.

overall this shit has gotten my mood a little low so if yall excuse me im gonna mentally drown in music