#ive never been anything but weird and queer and all theyve done is be ashamed of it and pretend its not there
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my family bs is finally starting to weigh on me again
#fear me#being the only queer one in a family of right wingers is.... really exhausting#my mom and dad are only moderately right. while my brother steers hard right#my mom is the best out of them bc she actuallys calls me Brendan and has listened to me the most out of them all#but she can still be a lil weird#i see my friend's fams be really Really good and help them get on HRT and call them by their real names with ease#and even celebrate the fact theyre trans#while my brother tells me im like a 'female skater' and my dad still misgenders me#my family would be caught dead celebrating my queerness. celebrating who ia m#ive never been anything but weird and queer and all theyve done is be ashamed of it and pretend its not there#i expected it from my dad but it rly hurt when it came from my brother#he seemed like he was on board when i first told me. he said it was badass i changed genders. and that meant a lot#but hes slowly backpedalling more and it fucking hurts to see#i tried so fucking hard to get him to understand me. but he just fucking doesnt#im so fucking tired and i dont wanna cry over this#but holy fuck i really am a black sheep in this family#meanwhile my cis boyfriend is actively celebrating the fact im on HRT and is the most supportive cis person ive ever met#ugh i love him
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