#ive needed to send someone an invoice for a teaching job i did a month ago so they can pay me for it and i havent done that either!!!

[handweavers]

adhd is such an unbearably frustrating way to live like i've been having issues with my bank account/card where i literally couldn't use my card for anything nor log into my online banking and it took me a week to remember to go to the bank to sort it out. every day i would go to use my card and get notifs that i was in overdraft and i couldnt fix it because i couldn't log into my bank account to transfer money between my accounts and every single time i would think 'i need to go to bank and sort this out' and immediately forget and then once i finally went to the bank and sorted my shit out i found out i still cant get into my online banking and this was 5 days ago and i've been meaning to call my bank every day so i can sort that out because my payments are still not going through and i still havent called the bank and i havent been able to actually use my bank account for like 2 weeks now and i'm just living like this because i keep fucking forgetting to do the basic task of contacting my bank. and every single practical day to day life maintenance thing is like this for me and no matter how many reminders i set or ask people to remind me to do something it still happens whether its for my bank stuff or literally any other task and its so fucking embarrassing