#ive had my bpd diagnosis for 2yrs almost. but ive soent abt 8 months of that Actually healing it in my own
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#ive had my bpd diagnosis for 2yrs almost. but ive soent abt 8 months of that Actually healing it in my own#like i was diagnosed for 2months before i met my ex#b we were attached from the hip Immediately so like . o mhcb from feb on i was dealing w my feelings towards him#instrad of lesrning abt ny new diagnosis#and i hateee that even tho i do wanna be in a relationship or whatever#i also wanna spebd a bit of time . figuring this out again and who i am#bc im ngl i have no idea who i fucking am without my trauma ir my illnesses or some stupid fp.#like i theres substance to me but its always so fucking overshadowed by Somethibg else bc i dont wanna actually#realise how little personality i have 👩🦯#likw i have one . i have drive and ambition like . im not Boring at all.#but ... i sit down and like . Think abt who i am and want i rlly do enjoy in life i dont actually know abymore. and thats fucked up lol#my 1st instinct is to describe myself w my illnesses but they dobt . make me Me or whatever that cringy gay shit is.#idk im 21yrs old and a pisces rising ok i have no Clear identity. shhh ive soent the last . 4 yrs using my illnesses as a personality bc i#was trying to get better from them. and it worked . like i am not as severe as i am w majority of it.#but yea anyway whatever its fine i have hobbies but no money to do them atm
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