#ive been prescribed 'make more friends' by my therapist but that is also hard god damn do i wish i had the audacity of a 16y/o me again

[catravandece]

had an ok day at the magicky market but like most things i blew through everything in less time than it took me to drive there and was left feeling more lonely and impotent of happiness than when i started the day. spent too much money on things i could live without just to make the gas money and driving time worth it. tomorrow is kesha day which'll be even MORE driving and so much standing around by myself i just hope ill be able to muster up energy for when the concert actually starts. if i get depressionblocked again i might actually drive off a cliff