#ive been pouring over these for abt a month so if there’s anything i Failed to elaborate on feel free to ask :]
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hey. what if i got really normal about (my designs for) the fallen kids. i promise.
my prev drawings of them here :]
also scrapped doodles involving flowey bc I forgot flowey probably didn’t exist for a while until at least most of them were dead, what with alphys’ dt experiments. i just wanted kris and flowey to meet :( they grew up together in another universe
#the art gallery#undertale#undertale ocs#their items they died with are referenced from their heals in the omega flowey fight ! i thought a lot abt that :]#ive been pouring over these for abt a month so if there’s anything i Failed to elaborate on feel free to ask :]#child death mention#suicide mention#ask to tag
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#just me talking abt life#pay no mind lmaoo#so i got kicked out of college due to me not posting anything for 2 weeks#which resulted in me failing 3 classes#i’ve failed probably 7 classes in total in these 2 years#this first year and a half i was in school i was doing great#i made it on the dean’s list#and got multiple honor rolls#my gpa was always above a 3.0 for the first time in my life#and i was doing so well#and then at the start of this year i started tanking sooo bad and failed multiple classes due to my own mindset mental illnesses whatever#i’m so tired and burnt out#i went to school full time while also working fulltime#and these last 2/3 months i’ve been really focusing on myself and keeping myself alive and functional for my own well being#i just could notttt do any schoolwork#just thinking about it made me miserable#i have a decent job that i’ve been at for over 4 years and it pays well but its stressful and its been taking a lot out of me this lastyear#it drained me so much that all i wanted was to do what i wanted after work and not focus on my studies#which i know should be my main priority tonya know get me out of this current job and into a career to better my life#i want to go back and complete my degree . as i’m halfway through the credits and ive already poured so much into time and money into it#i’m like $25k in student loan debt already#this 2 year program is now going to take me 4 years and will cost DOUBLE#so i’m terrified for what the future holds and its starting to eat away at me#i spoke with an admissions advisor about returning and she said that she’ll let me know in 1-3 days if they’ll allow me back#i want something for my life and i know im a hard worker but ffs my mental state has me so dead unwilling to do anything anymore#its so strange idk what is wrong with me#i know it is what it is and everything is temporary but its so terrifying to not know where i’m going#its just a waiting game to hear back from the advisor#and no i cant afford a therapist lmao#i’m going to get myself through this just like i always have in the past
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