#ive been like this for too long atp its not just a weird temporary phase . i need drugs

[dreadanddespairdyke]

there was a blessed time where i cld listen to all the many songs abt women wanting to get dicked down and it didnt make me want to rip out all my nerves. which is such a shame u know bcs thats like 50% of songs!! and some of them have good memories attached even so i dont want to just remove them from all my playlists but god i dont want to listen to anything i want to bury myself in dirt and never look at anyone again. i think this is a sign of mental illness that i need to be on psychiatric drugs for