#ive always been told im lazy. kids who get math right away dont study. they dont stay after. they dont spend hours crying over hw.
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im actually baffled that math makes me feel actual real anger at least once a week
#im like never angry! what is this#at least itll be over soon#i took it first semester for this exact reason i knew i would hate it so im getting it out of the way#its literally the same shit as high school but did i do good in high school math ever????? fucking no#i dont need this shit. i literally dont i never ever have and never ever will#im so mad#math is the antithesis of my being and to me it highlights everything wrong with education#like ive been told my entire life that im just doing something wrong or not trying hard enough but no. no i just cant understand it normally#my brain will never ever work that way and thats fine! theres nothing wrong with that!#but i HAVE to do this shit and every teacher knows its bs but they have to justify it bc they dont have a choice either#so they end up fuckin gaslighting kids who are trying their damndest into thinking theres something wrong with them#or that theyre not trying when they try harder than literally everyone else#ive always been told im lazy. kids who get math right away dont study. they dont stay after. they dont spend hours crying over hw.#i still get the wrong answer and they have to force me through the system anyway so they make it seem like its a fault#rather than my natural brain function#bc otherwise they have to admit the system doesnt work for everyone#which it doesnt#i dont know what a logarithm is and i dont fucking care!!!!!!! i can do enough math to handle money so who fuckin cares#connor talks
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