#iuuuuurrthhhgggff im sssoooo. hf. hhhhf.

[gregoftom]

Re virgin Greg: I think he subconsciously pulls away alot when things start to get heated even if wants to go all the way with Tom. Because like Tom has insinuated Greg is unattractive before (out of jealousy, sure, but does Greg know that?) And so Greg is worried that Tom is going to take one look at him and be completely turned off. Especially with the way people have seemed to be so disgusted by his touch in the past.

He knows Tom likes him (maybe loves him?) but he is not quite sure that Tom is attracted to him.

Its a field day when Tom find out.

ohhhh my godddf OOF OUCH!!!! no you’re so right and tom is like. tom would Immediately stop because his partners comfort and pleasure is of utmost importance, more than his own. and he’d be pretty hurt too and confused, taking it as a rejection. but as is tom’s nature he can’t help coming back for more, drawn back to greg and wanting to be close to him and make love to him and probably not even knowing greg’s a virgin, with all the blistering greg does and comphet.

and then he finds out he is and it starts to clear up slightly, so he brings it up a little. greg gets super embarrassed ofc and it takes him forever to admit it. and when he finally does he still seems nervous and withdrawn. so tom starts to coax him gently and tell him he’s beautiful. touch him on his hands, his shoulders, his arms, press his body to him, really show him he wants to be close. and then when they finally start to get going, tom notices greg sort of hiding himself a bit, turning his face away, sometimes trying to press himself into tom too eagerly like, let me please you and make it so you don’t have to look at me too much.

but tom won’t have that, he can’t. he ends up praising greg and repeatedly asking if he likes that while he expertly touches him and kisses him and makes him feel good. “look at youuuu. christ. fucking beautiful, gregory.” and greg is just. stars in his eyes. ends up crying. and so does tom. though i fully believe they both cry their first time together, no matter the circumstance or experience beforehand.