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[callmemythicalminx]

The Beast Within, Part 2: Kylo Ren x Reader

Words: 1,522

Warnings: None

A/N: Okay, there was going to be smut in this chapter but now that I’ve written it, I want this bit to stand on its own. Don’t worry, gang, the Kylo Ren Smut Train you all thirst for will be arriving in the next chapter, I promise. 

P.S: I really tried to make the objects like their characters, note the word tried. That’s all I’m saying, now enjoy this wholesome goodness.

Now that the intimidating presence of Kylo has gone, you are now able to fully explore your new room. It’s simple, yet beautiful, as one would imagine a castle bedroom to be. From what you can actually see in the dark light, there are a few pieces of storage furniture, a dressing table and a huge four poster bed, which dominates the room. You edge towards it, hand reaching it out to skim the dusty fabric. Shivers run through your spine when you think of what will happen on this bed tonight and you sigh, turning to sit down.

Your tears have dried now, yet your heart still continues to beat with conflict. Did I make the right choice, you think. Will I be happy or miserable here? These thoughts ponder your mind yet you can’t seem to envision a future that is so bad with this mysterious Kylo. All he has shown you so far is softness and comfort, in a peculiar way which makes you wonder - is this new for him? You’ve already seen that this entire place looks lifeless and alone so, does he not bother with socialising. Connecting with the outside world?

Your thoughts are suddenly interrupted by a knock at the door and you call out “Who is it?” wondering if by luck Kylo may have changed his mind about your fate. However, that doesn’t happen when you hear a male voice reply “It’s us. The peasants. We’re here to clea…”

Whoever it is speaking is interrupted by what sounds like a smacking sound, followed by a loud “Ow, what was that for?”

“Say something nicer! Do you want to make her feel even more uncomfortable?” A female voice chastises, causing the male to sign, grumbling jibberish is annoyance.

“What I meant to say was… It’s us. The servants of this castle. We’re here to clean”

You jump up running to the door and open it, expecting to see two new faces- but there’s nothing there. You look around in confusion, leaning slightly outside before a voice shouts “Watch it” from below you and your eyes drift down seeing a slightly orange candelabra and a chrome teapot… looking straight at you.

“Hello there darling”

You scream, jumping backwards, and trip over a chest placed conveniently in the middle of the room, your head going first and your legs and dignity following promptly with you. After gaining realisation of what the hell just happened, you try to sit up again and, deciding badly, look to the side- to see the chrome teapot smiling at you.

“Oh good lord, am I dead? Or have I gone crazy?” You ask, seriously questioning your sanity’s choice to quit on you, when you’ve only been in this castle for not even a day yet.

“Dear, your not dead and you’ve not gone crazy” The teapot comforts smiling brighter, hopping closer to you.

“Though one would believe it though, with that reaction” The candelabra sniggers, appearing from behind the chest.

“Oh please, she reacted that way because she was frightened, or shocked, more or less probably both. I mean how would you react if objects were talking to you?”

“What do you mean, I talk to objects every day, I’m doing that right now” He teases, smirking back at the teapot.

“You know that not what I… You know what never mind,” She relented, turning back towards you “Look, my dear, I’m sorry to have scared you, but my name is Phasma and that buffoon over there is Hux.

“Actually it’s General Hux”

Phasma sighs, ignoring him and continues to speak to me, reassuring “ I know that your feeling sad right now darling, but hopefully, we’ll be able to make you feel a little better”

“I don’t understand,” you stammer “, I mean, you’re a-”

“Teapot, yes I know my dear. It’s a long story and now isn’t the right time. So let’s get you warmed up, fed, bathed and then hopefully you’ll feel ready for tonight”

Phasma then turns around, blowing through her spout making a whistle sound, to which a BB-9E answers, rolling in balancing a teacup on his head. He leans slightly down and the cup slides onto the floor, in front of you, where it is promptly filled with tea and nudged towards you.

Receiving the cup, you offer a quick “Thank you” to Phasma and the BB-9E and take a sip, the warm liquid immediately rushing through your body and warming your bones. Hux leaves, going through a door, into what you think is the bathroom, and a moment later you hear the rushing of water against the tub.

“There now, dear. Take your tea and go and relax in the bath, I’ll have some food brought to you and by the time you finish, this room should be as good as new”

You nod and heave yourself from the floor, stepping past Phasma and walking towards the bathroom. At this time, Hux struts out clapping his hands and commanding “Come now cleaners, we don’t have a lot of time to get this room ready” before brooms and feather dusters quickly fly into the room, quickly beginning their work. In reaction to this you simply just turn around and walk into the bathroom, thinking ‘Don’t question it, it’ll just confuse me more”

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After a lovely soothing bath followed by a filling meal, you now lay in your freshly cleaned bed, finally relaxing and drinking another cup of tea provided by Phasma. Hux has done nothing, to be honest, to help, he’s simply just stood around and barked orders at the poor brooms and dusters working tirelessly, whereas actually, he thinks he has helped immensely… by straightening your pillows.

For now, you wait for instruction from Kylo. The rest of the servants have left and Hux has gone to find out not only if the master is ready, but if, in his creepy words, wants any special requests from you. After hearing that, your nerves had returned tenfold and the butterflies in your stomach made you feel nauseous and simply terrified. Kylo may have treated you with softness before, but would he do the same, not only faced with an innocent, but by the looks of it, the first woman he has come into contact with in a long time. The prospect of sharing your first time with someone you don’t even know is daunting enough as it is, without having to worry about how he’ll treat you.

Still, though, you can’t help but continue to recall to solemn words he spoke and the way he reacted to your sadness. It conflicts within you that this man, so alone, would so desperately jump at the idea of taking your innocence, then continue to offer kindness in his own cold way when you felt alone afterwards. This man, in only a short space of time, is causing too much emotion within you and it confuses you greatly.

At this time, Hux returns, slipping through the doorway and walks to your bedside, looking up at you before saying “The master has given me these orders for you. He asks that you wear something simple, a robe or something similar with nothing underneath and that you should try to relax before he comes. Do you understand?”

You nod in return before he continues saying “The master has also informed me that, if you wish, you don’t have to do this tonight. You will still be indebted to him to complete the agreement but if you require it, he’ll allow you more time”. In response to this, your eyebrows shoot up in shock and your mouth opens immediately ready to say yes to that intriguing offer, however before you can speak a word, the look of pure sadness you saw in Kylo’s eyes before in the prison recalls quickly in your mind and you can’t find it within you to let him down. It’s at this moment in your heart, you realise that you want to do this and are ready to, though your mind is still conflicted about why.

Nevertheless, you whisper in reply back to Hux “I’m ready to do it tonight” to which he nods before retreating from the room to tell Kylo. Just before the door shuts, I see Phasma quickly just look in and offer a small smile of comfort and reassurance, then close the door quietly.

It hits you like a freight train then, that you are truly about to lose your virginity to a man you don’t know, in a place that you’re so unfamiliar with. You jump up, remembering to do what Kylo asked for and search in the wardrobe, finding a silken robe and stripping yourself before placing it over your shoulders. The material is smooth and gently caresses your skin, offering some comfort in such a strange situation. God, am I doing the right thing here?

That thought quickly races out of your mind, when you hear the door open and close softly, and the ability to breathe leaves your system.

“Don’t be afraid of me, Y/N” 

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Pssstttt, Guys, Smut is coming next! I promise!