#its. not going very well i have like under half of tgem lined
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i just realized i have two drawings uploaded here and so far. theyre both of human people thats fucked up. noone knows im a furry artist at heart..
#i say as if anyone remotely knows of this blogs existence or cares whatsoever#someone liked a random gayass textpost i made shit threw me off so bad. how did you even find that .#.talkposting#real talk the only thing thats even getting me to draw people again is my [redacted] gijinka fixation creeping back up a few weeks ago.#and now p:eg… i amwork on a drawing of them as furries based on their animal motifs though dont get it twisted#its. not going very well i have like under half of tgem lined#i hate drawinf ive been so depressed lately. everything has felt so impossible to get done not even in a particularly difficult way#i just feel so tired and whenever i sit down to draw i never feel like anythint. works#i mean i barely managed to get that mark drawing done and im proud of myself but also i feel like its kind of shit#i did a kind of lazy digital painting of an oc in class the other day and i like it quite a bit but it doesnt work for school…..#fuck my life i hate ap studio its making me hate myself so much#im doubting myself so much more or at least it feels like it. artistically speaking. everythijt i make is just dumb gay furries with lame#petty interpersonal drama its nothing interesting or substaintial or meaningful outside of me projecting all my own bullshit (which as#much art as i am inspired to make based on those specific aspects you could not waterboard any of that shit out of me#. im not going up there in class and explaining all my personal bs and how i cope w it by just projecting everything onto my dumbass#furry ocs except its not quite the same cuz its simultaneously#a way of processing my emotions an outlet. and a sort of fantasy. search for comfort. but then also like. hypothetical worst case sceneario#i dont even know#maybe i should shut up its so late
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