#its. aughhh... i wish nurse parallel was MY nurse 😔

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nurse parallels song is so so wonderful, ive been looping it and keep crying to it... its so !!! aughhh most of what i think has been said already but its just so !!!! beautiful !!!! its a wonderful ending

every now and then, i feel so content with life..!! its a "im happy im still here, that i made it through. everything was worth it because im so happy in this moment" and nurse parallel captures that rlly well, for me ..!!!!

all of the characters joining in at the end always makes me sob... their journal entries are awesome too - some of theirs dont even mention their trauma, which is so so . like. your trauma doesnt define you, you can still live ur life and be happy !!!! aughhh .... coughs hacks wheezes... ive never been good at making analyis posts and stuff like that, im better at rambling to my friends lol, but i wanted to write smth ..!!!

seeing refraction girl get better specificaly Got Me .... like, even after the 2 years have passed, shes still depressed !! but theyre alive, theyre better off, theyre continuing treatment...!!! them playing the guitar with xiomara ...!!!!!! the sound of a guitar eternally tuned wrong ... auwghhh .... coughs hacks wheezes

and ..!! the part where xiomaras dressed up as the other chars... similarly to them, but not the same (ex. she has a corset, taxidermy doesnt. her butterfly is different from refractions. no patches on her fainéant dress) !! her traumas not the same, but she knows what its like, all of them ..!!! and she still got better !!! she managed to get content with life ..!! healing .. augghg ..... 💥💥💥!!!!!