#its unfortunate that there arent any nearby buildings that are high enough to ensure that ill actually die
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#might actually kill myself today#bye tumblr blorbos i love you all even if i havent actually talked to any of u#tw#tw suicide#tw suicide attempt#maybe idk#idk what else to tag#pls dont continue if ur sensitive bc this is gonna get dark#anyways#not saying whh but yeah#its unfortunate that there arent any nearby buildings that are high enough to ensure that ill actually die#i could hang myself but i cant find a strong enough hook for me to hang from#and im too much of a pussy to take a knife to my throat so like thats out#fucking shit this is so cliche but i cant even kill myself properly and wow really does show how much of a failure i am#like lmao can you imagine tryibg to kill yourself and failing lol how embarassing#sigh idk i just want a quick death man#preferably painless but idk maybe i do need to suffer#....no tge entire reason i wanna die is to stop my sufferibg gods fuck im just so tired#disassociated for like 3 hours earlier and. hm. idk i dont rlly feel anything rn#will update tags if i spiral again#or not if i succeed#update: i did not succeed :-)#i may not have the guts to take a blade to my skin but gripping my arm with my sharp af nails so tightly it actually leaves puncture wounds#is enough
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