#its their world im just livin in it

[semisolidmind]

I'm reading the fic and it only has like three chapters, but your fanart feels much more advanced in the plot. Am I not reading the right one?

ok so

my drawings are just kinda...based loosely on the idea of isekaid to the west. like, the concept of the "reader" character going to the jttw universe and joining the group as a member (andbasicallymarryingsunwukongbut that's beside the point–)

@skittlescripts (the author) writes about some (possibly canon??) future stuff as well, but the yeah the story itself is in the first stages

[dannienichole]

A conversation between Regulus and James. You can't change my mind don't even come at me.

[skyburger]

oh i got recommended a video of john romero playing myhouse.wad and i had to think on who he was. i was like "is this the doom guy" so i looked him up and went on his wikipedia page and discovered we have the same birthday... so awesome. ive never known anyone with the same bday as me not even fictional characters except for bill fucking gates 😭😭😭 WHO THE FUCK CARES ABOUT BILL GATES!!! anyway yes he is in fact the doom guy (and apparently the wolfenstein 3D and quake guy! which i did not know) so me and john romero are birthday buddies now. shoutsout to mr. romero

[sleepyjim]

i am so cringe !! Exploads

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

I HATE HATE HATE LISTENING TO OLD PUNK SONGS AND FEELING EVERY FUCKING SYLLABLE.

WHAT DO YOU MEAN THIS ALBUM FROM 1996 IS GROWING MORE AND MORE ACCURATE AND IMPORTANT AGAIN. WHAT DO YOU MEAN I FEEL EXACTLY THE SAME ABOUT THE SAME INJUSTICES AS PUNK TEENS FROM THE 80s. WE'RE SUPPOSED TO FUCKING GO FORWARD AS SOCIETY THINGS ARE SUPPOSED TO GET BETTER I WANT NEW STRUGGLES! NEW! STRUGGLES!!

But, as Social Distortion put it so nicely in 1996: "Taking two steps forward and four steps back." (from Don't Drag Me Down, which is scarily accurate, h e l p.)

[indigitalembrace]

[ooc: since this is a long message I’m not encoding it, but it is encrypted in-universe]

spooky. sup.

i got somthin big cookin. but for this to work i need intel.

first, i need a favour. i cant do much thanks to the watchdog. i so much as twitch my fingers on the keyboard in the wrong place an time and this whole operation will come crashin down. so. if u can, watch the shrimp for me when they are online doin mundane stuff. because if they do stuff like use social media, play games that require a registered account, use their email and especially if they get online deliveries to their house, those all will have info that will help me figure out where they live irl.

second: tell me everything u know about how pinkie can access an affect the real world. whats the limitations. how much warning would i get. what r the access points. do devices need power for it to be able ta use em? how functional do they have to be? would pinkie be able to exit a screen the size of a pager or somthin? does it need an internet connection to jump pcs or can it do that without it?

and can it be hurt in the real world? can it be hurt by destroying its host device while its occupyin it? or is the only way to kill it digitally? did you ever have a program specifically set up for that (if so, y u no gimmie dat earlier!? rude!). how long would it take?

also any info u have picked up on shrimp or their livin space that might be useful for an irl confrontation would be suuuuuper handy as well.

give me all ya got on all these things. if its a lot, just send me a zip file or somthin lol.

i do have some unfortunate news. i think we gotta change our 'meeting site' soonish. ill send ya some prospectives later. i have a feelin that it might get compromised.

i mayyyyyy have poked the shrimp with a stick. don’t worry, they wont be able to tell the actual pc I used. I am da disquise master. it is me. also i lied. ive scrounged up some burner laptops anyway. my friends r awesome (dont worry they aint involved they just knew I needed the laptops for reasons and they are used to me Enacting Shenanigans).

oh. And one last thing. when I get there, hightail off that pc asap. im gonna signal u and give you a path to a safe pc. Do Not Hesitate. cuz trust me no matter how I decide ta play this u will *not* wanna be on that computer when im doin my thing. and ill almost certainly be disabling the wi-fi in the process.

id like u ta not be double dead. low key fond of ya spookster.

Goblin out

[ooc: If there is a lot of info to give and you don’t want to post it all here, message me and we can work something out like a google doc or something. Or maybe there’s not much for Sonny to say. I dunno, I’m not driving this crazy train lol]

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[silverzoomies]

ANOTHER IM SO SORRY I PROMISS ILL SHUT UP BUT

im a singer, i always have been, been belting out since i was like 3, my mums always karaoked with me, its my whole thing.

KARAOKE. WITH PETER.

MY PERSONAL FAV KARAOKE SONGS, THE ONES I THINK HE'D BELT OUT WITH ME AS ENTHUSIASTICALLY AS I DO?

Dont stop believin - journey, but we'd split it like the glee version so its a duet, livin on a prayer - bon jovi, its canon he would, I'd do anything for love - meatloaf, think i knew all the words to this at 4? he so would belt it w me, PARADISE BY THE DASHBOARD LIGHT - MEATLOAF. HE WOULD.

Honourable mention to Woman by wolfmother IVE BEEN TOLD I USED TO VIOLENTLY KICK TO THIS IN THW WOMB AND ITS STILL A FAV. he'd sing it with me i swear

PLEASE DON'T APOLOGIZE !!! i will never ever complain about people talking to me are you kidding???

KARAOKE WITH HIM !! I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT IT SO OFTEN ITS RIDICULOUS !!!! especially after i watched ahs. those scenes with austin sommers singing are like a peek into what peter would sound like doing karaoke. and oh my god,,, im a mess over it,,, he'd sound sooooo beautiful and silly

the long-form fic im writing abt peter has a karaoke scene actually. i still might never post it. but there's a bit where he lies on the floor lazily singing comfortably numb lmao

HE'D FUCKIN ACE DON'T STOP BELIEVIN !!! Y'ALL WOULD KILL IT !!!! DUUUUUDE MEAT LOAF TOO!! THERE'S SO MANY SONGS BY THEM HE'D BE PERFECT FOR !! do a duet to paradise by the dashboard light i fuckin dare you !!! i dARE YOU !!

some other songs i've thought about him singing: queen's don't stop me now, the guess who's these eyes, tears for fears everybody wants to the rule world (only because its my fav song like,,, ever), toto's africa would be too perfect as well

it's cute you're so passionate abt music btw that's something he'd hella vibe with,,, just share your music tastes with each other,,

[singerorpheus]

im just gna word vomit everything i saw:

- i had madeline charlemagne as eurydice and beth hinton lever as a fate! beth had a string of bells as her instrument!

- i kept being drawn to bella as a fate shes so so mean and nasty im obsessed with her

- nothing changes is too fast and i stand by that!!!

- the cut lines for the women i will always mourn but theres also something so powerful about the looks eurydice and persephone and even hermes shoot each other like the silence is so so loud

- doubt comes in orpheus hitting his chest, i literally heard with my own two ears donal shushing the fates as they go where is she, he kisses his little necklace thing before starting

- LIKE WHAT IS HIS LITTLE NECKLACE THING

- the notebook during chant i literally just has la la la la la written on it thats my poet who will change the world btw

- zachery hades is so fucking yassified i feel like no one mentioned that his chant ii walk is so cunty

- the use of the red at the back of his outfit is used so cleanly and effectively its almost diabolical how good that combination of blocking and costuming is

- i literallt cannot believe i saw donal orpheus sing if its true live like in real life like oh my god

- buy your tickets at the right side!! orpheus does run up next to the crowd to climb some metal scaffolding(?) to run up to eurydice after flowers, but in the defense of the left side -- eurydice stands there pretty often and so does hermes so you get full melanie all the time which is a dream and also holy shit you can just see orpheus in front of you for doubt comes in as he starts panicking

- god they really make donal run and sing and he does it full body

- wow melanie really gives her all the entire time shes on stage the silent moments she has with eurydice especially after hey little songbird is like oh my god

- also i wanted the lights to swing over my head so so bad

- god the lighting tony win is so fucking deserved its so fucking CRAZY how full body the experience of the lights are

- during our lady of the underground gloria reached out and touched someones bald head in the front row shes so fucking funny

- also i just kept hearing from the people around about how good gloria is once the show is done and theyre so right

- absolutely no notes for madeline she was absolutely great (i could literally see her shake during chant i and hey little songbird) she sang "orpheus" before she went back down after doubt comes in which was a big OOF for me

- the parallel between eurydice learning the dance from the workers during livin it up on top and her learning the moves during why we build the wall omg

- when orpheus makes the little newspaper flower it has a little stalk in the middle of it unlike broadway

- during olotu, when persephone introduces the keyboardist he does the little pierre "no i am enjoying myself at home this evening" fist pump

- gloria's single tear post chant ii is fucking killer.

- also hades does a little funny shimmy during lover's desire like i wonder if every hades and persephone has a slightly different dance? bc i dont rmb some of those moves

- when hermes sings "and that is how it ends" orpheus just collapses.... my poor beloved poet!!

- orpheus reacts to the lamp above the exit before he leaves

- i guess i also didn't really realise how hurt orpheus is by the time doubt comes in happens orpheus as a little stumble by the time he starts epic iii and hes so so greviously hurt by then already

- this orpheus doesn't have the Classic red tied bandana it's more like just a piece of non-patterned red cloth around his neck. he wear a necklace (which i will emphasise so much i so desperately want to know what it is -- the stage is so fucking high i couldn't get a clear view of it) which had two pendants of things that i couldn't see and a black (iron?) ring on his middle finger if im not wrong

-the red carnation that appears doesn't have leaves or a stem unlike the broadway version that ive seen its just petals that appear in orpheus' and hades' hands

-if ure a west end enthusiast like i am u would already know but hermes has a pocket watch now that she checks periodically and its a big reoccurring thing

-when persephone leaves for up top in act 1 zachary hades is like slouched iirc -- i think zachary plays up the business man aspect of hades and also hades' underlying sadness whereas i think other hadeses have more anger within them with some sadness popping up periodically

-orpheus during epic iii when the workers start singing with him had a little smile/relief before he went back to being in Extreme Pain

[stevethehairington]

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I already know the answer to 1……it’s me >:)))))))

hehehehe hiiiii liam 😘😘 ty for thisssss, these are all greattttt ones!!!

13. Least favorite storyline?

hah. HAH. do i even need to answer this i think you already know 😂 please, see our dms OR see my answer to number 5 here lmfaO

23. Character you use to like but now hate?

oh man, haha. WELL. i mean, when we first started i did actually like abby. she wasn't a favorite or anything, but i liked her! now though. HAAAH. fuck that bitch!! with the prickliest fuckin cactus you can find!! hate her hate her hate her she is the wORST!!!

24. Character you use to hate but now like?

EASY. taylor kelly <3 i was big fucking mad at her for what she did to bobby in dosed, and that fucking souuuured me to her soooo bad. SOOO bad. and like i genuinely could not wrap my head around how buck could even look at her again after that. like. that's his DAD. and like. listen. im still mad at her for that, that was a HORRIBLE thing to do. but. by the time she showed up again later i was still mad at her and i tried to continue hating her lmao but she did, in fact, grow on me. and i did, in fact, fall in love with her. UNTIL THEY FUCKING ASSASSINATED HER. i simply do not see what they did to her after the breakup. the taylor kelly that lives in my brain did NOT write a fuck ass book and was NOT villainized and is livin her best bi life, kissing her hot firefighter gf lucy. <3

28. Favorite voice over?

NO FUCKING BRAINER HERE: TSUNAMI ARC VOICEOVER BELOVED!!!!!!!!! its just. SO FUCKING GOOD. "to be seen... to be found... isn't that what we're all searching for?" LINE OF ALL TIME!!!!! E S P E C I A L L Y GIVEN THAT IT PLAYS OVER THE MATCHING SCENE OF ALL TIME THAT IS THE EDDIE LOVE CONFESSION 1.0 OF "THERE IS NOBODY IN THIS WORLD THAT I TRUST MORE WITH MY SON THAN YOU" - WHICH OH BY THE WAY HAPPENS RIGHT AFTER GOD DAMN FUCKING PHOTOGRAPH PLAYS??? THE SONG THAT SAYS "WAIT FOR ME TO COME HOME". FOLLOWED IMMEDIATLEY BY EDDIE AND CHRISTOPHER SHOWING UP AT BUCKS DOOR. I FEEL INSANE JUST TYPING THAT UP. YOU REALLY CANT MAKE THIS SHIT UP THIS SHOW IS INSANE. BUT YEAH. VOICE OVER OF ALLLLLL TIME.

wee woo show asks

[isthataraccoon]

ITS JUST ME MYSELF & I

STUCK IN MY BEDROOM LIVIN IN THIS WORLD YOU LEFT BEHIND

DREAMING OF ALL THESE MONSTERS THAT ILL NEVER GET TO FIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTT

BUT BOY I WISH I COULD SO I COILD BRING THIS WORLD SOME LIGHT

CAUSE IM STUCK WITH YOUR STORIES BUT NO CLUE WHO YOU ARR

AND NO IDEA IF YOURE DEAD OR JUST TOO FAR

SOMEBODY TELL ME COME GIVE ME A SOGN IF I FIGHT THOSE MONSTERS IS IT YOU ILL FIND

[maskyartist]

Thank you thank you THANK YOU for bringing system! Augustus into my life. That is SO real to me now I will never be the same again /pos - a fellow system <3

THERES THE REASSURANCE I NEED TO BUILD ON THIS THANK U FELLOW SYSTEM HOLDER!! :D or user idk all the terms >3> i just got bitches livin here rent free ANYWAYS

for funsies imma use ur ask to talk about the roles the different parts of Augustus's system play n sorta when they showed up :D

His system isnt TOO big. Augustus's mind sorta segmented things in a way he could understand. small numbers mean easier solutions, so his issues were cut into four equal slices essentially. Someone to handle each of the parts he couldnt deal with himself

They also dont have real names. Just titles. It keeps things tidy in Augustus's brain so he doesn't really "humanize" them as human as they are. hell he doesnt even think about em as other personalities, he just thinks people have other people in their mental worlds who take over the body when ur too out of it to do so urself

as for the system members!

The Princess: Definitely first to show up. Similar to Raz, Augustus needed a friend when he was a kid. he also needed a person who could take on his "girliness" for him so he could be a boy. This brings in our Princess, who houses all that sweet sweet childhood trauma! along with happy childhood memories :D she's got mood swings, going from merciful princess to "I will stab you with my tiara", she's a kid she's got a lot of emotions!

The Acrobat: For handling all those weird feelings in ur teen years. They're about 14, struggling with gender identity, and is Augustus's "voice" while they do side shows for money. they're around for most of the Starlight Circus, so they're in for the long haul. They hold a lot of Augustus's more emotional trauma, and is a bit of a wimp. got that awkward growth spurt hunch and tends to trail off when they speak

The Ringmaster: Augustus just got his scars and he cant handle that kind of pain and having to relearn how to see. Introducing our Ringmaster! A strong willed grown man who knows exactly how to execute a routine and expects perfection >:( A big frowner for sure, very protective of Augustus. he's his backbone basically, able to finally give Augustus ground to stand on so he can stand up for himself. he's also a fast learner, helping Augustus get used to having only one seeing eye :D

and finally we have Maligula, who handles all of Augustus's water and psychic based issues and joys. unlike Lucrecia's Maligula which is more a coping mechanism she made to defend herself, Augustus's is a fully realized...creature. not a person, but a creature who lives deep within the waters of the flooded circus and takes on all that heavy trauma of the Grulovia Dam Flooding, his failures, his biggest problems...he's sorta Augustus's main protector essentially, blocking him from doing much outside of his usual routines that ARE deemed as "safe". its why starting him on Psychic training is a bit difficult when you have a literal monster holding you back out of fear of you or your loved ones getting hurt

again this is all mostly based on my experiences and also how i internalize my own system stuff, so take all this with a grain of salt, im not an expert, yadayadayada, but i just think it's kinda neat!

plus theres no way in hell Augustus knows he has DID he thinks this is just How The Brain Works and theres like a whole team of highly trained psychologists like "No bestie this is somethin WAY different"

[lepidopteragirl]

i get up in the evenin and i aint got nothin to say come home in the mornin i go to bed feelin the same way i ain't nothin but tired man im just tired and bored with myself hey there baby i could use just a little help you cant start a fire you cant start a fire without a spark this guns for hire even if were just dancin in the dark messages keeps gettin clearer radios on and im movin round my place i check my look in the mirror wanna change my clothes my hair my face man i aint gettin nowhere im just livin in a dump like this theres somethin happenin somewhere baby i just know that there is you can't start a fire you can't start a fire without a spark this gun's for hire even if we’re just dancing in the dark you sit around gettin older there's a joke here somewhere and its on me shake this world off my shoulders come on baby the laughs on me stay on the streets of this town and theyll be carvin you up alright they say you gotta stay hungry hey baby im just about starvin tonight im dyin for some action im sick of sittin round here tryin to write this book i need a love reaction come on baby gimme just one look you cant start a fire sittin round cryin over a broken heart this guns for hire even if we're just dancin in the dark you cant start a fire worrying about your little world fallin apart this guns for hire even if we're just dancin in the dark even if we're just dancin in the dark even if we're just dancin in the dark even if we're just dancin in the dark hey baby!!

[princefangs]

ok, im gonna try my hand at a proper memory post. i hope this isnt too confusing, im trying to set them up in order to form a timeline but its hard cus everythings kinda fuzzy

this will ( hopefully ) expand as i remember more stuff, so its always gonna be a wip

last updated nov. 11th

PRE-TURNING & TURNING

- im the original vampworld finn - i dont think babyworld finn was ever a thing in my timeline. not that i know of anyway

- before i was turned, i was a kid living on my own. i moved camps often, equipped with stakes and all to defend myself from the vampires. this is when i had my hat, to protect my neck. i came in contact with bonnie and the other hunters before, but i decided not to stay. i didnt like them much. we butted heads a lot. i had no memory of my family, i was alone for as long as i could remember. i was more of a vegabond than a hunter, but i learned a lot from vampire hunters on how to survive

- when i was 15, the star found my camp, along with a group of hunting vampires. i killed most of them and gave the star a good stab to the chest, but missed the heart. hissing in rage, she ripped off my hood and grabbed my hair, dragging me all the way to the vampire hive.

- she threw me in front of the vampire king. i was terrified. he was terrifying. he was the one who turned me - i still remember his fangs in my neck.

VAMP LIVIN'

- they threw me in a cell in the hive while i turned. it was fucking agony. i was left alone with no food or company at all while i underwent mental and psychical torture from the turning process (see the animals in the stakes arc. yeah)

- i was alone and starving up until the star came in. she dragged into a room and gave me my first taste of blood. i refused but eventually caved. Heres more on that i guess

- after that i started moving up the ranks. i started leaning more and more into my new vampire status and slowly but surely, i earned my tarot name. the sun. marcy and i became extremely close and she served as a big sister figure

- the vampire king hated me. he only tolerated my presence because his daughter liked me so much. he turned me thinking I'd be just another low-level vampire under his watch, but i wasnt. i think he would have killed me if marceline wasnt there

??????

- i dont fully remember what happened with the other members of the vampire king's court. i think they all had their own hives and servants in different parts of the world. i vaguely remember simon petrikov being in the empress' court

- i think martin died? the things that happened in the f&c episode happened but without fionna, cake or simon. and babyworld finn. i think i was there on the side of the vamps, maybe. i know marcy and bonnie both survived their fall

- i think after that bonnie was captured by the vampires. i felt pity for her since i knew what being locked in a cell felt like. marcy often came to taunt her after she recovered from her own injuries. i followed, obviously, but i mostly stayed quiet.

- i think i might have let bonnie go. she didnt wait for a second to make a break for it, she even attacked me with a hidden stake she had on her. it gave me a scar above my eye.

- i got in huge fucking trouble for it as you could imagine. i think this is when i lost my arm. the vampire king ripped it off in rage as punishment. i was so out of it so i dont remember it well, but i remember seeing blood from my Arm Nub and marcy arguing with the vk as i slowly lost consciousness. i couldn't hear what they were saying, my ears were ringing

ESCAPE FROM THE HIVE

- sometime after that, idk when, i escaped the hive. I went back to being a loner, but i targeted vampires specifically. i would attack the odd mutant, but that was mostly for feeding reasons. i actively started hunting members of the vk's court. i wanted marcy to come with me, but i knew she wouldn't. so i just disappeared and went into hiding

- i think my timeline had a vampworld fern??? i dont think their name was fern, im pretty sure they went by thorn. i vaguely remember(??) getting found by bonnie and the hunters after escaping the hive and seeing some kid with them.

- thorn still had the grass curse, i think. they could grow the grass sword and had the thorn sticking out of their hand, which they always kept covered by bandages. they were pretty quiet, probably cus i dont think them and bonnie had a great relationship

- my meeting with bonnie and the others didn't last, though. bonnie wanted me DEAD. i was drained from lack of blood and energy, so i did the sensible thing and i ran.

- somewhere along the line, i met someone interesting. another vampire, named marshall. yep, we had a marshall too!

- he was pretty freaking cool. he was a rogue vampire who lived on his own, saying he "takes what he wants when he wants it." of course, i thought he was the coolest guy ever

- marshall was marceline's twin brother. they were separated when the mushroom war happened, and grew up separately. they didnt even remember each other. upon finding out, marshall would express ( rather loudly ) that he wanted no part in being royalty. them being related also technically made marshall my brother, which was awesome

- marshall got a lot of the demon stuff, i think. i remember him having a human disguise that looked like fionnaworld marsh, just with uh. scary teeth lol.

- me and him traveled around a little bit together for a little. it was cool, but he made me miss the hive a lot because him and marcy were so similar.

- also i think simon was around? it really would make lots of sense if he was

[jazzzyx]

Raison d'etre Prologue 1

-Beginning Story 1—

(The first year of establishment of ES! Mid March. Saiku Sects boarding house in Paris)

Shu:

In other words, I still get ridiculed about my string phones. I wonder if there is-

Mika:

I wonder what yayu is doing? It sounds cute~!

Shu:

Am I being laughed at? Who are you acting unfamiliar with.

Mika:

Hmm, don't cha think it is different from being ridiculed? Are ya amused?

Shu:

Eh, are you distinguished between the two? And are you thinking of the former as slander and the latter as a favorable expression?

Mika:

Well, I can't think of difficult things…..

Why’re ya so irritated Oshi-san? Was’ funny hearin ya talk about your own rules in your room chattin’?

When I'd bring my phone in my room, my roommate would say, “Ah, today is the day kagehira talks with his Oshi-san on the phone”.

I'm so Grateful for that~ im happy~

Shu:

Are you angry at the fact the string phone is tied to me?

Perhaps I'm still a grumpy, anachronistic elderly needy caregiver among the insidious folks of my homeland?

HA! Not being able to refresh the inside of my head is proof of my aging. Nodayo!

Mika:

Are you try’n to hit me? Oshi-san?

What's happened? Was there somethin’ you didn't like about college?

Shu:

Are you in any position to be worrying about others?

Have you become noble?

That's right! You are already a full-fledged person! Can you walk on your own without me taking care of you??

Congratulations pinocchio!? I'm glad you've become human.

Mika:

(Hmmm. After all, Oshi-san’s usually frustrated all the time. Ru~**

In the case of Oshi-san, the more excited he gets and in a good mood, the angrier he gets.)

(Seriously, why are ya’ so angry? Well, it's probably all my fault)

(I have no idea….)

(Oshi-san said to me, “you came all this way to paris, even though i was busy at the end of the school year”.)

(Far from complimenting me, he started to get irritated at me when I said I'd’ be livin’ in seisokan as usual from next year.)

(What am I doing? Tis different from oshi-san's plan isn't it??)

(It's a burn.. Work on Valkyrie is basically done only in japan, so its more efficient to have it done locally)

(Unlike Oshi-san, i don't really want ta’ study in a foreign country. I cant enter the same university as my Oshi-san either)

(Is it selfish of me to say I want to live with my Oshi-san?)

(I'm not going to bother the people at Oshi-sans boarding house, can i do anything even if I'm here?)

(I'm lonely, but…… is it annoying if I snuggle up to Oshi-san just because I'm alone?)

Shu:

Non! Are you still in there kagehira-kuun? Did you forget to wind up the mainspring?

Mika:

Hmmm… did you call me “kun”~? I feel so distant and lonely.!

Shu:

Is this enough? Because I am too familiar with you right?

I'm confused because of that, and I'm serious about preparing a new life for you. I bowed my head to the landlord, secured a room, and got all the furniture ready, Kakaka!

Well, it all ended up being in vain! Laugh at me!

Mika:

Hmmm..? if my Oshi-san wants me to, I'll start the procedures fer’ things like moving from now on, right?

Shu:

I don't need it, I don't need it! Bring back the furniture and other items that I prepared for you, sell them, and use them as funds for Valkyrie activities!

By the way, do you take pride in the fact that you will also have to go home and sell the works that I have created in this past year!?

We werent able to perform satisfactorily in that “SS”, great war that divided our world..

I was forced to do a slapstick drama that I wasn't used to, and it probably ruined my reputation.

In order to wipe away that defect, let's start a new artistic activity with the sold funds.

In fact, it wasn't the time to get carried away with the new life yet..

Mika:

I can't stand it… i didnt think my Oshi-san was lookin’ forward to living with me that much..

Shu:

Who?... What?..... Who was looking forward to living with you?!?!?

Don't be a self-indulgent kagehira! Mostly, you're always suggestive, don't go misunderstanding me..

((Phone Ringing))

Shu:

Eh??

Mika:

What's happened, Oshi-san?

Shu:

Stop that timid animal-like behavior! Frustrating!

It's just one phone call. But while guests are here..? The landlord doesn't even call me out of consideration, but… is there something urgent?

Mika:

Call? Ah~ I should really be quiet.

(Hmm, it might have been helpful. This will cutoff the strange atmosphere.)

Shu:

Hello, what is it brother? It's unusual to hear from you.

Oh, oh, it's annoying isn't it? I'm doing well, I begged you to leave me alone. Jus-

…….

—-...Eh?

…….. ……. ……. …..Understood.

Hmmm…I'll be back soon.

Mika:

What's the matter? It looks like you've died and come back. What happened?

Shu:

Grandfather……

Mika: Huh?

Shu:

My Grandfather passed away early this morning.

-Story 1 End-

[wooahaes]

did i hear glee covers... 👀👀 what are your favorites

nico i have a 10 hour playlist i made for my friend (who has never seen glee lol) of what i dubbed the good glee songs so i will simply pull from that ksdfhsdf so here is just. an assortment of songs i think i revisit every so often under a readmore bc idk how long this will get

its my life / confessions pt2, sweet caroline, true colors, hello i love you, bohemian rhapsody, i want to hold your hand, losing my religion, river deep mountain high, start me up/livin on a prayer, marry you, sway, she's not there, thriller/heads will roll, P.Y.T, blame it (on the alcohol), somewhere only we know, born this way, i'm not gonna teach your boyfriend how to dance with you, run the world (girls), candyman, uptown girl, smooth criminal, it's all coming back to me now (... literally my fave rachel solo btw !!! she sounds so good!!!), paradise by the dashboard light, pinball wizard, marry the night, gloria, more than a feeling, america, i still haven't found what i'm looking for, toxic (s5 ver), mustang sally, hand in my pocket / i feel the earth move, take me to church

theres a lot more on this playlist lmao but i think these are the ones i come back to like.. the most? im 90% sure theres little to no correlation between my fave characters and this list but id have to tally them up skdfhsdf

[rz-053]

i want to fucking die i want to fucking die i want to fucking die i want to fucking die i want to fucking die i want to fucking die i want to fucking die i want to fucking die i want to fucking die i want to fucking die i want a life where people dont gt angry and me and snap an d yell at me for not communicating evffectively i want a world where people dont hate me when im trying to my fucking best i want to livin a owrld where i can get upset and be asked "are you okay" instead f being told "STOP, JUST STOP" I WANT TO FUCKING DIE I WANT TO FUCKING DIE I WANT TO FUCKING DIE EVERYTHING IS TOO EXPENSIVE I CANT GET A FUCKING JOB AND EVERYONE JUST DEICDES ITS MY FAULT LIKE IM SOME KIND OF FUCKING WORHTLESS PIECE OF SHIT WHO REFUSES TO TRY WHEN EVERY DAY I AM FIGHTING AND CLAWING MY WAY TO NOT JUST FUCKING KILL MYSELF OR THE PEOPLE AROUND ME THE MINUTE I GET OUT OF BED IM SICK OF EVERONE HAVTING ME WHEN ALL IM DOING IT TRYING TO GET THROUGH THE FUCKING DAY i want to fucking die i want to fucking die i want to fucking die i want to fucking die i want to fucking die i want to fucking die i want to fucking die i want to fucKING DIE I WANT TO FUCKING DIE I JUST WANT TO PUT MY HEAD THROUGH A GODDAMN WALL DRINK THE YELLOW METAL LOADED WATER OUT OF MY FUCKING BASEMENT SINK UNTIL I SCHOKE ON MY OWN VOMIT

MAYBE THEN PEOPLE WILL ACTUALLY HAVE SOMETHING NICE TO SAY ABOUT ME. NAH, OF COURSE THEY WOULD.NT. EVERYONE HATES ME AND IM BETTER OFF DEAD EVEN MY OWN FUCKING MOTHER MY SIBLINGS DONT EVER FUCKING TALK TO ME UNLESS I TALK TO THEM FIRST IM JUST A FUCKING PATHETIC PIECE OF SHIT EMBARRASSMENT HOW ABOUT SOMEBODY JUST FUCKING SHOOTS ME BECAUSE IM TOO MUCH OF A COWARDLY FUCKUP TO DO IT MYSELF