#its so discouraging when years ago my older shitty art got so much attention
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sometimes its hard to think my art will really reach enough people to fulfill my dream
#im so behind#and such a...mediocre artist lmao#im best at digital and even then apparently that isnt good enough#i dont know how to actually use any other art mediums i dont step out of my style comfort zone#i dont draw every day at the speed of light with a new piece all the time#which i dont think is a bad thing necessarily i blame capitalism and what consumerism has become on that one#idk even tho i do like my art and think its underrated it doesnt rly matter cause#i dont rly have an audience#its so discouraging when years ago my older shitty art got so much attention#and now that im at a place where my art is good to me i dont get seen AT ALL#im just down#and whining#cause i dont have the time or energy or means to be a full time artist#and its because no matter what ive always done in the past i can never seem to get further#i cant be a full time artist i need to work a dumb normal job just to barely make ends meet#i could go on about this forever and how bad it makes me feel but its 7 am and im not on it
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