#its okay you can call me a coward idc

[damian-lil-babybat]

UPDATE

Hello. Some few updates in case you guys are wondering of my lack of output lately. ahem. well, firstly, class started. and with a full time job, it is kinda hectic. but im having fun now unlike last semester (gosh that was a bad year). so i wont be able to post as frequently as before, unless im too stressed or bummed out or my escapism kicks in again, that i need to draw my comfort baby damian. so this blog might be not that active from now on eheh. secondly, i am very much productive at a talia fanzine! and most of my latest works are related to the queen and i havent gotten around what i should be submitting so until i sort out all my wips and thought doodles for the next months until october, i wont be able to post anything serious. lol. but i am super duper excited at working with this project with wonderful people around. so. cheers for that! and thirdly, i dont like whats happening with damian. i am legitimately terrified to read any comics right now. im still stuck at the 2016 rebirth and i refuse to move forward until the next reboot appears. so there's that. and yeah, i only read young justice, batman and the outsiders, event leviathan, and lil gotham. other than those mentioned i am in a constant void of fluffy fanarts, hcs, and aus. thank you guys for always showing support and love!

[nutellaneedsanap]

Marijon Week 2021 Day One Prompt: Blue Eyes||Identity Reveal

at least i didn’t name myself after a restaurant @nutella(she_they)

WHEN WAS SOMEONE GOING TO TELL ME THAT SUPERBOY AND LADYBUG COULD SING- [video attached]

[The Video starts shakily, pointing at a 45 degree angle to Superboy 2.0. He is hovering near the edge of the roof and softly strumming a ukulele, seemingly lost in thought. The video zooms in and he begins to hum the intro to Ocean Eyes by Billie Eilish. He pauses, clears his throat, and begins in a beautiful tenor.

“I’ve been watching you, for some time. Can’t stop starin’ at those ocean eyes.” He flies backwards and sits on the edge of the roof, smiling.

“Burning cities and napalm skies,” a new voice continues. Superboy stops playing the ukulele and looks up, eyes wide. The cameraman gasps and pans to the right to find Ladybug. You can tell by her windswept hair and the way she is holding her yo-yo that she just swung onto the rooftop. “Fifteen flares inside those ocean eyes, your ocean eyes.” The camera follows her as she walks over to pull Superboy into a standing position. Smiling, the heroine continues in her surprisingly clear voice.

“No fair,” she nudges him. “You really know how to make me cry,”

Superboy snaps out of his stupor and joins her. “When you give me those ocean eyes, I’m scared. I’ve never fallen from quite this high falling into your ocean eyes, those ocean eyes.”

The song continues with the two of them dueting and harmonizing beautifly, crescendoing when appropriate and quieting down at the more serious parts. At some point, Ladybug grabs Superboy by the hand and pulls him to the center of the rooftop where she begins to dance. As the song comes to an end, they slow down considerably and their faces begin to drift closer. As soon as the last note leaves their lips, Superboy darts forward and captures her lips with his.

A whoop is heard from behind the camera, followed by an “Oh, shit!” when the superheroes break apart and look at the camera man. The camera shakes and the video ends.]

LIKE HOLY SHIT I GOT CAUGHT BUT IT WAS WORTH IT

Queen @ur_favorite_queer_queen

@nutella(she_they) ASFLKJEFLJEF NOT TO MENTION SUPERBOY 2 CAN PLAY THE UKULELE-

PunchLime(she/they/he) @lee_max

@nutella(she_they) [Insert image *okay, was anybody going to tell me that ladybug and superboy could sing or was i supposed to just figure that out via random twitter video myself.jpg*]

Robin @thefourthboywonder

@nutella(she_they) @thesecondsuperboy Jon-El, what are you doing with my little sister?

Jon-El @thesecondsuperboy

@nutella(she_they) @thesecondsuperboy @thefourthboywonder uhhhhh *gulps heavily* *looks at note cards* ...patrolling?

Robin @thefourthboywonder

@nutella(she_they) @thesecondsuperboy @thefourthboywonder Likely story. You may duel Father for her hand two weeks from today at the Batcave. Come or die, coward.

yes i am a bat leave me alone @Ladybug

@nutella(she_they) @thesecondsuperboy @thefourthboywonder *sigh* I am not your little sister, we were created in a lab and brought to life at the same time. Stop with the dramatics. We have been dating for 3 months, you know this.

purple and waffles @spoiler

@nutella(she_they) @thesecondsuperboy @thefourthboywonder @Ladybug OOOOHHHHHHHH SOMEONES IN TROUBLEEEEEEEEEEEE

Kon-El @theorginalsuperboy

@nutella(she_they) @thesecondsuperboy @thefourthboywonder @Ladybug no no, @thefourthboywonder has a point

Jon-El @thesecondsuperboy

@nutella(she_they) @thesecondsuperboy @thefourthboywonder @Ladybug @theoriginalsuperboy kon you’re supposed to be on my side!! its in the brother code!!!

Kon-El @theorginalsuperboy

@nutella(she_they) @thesecondsuperboy @thefourthboywonder @Ladybug @theoriginalsuperboy yeah but,,, its bug also rr would break up with me if i let anything bad happen to her i'm pretty sure

yes i am a bat leave me alone @Ladybug

To answer all the questions I keep getting, yes, I am dating Superboy 2, yes Robin and I are twins genetically created in a lab(Nightwing posted about this when we first started being vigilantes??), yes, I can sing moderately well, and no, we did not kill @nutella(she_they). They are perfectly fine, if a bit mortified.

at least i didn’t name myself after a restaurant @nutella(she_they)

@Ladybug yeah guys im completely fine, i even asked before posting the video and everything :) (also i appreciate the concern and all but how exactly would i post that if i was dead?) ((and i think @thesecondsuperboy is a bit more mortified than me, lol))

Jon-El @thesecondsuperboy

@Ladybug @nutella(she_they) yep! She is perfectly fine :) (i even flew her home) ((can you blame me?????? there is now a video of me singing on the internet))

at least i didn’t name myself after a restaurant @nutella(she_they)

@Ladybug @nutella(she_they) @thesecondsuperboy AFJELJFJ yes i can blame you lmao you let me post it

dat ass™ @nightwing

@Ladybug @thesecondsuperboy YOU GUYS ARE DATING AND I AM THE LAST IN THE FAMILY TO KNOW??? betrayal at its finest

I lived bitch @redhood

@nightwing i was the first(besides @blackbat ofc) to know and i think that is very sexy of me

dat ass™ @nightwing

@redhood you MONSTER how could you not tell me?!?!?!

I lived bitch@redhood

@nightwing my own brother,,,, called me a monster. he was right of course, but it still hurt

dat ass™ @nightwing

@redhood DO NOT QUOTE THE SACRED SERIES AT ME WHEN I AM MAD AT YOU

I lived bitch @redhood

@nightwing what cha gon do

MW @thefashionone

Hi um how much tea can i drink before dying? Asking for a friend.

Dick Grayson @thesexyone

@thefashionone send me your location im coming over

MW @thefashionone

@thesexyone HA im at metropolis with jon you will never find me

Duke Thomas-Wayne @thenewone

@thefashionone @thesexyone MARI HE IS HEADING TO THE AIRPORT HIDE HIDE HIDE

MW @thefashionone

@thefashionone @thesexyone @thenewone WHAT HOW NO STOP HIM

Duke Thomas-Wayne @thenewone

@thefashionone @thesexyone I TRIED I WAS TOO LATE @theprettyone HELD ME BACK

Cass Wayne @theprettyone

@thefashionone @thesexyone @thenewone Mari needs to sleep :)

MW @thefashionone

*gasp* my own SISTER

Mochegato @mochegato

@thefashionone @thesexyone @thenewone @theprettyone man i love the wayne family

Dicta-Ruler @Emmy_Phee

@thefashionone @thesexyone @thenewone @theprettyone @mochegato today is a good day to be a gothamite :)

@marijon-week

a big thank you to my friends from the MGI server who let me use their username for this!!!!!!

This is technically not late its 11 pm where im at rn soooo

also tumblr wont space it how i want it to but idc anymore im too tired

[jennrypan]

Chameleon doesnt deserve as much salt as it gets. Yes im back on this again.

Was it a silly dumbass episode? Yes, very much so. But so was that dumbass Party Crashers (?) Episode where Marinette dresses a dude to be nosy??. A lot of dumb shit happens with no real continuity to it.

Like was the class majorly dumbed down? Yeah, but the only REALLY stupid scene was the napkin scene, everything was normal ML dumbassery.

Lila doesnt deserve the amount of hate she gets, shes not evil, shes just an annoying brat with petty lying issues.

Adrien isnt a spineless coward for giving ONE sentence of advice cuz he didnt have all the facts, cuz Marinette decided to not tell him Lila threatened her, and considering Lilas good at gaslighting it makes sense not to publicly call her out, cuz she can flip the script like she did with Marinette.

Alya isnt Lilas damn attack dog. Yall have no idea how PISSED it makes me that yall saw the main black girl and decided to make her some aggressive ass bully. Fuck yall, fuck everyone of yall idc. That shits so aggravating. She said ONE thing, and in the next she actively stopped up for Marinette with the test answers ???

But nvm that ig, cuz Marinettes clearly soo sad about her friends "abandoning" her, shes gonna become an asshole in return?? And move to gotham?? Or new york to meet the avengers?? Or call up allll the celebrities she knows cuz obviously everyone loves her and if they dont drop everything for her theyre evil.

And another thing. Marinette doesnt do EVERYTHING for her classmates, she what makes them a few goodies out of the kindness of her heart and suddenly they owe her everything ? She makes them stuff she could obviously say no to?? Marinettes a kind person! So ofc she'd agree to help her friends but she doesnt do everything for them, theyre competent teenagers

Like yall make Marinette some super cool do no wrong chick and she becomes exactly like lila but its cool cuz its Marinette, you take her flaws and her overall personality until shes not even marinette its just an oc.

Also. I loove Chloe redemption, its my favorite thing but not at the expense of Alya, Chloe shouldnt replace Alya as Marinettez bestfriend.

Wheres the fics where Chloes redemption isnt focused on Marinette? Like if shes changing it wont be for Marinette. Itll be for either Sabrina or Adrien her actual friends?? And possibly Zoe ? (Also notice how zoe kinda faded into the background after like..two or one episode, like..wha)

Anyways.

Salt is so..dramatic and its usually salting over ONE instance and blowing it out of proportion. Chameleon was an okay episode.

If youre mad be mad at the writers who wrote that damn napkin scene cuz lord. That was a mess

[jinnielovebot]

"𝕤𝕠𝕗𝕥" 𝕓𝕚𝕒𝕤 𝕥𝕒𝕘

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tagging: @bangs-chan @huynjn @bangchans @hyunjeno @himeaegyo @realstraykids @hyunnlix @hanlix @straylov @district9sgf @strgaykids @chrsbng @chanscurls @straycuties @jikseu @3rachans @scene-stealers (´・ω・`) get soft my dudes

who is my bias?

ajdkdk i did this before for hyunjin alrdy so imma do it for mr lee know this time owo

what’s your favorite thing about them?

when hes not fckin loud

jk i love how hes like,,,so determined n driven like having to learn how to rap during the survival show n being sososo strong even after he got eliminated :((( and also his stage presence GODOAHDSKJAHDKJ he just oozes charisma n its just NOT OKAY SOMETIMES ;____; and i love how hes just like,,,,,,so blunt abt everything n is cheeky AF at times ahskjda im getting war flashbacks to the pic of him n his hand FIRMLY PLANTED ON CHANGBINS LEG n i love how hes just so playful n cute n hes like 2000% the type of person id prob get along w rlly well ahskdja he rlly reminds me of my sis n my best friend meaning he stresses me out n makes me wanna clock him every breathing second 

who would initiate skinship more?

AJDKDK HIM o my god he literallt gives zero shits when it comes to skinship n i can alrdy imagine him just randomly likw,,,giving tackle hugs when im just tryna mind My Own business n hes probably even more likely to initiate skinship in public bc hes rlly just a little ho whomst i love :///

who would hog the blankets more?

honestly ME AKDKDKDK i get cold so easily n if im not burritoed thr fuc up in 5 blankets then imma b PRESSED n also COLD so idc if he gets cold at night i need my blankets ://

who would be more clingy?

me bc i need attention n validation 25/8 meanwhile he’ll send me snaps w captions saying like “having fun w/o u 😜” n then i deck him

who would say ‘i love you’ first?

i FEEL LIKE I WLD EVEN THO I GET LIKE HELLA  STRESSED TRYNA SAY I LOV U IN PERSON but hes the type to b like “not until u say it first” and i just AJDKDKDK HAVE TO GIVE IN BC I NEED VALIDATION IN MY LIFE

what cuddling position would you two have?

he is on one end of the bed and i am AS FAR AS POSSIBLE ON THE OPPOSITE END in order to suppress my urge to kick him off the bed,,,romantic i kno right 😔✊💓

which colors remind you of them and why?

he reminds of like,,green and fiery red,,,,,,,,so like christmas colors 🤪

which season would you like to spend with them?

fall/winter!! ajdkdk im love going out on walks at night w him or going to restaurants at like 2am sjkdk and also fall/winter is Prime canoodling season SO

who would bake the cookies and who would steal the batter?

u think our dead asses have time to bake NO we’re eating out

which one of you would make bad puns and how would the other react?

BOTH OF US WOULD MAKE BAD JOKES AJDKDK but his would b so bad i wld rlly haveto get my tinder profile prwpared for the day he CROSSES the line w the bad puns :///

who would want to adopt 50 dogs and cats?

DILEMMA bc he wants cats n i want dogs 

which one of you would nearly burn down the kitchen trying to microwave a pop tart and who would come to the rescue?

i wld set the kitchen on fire n then he wld call out my -5 iq :’(

who likes to lean over trail railings and who pulls them back?

ajdkd him but HE WLD ONLY DO IT TO TEASE ME KSKD bc im like terrified of heights and railings so he wld do it for fun to try n scare me n make me pull him back but one day,,ONE DAY ill tell him do it fucker i DARE u

what would watching a horror film with them be like?

me tryna close my eyes SHUT n covering them w my hands n then him tryna pry my hands away from my eyes nd pranking me at night n jumping out of closets to scare me :/

who would be the cheesy flirt and who would be the smooth flirt?

im the cheesy flirt bc idk how to flirt nd hes the smooth flirt bc every time he breathes its like hes TRYNA get in some1s pants

who is more competitive?

he wld be SO FKCING ANNOYING ABOUT EVERYTHING LIKE “bet u cant finish your food faster than me lets race” or “imma destroy u in mario kart loser has to sleep outside” or “BEST OUT OF THREE COWARD” and ill tell him to stfu but ofc he never does 😪😪😪

who would be given constant reminders? (don’t forget your keys, remember to eat, etc.)

both of us??? TBH IM TERRIBLE AT REMEMBERING TO EAT AND WORK AND AJDKKDK so that is y im so dependent on other ppl tbh LMFAOO n i wld needa remind him too bc he hella reckless n ends up not takint care of himself 

who sends memes and who sends cute ‘i miss you’ texts at three am?

ALSO BOTH AJSJS bc sometimes im in a soft mood n i just wanna tell him i romantically appreciate his existence n then other nights i just wanna overload his phone w reaction gifs n kermit memes :/// n sometimes he tries to b srs n admit is lov but 90% of tje time he can only communicate thru shitty memes ://

[lady-booboo]

Bpd

I suffer from Bipolar II. severe depression and hypomania, social anxiety, stress disorder. . Bipolar is not being mad one minute then Happy the next.....it's so much more than that, and if you don't have this disorder or any kind of mental illness, you are never going to understand, but you can try to be supportive just listen while I'm posting and bitching about this in hopes that you will read on about it and educate yourself like I have to try and understand myself more. I feel emotions to the extreme. And the anxiety and mind racing that comes with this makes it even harder to live with. It sucks.. being in your head 24/7 hearing this constant negative voice. I can never make an appropriate decision, it's impulsive, I act too quickly on it and I don't think ahead (anxiety) and this negative mean voice is there with every decision I make. I'm ugly, I'm fat, I'm not capable of doing anything for myself (the voice pounds these thoughts in my mind until I begin to believe its true). That's where my low self esteem and insecurities come from. I literally couldn't see myself graduating high school. I thought it was impossible. I'm not smart,(what the voice Continues to tell me) I'm a piece of shit, I don't amount to anything, I have no purpose, I'm not meant to have a purpose.(idk where this voice comes from, but it's purpose is to make me hate myself.) This whole book I am typing is the perfect example of how this illness affects me. How can I succeed in life when I hate myself so much, how can I do this and make my family proud, when I would never be proud of myself. This is what I deal with everyday. Heartbreaks are the worse, whether when it is choosing to be with someone,or having someone you knew your whoIe life just vanish. gave them all the love you had inside that you don't allow to give yourself, it resulted in abandonment. I literally obsess over what I could've done differently or why these certain people didn't want to be in my life anymore and why the fuck it was so easy for them to leave without a word..(cowards) and the shittiest part is NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR YOU TALK OR VENT ABOUT IT, so you have no choice but to keep it yourself and deal with it alone. My mind(my illness) controls everything. Telling me to "get over it" makes me want to rip my fucking hair out and makes me want to rip your throat out for not even trying to be empathic to my feelings. Why the fuck would I still be this upset about something if it was so simple FOR ME(not you) to just get over.(being bipolar doesn't allow these things to be simple) Then I have to remind myself that you don't feel what I feel, you're incapable of feeling these extreme thoughts and emotions that I have and that's where it becomes irritable .. How about being in public, I'm a mind reader, I am constantly trying to guess what you're thinking of me when I catch you staring at me. Why are you staring, Do I look okay or do I look like shit? *Looks in mirror* oh it's because I look like fucking shit. I look so fat and I have no ass. You're making fun of me in your head, judging me based off how I look(anxiety, fear of public, fear of being judged) I know that doesn't mean that is what the actual person is thinking, but I can't fucking help it as I have said before. I wish I could be someone else just for one day. I am always asking myself why am I like this. Why am I the different one(black sheep of the family) Why do I make life so hard for myself and why can't I figure out how to make it easier. And do you know what I do about it? Nothing, because of this stupid depression, because of this stupid voice in my head, it never goes away,, it lasts for months, and for months I have no motivation, no drive, no wants of anything good in this world.i become so careless to myself I just lay there wasting away the time I could be using to build a structure for my life You think I don't care, you're right, I don't. idc if I lose everything, and I cry about this because i think to myself why do I not care, how can I not? I try to make myself care, and do good, and it only last for a little bit, then I fall right back down the ladder. I don't understand how anyone could be okay with feeling this way, but I am..it's because I have always felt this way since I can remember. It's all I'm used to. Happiness doesn't feel right at all, it means something bad is about to happen because being happy does not last for me, but I see people who love themselves take care of themselves. And are extremely happy and stay happy. Im not in touch with reality, at all. I put myself in these ridiculous situations over and over and over and over again. It's obviously because I need help, but do i care enough to get it? I really don't know, all I hear in my head is no, there's no point This isn't a pity story, this is a real life situation, bipolar disorder I or II, it's a curse, a dark cloud following you everywhere you go. A dark mindset. I'm still here though, fighting, trying, but I can only try so hard and fight so much, everyone gets exhausted and has limits they reach. All I ever want is to understand, and for everyone else to understand in their own way that this isn't a choice, to feel like this.. If you're done with me cause of this post, fine, that just means I was already alone in the first place. These aren't excuses, this is my reality, this how life is for me, yours is different, so you can't force your ways of life upon me and expect me to turn off all these emotions and feelings and worthlessness that I feel. It doesn't fucking work like that! Hopefully this opens up your minds just a little bit as to how serious mental illnesses are and how you should not be so judgemental and careless towards people like us, be thankful you don't have this issue, be glad you function properly, because these mental illnesses literally affect everything about you and how you function in this so called "life". Suicidal thoughts are a daily thing, I however choose not to act upon them, I may not care about myself, but I do care about the ones I love and have in my life. But that's as far it goes for now.. This is just a glimpse of what goes on in my head. If you think I'm weak for feeling this way, you're wrong, everyone has their own demons and deals with them in their own way. If you hated yourself and felt this way for as long as I have, probably since I was about 12-13 years old, would you still be here? I'm not weak. This is MY problem, I'm not worried about anyone else and who might have it worse. Everyone handles things differently, some worse than others. Fuck you for trying to make me feel bad for someone else's problems when I can't even handle my own. You don't say that to people who are struggling to want to live.

[alicemitch09writes]

outsider looking in is absolutely beautiful. not just because of its happy ending and overall love in the story, but in its undeniable growth from ulma in terms of everything and how tightly it tied the the three little foxes series.

suna’s perceptiveness has always been a given (stupid ass middle blockers smh) so him immediately taking note of mika’s superficiality is something that i shouldn’t be surprised with but is pleasantly so. to be honest, it made me so glad that suna has looked at yn first and has appreciated her; not mika first then yn as an afterthought. it portrayed the genuineness of his feelings whether it be about their friendship or his crush on her.

the details of this story is immaculate. and so, so heartfelt. him putting a band-aid on his heart and trying to hate reader which i think was just him trying to mask the frustration of her trying to act like she’s okay which was (in my defense) evident on that part in ulma where reader got sick and his emotions subconsciously leaked— a part that has always stood out to me because as much as suna tried his hardest to defend reader, it always come across as him not being okay with what atsumu was doing but that part has always got me thinking that perhaps he has something more that he is not letting on. and of course as mentioned, his self-hatred for not doing better. though, in a sense, i doubt he could do better at that point in time. sure, he himself could try more but it’s pretty much useless if the person you were trying to reach is not gonna reciprocate. at that point in their life, yn was pretty adamant about shouldering the world on her shoulders alone, so even if suna has reached out and tried, i doubt it would bear any fruition. but bonus points for him blowing up on atsumu, i might’ve fell in love a little harder and want him to tell me what you revealed in the preview (ummm??? jk... ha ha... unless 😳)

speaking of growth, suna’s growth is painstakingly slow but not in a bad way. in fact, it is very realistic how he handled himself and slowly worked on his put-up nonchalance and indifference and decided to be less of a coward for both himself and his first love. baby steps, as mentioned in the story once again. the way you handled suna dealing with the shadows of both their past along with his insecurities? impeccable. the parallels of his own feelings for reader with reader’s with atsumu. especially when reader’s a bit... how do i say this? oblivious to atsumu’s feelings for her still. suna as an “outsider” who can see everything that unfolded and of course, like we alr established his acute perceptiveness over things and he knew all along just how in love atsumu was— no, still is— with reader.

as for reader, oh my! did reading everything gave me butterflies. her growth is the most beautiful thing in this whole series. from her openness with her emotions and freely smiling, shedding the mask she carefully and professionally put on as a teenager. her therapy really did help her a lot. most notably, with her relationship with rin and her standing her ground and not giving up on both rin and her. don’t get me wrong, she’s still as strong as ever and would definitely put a shirt on people’s (she care about) back before her own but whereas before where she would’ve let rin get his way and give up cos a break up would be what rin wanted; she put her foot on the ground and decided that instead of being passive and letting the other party tell her where she stood, she chose to fight for the both of them if rin was not capable of that yet, not blaming herself for not being good enough and feeling sorry towards rin for not being able to do more. instead, letting herself carry his heart on her hands because she knew that rin can’t bear the heaviness of his own. but knowing that this time it’s different. because it’s rin. the person who loved— no, loves— her first. rin, who loves her first and foremost. rin who, despite the shadows of their past and his insecurities, is and will always be worth any risks on her fragile heart.

growth, in the natural and casual build up of their relationship was amazing. again this is all part of their growth. love in all its maturity. rin risking his band-aided heart to get to know his first love deeper and again since he did run away from them and his feelings. the casual but very heartwarming way he asked her out. to slowly progress into the strong relationship they have to going over each other’s house and finally moving in. [and also, rin getting called pretty boy is my favourite thing in the world idc! sunarin walked so all the other hq pretty boys could run!]

as for meeting the family part, i knew the extent of kaoru’s protectiveness. but even so, i did feel a bit of disappointment because kaoru, during this whole ordeal, was even more of an outsider. kaoru, uncle, mika, and mom was always protected by reader. kaoru even more so as he was the one who’s there and was also very close to the miya twins. and as a result, kaoru would always think that atsumu would be a better fit and end game for reader because kaoru has always been shielded from atsumu’s flaws, faults, and stupid pride. especially that promise atsumu made to him about doing something about reader when kaoru found her secretly crying in her room, not knowing that the cause of that very pain is the asshole standing before him.

also, the reunion! the seniors being all happy and of course, reader’s lifeline just being precious and glad that their baby sister is finally getting the love she deserves and more. ahhh, i love them so much. i wish we could’ve gotten yoshimichi and asano’s reactions too! ik yoshimichi will run her mouth but i feel like asano could be menacing on her own.

did i mention how much i love this and the growth of everyone? cos i love outsider looking in and how much it showcased the growth of reader, suna, and everyone else. thank you so, so much for another heart wrenching masterpiece. it was an amazing end on the three little foxes series.

(sorry for getting carried away and rambling so much. i am just so enamoured by your story and couldn’t help myself really. i hope this was at least coherent enough for you and everyone else to read hahaha)

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR KIND WORDS SWEETPEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU REMIND ME OF MY ONE READER IN AO3 WHO DISSECTS EVERYTHING SO WELL ;W;

As for the title, for some reason I thought of 'outsider looking in' and gave it a thought, realizing that it can mean a lot of things: Suna's POV as someone not from Hyogo, and Suna being an outsider looking at his own relationship, the overall feeling of an outsider, himself.

I'm so glad that you all are seeing Reader's development from ULMA, I was so worried that I didn't do it right the whole time I wrote it. Part of her theraphy to get better is Art Therapy, hence, why she does Shodo, or Japanese calligraphy, but she does it at her university, because there's a Shodo club and everything.

I really want to thank the writer of '16 chapels' because she wrote a really raw, vulnerable Suna, which was something I also wanted to try. I thought of rereading the story again, but was disheartened to find out that they deactivated/left Tumblr last year :(

For Kaoru, he has this blind idolization for the twins, especially Atsumu. So he thinks that he can never do wrong and perfectly matches up with his sister's uptightness. However, he doesn't realize how much his idol was the cause of his big sister's hurt.

As for the kits' reactions? Read here!

I'm honestly thinking of writing one last chapter, for all the fics but also give something for Atsumu, since I've bullied and hurt him a lot in this series. Just a send off of his feelings for Reader, his forever person and first love :">

Fun Fact: 'July' by Noah Cyrus was also an inspiration for me to write this song, because it made me think of Suna hoping that Reader would leave him, thinking that she still wants Atsumu and he's just a rebound. 'you remind me everyday i'm not enough but i still stay' did it for me ;"D it's also the very same line for ULMA, for Reader staying in the club the whole time.