ugh. i feel a bit bad. the dating app thing was like working ig til it wasnt. im too anxiety-riddled for this... and i dont like talking to ppl over messages. its weird. but i feel bad bc i was talking to this guy for the past... three? days? enough that we ended up moving to texts but today i just had this breakdown and im like soooo not ready for anything like i have so much other shit to be worrying about rn i am stable enough to be in any kind of relationship. i feel so bad he has been so so nice but i just. dont want this. i sent him a text and i hope he takes it okay but like. its joever fr i really hope he just lets me go...
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