#its not necessary for me to enjoy it but it add to the experience yk?

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I will be keeping track of your story with Subspace taking over Swords body with great interest... (Seriously!)

HEGRHRGRGRGGRGR YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY IT MAKES ME TO HEAR THAT

YOU GET A YAP SESH ABOUT MORE OF THE STORY JUST FOR THAT

OKAY SO AFTER THE FIC TAKES PLACE I HAVE THIS WHOLE MONOLOGUE FOR SUBSPACE PLANNED ABOUT HOW HE KNEW THAT SINCE BIO WAS BECOMIGN SENTIENT HE WOULD PROBLY REUNITE WITH MEDKIT AND SO HE JUST LET BIO DO HIS THING UNTIL SUB GOT A CHANCE TO STRIKE. (PLUS SOME EXTRA ON WHY SUB IS GETTING "VENGENCE" ON MEDKIT IN THE FIRST PLACE)

THEN ALL THE STUFF IN ONE OF MY OTHER POSTS TAKES PLACE

AFTER SCYTHE LETS BIO INTO THE CULT SUBSPACE STARTS UP HIS PLAN B FOR GETTING VENGENCE ON MEDKIT, SINCE GETTING TO HIM THROUGH BIO DIDN'T WORK, HE'LL GET TO HIM THROUGH SOMEONE ELSE, WHICH IS WHAT MAKES SWORD HIS NEXT TARGET.

SUBSPACE'S OG PLAN IS TO TAKE OVER SWORDS BODY, HOWEVER THINGS DON'T WORK AS EXPECTED. GETTING SWORD WAS EASY, IT'S THE FIGHT WITH VENOMSHANK AFTER THAT GETS HIM.

SPOILERS SPOILERS HERE :

AS A LAST RESORT HE'LL SACRIFICE HIS GEAR TO ILLUMINA. IT'S REALLY ONLY SINCE HE'S UP AGAINST VENOMSHANK THAT ILLUMINA DECIDES TO ENTERTAIN THE IDEAS (IS THIS OOC? PROBABLY BUT SHHHH). AND HE ENDS UP WINNING, BARELY (IF VENOMSHANK WAS IN A MORE STABLE STATE OF MIND SUBSPACE WOULD'VE LOST, IT'S ONLY BECAUSE VENOMSHANK WAS BLINDED WITH RAGE AND GUILT HE WON.)

SUBSPACE WINS, BUT VENOMSHANKS SWORD DOESN'T DISAPEAR WITH HIM. IT BECOMES SUBSPACE'S NEW GEAR, AND NOW, RATHER THAN POSSES SWORD, HE CAN SIMPLY REVIVE AND CONTROL HIM. (THERE'S SOME OTHER FUNNY STUFF THAT HAPPENS AS A RESULT OF BECOMING THE NEW VENOMSHANK, BUT IT'S NOT IMPORTANT YET)

EVENTUALLY THE CULT CATCHES WORD OF THIS AND THE FATHER PUTS THE NEW TEAL QUARTET (MED, BIO, SCYTHE, BROKER) TO THE TASK OF REVIVING VENOMSHANK AND DEFEATING SUBSPACE

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Hey! Sorry, sam person from last ask lol.

But I am with the age group of 10-13, therapy is not a option and I'm terrified of becoming a teenager. I'm already experiencing body image issues and such, and ALOT of other stuff.

Somthing that my parents do is since everyone in this house has known from a

VERY

Young age, they are very open abt sëx and talk abt it alot, especially abt what they do to each other and it makes me very uncomfortable, I've told them but then they make fun of me for being sensitive, and yeah I am.

I want to have a serious convo with my dad abt putting me in school. But I'm terrified of actually doing it. I feel like I'll be reprimanded and made fun of, cause they've put alot into homeschooled and such. But I feel like it's my best bet. My literal best friend is my sister. Ik your best friend's are family but yk. Its not the same.

omg respectfully you are SO YOUNG. holy crap.

okay, let me give you some big sister advice.

i remember being your age range, and puberty did suck at first and was very jarring to go thru. so i get the whole "being terrified" aspect. also, who wants to grow up? no one.

so the body imagine issues, i 1000% understand and know where you are coming from. i started puberty at 10 and it was a wild ride for me to start almost immediately developing. the good thing to know that while your body is changing, so is your mind. and while you might not like what your body looks like right now, just know that it's gonna keep changing. and that can be a good thing. there might be parts of yourself that you hate rn that you're gonna love when you get older. i think your best bet, and something i wasn't really ever taught, is to be kind to yourself. you are not the first person ever experience what you're going thru. and even tho change can be scary, it's not something to fear itself. change is necessary too. but one day, the change you are experiencing now will feel normal, and you won't even remember what you currently feel like. it might take a while to get to that point, but suddenly you'll feel settled, and you won't even noticed when that shift occurred.

also, as someone who is significantly older than you, i can confidently say that being a teenager was a lot of fun. hindsight is 20/20, so part of that does come into play. but seriously, growing up can be fun, even if it's a bit scary. being a teenager was dramatic and dumb and silly, and honestly there has been no other time in my life like that. i can look back fondly on that time now, and also admit there were moments that sucked. but that is life. don't be afraid of getting older - you can't stop it even if you wanted to. plus, there are so many good things that come with getting older. knowledge being the most important one. hindsight is another.

i would like to also add, just bc you are getting older, doesn't mean you have to let go of "childish" things. at 13 years old, i liked twilight, the jonas brothers, and bratz dolls. and wouldn't you believe it, at 28 years old i also still love all of those things loudly lol you don't have to let go of the things you love just bc you're getting older. things that bring you joy and comfort are few and far between in life, so if you enjoy something now, hold onto it as long as you need to. as long as it's not holding you back from achieving things or living your best life, there's no reason to stop loving what you love.

as for your parents, i do find that quite odd that they would do that in front of you. i'm sorry that that is something that happens. it also seems as if your parents are a bit dismissive about your feelings, and as someone who was also called "sensitive" and "a cry baby" (not directly from my parents… but also directly from my parents)- i get it. i'll tell you, i still deal with stuff like that to this day, so honestly the best thing you can do is try not to let it get under your skin. i know that's such a cliche thing to say, since it's not really an answer, but whatever way you gotta do that - do it. if you can, walk out of the room when they start talking about it. zone out, go to your happy place. find a spot on the wall and stare at it until their voices get drowned out. honestly, when ppl like that exist in your life, aka ppl that find enjoyment out of teasing you bc they know how to piss you off, don't let them enjoy it. don't let them see your reaction. if you stop giving them what they want (most likely a reaction of some type), they'll stop. or eventually, you'll learn not to let it effect you.

as for the conversation to have with your dad, i'm not sure what the best course of action is for you. i definitely think you should have it, especially if that is something you really want. maybe lay out why it would be such a positive for you to go to public school. talk about how socializing is something you need. talk about wanting to make friends that aren't just immediate family. talk about maybe wanting to do extracurriculars which your parents can't really give you at home. obviously, you know your dad better than i do, so work within the confines of what you know is safe and appropriate.

and if he does make fun of you and reprimands you, i'm sorry. but don't get knocked down if he does. there is plenty of time for things to change, so hold onto that.

also, i have to tell you since you are so young, please consider not being online. i know, the world kinda revolves around being online. but genuinely one of the things i regret doing as a young kid was being online bc i saw things i couldn't unsee. i read a lot of inappropriate fan fiction at that age that i shouldn't of bc i thought "oh who cares i'm basically an adult". keep your innocence as long as you can. you will be better for it in the long run.

and also please be careful of who you talk to online! if anyone ever tells you 'you're mature for your age', run for the hills. block, report, delete them. i'm so serious. if an adult WANTS to talk to you and reaches out to you first, they are weird and are most likely not looking to keep the conversations age appropriate. also don't tell ppl too much online. i know rn you're anonymous, but like.... please keep any and all interactions with adults online to a minimum. and don't tell them important things about yourself, like your name or age or where you live.

it's unsafe out there, so stay guarded. and please use that block button generously if you do plan to stay online.