#its likr he wanted me to overthink and be miserable istg
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men will be like 'im sorry u took it that way' while behaving in The Very Way that made u take it a certain way
#🤦♀️#my ex is dumb as a rock#it always falls on the womans shoulder to perform mental gymnastics by trying to contort her beliefs#outside of what shes being shown#and assume the LEAST worst scenario . WHILE shes being shown THE worst behaviors by her so called boyfriend#ur bf is being trash to u and is only interested in u sexually? have u thought that maybe his grandma died and that is how he copes?#why didnt u assume this instead ya cunt. instead of assuming he sexualises u#im having a sarcasric convo w myself here#thats how i cope#he blamed me for assuming shit all the time when the way he behaved left very little space for assuming any other better possibility#i rly think i was cursed to have a first romantic relationship w someone so backwards in their head#he wasted 2 yrs of my life#and god damn am i mad about it lmao#im more enraged about that than how he treated me#i wish i dipped on time#so my message for anyone whos in a similar situation is : once u communicate ur upsets and they still continue being the same way#they will not change!!!! ever!!!!!#yes this applies even for years later#& btw aside from assuming he never gave me insight into what he really thinks or feels like at all. only left it at denying my assumptuons#my shit luck in life followed me all the way to the person i caught feelings for#i used to love him until his actions illuminated his soul and now im not gonna lie i loathe that guy. iwant nothing but the worst for him#need anyone who reads this to unite with me and help me curse him for eternity#legit not once did he soothe my habit to overthink by compromising the way he communicates#and trying to share and do things in a better way so i wont get to the point i think bad things#its likr he wanted me to overthink and be miserable istg#are all men essentially good at manipulation?#or did i just end up w the worst apple of the bunch#just in sheer disbelief how he still expected me to stop assuming while he stayed being unfair to me and never changed his way of being#or did anything to help our relationship run better or like sacrifice something or make a compromise#the audacity on that loser
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