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thebleedingeffect · 10 months ago

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Damn I sorta feel bad about this fact but like, I just gotta be honest with myself and admit that I just do not like my step-brother, which is kinda sad to me. There used to be potential for something there once upon a time, but he's just gotten so nasty, demanding, and rude, as well as some other stuff, that I just find myself not really caring anymore. I don't know, it's just sad cause I remember caring not even a couple of years ago, but now I just... don't. Ah whatever, I grew up my entire life as an only child so I know I won't be losing anything, it's just sad seeing how he's gotten

#he's only 17 and I know that teenage years are extremely hard. moreso for him for other reasons #but I just don't think that's a reason to be super mean :( like I understand you're going through a bunch #but that doesnt mean I just have to deal with you being mean!#there's only a 5 year difference between us but he constantly brings up that I should be self reliant. out of the house. totally independent #ignoring the whole fucking economy and the fact that I dont want to leave my mom! and we help each other financially!#like I'm sorry you kinda burned your bridges. doesnt mean I have to burn mine.#and I know he looks down on me cause I had a much later start into adulthood due to several reasons #I dont care what his arbitrary views are towards adulthood and when someone 'should' be independent #because rly? he's just wrong and ignoring the VAST list of why people need help or choose to have help #whatever. there's less than a year until he's 18. and its been like this for a couple years now #its just. uugggghhhhhh whatever whatever im cool im sexy .

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