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hum-suffer · 5 months ago

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I was listening to a podcast of Samay Raina and listening to him talk about how it feels to be a Kashmiri Pandit now.

You're disconnected from your culture, you don't know the food, you don't know your native place, you barely know your language, the blood of your family is spilled on the ground you were born on and you haven't even seen it. And you're not even allowed to talk about it. You feel like you're an endangered specie. Your culture is dying out and you know your children will not learn your language and culture. You know no hacks or specialities and nooks or crannies of your home town. Your culture is dying and you're just staring at it, helpless. The place where your house used to be is now ruined. You can barely recognise anything. Your home isn't here but it is your home and you can't do anything about it. You return to your home after decades, after forced exile, and. And it's levelled. Ruined. Your home is no more.

#desiblr #desi tumblr #hindublr #kashmiri pandits #if someone fucking makes this about “freeing kashmir” i will deck you.#its its so hurtful and aching #hinduphobia

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adharastarlight · 1 year ago

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small question

when does it stop hurting

#does it ever stop hurting???#like being alive #its a constant ache #constant struggle #does it get better?#and when #when does it end #because yk ive been told it does for the last six years #gotta say #its actually gotten worse #im tired #im so tired #depression is a bitch

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aria0fgold · 5 months ago

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I wonder if it's possible to get a tooth extraction and tooth filled in one day at the dentist that my family found cuz honestly... it's two teeth aching, one was such an agony and now the Other One is being a pain and I want Both of it DEALT WITH IN ONE DAY

#aria rants #earlier the one that was aching sooo much was the wisdom tooth (needs extraction) and now the one thats aching #is molar (it isnt beside the wisdom tooth. its like. wisdom tooth - tooth that is okay? I HOPE? - tooth that needs filling)#honestly tho i dont even know if the 2nd one Can be filled anymore cuz its been 3 fucking months and the damage just keeps getting Bigger #also the longer the molar hurts. the more the wisdom tooth joins in and im So Not Having A Great Time RN-- ITS 5 40 AM!!!

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