#its gotten. kinda worse recently and ive been struggling with it a lot. fatigue and constant pain especially when standing or moving a lot

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ithink its very important for me to emphasize that my s/is also have the same chronic illness i do.....i dont like to erase that part of me bc then it feels less like me in a way? i think i deserve to have fun in the story, disability and all. idk if ive said it here, but im fairly sure at this point that i have lupus. i often give my s/is abilities or mobility aids that help in navigating the world theyre in, like my cane or hover boots or being able to summon floating cloud seats ect. it mkes me feel good. idk where i was going w this post lawl im just learning how to love all of me again