#its gotten worsw
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i wanted very different things from my selfships when i was 16. everything was kind and wholesome and happy ending because i was equal parts scared to venture into the darker parts of human nature and affection starved. now i’m a gorehound and my mental health is six feet under and i have real life friends and lovers who do serious bdsm on me cuz i like that shit now. so yeah, actually, who gives a fuck. maybe i do want my selfships to sexually torture each other.
#kinky minky#minky.txt#i wish i could give that poor sixteen year old girl a hug but idk id make her worse lol#im serious about my mental health being in the guyter#however bad it was#its gotten worsw#i used to think genuinely having no friends and nothing to live for was bad#well it is bad#but hurting people is worse#vent#i fucking guess#lol i hurt people#i genuinely tried to physically hurt someone and got in legal trouble about ir#its like whatever now but the fact that i was even capable of that#fucking scares me#makes me sick to my stomach#i like depraved characters because i’m depraved and sick#i guess#i tried to kill myself twice i have scars on my thighs and i put my hands around my roommate’s neck and squeezed#shit is seriously wrong with me#meta
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Wait are you mute in real life or just your sona? /gq
My sona is fully unable to speak but im highly selectively mute irl (when and why I can't talk is...a mystery to me lol)
Generally when there's too many people or ones i dont know. Which is...a constant
#smigglesask#smitext#i dont expose myself to others often and since the pandemic its just gotten worsw#thank god for text chats and note pads on the phone#bcuz ppl dont know sign but thats fine
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I am FOREVER sierra total drama’s #1 hater. Literally every defense of her character is “ermmm cody wouldn’t have gotten as far!!!1!” “Cody wouldn’t have made it to final 3 without her !!1!!1!1!1!” And??? In general, shes just? Actually a bad person??? I dont care if its “she has story important” or “she has good songs” okay sure i get that to an extent. BUT saying “she did nothing wrong” is just factually wrong?.. She’s introduced as a STALKER in all-stars and the placed on HEROS?? Not to mention the people saying “why didn’t cody do anything about her?” Um??? Not saying yes IS a no. Early on he declined Sierra’s advances but she still acted without asking (and obviously he used this like once later on but bro do you really think she would’ve given up if he did?) he CONSISTENTLY VOTED SIERRA THE WHOLE SEASON. He wasn’t given the opportunity TO say no, not to mention she’s an entirely new contestant and therefore STRANGER! He has zero clue what she could do. And obviously he doesn’t want to be making his situation worsw. she DRUGS HIM. her character REVOLVES and straight up IS JUST ABOUT STALKING CODY. What would she be if cody wasn’t in all-stars? How does she affect the story outside of cody? Not much to be honest, if she had any traits other than her obsessive nature and fully revolving around cody, maybe I would feel SLIGHTLY different. I could 100% say something about their dynamic and how stalking and assault are deemed normal or even supposedly “endgame” (in the context of all-stars) but i’d leave that for someone to explain better than I could.
#rant#god I can’t stand going on tiktok and seeing ‘ermmm coderra isnt that bad ermmm’ NO! IT IS THAT BAD#WHAT SEASON DID YOU WATCH??
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