#its fine we're fine im doing everything that im supposed to do id burn it all id set the world on fire just to be with you | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

meringuejellyfish · 2 days ago

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sometimes its fun to indulge in songs & other such art thats like What if i was just a person in the world & had no ties & im just a little pansy thing so scared and kind of broken but id like to think myself wise enough to do good and i like the way you think and life is too long to never hold in you in my arms everything is so silly and i love life <3

#its quiet now i doubt if any thoughts will ever come again but theres a sense of someone consequence wheezing down my neck #its fine we're fine im doing everything that im supposed to do id burn it all id set the world on fire just to be with you #lousy bastard post obviously. theres very real feelings that are had and art to be made &this doesnt really touch on what i mean #when i was 14 i felt “closer” to all this despite being further but now that i am closer i feel further #No i dont live in fantasy land but hell Shits not easy and i think 10~ years in the future and it makes everything feel silly (good thin #everything so serious id like to be passionate and indeed take whats infront of me seriously but id also like to have it in me to smile and #know that theres ways to go about it all that makes it feel a little less heavy #delete later nonsense. dramatically pulls the curtain closed Oh its all wrong ....! what i mean is ...... but then .....#its all so simple and complicated & serious and silly #must be known im doing well today #i do believe it is of upmost importance that i get a piece of paper and dump nonsense from my head onto it #i want to make artworks im getting very sick #after i take care of some tasks first. SIGH. SIGHHHH

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