#its fine ill just literally die here π
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Sick to my stomach every fucking day and doctors don't do anything but tell me it's anxiety literally won't do any tests just keep throwing antidepressants at me. Can't even work because of it but yea no its no big deal its not like this is literally debilitating I'm just coming in here once every other month for fun and to waste ur time I definitely am not begging and pleading for somebody to do fucking anything to help me π
#its fine ill just literally die here π#no one can do fucking anything to help me like i seriously dont know how im supposed to keep living like this#its physical and mental anguish every fucking day im terrified of living my life because of it#and ok even if it is all cus of anxiety what am i supposed to do about it? cus its 5 months of this with nothing fucking changing#clearly i cannot fucking do this on my own but nobody seems to be able or want to do anything to fucking help me#im so fucking tired of this im tired of it i just want my fucking life back. i cant fucking take this much longer
1 note
Β·
View note
Note
how would you rate every a' song & ciel song ever! looks
yippeeeeeeeee !!!!!! heart heart
ill start with ciel bc he has less songs lol
Ache&Deny β worlds most predictable baby ( me ) ok anyways im just a reallly big sucker for kenns vocals in this song. the guitar Also gets me so bad really fucked up how its Always there . even when the loud drums come in . eheh :my eyes tear up: i dont have any comments for the lyrics unfortunately ( mg illness doesnt allow it . . . )
Heaven's Door β i really like the instrumentals for this song also . also always a big fan of when lyrics reference religious concepts and stuff like literally wahtever ( htis is just like hanadoll . sorry )
BLACK ANTHEM β religious concepts again. hi i think hes so interesting stares off into space did you know that die fledermaus is thw name of a german operetta . which im pretty sure is why in the intro ( and the instrumental breaks ) there is the opera like singing. so cool right thumbs up emoji
LUV (Your) StiNG β i just think he sounds really good in this one . no further comments :scratches head:
Vibes β i actually reallly lvoe the lyrics of this song it sucks i cant place it higher . sinc ehe only has five songs. bursts into tears sorry ok also random but it just feels really criminal for vibes ro be last. i love this song i just love the others more for various reasons waaaahhhhh
aaaand for a' π im so excited for his headliner release in :checks calendar: october . strained smile
Pinch102gou β worlds most predictable baby pt2 ( its still me ) i dont even have a really good explanation other than the instrumentals have kept me captive for literally forever. oh yeha and i rlly kimuryos vocal performance its very cool . . . the lyrics are βοΈ if im being honest.i still dont know what he meant but its fine. i like it i dont have to understand
SorakaraHuruYume β this song makes me want to shatter into ten billion pieces i have a hard time listening to it purely bc it makes me stupidly emotional whej i thinkna little too hard in fact i havent even fully listened to it in a while bc i keep skipping and avoiding it cause i get really sad LMAO im ill
THE MIRROR HOUSE β this peaked i love it veryvery much the contrast between it and sorakarahuruyume is wild to me. anyways tho i like to look at the lyrics and jst sit down and think a bit its his second song talking abt mirror images . . . hrmmm
Kamukamu Miracle β I LOVE THE LYRICS FOR THIS SONG. theyre truly as fun as the instrumentals if we ignore his mental health streaks . its season one :] hes just a sillyguy :] and whatnot anyways this is Truly a nsfw song to me heart heart
RE:Morse β big fan of mirror imagery and stuff. i feel liek the lyrics here are an interesting glimpse into how a' views himself and his issues . . . . not rlly sure how to articulate my thoughts on this aside from theyre just kinda Separate from his identity raaaahhh what am i saying
Dakara Onegai Dakara β this song fucks i think it should be listened to more π the lyrics are surprisingly ( or not rlly surprisingly bc this is a' afterall ? ) serious despite his instrumental whimsy what do you mean do you want to kill yourself why are you asking us man /silly
Masaka no Massacre! β worlds biggest sin is that i have literally never been able to find a tl for this song. who cares tho ig it can still be peak to me
Papipupepo de Rarirurero β no one loves this song like me. itd be second place if not for factoring in lyrics . the lyrics are ok papipupepo and rarirurero are really fun to say tho and i can spell it out without having to double check myself anymorw . heh
Yoiyami ni ainori β i looooove how this song sounds . nodding the lyrics are also interesting to me with the various meanings of some phrases in it
CrazyβNutrient β i rlly like how it sounds. im not gettung into the lyrics :seal eyes:
#HAPPY β the lyrics for this song are really sweet to be honest. a' happiness ambassador . . . . . . . . . . . . . . i like this song π to be honest maybe it shld be a little bit higher but the instrumentals dont strike me as much as some of his other songs and such . but yes i think everyone shld read the lyrics nodding
Calling Cat β everytime i listen to this song i think of lady gaga im sorry anyways its a very solid song tho i think the lyrics are an interesting read . glimpses into his strange as fuck mind as they say(?)
Ningen Yametatte yo β this song is Very heavy instrumental wise. i think it is neat still . . . yeah :]
Yotsuba CLOVER β i wish i liked this song more like. its very good its jusr surprisingly not up my alley . the lyrics are quite nice however so hearttt
Mirai e β this song is alright . j feel like id like it more if i cld find a tl for the lyrics WAAAAHHHHH anyways not too much to say i feel like unfortunately. i do like the music break its very fun sounding everything else was just Average for me. is this mean
Sβ OβS β waaahhh. i have a complicated relationship with this song. i think the lyrics are ok and the music is fun but i juust feel like his other songs are Better im sorry sos i still like you
KKK->E β another one i cant find a tl for my misery but its ok π this one is a weaker a' song imo like i like it but its not very nsfw soundign thay sounds awful hello . you know i mean it just doesn't sound like their bands usual music to me
#β§ letters !#β§ ruya !#me after takign almost 3hrs to decide how to do my rankings#hey ruya we should rank Every drvo together next time i think itll be silly#also can you tell i reordered them after writing the notes . . . . . . . . i had a hsrd time deciding#πΆ
10 notes
Β·
View notes