#its been alot of fun :DD

[a-tired-human-draws-junk]

Some doodle pages I liked

[poetthewriter]

HELLOOOO!!! 🌘 ANON HERE >:333

I was meant to re-send my oneshot request a few days ago but I forgot...

Anyways!

Could I request some esmpS2!Jimmy x gn!reader angst to fluff :3

Like, Jimmy getting bullied by the other empires and the reader finds him in a secluded area sobbing so they comfort him as much as they can

Jimmy ends up sleeping on the reader's lap and it's just adorable :DD (maybe even add someone finding them and just taking a picture, the next day they show it to the reader and tease them about it)

I deeply apologize if this doesn't make any sense TT

Don't overwork yourself and don't forget to take care of yourself aswell! <3

-🌘 anon

The Ruler Of The Taiga

hello again moony! <3 (fun fact I was originally going to make the reader a tropical biome ruler if you would like to see something like that tell me!)

jimmy!E2 x Gn!Reader (Reader is a fox or wolf hybrid but could also read as a dear reader)

𝑬𝒎𝒑𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒔= 𝑺𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒔&𝑻𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒔🥮🍡🍯

The ruler of the taiga, a biome filled with beauty of all sorts, foxes prance around, sweet berries grow along the paths and enchant structures and statues litter the flora grounds. the sound of grainy foot steps march across the lands as you walk with peace, your delicate crown lays atop your hair and the wailing wind makes your cape fly behind you.

a basket rests in you hands and swings as you continue on your way, your biomes berries, fruits, vegetation, and herbs all pile in you basket as the sun starts to fall, as the sky darkens the temperature drops as if the ghosts have come out to play.

because of your empire being well known as the lands of the folk the air is always quiet, the ground you stand on and rule is known for its stories over thousand's of years this place has been known for its magical and haunting aura.

your ears perk up at the sound of the wolfs and coyotes that help you protect your empire howls, hearing the call of the sharp creatures you head back to elk village. paces quicken wanting to reach your home, all the views of the forest pass you as you scower but a flash of color makes you stop in your tracks.

on the soft plush soft fern filled ground the sheriff of the mesa lies, his hands run through his gold hair and his body is tensed. "Jimmy?" you speak up you voice quiet and soft but very welcoming, looking up jimmy sees you staring down at his stressed figure and looks away a little embarrassed putting his hands over his face.

It only takes a few swift moments and you are now sitting beside him you can already see that he is stressed, his posture is weak, his eyes are tired and his hairs is all ruffled. "hey, are you ok?" you voice is gentle making sure he feels at least a little more comfortable.

soon after you talk he dimly responds in a strained voice "I'm fine". its quite obvious he was ether yelling, crying or tired. his body slowly fades in and out of conciseness "I'm sorry for being here Y/n I just needed to get away from things for a bit" he continues speaking voice breaking every few words.

"Hey don't be sorry, I can tell your not fine so you wanna tell me what's wrong?" you hum.

"im just tired of everyone ..."

" i know how hard it can be to deal with everyone, and i know that you know that your alot more then what they say you are"

Your head lays on the dirt of the hill behind you two and you rest an arm over you friend, "its hard when everyone is on you tail but why let the jokes and remarks decide how you feel, am i right?"

"thank you" jimmy looks up again as you lay back in the grass, small berries and wormwood spread out across the glade and jimmy slowly lays back with you, soaking in your presents.

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a smaller male bard walks through the dim taiga in hopes to find you but instead he finds a new sight Infront of him, Oli usually comes by for the wonderful trades you present him but I guess today he's out of luck cause right in front of the jester like man, you and the sheriff himself lay sleeping in peace as the sunrises over the horizon.

Oli snaps a photo of the two of you and laughs quietly with a smirky face.

"photo for a trade" he whispers thinking of the deals he could make with this new found piece of blackmail, as the sun almost reaches above the trees Oli skips away giddily.

A/n I’m sorry this took so long I’ve been working and some stuff has been going on but enough with the exudes I hope to finish the reast of my requests<3

[fatuismooches]

HIHI!!! it’s 1am but i come to you with that fluff thought i promised ya :DD (..and an angst one, it’s okay!! dottore will wipe all of our tears </3 ). i’m sorry if i’m like!! brainrotting too much!! you’re so fun to hear the opinions of, and i love talking about this

dottore with fragile reader would be so soft, i like to imagine he really does put in the effort for those picnic dates that you always talk about. Does it mean carrying you there and making a spot where it’s much warmer rather than the cold unforgiving winter in snezhnaya? having a segment travel all the way to liyue for a snack? yes. it also means kissing your forehead as he extracts blood from you, clutching your hand when he knows you’re nervous, holding you no matter how busy he is. He can have you on his lap while he works, no matter how sick you are- it’s worth it to hear his true assistants thoughts. You’ve always been the most important. (dottore probably does not like the replacement assistants and purposefully makes their jobs harder…or the segments pester them because they love you just as much).

…on the other hand

on that traveler finding fragile reader note…omegatorre deleting all/most of the other segments probably meant it was much much easier for traveler to even get to that area in the first place. normally, the lab and area would be swarmed with dottores, but because of omegatorre- now zandik will have alot less. He can’t put as much energy into creating segments because he’s focused on the cure, but *now* traveler is with who he loves most, and he has to stop them. you’re right!! la signora, childe, etc had someone that drove them to become their worst to protect their memory, futures, etc- you are everything to dottore. you’re everything to zandik. ofcourse traveler has to win somehow, escape somehow, its their story after all- so now all zandik could do, is grab you, run, and fix this.

- 💌

(x) 💌 ANON OMFG I LOVE U… ANGST + FLUFF THE TWO THINGS THAT WILL KILL ME SOME DAY 😭💕💕 dottore + fragile reader lives in our head rent free huh

oH MY GOSH THOUGH THE PICNICS- You’re so right. Fragile! Reader tends to get super nostalgic about their Akademiya days/when they weren’t sick. So a lot of times they daydream about how they use to catnap and tease Zandik under the sun while he just muttered about how “this is a waste of time” (even though he secretly enjoyed it.) And now you just think about how these things are probably never gonna happen again for a long time :( but Dottore and the clones are like. We’re going to make it happen anyway. Since it’s quite difficult for you to leave the lab, makes me think about how once I said he built a specific room for you to emulate the outside world’s scenery. He literally got the same spot you two used to go to replicated for you 🥺 And hehe you’re so right about the clones. Mfs would do anything for you even if it means going halfway across Teyvat for Fried Radish Balls. (They make it back in record speed too😭 and present to you your snack as if it’s worth more than gold)

I just love the idea of Dottore being a genuine doctor with fragile! reader 😭 like it’s funny and cute to think about him doing legitimate doctor things and not the illegal ones. Taking blood - he’s a bit surprised when he finds out you’re kind of scared of that and needles and such. Doesn’t know what to do at first but he decides to just ramble on about his experiments and discoveries (Dottore knows you enjoy it) to distract you and then gives you a little kith and chuckles when you’re surprised it’s over that quickly. (Now im just thinking abt fragile reader running away since they might not like all the shots and medicine he has to give them) Also checking your heartbeat - every time he gets hella smug and cocky because your heart always races so fast when he’s so close to you “Oh? Is everything alright? Your heart is going rather fast… certainly not normal. I wonder, what could be the reason?”

Sitting on Dot’s lap while he does work >>> Even with all the clones he has he still gets stuck checking some boring papers every once in a while, and you just like. Sit on his lap and peer at them curiously. Also bothers him by pulling his little cheeks and kissing them <3 and nod enthusiastically as he discusses science stuff. (No fr all the dottores despise the regular Fatui assistants and some of them have gone missing 💀)

Okay angst… I’ll never get over the clones being deleted im in tears (I pretend I do not see it) Zandik never missed his clones more than in this instance. Sure, they fought a lot and caused problems sometimes. But he knew that nothing would ever happen to you because they would protect you at all times. And now it just so happens that damn Traveler had to come at the worst time possible, when security was low. Of course he knows the Traveler not trust him whatsoever and he doesn’t like them either, so the idea of you being with them alarms him more than he liked to admit.

No one is immune to desire. Not Archons or humans. And you are what he desires and loves wholly, so he won’t let anything hurt you. He may be at a disadvantage, but he is the Second Harbinger for a reason. 

[thewritersofdeceased]

Helloo againn!! Soo I have an Idea for an Griffin x Reader aged up ofcourse. So basically Griffin being a loner so reader being a new kid talks to him :DD

(Also is it okay if its romantic? I just don't see alot of Griffin. Also i love his actorr Banks Repeta!!)

This was def sm fun to write!! I hope it’s okay I made Griffin selective mute just in the beginning of this, sort of a headcanon of mine as he begins to warm up to people! Pronouns for this are gender neautral as usual, so they/them pronouns! I didn’t know how old you wanted me to age them up, so I made them around 15-16 so they’re sophomores in high school!

How could anyone be so mean to such a sweet kid? Well, a quiet kid now that Y/N had realized. In their hand was a flower they had picked out for the loner kid that nobody seemed to really talk to. Both Griffin and Y/N had been sophomores in highschool, only two years until they graduated and most likely went their own ways. But that didn’t mean that Y/N couldn’t try to befriend the boy. Holding in a breath as students still were just arriving, the (h/c)’d person made their way to stand in front of the boy, who was sitting with a book in hand whilst his bag was besides them. When seeing a pair of sneakers appear in front of him, a confused look plastered across the brunette’s face, before he lifted his head. “Hey. You’re… Griffin, right?” Y/N spoke as Griffin looked up to them with a confused look on his face. He pointed at himself, not daring to speak a single word just yet. “Yes, you, silly!” They repeated with a small laugh escaping.  They hadn’t even noticed the small taint of blush that had appeared on the brunette’s face. Slowly nodding his hand, Y/N slowly realized something they should’ve thought about. “Ohhh.. are you mute?” They asked with a polite tone of voice, earning a nod from the boy on the floor.

“Oh! You write down what you want to say!” They then would exclaim, earning yet another nod. Well, that was okay with Y/N! It’d be interesting to try and learn sign! Sure, it’d be a challenge in itself, but Y/N was willing to do it if meant the boy was more comfortable around them! It wasn’t like they haven’t dealt with challenges before! They had no problem with it! As they looked down to the boy, they then spoke up with a happy and calming tone of voice. “Say! Before class starts, do you want to walk around? Or go get breakfast?” They asked the boy, who tilted his head side to side, debating his answer before he took ahold of the bookmark that had been in his lap and placing it into his book as to not lose the page. As Y/N helped the other out, they had taken note of the book. Carrie. If they rememembered, that book came out a couple years ago, and recently so did a movie! “You like reading? What kind of books?” They questioned the shorter boy, who held his tightly in hand. But he made a “wait” moment, going into his bag. As he took out another two books, they were titled “The Outsiders” and “That Was Then, This Was Now”, both by the same writer.

S.E Hinton was an amazing writer, at least to Griffin. He let out a small hum of happiness, not verbally speaking yet, but he seemed to be more genuine as he placed his books back into his bag and began to walk alongside the other. The two conversed about who knows what, well- more like Y/N asked questions and Griffin wrote down his answers. It was easier than just silence between the two. Sure, there’s a couple of comments between kids talking to Y/N about hanging out with the mute kid, but that’s okay. Y/N stood up for him either way. For example, Matt, Buck and Matty’s comments. Whilst walking the hallways of the early morning one day, not even a couple days after, Matty had spoken up with harsh intentions. Of course they had harsh intentions. “Really hanging out with the kid who can’t talk, Y/N?” He would question, pushing shoulders with Griffin, who stumbled forward slightly. Almost dropping his book he held tightly. “Hey! Shut your mouth, Matty!” Y/N spoke as they made sure Griffin was okay. Matty had paused in his steps, looking at the two with annoyance on his face. “I’m not wrong. Hanging out with a freak. A boy who doesn’t speak a lick of english.” He spoke with a scowl on his face, rolling his eyes. There was silence as people either paused to watch or went to make a comment. Though there wasn’t as Y/N slapped the black haired boy. “Don’t talk about him like that. He’s just a kid like you and I, Matty. Shut up.” They spoke coldly as Griffin stared with widened eyes. Now that surprised him.

That had been around the beginning of their sophomore year. Griffin and Y/N had grown to be an inseparable duo, usually always walking around in the morning hours of the day. Like every day, Griffin was sitting by his classroom, waiting for his best friend. Except in his hand today were a couple flowers. About two roses. It was Valentine's day, the day most single people dreaded. Such as Griffin and the boy he looked up to, who had been out of school by now, but then again he had his senior friends too. Billy, Bruce, Robin and Finney. Well, two of them celebrated Valentine’s day, which is why they decided to help out the sixteen year old. He didn’t have a book in his hand, but kept looking around nervously. Nobody had picked on him much as the past five months, so he was glad about that! If anything, he had finally started to be verbal with Y/N, at least during October till now! As he waited, y/n’s voice had caught his interest, a large smile on the others face. “Griffin! Hey!” They called out, jogging to the boy who stood to his feet with a smile forming on his face. “G’morning, Y/N. I uh..” He was stuttering, watching as Y/N placed their bag down next to his, something they did before heading off for their morning walks around the school! “I got you flowers..” He finished without stuttering. Y/N stared at the boy with a surprised expression, before it was replaced with a smile as they took the flowers. "Awww! Griff! You didn't have to!" They were piecing everything together in their mind, a soft hum escaping them before they realized. Did Griffin like them?

Truly, over the past couple of months, Y/N had developed a crush on their best friend. But that's when you get to know the other. Before they got the chance to speak again, Griffin had cut them off slightly, now messing freely with his nails and the dirt under them. "I did it because I like you... Y/N." He was stuttering slightly, the nervousness I his voice clear as day to the (h/c)'d individual. Y/N's face went red, looking at the boy with surprise. "I like you too, Griff.. really. I really do." They spoke softly, gently turning the flowers in their hands with a genuine smile on their. It took Griffin a couple seconds to process what they said, but when he did, he smiled widely before gently taking Y/N's free hand and placing a gentle kiss to the top of it. "I'm so glad to hear that.." He spoke softly, looking up at the other with his smile remaining wide as it could. "Does this mean..?" He was speaking softly, but that was how he usually did. Earning a nod in response, Griffins' smile never faltered.

"Now c'mon, silly! We only have a little bit until the bell to homeroom!" Y/N spoke as they took Griffin's free hand and began to lead the way off. In love.

[rainworldroompoll]

Oooohh!!!!

I saw your tags on your newest poll about how its the final room for quite alot of regions!!!! Thats so cool !!!!! :DD!!!!!!

How do you keep track of that i didnt know you kept track of like - oh it hasnt even occured to me thats so cool!!! (Suddenly so curious)

Anyhow anyhow this blog still placing high on the list of things that makes my day way better thank you again for keeping up with it ✨️✨️✨️❤️❤️❤️

Well you gotta see the evening poll today, its the last one and it was quite suprising for the rest of the regions to go out all together like that, considering how saint regions went out.

Welp i though it was kinda natural that i kept the regions in mind while making the polls. But it goes like this, there is this warp/teleporation mod for rw that allows u to teleport to any room. This was the base that gathered all the rooms for me, very big help, cause i didnt need to write down all the rooms and assine them to regions. Tbh this poll would be so so much harder to make if not for the warp mod and the interactive rw map. So big props to them!

This is how it looks. Rooms are numbered, they get crossed out once they've been polled through and numbers of the region for easy search through

So yeah to know if a region went out was pretty easy to notice

Thank you again for kind words! Im glad this poll can be so fun for someone ( ＾◡＾)っ❤

[jatlokgwo]

for @rainbow-strawberry-sherbert!!

i have no idea how to start this rip (dd= disassembly drone)

i useally say that am xiao and a dissasembally drone but im more concepts then anything else it goes

consepts: small flying dangerous flexable tail multiple forms/run like a dog and grab like a human watcher listener endless job to do

base: raptor birds (-> peregrine falcons) fennec foxes

2: demon (-> xiao is considered a demon adeptus and another word for dd is sky demon) feathery wings sharp teeth

3 (vaguely but there): otters finchs western dragons/wof sandwing scaramouche

"in view": adeptus xiao generic dissasembally/worker drone hybrid S (my kinsona) i like to show myself as a fennec like with the gifs

species by accosiation: ADEPTUS cat bees (-> friend called me minecraft bee coded) wolf dog theres a version of S thats uninfected any au

xiao is the minimum that you need to know to understand and before i had things to latch onto i jumped around sonas alot it was stressful and i only made things worse by interrogating myself witch is why i said to not think about it so hard and just draw whats fun =-= i found out im a drone by making a sona and then the sona feeling way more real then other sonas/ocs like chengcuo i was just bein silly ^^

sometime its also neurodivergent stuff (???) i cant understand facial expressions so i either exadurat them or dont really emote (i promise you that the xiaos are diffrent pictures)

colors and color coding is also important to me!!!!!!

am small and can fly but am kinda flightless when xiao sits down his ingame model doesnt reach the floor and dds are kinda tall but i look more like a worker drone with dd features and there both short to avrege humans as xiao i had wings and a bird form (can fly) but i lost them when a dream-god ripped of my wings and dds have retractable wings but copper 9 has a constant death storm happeneing that acts like a blizzard so id rather walk and do my silly jumps sjchd

its also a comfort thing!!! im a bird adeptus without wings or a bird form as a dd im a living wepon every even if the dream god tore them again dds can regen our heads i will have wings again in like a minute and if i really want to hen its awkward but of i angle it right there strong enough to break other drones caseing (my wings as xiao where normal feathers my life has also been almost constant trauma and i would pretend to use finchy looking wings to hide or hug myself and playing genshin was our escape we where still plural and we would listen to alot of genshin asmr and i think thats how i formed as a fictive) i think its also linked to my hyperfixation on md and my main comfort charater right now being a N (hes the yellow dd in the gif and my pfp :3)

ive also been gaslit and a defining part of being a dd is that you used to be a normal worker drone before you got infected with the absolute solver and it did some mlp infection stuff and messed with our memories theres a whole episode about it (cw for robot gore flashing lights anf 1 line of ablism against narcissists if you click the link its the episode) having anatonamy instead of wanting it is still kinda new to me theres a theme with them about how xiao was enslaved as a wepon for the dream-god and dds arnt supposed to be unique but xiao gets to be a person and the dds are unique anyways that i resonate alot with to its nice to see the systems that let the bad things happen be villians instead of when i tell people that the thing that hurt me was school and they try to find reasons why it was my fault

(hopfully this make sense brain wont give me anything else for now but if i think if something ill add it!! and if you have questions i can do my best to awnser them!!!!)

[darkangel0410]

2, 3, 4, 6, 8, 14

sorry so many its only bc im obsessed with you and love your brain! and really genuinely interested in how it works!

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Don't apologize, I love talking writing stuff with you!!! This did get super long, tho, so I'm putting it under a cut:

2) What is your favorite fic of yours?

I mean, the real answer is all of them, lbr, but I'm really proud of trouble at my door (the necromancer au!!) because I love the worldbuilding I did, and it's basically the first case fic I ever wrote, and fight scenes that don't lead to sex!!! And a really good sex scene, too, if I do say so myself

3) What fic of yours do you think is underrated?

Hmmm, there's a couple answers for this, one of which is trouble at my door again, lol, but probably (this one) to the grave - it's an ultra rarepair (Chris Kreider/John Tavares), but I love the werewolf worldbuilding I dit, and sometimes I think about revisiting it

4) What fic of yours were you surprised by how popular it was?

Oh, probably any Tkachuks or Hughes (or Fantilis now, I guess lol) fic that gets over like 20 kudos or more than a couple comments, tbh. I get so much pushback from fandom (anon and otherwise) about writing it that it's always weird to me if they do well in that way

6) Do you outline your fics? If so, how?

I do not usually - for a series, I'll make notes as I go so I don't Joss myself, and if there's a case (so basically, necromancer au and in death au lmaoo) I make notes about it, but usually I just have an idea - what if Thom Bordelau was a necromancer? What if Jack Eichel was a crime lord? What if Trevor Zegras was a werewolf? and on and on forever - and then I sit down and start writing it to see what happens. After a few hundred words I mostly know how I want it to end, and what happens to get there. But I don't outline it the way plotters generally do - I tried before, when I was still figuring out my process for writing, but when I do write done everything like that first I don't want to write it anymore because the story feels told to me then, and my brain's satisfied.

8) Do you take inspiration from real life? If so how do you incorporate it into your fics?

Yeah, some - I think to a certain extent every writer does, we can't help it. As for how it ends up in fics...I think it's mostly little things, like. Someone's favorite song or drink - large iced mocha, extra chocolate from DD baybee (Turcs fave btw) - the way they tilt their head to the side when they ask questions, how impatient they are with people sometimes.

I do bring a lot of sex/kink/bdsm experience to my fic, too, I think - not necessarily in the sense that I write everyone having the same kinks as me, but I've been around kink and dungeons almost my whole adult life so there's stuff I know how to write that I'm not always into, and it makes it easier to have seen it done irl, or know someone who's into whatever I'm writing.

It also means I get a lot of people poking at me, through their own fic or in my inbox, about stuff that I've written, but at least there's hardly any death threats any more, unlike when I first started writing bdsm AUs/fics 😂😂😂

14) What is something you wrote in a fic that you are hoping readers picked up on but you don't know if they did? And/or, what is something that you were excited that readers did pick up on?

Oh this is such a good question - there's a couple, really, one of which is in (take this) to your grave by the end of that fic John's a very specific kind of crazy, and I love when readers picked up on that ❤️❤️❤️ there's also a part in the godlings verse where it's explained why Auston always looks so cranky when he's in Toronto (it's because he's the son of Apollo and he loathes cold weather lol) and I love the couple people who picked up on it 💕💕💕

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Thank you for asking!!!! It was alot of fun!! ❤️❤️❤️ (fic writers ask meme)

[sl33pyperson]

hold up. moon knight time. oh god i forgot where we were at. TURN OF THE CENTURY THATS RIGHT 2000S TIME

screaming crying hollaring

ok ok its been a while since i read this one ngl. everyone knowing moon knights identity is just funny and insane. also dd immediately ignoring him. love

da boys <333

cock. also mad on. thanku punisher

i forgot why i screenshotted alot of things now

hold up daredevil and black widow were in a proper relationship?? insane. also this may be the worst choice anyone could ever have. marc u know that having a headquarters never fucking works out for u. him wanting to make a team is very silly too (i forgot why lollll)

who the fuck is this blonde hair blue eyed fuck. this is not my man. put the fucking mask back on. imposter. liar. what the fuck.

this fucking cunt again

right. midnight took over cloak and now everyone is insides cloaks weird inside-dimension (this is the first story ive read that properly features cloak and dagger, im intrigued tbh) SHOUT OUT TO SLAPPING STICKS WITH DD

tombstone best villain mercenary. rocket launcher in the club. hot

WHY IS THERE A FUCKING TUB IN HERE MARC

“unfortunately we dont have owners manual for ourself” oh wait ew this is an ad for betterhelp. fucking scam. anyway MARLEEENEEEEEEEE yeah baby you be possessive of him <33 marc instantly peaceing out of the team after this tho. my fucking dude.

oh NOW ur worried about money. someone had a fuckin talkin to u (marlene and steven)

shout out to marvel being like “lets put all the loners in a team and see what happens” and it ends kinda badly for everyone. respect

i swear to fuck mk doesnt show up in this spread but it was on the list?? anyway was anyone going to tell me superman can canonly pick up mjolnir or was i meant to just see him going ham

funniest meetup ever. im living for this. anyway this spread wasnt rly my thing but i respect doing a mash up of that level

AT THIS FUCKING POINT IS NICK FURY EVEN REAL? EVERY FUCKING TIME HES A REPLACEMENT OR A ROBOT OR SOMEONE STEALING HIS FACE. SHIELD IS A FUCK

oh yes. start of house of m stuff. it is completely different to what i expected, u cant say wandavision or the movie is a house of m story bc its like.l… so different……. anyway i understand why mk is here as like, an avenger, but also wHY IS MK HERE???

a bunch of a the green alien guys came down to wreck ppls shit and mk did nothing i love it. also chaos magic being not a part of docs shit is fun. idk this whole thing is wild and im here for it

how did berserk get in here. anyway. sorry wanda. u deserve better. nEXT IN LINE IS COMPLETELY RANDOM SHIT

[snickeringdragon]

oh fun!! tag game :DD

were you named after anyone? nope! was partially named after a song though if im not mistaken? i forget what exactly

when was the last time you cried? i forgot lol. probably around when i got admitted to the hospital a week or so back? very stressful

do you have kids? god i hope not im a child and uninterested in having kids in the future

do you use sarcasm alot? i dont think so!! just when its extra funny. i tend to try to stay straightforward with what i say

whats the first thing you notice about people? good question. i notice that there is a person and that i have no clue how to proceed. if we get into a conversation ill usually take note on how they react to fun animal facts since thats always brought up when you talk with me (autism win)

whats your eye color? green with brown i think. almost hazel but its not hazel

any special talents? i can open my mouth really wide and freak people out. this isnt the answer you wanted

scary movies or happy endings? these are not mutually exclusive. both. (i do prefer when stories have happy endings though)

where were you born? eastern us! still live there, probably still will for most of my life

what are your hobbies? drawing, going outside and looking at bugs :] and to put myself at risk of sounding like a total loser: video gaming

have any pets? sorta! dog, his name is slinky :] he lives at my moms house and is technically my cousins but was being taken care of by my grandma/aunt but they couldnt care for him properly so my mom n dad took him in. so kind of yes. also i plan to get a polyphemus moth named wyvern!! (hopefully next spring!)

what sports do you play/have you played? none 👍

how tall are you? 5'2 :]

favorite subject in school? see this is complicated to answer because i have not been in school properly for a couple years (its complicated) but lets just bet on biology

dream job? entomologist!! i could be a nerd PROFESSIONALLY.....

thank you for the @ :] i dont feel like @ ing anyone

tagged by @nymphaureate to do 15 questions, 15 mutuals!

were you named after anyone? - my grandma said i was named after a name she heard on tv once. my mom almost named me after lucifer or ayn rand but my grandparents stopped her lol

when was the last time you cried? - im a big crier it was prob like 8 hours ago

do you have kids? - im a little baby!! so no and i dont want any fuck them kids is a lifestyle

do you use sarcasm a lot? - less and less; im a recovering sarcastic bitch

what's the first thing you notice about people? - colors they're wearing. if it's smth rlly colorful OR all black i immediately notice i love it

what's your eye color? - what i call Asian Brown going on black

any special talents? - not rlly ! umm i can make good iced coffee and i write well i hope...

scary movies or happy endings? - truly such a cringe answer but BOTH!! i love both together AND separately

where you were born? - philippines born and raised and still living! swagapino nation

what are your hobbies? - in a huge reading AND writing slump so unfortunately the answer rn is bloggery and like. scrolling thru ig reels. sometimes cooking which is good! idk it's kinda dire in here ngl

have any pets? - my family has three cats! luya (named after ginger root), labanos (named after radishes), and oreo (oreo)

what sports do you play/have you played? - lame answer is scrabble cool answer is rollerskating<33 badminton for fun sometimes

how tall are you? - 4'11 and a half. like 148

favorite subject in school? - biology or english depending on the topic. history/social science consistently

dream job? - pediatrician / pediatric psychiatrist! i rlly want to get into med school man

tagging: @andromerot @whimseee @callcenterkilljoy @schmata @themeloninmelancholy @dogelovespizza @msnova-scotia @constellationof0rion @supermarketcrush @unlibrarian @mumintroll @snickeringdragon @strzygoncze @revddaughter @lichotenie

[dotster001]

May i request a Romantic TWST Match? :D. My Personality Type is ENTP and i speak multiple Languages! Im about 5"3 and im kind of the Therapist Friend who needs Therapy. I love sketching, painting and any form of art. Sleep is also highly vallued. I also have a skincare routine that i really Value. I have an Hourglass Bodytype and im a bit on the curvy side. I tend to make Jokes about my Childhood Trauma and myself. Zodiac Sign is Gemini! Im really damn affectionate and my love language is physical touch. I also have kind of an Oral Fixation and show love by randomly biting someone lmao. I can get pretty shy if flirted with, but i always jokingly Flirt with my Friends. My Pronouns are she/her and im bisexual! Ma fav bodypart of mine is probably my chest. It does give me alot of backpain. (the E cup struggle) . Stay hydrated🍵 Love youre work btw💕💕

(DD here, I feel your pain, literally 😂 also, all of you guys calling me out on my hydration habits? Uncalled for! I did drink water today, definitely because I wanted to not because you guys reminded me so I was thinking really hard about your match, and then I just got the cutest vision, like oh my gosh, I really like this match)

I match you with Epel Felmier.

First off, he's a feral gremlin, so I can totally see once you start affectionately nomming on him, he quickly starts to do it back. He's waited his entire life to learn that he can bite the people he loves. It's like a whole new world has opened for him!

He is in the first year gang so you're friends before you date. He thinks it's so cute how you used to flirt with him, and now that you're dating, if he flirts with you, you get all flustered. You're so precious, he just wants to wrap his arms around you and protect you!

You're joking about your childhood trauma, and he's joking about how he wants to kill Vil. You both are having fun, and everyone around you is concerned. It's a win win!

Literally, who needs therapy when their boyfriend owns an apple farm in the country, with his family there cooking homemade meals every day, and him there giving you love and affection? I do. I need therapy. But not the point when your stress starts to add up, that's when he takes you back home to just relax and snuggle with him. The love and air in his hometown just hits different, you know?

Epel is a boobs man. I will not be taking criticism on this matter.

You're an unstoppable duo. With your artistic skills, and his apple carvings, it was only a matter of time before you teamed up.

You sketch intricate designs, he carved them onto apples, and then you sold them at a ridiculously high price to the rich kids at NRC and RSA. It made even the great Azul Ashengrotto jealous, your little business.

On the side, Epel had been teaching you how to carve apples. Although....

"Ya keep diggin' in too hard, I'll help."

He seemed to be using this as an excuse to wrap his arms around you from behind, set his head on your shoulder, and hold your hand, guiding its movements.

"Hey, Epel," you were about to call him out on this, when he started to kiss along your neck.

"Mhm," he hummed, causing a ticklish vibration to your skin.

You were quickly losing focus, as your boyfriend pressed you closer to him, and nibbled a spot near your ear. Of course you're apple carving that Epel was "helping" with suffered from it.

"Aw, did ya mess up again?" Epel giggled, his smile pressed to your neck. "Guess we'll have to start over."

Needless to say, your affectionate boyfriend continued to help, but none of them came out quite right. Oh well, he was patient when it came to you, and can teach you again tomorrow!

[malheury]

Hey jajgjkwkfksk sorry for the late response!!! Work has been kicking my ass lately and ive just been so drained :')

Anyway um YES i love fnaf, esp the first games like 1-4. Fnaf2 is my favorite and fnaf world is my second fav. I also play alot of minecraft! And on bedrock edition so twins lol. My irl friend group has been playing together recently and the new update is really cool :D.

I have a switch as well but the only game i have is Animal crossing. But i got burnt out on it and havent played in awhile. I've always wanted to try splatoon cuz it looks really fun.

As for golden guns, i have mercys golden staff, zaryas golden gun, and tracers golden guns. I think the next one im going for is either Soldier76 or Ashe. And dw about your SR lol, i didnt start playing comp until very recently, like I started sometime last year, and i only play because my partner really likes competitive.

My question for you today is this: What other fandoms/media are you into? Music, youtubers, books, shows, etc! Im an artist (mostly drawing, both digital and traditional) and i like rock music 🎶

It’s all cool!! Always put yourself first n remember to rest <3 and I may or may not have forgotten about your message until now 😂

That’s so funky!! FNaF 2 is my favourite too :DD not so much a fan of FNaF World (not because of its… odd history, but more so because I’ve never really been attracted to RPGs—besides Undertale). I haven’t been able to play MC since the update, mostly because I got bored having nobody to play with and there’s just no joy in it for me like this aha

I feel that so hard, I put about 600 hours into my NH island and just got drained by it after a year of playing it, however I truly do recommend Spla2n!!

That’s so cool!! Good luck on your journey towards your next :)

Oooo this is where things get funky. I hyperfixate MASSIVELY on the band Kaizers Orchestra and have for a good four years now, they’re a (now broken up) Norwegian alt-rock band who played from 2000 until 2013, I ended up starting to learn Norwegian because of them :)

Other music artists I like are Shayfer James, Grandson, Tally Hall, Lemon Demon, Mother Mother, Sir Chloe, Alt-J, The Correspondents and Will Wood :)

Other stuff, not a big fan of reading, the only YouTuber I’m really into is Thomas Sanders (for his Sanders Sides series), however in terms of YouTube based series, I’m just gonna list my faves with a short rundown :)

Autodale (animated dystopian future horror)

Epithet Erased (animated series inspired by a DnD campaign)

Endventures (an old, cancelled Minecraft animation series which very recently got closure)

Eddsworld (long-running animated slice of life series)

I also like Power Rangers: Wild Force a lot, and although I’ve only really seen two episodes (those being the only English episode and an episode my boyfriend translated), I reaaally like Itse Valtiaat (a 3D Finnish political satire show) which my boyfriend got me into

In terms of movies, I’m a big fan of Disney, especially Star Wars, I’m quite into Sonic 2020, as well as The Mitchells vs. The Machines

I’m also an artist!! Mostly digital, trying to get back into trad though :) feel free to either drop a link to your art or even just submit it :DD don’t feel pressured to of course

[tapefish]

Not to bother you,,, but do you have any killjoy fanfic recommendations???? Thank you!!

ok ok lets fucking go

Some of these are mentioned in my fic tag but some are not.  I think that most all of them are gen, or at least not ship centric.  Most of the authors also have other great kj fics, so you can check that out if u want.  This is longish so its gonna be title/author/wordcount: some Thoughts on each of em.

the world lays back, puts a kid behind that gun /gottabewhattomarrowneeds/16,985:  A Classic, the four and their rebellion but from Tommy Chow Meins pov.  Sad but in a good way, really hits home that they were just kids when they died.

Into The Wild/TrashCan_Inc/5,392: Really cute origin story where the kjs meet as children, very fun to read.  I love how everyone is written in this, you read the dialogue and its like yep! thats a kid.  funny and lighthearted

Insect King/Toad1/141,904: 141k words of honest to god Lore.  Fleshes out Dr. D, Tommy, Hot Chimp, and Cherri against the backdrop of BLI gaining power and creating battery city.  Super long read but’s done very well and doesn’t pull any punches, a masterpiece.

pray for disaster (when the world is razed we'll still be burning)/TheElusiveOllie/217,724:  Mindblowing ongoing series, each fic so far focuses on one of the killjoys from as far back as they can remember to their death in sing.  all your failures will die starry-eyed  could probably stand alone as its own novel.

Killjoys: Origins/StarLight37/11,413: Actually like really funny and cute, I like its vibes.  Kind of a fresh take on the gang getting together as far as their backstories go.  Theres a ton of universe details and Kobra Kids main method of transportation is a bicycle.  

Saints Protect Him Now/KilltheDJ/3,798: makes me feel things, cw suicide attempt

Duct-Tape Scars on my Honey/Arowen12/4,031: Also made me feel things, ft transmasc party and the gang

Ghosts in Your Periphery/forgoo/5,248: In Which Missile Kid Does Exist.  One of the only mad gear fics that I could find, all of my personal cannon for them come from this.  

The Edges/Go0se/71,140: Gorgeous girl centric fic, lowkey has one of my favorite characterizations of the killjoys as adults.  Covers how she meets and starts running with the four.  Also really nice worldbuilding and what I assume are ocs

Sparrow/Go0se/7,123: Don’t know how to categorize this but the girl gets wings and Shenanigans ensue.  I’ve been meaning to draw something for it for a while now.

Just for a Week/kryptidkat/37,749:  Kryptidkat does alot of hilarious gen fics, but this one in particulars about how the girl lands with the four, first for a week and then indefinitely.  Sitcom vibes that don’t stop it from getting emotional

no rays from the holy heaven come down/Nightwing_Hunter/25,382: Another beautiful girl centric fic, I drew a comic for it here.  Fills the void from the end of sing to the beginning of the comics and then some.  May also fill the void in your soul.

DESTROYA: The Dadcore Deity/willshakeaspear/3,824: short read with fantastic vibes, the twist ending ties it all together.  Maybe you’ve seen the last chapter floating around.  Kind of a meta look at the dd universe, and very unique concept

count to seventeen and close your eyes/radioteeth/5,237: Party died but they’re okay.  Really fun read, only good things happen and thats a nice break.

[imaginationblur]

Oh hey would you look at that, I finished Baby :D

[freespeechwyngro]

The Patreon Gap

[submitted to this blog via discord- not official blog owner opinions]

The Patreon Gap 

 What is it? It is the growing gap between non-paying members and Wyngro Patreon members. Aka the people who pay for Wyngro, and the people that don't. This gap continues to expand and it is slowly driving regular members away from the group because of it, there are many problems that continue to show themselves and are becoming a struggle to the people that want to be invested in the group however do not have the funds to do so. 

 First i would like to preface this; We do understand that Patreon's ARE supposed to gain things and feel special. They pay money and they deserve most of the things on the patreon, and we are aware that the group does need money and this is in no way to say "Bah get rid of the Patreon grrrr!" No that is not what i intend to say. I am simply here to point out problems that i, and many others have with the Patreon so that staff and members could come up with solutions to these important matters! I love the group and want it to be the best it can be! So with all of my love i will tell you what we think. 

 Patreon's are typically placed above other members, in art and conversation; and that is understandable! It is fair that they are placed above others andheld in higher regards in the makers of the group's eyes! However; The level of attention that the Patreon members and normal members get from the staff has begun to have side effects. The normal, non paying members are very rarely listened to, the staff hardly ever chat in the normal wyngro discord server yet always seem prominent in the Patreon server. They will not listen to 'outside' voices and only pay attention to the opinions of PAYING members. Only high paying members as well, seeing as you must pay for the 10$ Tier to even gain access to the Patreon Discord Server. 

 This creates a large bias when trying to ask for opinions on things, only getting a small sample of people's opinions does not do well for polls or anything of the sort. Seeing as most paying members have very different lives and opinions than the non-paying members it might -and does- create setbacks of all kinds in how the majority non-paying members in the group view new changes and add-ons. Listening to the minority of the group and never the majority is not a good idea, listening to them equally is how you obtain peace. 

 From this, the members feel like if they do not pay money then they will not be heard. It makes them seem insignificant and like simple dollar signs to theowner, and that they are only to be used until they run out of money. It makes them feel like they are nothing to the staff and in the group as a whole, which would simply push anybody away on its own. 

 Your members should never feel insignificant, your members should always feel important and comfortable in the environment and the group as a whole, but for this reasoning many aren't. 

 "Why don't they just pay if they feel so left out then?" 

 That is a simple question to answer. They can't. A large majority of Wyngro members are between the ages of 13 and 18, so they cannot get proper jobs orforms of income. So therefore, they cannot obtain any money. If the group was pay to play from the beginning we would not have this problem, however it was free and that got many children into the group and now they are glued to the community, being left out. 

The Patreon members get alot benefits. This is understandable, of course! They pay money for it all! However, because of the amount of things the(edited)Patron's get, the members get much less. It's like one of those bad mobile games where if you pay 5$ then you get access to an amazing amount of stuff that makes the base game unbearable! 

 On top of getting their opinions heard, they get free potion games every month when members may only get them every 5-6 MONTHS with a fee! Not to mention Patreon only upgrades that go against the whole concept of the original group as a whole, while members may only get 1-2 new upgrades a YEAR! 

 On top of that, Patreon's get first pick of DD's and Pets, which is fine in most occasions! However, they almost always get snatched up before they hit Deviantart, leaving the people that have been saving up for a DD or Pet feeling discouraged that they may never get what they have been working so hard for and unfulfilled with the group as a whole.  Even if they were to get money, most of them would only be able to afford 2-5$ tier, the 2$ one only giving them snippets of the upcoming pets and the 5$ one requiring them to still pay the full price of the pet anyways. Which can range from 75-200$. 

 Yes, as some may counter with, you do not need pets and DD's to be in the group. However, if you are able to obtain them, then you will become moreinvested in them! Therefore, the people will become more invested in the community and their Wyngrew, bringing the group together and helping everybody grow and improve like the original goal of the group. 

 Most people cannot get their hands on a pet or DD, and with time, their investment in the group decreases, they slowly become disinterested and move away. They join other groups that are much easier to get into and make progress in. If this happens to the community as a whole then it will cease to exist as very few will be able to focus on Wyngro at all. And with the decreased numbers, plot becomes harder to plan, gro become harder to find, and everything for lack of a better term, goes downhill. 

 This is beginning to happen. 

 I and others know and see it slowly disintegrating, and it is very sad. I and many others spent such a long time in the group, talking to people there, meeting friends, improving art, having fun, making stories and growing to love the group with all our hearts. And it hurts to see it go the way it is. Seeing that if you don't pay money, people don't pay attention to you, they don't respect you. If most of the community were to voice their opinions like the Patron's in the Patreon server do, we would receive a warning and even possibly be kicked, worse case scenario banned. 

 This is the way the group is heading, all because the creators are not listening to the type of member that mean the most- the casual member. 

I hope in the near future the creators find a way to fix these problems before the group collapses like many have before, because despite all we say, we love it and don't want it to break. It is -was- the home to many, and we loved our home.

We loved it a lot.

[rainworldmap]

Also hmmm i know i said i wouldnt do this to much but i wanna chit chat so whatever (this isnt really probaganda so no need to reblog :))

anyhow rip OO2 your so cool but im sorry baby but your just a brief curiosity im so sorry, and it seems like most people agree with as its not getting to many votes, even if its so so cool. but it makes sense as theres so many other more iconic room this round (that mostly are cool for the asectetics). But while i say that im surpised CORE hasnt gotten a single vote (as of yet) i mean i do get it (i also didnt vote it) and it really only has one gimick outside of looking cool, but still :////, then again i do bear a grudge because i took fifty thousend cycles to get to core because i somehow got through all of submerged superstructure without realising pushing the jump button while swimming made your breathing time go down. imagine.

anyhow my fued with OE continues, even if i cant even really be upset this time because RUIN02 is the room where anchient activates and i love anchient (one of the best songs, even if ascent my special little guy reigns supreme) and it is admitably pretty, so it gets a pass. I CAN however not say the same for MIDSHELTER (yes i know im saying this about the most voted room as of yet but someone needs to be a hater) because its just a really overgrown shelter in a traincart in a really cool area where you can really wonder at how time has passed. I DONT CARe about any of that, I want to be in one of those teny tiny shelters where there are big glowing signs and it looks wet and cold and misrable. ugh. anyhow shelter above is kinda cool i guess, its pretty, cool concept, we all like looking at the city.... but also its not like i see it in my dreams or anything UNLIKE AO2 which i do often see in my dreams because ive killed alot of vultures there, been killed by many scavengers and recently also got gatekept by a gaint red lizard (hunter players unite yippeee) i love this room, or i dont but its amazing everytime you get there, man i love chimney, have i said that? i dont care if it looks not amazing its so fun to traverse can you tell i voted AO2? i voted AO2 and i only slightly regret it.

the other hard competitor for first place for me was A35 because i apparently really like base game and areas you see alot. it just feels good everytime you get back to outskirts and see the weird G in the middle and go :D yippe! im playing rain world :DD and sure its kinda annoying to traverse and i do wanna go on top of that middle box but whatevvveerrrrr. Speaking of rooms you dont see alot outside of specific campaigns (at least not me) EDGE02 and Girderwalk sure do exsist. their cool and fun i guess? Anyhow moving on lastly is the room which would have gotten my vote without me even looking at the other options is C12, unfortunatly once again its for solitary towers so i dont care.

anyhow if you got this far woosh, that was fun! (has been avoding stating my (pretty strong) opinion for too long huh,) uh thanks for reading and have a lovely day :D

Pick Your Favorite Rain World Room, Day 279 R4b

Only 5 highest voted rooms will go through!

There is a hidden slugcat in one of the rooms (they can be in any color). If u can see it comment or reblog with where they are and if u are first, u get a cookie!

Credit for game screenshots goes to: Rain World Interactive Map, Rain World Wiki and me

Congratulations for day 278.a winners!

[eversoslinky]

Boobs... my love/ hate relationship with my body.

Here's an image of a beautiful Brunette, DD breasts bursting out her bra, teeny, tiny waist. She's every straight man's (and gay woman's) fantasy. She's flawlessly perfect and natural looking at the same time. This woman and many others like her the reason I struggle with my body everyday and why I hate my breasts.

Here's an image of a flat chested girl. (I had ALOT of trouble finding this image on the internet!... I typed in double A and triple A breasts and still got some gorgeous photos of glamour models... not quite what I'm looking for, I guess the word "breasts" goes hand in hand with "huge" on the search engine) Grown women can be small busted too and I'm never going to feed into the fantasies of disgusting perverts by posting images of pre teen girls in bikinis. At 30 I was just beginning to except who I am, I'm on antidepressants and have been for the past three years... as a result, my weight has fluctuated I've gained weight on my thighs, hips and midsection... my chest, however, that's stayed the same. I excepted it and in a weird way learnt to love my body... until I met someone who messed up my head and made me hate my figure.

I "used to" have a female friend with triple D boobs (a size I didn't know existed until I met her) She was very proud of her naturally big chest and rightly so but the problem with people who are blessed with what mother nature has given them is they seem to think they can shame people who have cosmetic surgery to enhance their looks. And that's not cool. Not cool at all. It's the same with men who gush over their favourite female celebrities and their "perfect" bodies. I've got something to tell you here that might upset you a little bit... those bodies are probably surgically enhanced! So don't you dare make a woman feel bad for wanting a boob job! It's frustrating and so god damn awful when your boyfriend or partner tells you he doesn't like big boobs and prefers your natural double A chest but then is watching videos of women with DDs. What you really mean to say is you like natural big boobs? Oh and a girl with a perfectly toned figure who never goes to the gym... I hate to break it to you but those "perfect" girls you love looking at.... their surgically enhanced and they probably work really hard at the gym and watch what their eating to stay looking that way... so sorry to burst your bubble right there...

Being a small busted girl has its plus points though, a few things I'll miss but hopefully they wont be an issue for me when I have my own (ten years in the making breast implant surgery in the new year) The biggest plus is probably that I really enjoy exercise and in particular getting on that bike in spin class and cycling my little heart out. I can lean forward to do push ups on the bike without any "pop outs" accuring (!) The thing I will probably miss most of all is the fact my boobs are my "ugly card." everyone has something which is deemed as "not very attractive" but is in reverse the greatest blessing to them cause it gets rid of shallow fuckers. I get alot of unwanted attention from men, I say this because I look alot younger than what I am and I'm slim, big blue eyes, full lips and high cheekbones. With makeup on I can look quite attractive but this often means that I can attract idiots, fuck boys, creeps and men who haven't read a book since high school and can't have a conversation with me. An guy on a dating site once said to me "I want a girl with blonde hair who wants children." I was moved to finally have met someone who wants a family like I do. I love kids so much. He ruined this by saying "she's got to have really big boobs too!" He kept going on about how I was his ideal woman and I shut him down by telling him I'm flat chested but I wish him all the very best looking for his "perfect" girl. Instead of the correct answer which would be "the size of your boobs doesn't matter to me, you're a nice person and I want to get to know you better." He responded with "A boob job will sort that out... then I'll marry you." Disgusting vile human being. I'll bet you any money, after I blocked him he was probably scratching his head as to why he offended me so much.

When I do get my implants done I'm getting them done for ME. NOT A MAN. ME. Without sounding big headed here: I've not had any trouble attracting a man. No one has ever been put off by my small chest. The type of man I want to attract won't care about the fact I'm tiny on top and got a big curvy backside to rival that of Jennifer Lopez or Beyonce. He'll love it. As for the girl who used to be my friend I mentioned at the beginning of this blog, the one with perfect natural triple D breasts who shames women for wanting to enhance their bodies. She's single, she acts clingy and needy with men and "needs ALOT of attention" I'm so sorry but no matter how hot your body is but no man will put up with that. I think like a guy and I know I'd rather have someone who was independent, ambitious and had their own life going on. Someone who is funny, quick witted and might not return my calls cause their busy doing something fun that doesn't involve me. That's ok.

Last but certainly not least is the fact that people have told me throughout my life that in order to get bigger breasts I must "eat more calories" DO NOT listen to anyone who tells you this shit! It's irresponsible. Firstly not every woman is built the same, weight goes on different places on different bodies. I tried last year eating ice buns from a local bakery, pancakes coated in maple syrup and tea cakes... this was just my breakfast! Every meal had a pudding and everything was covered in salt, sugar and sweeteners. I did this for three months last summer until I realised I had no energy, my depression got a thousand times worse and I gained inches in all the places I didn't want them to go. The people who told me over the years to "put on weight" where nothing but jealous women who didn't like the fact I was trying to improve myself. If you are wanting to gain weight please see your doctor, nutritionist or personal trainer. They will advise you on a sensible safe approach to your healthy weight gain. DON'T eat ice buns for breakfast (like I did!) It won't make your breasts bigger, it will only make you gain weight round the middle.