#its been a while since ive had such a bad day

[lemon-wedges]

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God it's so hard not to feel like a total loser sometimes.....

Unemployable and useless. 6+ years of schooling for what? A skill thats gotten me nowhere but endless self esteem issues and constantly hand injuries

No money, no savings. No future man. I've already accepted that I need to move on and get training or classes in something else but I don't even have a small income to help. No one ever contacts me back for any part times I apply too so it's not even like I'm failing interviews. It's hard to even want to keep applying any where else.

I look at my accounts and profiles and resumes and I just feel so hopeless

I don't even know what to do with myself. I'm mostly just tired of myself. Like at times it seems like the only thing I know how to do is cry and be nasty to myself....

[melnathea]

im going outside to scream does anyone want to join me