#its been 2 days and inmediately i am aimless and lost waiting for the next semester to come quick its so goofy | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

vacalimpia · 2 days ago

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despite how mych i wished for the semester to end because of how work heavy it was now that it did I realize that the daily worry of "oh my god I have to get this done or ITS OVER better pack up for another 10 hour stay at college" became essential to my days, suddenly i feel aimless 😭

what do you mean that the things I did for procastination and to ignore my responsabilities are now just normal leisure. what do you mean i do not have work I have to do after this or i die how am i expected to just goof around without the dread of getting work done looming over me /lh

#i talk!!!#its even sillier considering JUST HOW BAD I WANTED IT TO END #i cannot tell you how many times i went to campus to stay for over 7 hours and be like “ok im going to finish all this work once in for all”#for a big pile of detail and random last minute projects to pop up plus me realizing how bad my home computer is forcing me to go back #I WAS SO OVER IT LIKE IT WAS JUST A FEW DAYS AGO I WAS SO EXHAUSTED LIKE #“man no one week break from college between semesters is gonna be enough for me”#its been 2 days and inmediately i am aimless and lost waiting for the next semester to come quick its so goofy #i was really looking foward to being all free and being able to keep working on my silly personal projects and artwork #but now that i am free i am dissapointed by the fact my day is not already set to be another intense homework day #LIKE JUST 2 DAYS AGO I PULLED AN ALL NIGHTER WHEN I WAS MEANT TO BE DONE AND I WAS SO PISSED WHEN MORE STUFF CAME OUT LAST MINUTE #so yhe fact that now i feel empty without the fact i have unfinished work looming over me is so goofy #how am i expected to draw and do my own stuff when i am not having to count my pennies so i can wake up early the next day

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