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todayisafridaynight · 1 year ago

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I was thinking about this before I want to bed last night so I have no idea if it's anything, but do you think the fact Arakawa (allegedly) was still seeing women for (at least) more than half the time they knew each other would've made it harder for Jo to label whatever they had going on...

Like I don't know if he would've been bothered (or allowed himself to let it on if he was), but crossroads of imperfect communication, only being in one relationship prior, being somewhat old-fashioned, and knowing Arakawa met Akane through an "affair"... no idea where I'm going with this but makes me wonder...

it's a fair thought to have in this (alleged) timeline me thinks

jo wholly doesn't really have experience with other people, whether that's platonically, romantically, or whatever demon lies in-between those. i dont think he wouldve been explicitly bothered- not bothered in a way he'd be ready to acknowledge. just that weird feeling you get when something's off but you can't place it (or rather you don't really want to)

#snap chats #forgive my nine hour late respose i was writing for my life #but it's like. when you KNOW something makes sense and there's not /real/ reason why you should object to it #but you still feel Off right #in this Alleged timeline jo and arakawa dont have something concrete/established #so if arakawa wants to 'explore his options' so to speak then jo doesnt have a reason to be upset right #oh man i forgot a point i was going to say FUCK #gimme like. ten minutes my eyebags feel like LVs rn #godi just have to spit ball what i mean bear with me #its not that jo would ever feel entitled to arakawa's time or attention no of course not thats not his thing #its an involuntary feeling- like when youve been neglected for so long so when Someone spares you SOME kindness #its an accidental attachment thing yk what i mean #thats where that Off feeling coems in see theyre connected i Think im making sense <- i havent connected shit #like jo's not Wholly motivated by companionship thats the trippy part #Accidental Attachment im telling you bro thats what it is......#i do know what youre cookin. i do see and smell it in the kitchen #oh god i shouldnt talk bout food rn i didnt eat yesterday BUT I CAN TODAY #i got a date with a whole can of spam and chicken breast later yes SIRRR....

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