#its an addiction i fear

[leonenjoyer69]

HELLO??? I NEVER POSTED THIS EITHER??? somebody needs to like, yell at me to post stuff. This is from NOVEMBER, and I'm probably gonna redraw it AGAIN bc I changed a few things,,,, again. Plus I don't like the pose, whoops. Might do that before I do the big Elias lore drop,,,,,

[xxemo-hubrisxx]

two weighed blankets tonight we double fisting it

[cookietrains]

"In Space, No One Can Eat Ice Cream"

...oh yeah? 😏

✨️ Space Ice Cream ✨️

[autistics4kobrakid]

am i the only one who has developed a problem with starting sentences off with “chat”.

(i know im not. aether @brits4gerardway im looking at you)

[bruciemilf]

Hey guys guess who has an infected tooth and is DYING of pain lmao

[wineaunt420]

Playing hogwarts legacy is so dangerous because istg I put on the game, next thing I know 4 hours have just blinked past, water is a thing abd desire of the past, my mc is decked out in gear I Don't even remember getting and I've wasted another day to a hyperfixation rather than to my uni assignments

[gingerbreadmonsters]

its so important to me that you know how much ive already cried over this wip and its literally only been two days

[roboraindrop]

Writing an essay about the song Beautiful Things and how it relates to Fenn and why having woken up with it stuck in my head is making me cry my gay little eyes out at 8:30am in the morning--

[anotherpapercut]

as a side note I think it's really fucking funny and telling how people will talk about weed addiction but would never accuse someone of being addicted to any other prescription medication. yeah I smoke weed regularly. I also take Wellbutrin an Albuterol inhaler and Klonopin regularly. yeah I can't function sometimes without weed. but I can't sleep if I don't take 3 different sleep medications lmfao

if you're going to go around warning of the dangers of weed addiction then I hope you're also fear mongering and shaming regular Adderall and Xanax users :)

[kurooscopy]

kith :3

not a comm but indeed a gift from my most amazing stunning talented friend fenny - @the-phony-king-of-england !!! (／≧ω＼)

this man makes me grghegrhegrehgehgeehehehegheghgerheghergehrgegrhe and kick my feet and twirl my hair and frolick through the meadows teehee <3333

[mostofthingsmostofthetime]

I dare you to watch Lady Gaga's Diease music video & tell me it's not substance codded.

[itsalwaysdark]

anyways sry its not srs eventually ill get it together . and be a person again. one day

[dirtytransmasc]

me 🤝 creating insanely unrealistic "what if?" situations, that put both Jon and Cat into precarious positions, in which Jon *needs* a mother and Cat has no choice but to fill that gap.

[giftedpoison]

It is so weird. So like I just had my first gig stage managering at a festival.

And it's like something switched.

For a long time every spare chance that I wasn't working my main job or relaxing, I was grinding. Always looking for new ways to make money, new ways to enter a field I enjoy. But after that gig. I find I now can just enjoy writing for writings sake? (In fact, I'm not even sure I /want/ to publish and make money off of it) and I can just sit down and play the sims for a few hours and nothing bad happens. I'm fine. There is no simmering stress. No shame or guilt. All because I found something I love. Something I enjoy that I can make money off of and still feel like I'm not actually working all that much. Like I was always that person like yeah I like video games but I struggle to play them because it's like I'm actively choosing to waste time and that stresses me out. And now I'm like I can play my silly little video game and it's okay because I don't have a looming fear of not being enough, of amounting to nothing in life. Because even if I don't do anything more than working for this one company and all their events, I think I'll be fine. And at peace with it (don't get me wrong I am already looking into more gigs because by god is this field addictive like sweet adrenaline) but I feel secure even if I'm not secure financially just yet.

[3416]

maybe this is just my frustration with being forced to watch mitchless hockey but last year's push to the playoffs felt genuine - there were multiple trades made for players that clearly added value and kicked the end of the season into high gear (we got ror and had that electric game against buffalo when anything felt possible). this year has just felt so bleh bc we've known about the glaring gaps in depth scoring and the blue line since the beginning of the season and then it just got worse throughout the season and now we haven't had anything to address it - it's hard to see genuine hope for this team and it feels like a slog of hot streaks and disconnected play in between. i watch them bc the core does incredible record-breaking things almost every game but it's hard to belive in a team that's really not that exciting or can barely hold their own in some cases, other than the core.

i agree to an extent!! maybe it's bc last year was my first full year really paying attention to hockey too and everything was shiny and new, but i had a really good time and then. kyle leaving hit and a lot of the old room guys left and it just....... idk. i needed last summer for a reset and i went into this year hopeful but. it's been a disappointment in a lot of ways.

as for the playoffs part... i mean, i just convince myself the leafs are gonna win the cup until they don't so lfksdjlf it's easy for me to be like go leafs ! ! ! but i'm definitely not having as much fun or putting as much stake in the overall team success as i was last year. the fact that they won their first playoff series in decades last year was SO special and cannot be replicated or outdone or relived unless they win a cup now, which is a tall ask esp with this lineup. i definitely care less about this team on the whole and have less belief in them than i did which is... fine. they also feel less like a team. maybe every year i'll just care less and less or maybe brad will do something over the summer that's exciting or, idk. the fandom in general has really detracted from it for me too this year, and i just care less/feel actively annoyed by more and maybe that's a me thing or maybe the average age of ppl everywhere is staying put pretty low and i'm just getting too old for some of this but. can't wait to get a break this year, that's all lol

[comradecowplant]

A youtuber has made a video about a place very close to my hometown and I tell u what so far he is not being very factual and the latent small town instinct to rip disrespectful outsiders apart in defense of Our Town has activated >:(