#its almost 12am i gotta take my meds lolololol
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#i love dark themes so much but i think i'll fuck around w a lighter one tmrw. i suck at picking colors tho#which is like so fucking ironic bc i have been doing colorings as a hobby for like four years & want to be a colorist lmao#im rambly today#i was working on the q ww & im uwu#was working out the like layout & visual part of it#and like i changed my app color palette to see how it looked & yeah it sparked something in my brain#didnt realize i was bored and wanted a change until i did that#anyway#ill figure it out tomorrow#its almost 12am i gotta take my meds lolololol#unrelated but i have been lightly drinking all day and its poggers i missed being tipsy#the only downside to being a hermit is that you dont rlly get an excuse to get black out drunk that isnt like sad as fuck#miss getting drunk w frewnds#dont miss those times or the people necessarily just the shenanigans & the feelings of it#one time we were supposed to go to a club but instead ended up going to a bar until it closed#then fucked around in the streets until 6am (when we were getting picked up) while it was raining. it was such a nice night#i hold it dear to my heart#i also miss getting high but thats more of an itch im trying to feed yknow#spent a whole week h.gh last year & it felt way too fucking good for it to be healthy and sustainable#already trying not to succumb to cigs lmao i have! problems#im still looking for a way to healthy cope but im so eager to decay#and the way that decay deforms me into my worst nightmares just make it all worse#anyway this got fucking dark real quick#apparently i had things in my mind#im reaching tag limits so im gonna wrap this one up ayup if you are reading this why#long tags#tbd#o.txt#tw substances
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