#its a eurovision party so obvs i dont want to go for obvious reasons but it would have been nice to have been considered

[dirkstridergothisheadinthegame]

I wish it was a completely normal, not in the slightest unhinged thing to do to send out a questionnaire to everyone you know that just says "do you still like me and want to be friends" and that they all answer honestly and guilt free about my feelings

Bc I feel like some people don't want to be my friend anymore but until they explicitly tell me then I'm just going to keep getting hurt by their rejections