#its a LOT OF GORE

[jewishrat420]

steddie ‘consumption as love’ blurb

tags: blood, guts, surgery, death, organ harvesting/transplant, graphic descriptions of violence, just generally grey’s anatomy type shit if they were really weird, very graphic

gang this one is real fucked up i BEG of you to proceed with caution. READ THE TAGS!!!

eddie would start out asking steve for a vial of his blood to wear around his neck. it’s certainly not the craziest thing he could ask, and by no means goes anywhere near the depths of his desires. these bone-deep, animalistic desires that threaten to overtake him every time he’s around him.

it’d start off with a vial of blood.

steve would reluctantly agree, if only because his boyfriend is weird as fuck and like, what’s the harm? they’ve all seen enough of each other’s insides, lord knows steve’s overdue for a blood test anyways. may as well, right?

it starts off that way.

in the end, steve’s decrepit body lay cold and pale in the bed they used to share.

he’s breathing, barely, his lungs rattling with the effort. messy stitches stretch across his abdomen like song lyrics scrawled in eddie’s journal. the handiwork is uneven, done by amateur fingers.

eddie’s tongue pokes out in concentration as he drags the knife across steve’s stomach. careful not to break the scars that have so tediously worked themselves into closure, his hand barely shakes this time around.

it takes a long time. harvesting organs is excruciatingly difficult, especially for someone with no formal training.

but he gets it.

after hours or days, steve’s raspy breathing only interrupted by weak moans, eddie’s hands wrap tenderly around one of the last viable organs in his body. he grips it carefully, fingers digging into the soft tissue.

eddie carries it over to a metal tin, laying on a bed of ice. he places it inside and makes his way back to his boyfriend.

he picks up the needle, a line of thread, and lovingly, painstakingly, stitches his lover back together.

the line is straighter this time, and he pats himself on the back. thinks steve will be quite proud of this one.

but steve’s long since stopped breathing. eddie doesn’t know when the rattling turned into gasping, when he started imagining it instead.

but he’s not worried about that right now.

right now, he’s laying down on the bed next to steve.

he’s bringing the tray over and placing it next to him.

he’s grabbing a scalpel, the same one he used on steve, and he’s gritting his teeth as he drags a red line across his own abdomen.

he’s looking past the dizziness, gasping against the pain, as he repeats the procedure on himself.

he’s careful not to drop his own organ as he takes it out and places it in the empty tin next to him, tinged red with steve’s blood.

he’s taking steve’s organ, he’s placing it into the cavity of his own abdomen.

he’s relishing in the feeling of his boyfriend’s blood beating beside his own. of the relentless ebb and flow of their shared vitality.

he doesn’t bother sewing himself back up. he simply holds steve’s hand, lets his, their blood bond their skin, and closes his eyes.

he joins steve in the afterlife with mismatched organs and hearts that beat in tandem.

[ruporas]

dragon meat, you, and me

[umblrspectrum]

"smaller mass" you say

[shepscapades]

[Part 1] [Part 2] [Part 3] [Part 4] [Part 5] [PART 6] [Part 7] [Don’t Let it Reach the Heart]

[This comic is part of my dbhc au, following the chaos and panic that ensues after Doc and Xisuma try to get Etho back online at the start of s9 after a very rough s8 finale that leaves him a little. broken. It's set to the vibes of Joywave's Destruction!]

[blayarka]

[noisyghost]

rambling out loud about the one year timeline of how getting bit by a werewolf affected ark/his body <3

[dorkfruit]

getting all that extra, useless skin outta the way ..

anyways i wanted to draw harrianthe as this one bit in the 4 minutes music video (1:08 - 1:17)

normal kissing under the cut

ignore that idk how to draw people kissing oki

[frenchonionsoop]

hmmmmm thinkin about how brutalization might look

[clownfettis]

This idea has been stuck in my mind for months, and I'm do glad to have finally made it

This is the most experimental I've ever been with my art. I'm really proud

This was inspired by @beluvbug 's amazing Princess of Gender Dysphoria AU, and all the amazing AUs that came from it. Check them all out!!

Expect a lot more experimental pixel brush art full of symbolism for this jester, because I'm obsessed with him and projected on him to hell and back

Textless version under the cut

[hallowshumour]

Other side. ⚡️🩸

[glstnbrry]

poison in his heart 🫀

[sweeneydino]

Dragon lore...?

Idk I'm sure there's something comprehensive in here, I need to go to sleep this was killin me

If it helps, I was listening to me and my husband by mitski 👍:)

>:))

[catament]

does anything matter if youre already dead?

[appri-dot]

I like to draw nutcracker yaoi for character reasons trust fencer(hurt fella) belongs to @ballcrusher74

[mod-jesse]

goretober 24 day 18 : robotic upgrades

[gifti3]

So i headcanon that demons (maybe angels too) have more than 1 heart…

Imagine that one day your demon darling invite you to dinner and ofc you agree! So you’re talking with them waiting for ur meal then it arrives. On the plate it’s a cooked DEMON heart and it’s not just any demon heart it’s your demon’s heart. Them smiling and said “do you like it?”

Apparently, demon do that to express love to their mates and it’s also one of the most imtimate ways (in demon’s sense) to show love.

I need more contents of the boys actually being demon 😔

i fuck with this, not gonna lie

the monsterfucker in me is always intrigued by the differences in how a nonhuman would express their love lmao of course most people would be surprised if their demon lover presented them with their second heart but after initial shock and them explaining if you think about it….you cant help but be (strangely?) touched like wow this person really likes me huh (///∇///) so we r pretty much soulmates! presenting one of ur hearts is a pretty big deal just from a logical standpoint, cause u forever nerfed urself for someone

now actually eating the heart is a whole nother question lmaoo

yea you know demons sometimes like to eat each other (and humans sometimes) but humans dont really do that as a casual activity and it usually gets you ostracized lol

u cant help but feel a little bad not eating it though…they cooked their whole second heart, they had it removed from their body which probably wasnt a painless thing to do but for your demon its mainly a way for them to show their devotion more than anything ,,,tho i know some of those brothers were actually expecting you to eat it lol it would be very funny if you both were sitting there after you were like aww thats so sweet and then he was like….well r u gonna eat it? :]

asmo and mammon come to mind first honestly LMAO

asmo is “kind of” intense when it comes to love and the mammon is a tsundere--"well...are you gonna eat it or what?"（//︶^︶）typa deal--so thats why i say that

and then maybe beel and belphie

beel cause i feel like it might go over his head at first (especially since this involves food) but then he'll remember like oh right humans dont eat that my bad

belphie i just think is hopeful you know...if that makes sense, so hes not surprised if you dont wanna eat it but maybe a bit huffy about it

i think satan and lucifer are too smart and like “normal” to actually expect a human to do that

while levi is... levi

hed probably get self conscious and be like well yea of course they wouldnt wanna eat my heart...

and then u gotta really reassure him its not him its you :d