#its 9:30 but im tired af i was up so early today

[seesiderendezvous]

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[shytiff]

Small September Wins

1 - its JK's birthday, and BTS also got #1 Billboard 🥺 and then dave uploaded a video of him shaving his eyebrows. Somehow theres a lot of stuff happening as Sept starters! I hope all goes well in this month. Aamiin. DL, 6P

2 - DL, e (exercise), finished to 4 padi (took a while, but i still try to be proud), watched in the soop ep 2 yay!!!

3 - DL, e, edited 3 articles, 5P. Drank janjiw’s hazelnut latte and im still not sleepy (its currently 11 pm). like usually bcs i dont move a lot and its a boring routine day to day, im not 100% “awake”. most of the time im running on probably 90-95%, like there’s still that feel of tiredness looming behind, a slight feel on the head. (except after exercise or freshly woken up and bathed) but after coffee, my head doesnt feel the usual tiiiny weight, my eyes somehow feel like they’re fully open lmao. i see the bed and im not even thinking abt laying down and sleeping. my head feels clearer, if that makes sense. is this how other ppl feel all the time? but i feel sbux’s coffee doesnt quite have the “effect” on me like janjiw do. maybe bcs it’s arabica vs robusta. and today my back feels somewhat strong and not tired!! my legs were sore from yesterday but i can sit and do stuff for a while and not feel like ugh on my back

4 - DL, edited 1 article, MPI briefing

5 - DL, planned to run and i even changed but the weather turns SUNNY all of the sudden, and when i change back into normal clothing the suns gone lmao, watched parasite (and afterwards seeing the posters and tidbits about it), ordered damm eat (quite good, but the butter rice was a bit lacking), attended ma 50th anniv on zoom and wadah gerabah (kdm's seminar on financial planning)

6 - DL, e, 2P, ordered koper bebek pak boss (kgn!!! Taste good and oily as always just the way i like it), finished listening to Tentang Anak: Montessori just bcs i was curious

7 - DL, 2K (kompre lisan kak shela), A, the lecture was all day long so its a great distraction while im fasting, the dinner was spicy chicken so i was chugging a lot of water and my stomach was half water half food

8 - DL, D (Dhuha), 15K

9 - DL, 5K, met up with atikah and lau @ mcd citra 7, talked about coding design and branding (a refreshment from medschool vibezz), did delirium ppt for thursday submission (amazed i didnt do it 2 hrs before deadline)

10 - DL, pelatihan apd, google meets with shiko to do delirium ppt, edited 2 articles

11 - DL, E, 8K, wow nemos first webinar is finally published

12 - DL, e, joons birthday!!!!, eidcp (shock and pain), in the soop 4, mpi briefing, played among us with shiko

13 - DL, 20K, 3IKK (Cicil soal DK IKK)

14 - nugas EA bersama manusia2 terstruktur dan rapih anti deadliner club im like wow so this is how other rotations work? lmaooo

15 - DL, did KMKP QA together with B9, cicil DK IKK but my progress was sooo slow, slept in early even though i dont deserve it since i can feel the looming fatigue

16 - DL, lazed around the first half of the day wtf tif ingat kompre :((((, read kak diptas note on acls but i forgot it already (its only been a couple hrs) fkdigital obesity, did DT EA

17 - ask something for the first time in mpi class by my own will lmao. Todays class was very spontaneous. Listed sponsors contacts. DL, 3k

18 - DL, sent soal pld to alya, qc soal pld, finished ppt 1 hr before discussion, slept in until 9 am, my mood feels better after playing among us and werewolf with candra jiwa. i was alive until the very last seconds until i finally died and the evil won. i for sure CANNOT be a detective. Played until 12 am. my sour soul was cheered up, so glad i joined

19 - DT resume submission while lying in bed, kompre briefing, in the soop 5 while exercising (Emi Wong, standing HIIT), rapat sponsor nemo, read PPK Primer, diskusi asinkronus, my will to do things deteriorated again

20 - DL, hamstring and glutes sore af, 4IKK, read some PPK Primer, played among us with dajen and anak merpati, group call w shiko

21 - DL, did geriatri assignment, cicil ikk (even though turned out i did the wrong questions ffffffff), cbl at night from 19:30-21:00. Tried indomaret point's baper coffee and it did make me focus more on my laptop and deadlines to catch. Bts tiny desk concert omg!!!

22 - DL, cicil IKK as always~ geriatri discussion, drank indomaret points caramel latte and studied a bit for kompre. Somehow my stomach is less bloated when i drink coffee the night before :/

23 - DL, 1A, kompre study, dk ikk 17:00, coffee (palm sugar, indomaret point). Im not drowning in assignment... Yet

24 - DL, EA task training and simulation, cbl from 13:00-17:00 powered by sbux vanilla latte, passed out until 20:00, ate sum food, did DT

25 - wtf its friday already?!, DL, task training, spontaneous J-2 announced meeting with dr Dyah, tried ara's cake, rapat nemo and sponsor nemo, caramel macchiato~, ICORPS RSUI, cicil ikk terosss

26 - DL, have no will to do stuff, read some bitly kompre, ordered burgushi chicken mentai, cicil IKK

27 - 1A, alhamdulillahh finished reflection after a lot of stumped moments, it literally took me a day to make wtf. Its only 2 pages. And thats about it lmaooo. Played among us with solid

28 - DL, 1A, woke up at 11 am lmao, horein sam, cicil dk ikk, group call shiko. Didnt do a lot od things today but my mood is definitely better

29 - DL, will sleep at about 11 pm ish (slept through prof men’s lecture huhu) --> after posting this played my phone and slept at 12, anamnesis practice with ness ren, finished tugas harian geri

30 - DL, anam geri, finished status, and then did nothing else except reading painter of the night :(((( i didnt even do ikk. I got no fighting spirit today

[courtky]

#148 FORTY QUESTIONS 1. tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now? he's sweet and caring lol the first day we met we skyped until like 6am the next day just talking about life and everything we've been through and it was weird because a lot of our stuff was similar and within a few weeks he came to see me for my birthday :o))) the end 
2. what on your body is hurting or bothering you? my eyes are itchy rn 
3. what was your last thought before going to bed last night? "shut up im tryin to sleep" @ steve ;( lmao 
4. what are you listening to? issues by julia michaels 
5. what’s something you’re not looking forward to? next week 
6. where do you think your best friend(s) is right now? playin dead by daylight lol 
7. have you kissed anybody in the last five days? yea duh 
8. sex on the first date? lmao i got drunk and was basically beggin for it but he wouldnt :(((( 
9. kiss on the first date? mayb 
10. is there one person you want to be with right now? yes 
11. are you seriously happy with where you are in life? no lol 
12. is there something you would like to say to someone? yes :pppp 
13. what are three things you did today? made food for steve, showered... SAT HERE BEING BORED 
14. would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over? at a friends depending on who 
15. what is your favorite kind of gum? trident spearmint 
16. are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends? kinda??? 
17. what is on your wrists right now? steve's bracelet thing 
18. ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with? lollll all the time 
19. does anyone have strong feelings for you? well i HOPE 
20. are you slowly drifting away from someone? not rly 
21. have you ever wasted your time on someone? y e s 
22. can you do the alphabet in sign language? no wtf 
23. how have you felt today? sad 
24. you receive $60 without any reason, what do you spend it on? i hoard my money lets be real 
25. what is wrong with you right now? idk i feel depressed alWAYS 
26. is there anyone you’re really disappointed in? yes 
27. would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now? uhhhhh ive never had jamba juice??? im guessing its something to do with smoothies tho so i guess that?????? rip 
28. why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore? i dont even count the last one because he was a fuck boy lol so uhh the other... not that i really fell out of love with him more that i was tired of bullshit lol 
29. how late did you stay up last night and why? 2-3am??? tried to sleep early but steve was so hyper and kept me awake :( 
30. when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? tbh ages ago, dont even consider any of my best friends as best friends anymore.. 
31. what were you doing an hour ago? laying here 
32. what are you looking forward to in the next month? valentines day lol :-( 
33. are you wearing jeans right now? no pants here 
34. are you a patient person? kinda depends 
35. do you think you can last in a relationship for three months? yes im loyal af 
36. favorite color? pink and blue 
37. did you have a dream last night? yes somethin about being in a hotel at the beach ugh 
38. are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants? none sorry 
39. if the person you like and your ex were in the same room, what would you do? laugh LOL... basically happened before 
40. do you love anyone who is not related to you? yea duh???