#itll be a memorial for my dumb ass breakdown if i forgot to delete or too lazy to delete ๐คช
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the crushing loneliness of life has me losing my mind
#personal#crying sohard my shirt is completely soaked att this point lol#its whatever. im alone and it sucks so bad but its better this way. i know it#i cant get hurt by others if i isolate for the rest of my life. and i cant hurt others if i dont interect with them#but it hurts so bad. i wish friends were real i wish they were real so bad that my heart feels like its being ripped out my chest#idk. i feel so sick. i dont wanna wake up tomorrow but j dont really have a choice do i#im trapped. like im never gona be free or safe or happy. im gonna be trapped in this fucking body and place for ever#i hope my meds kick in so i dont do anything regretful. wellactually kinda dont hope but whatever#might delete this later. if i even remember. ill probablt forgot i post this in like 10 mins since i usually do#itll be a memorial for my dumb ass breakdown if i forgot to delete or too lazy to delete ๐คช#im gonna distract myself and stare at the ceiling or something. maybe eat some more lava cakes idk
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