YOLO✨ Life is so short & precious! 🙏🏼 . . Let’s take this time to talk about what we are truly grateful for today! There’s always someone out there who is haven’t it way worse than you so definitely be grateful for what you do have and don’t worry about what you don’t have. Peace & Blessings 💕 . . Comment below something that you are grateful for babes!👇🏽 . . #LHEByMary #ImGratefulFor #PositiveReminders #TrulyBlessed #ItCouldBeWorst #ShareThisPost #TagAFriendSoTheyCanComment #LetMeSeeYouGuysResponses #Blessed #TooBlessedToBeStressed #PrayingForTheWorld #HopeEveryoneIsHavingAGreatDay #ThinkAboutThePositiveThings #PositiveVibesOnly #NoNegativeEnergyNeeded #NoNaySayers #NoNegativeNates #NoNegativeNancys (at United States) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAjUuWwHEqO/?igshid=ntv4dyrhv7sz
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I relapsed tonight and self harmed. I haven't in almost three years..so why tonight? Because how do you love yourself when the person you love the most doesn't think you love them? After two hours of basically repeatedly getting told I'm worthless, lazy, don't take care of myself, I'm more of a "roommate" then a wife, I care about work more then family, I don't try, the list goes on and on. He mentioned the D word..divorce. I cried so much speechless feeling numb. All I could think about was killing myself so he didn't have to deal with me anymore. What the point of living if the person you love the most doesn't think you love them? Anxiety took over my body and I was in a complete panic on the inside but just appeared staring blankly on the outside with tears pouring down my face. I used my finger nails to scratch my thumb and side of my hand forming large blisters and cuts. Repeatedly scratching while he talked. He didn't even notice and I was right in front of him. Later as I did the dishes, cleaned the counters and floors trying to show that I am a "good" house wife I found myself holding a knife. Poking my arm and wrist with it. I never cut myself or broke my skin but the urge was there. I feel guilty for scratching and poking but I'm relaxed now. I'm alive
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Kinfolk, have some it’ll change ya life! #gratutude #bethankful #itcouldbeworst #changeyourparadigm
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Wake Upp Every Morningggg 🙏🏽Thanking God 4 The Things I Do & Dont Have!! #ItCouldBeWorst #NiggazDontKnoMyPain 😏
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My #Attitude For This #Year... #ItCouldBeWorst #PositiveEnergy (at St. Louis)
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#itCOULDbeWORST
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#Happybirthday #RichardPoe #actor #GulEvek #thenextgeneration #deepspacenine #voyager #burnaftereading #thepeacemaker #transamerica #itcouldbeworst #gotham #royalpains #lawandordersvu #braindead #searchparty #younger #talesofthecity #ds930 #startrek57 @TrekCore @StarTrek
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