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"this character should kill their abuser" they're 12
“this character should kill their abuser” i agree. unfortunately they wouldn’t do that.
#Yeah this is about steven universe and atla. No I don't think a child should have to go through the inherently traumatic act of murder#You want a kid to look at his own hands and realise they snuffed out the life of someone else? You want them to agonise over morality?#You want them to see blood and injury and the light leave a human being's eyes?#Well. Maybe this would work for some stories. But not as as the happy ending you're envisioning#I've always wanted to write a story about a child messiah/chosen one character who is forced to do this and the effects it would have#on their mental health and ability to even socialise with other children#Like the ending of owl house where she doesn't kill the villain guy but she watches him melt in acid rain and doesn't do anything about it#It's cartoonified so you don't realise it but that is a horror movie level thing to watch happen#I'm not saying they should have done an owl house future but it would have been nice if they dealt with that a little#Like hey yeah I'm going to therapy to unpack the time I let a man get melted in front of me and I just let it happen#Because in my mind the trolley was already speeding toward that one person and pulling the lever would just switch it to the other track#With more people#And does that make me a murderer? Was that a choice I made consciously at the time or am I just retroactively applying logic to it?#Did I actually just freeze up and because of that I let a man die in front of me?#Etc etc#Also no I don't want belos redemption arc or whatever either lol I can't say if that ending was good or bad (leaning toward good)#Just that it was also surprising to me that it even happened and it would have been interesting if they explored it a bit
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....hi everyone......... i know that some of you already know about this but i have a bl comic that is currently being published on lezhin. it's called "처음의 여름" or "a first of summers". it's explicit and i'd be really happy if anyone who is interested in this type of thing or my art gives it a read.
you can read the english version at: https://www.lezhinus.com/en/comic/first_summer
(or the korean version here if you're into that): https://lezhin.com/ko/comic/first_of_summers
you can also follow me on twitter: https://x.com/pppanghouse
i have gotten many messages asking me if i was the one behind a first of summers (because apparently my art style is very recognizable i can't hide from you guys!!), and i've been ignoring them for months (sorry, everyone) because i was never fully proud of the work that i was putting out there. i still don't think i am at a point where i can confidently promote my work like a normal person would because me and shame are like this -> 🫂. but i am working on getting better at managing my shame and making this post is a step towards that goal. in a way, i felt more reluctant to post about it here because i see the connections i've made on tumblr as real tangible friendships rather than parasocial ones so it's even more embarrassing.
as a lover of yaoi, slice of life and queer media, i tried to make something that i personally would like to read, in an art style that i would have found inspirational when i started digital art. here are some panels that i am kind of proud of ahh hee hee







to be honest it feels very very weird to "make a story" and "share it with people", because i've never done something like this before and having to offer my personal themes and internal symbols to people in the hopes that some of you may resonate with them feels like i'm running down the street with my whole ass out in the open. idk how people do this.
also, i know a lot of you consume media illegally and i know that i alone can't stop you from doing that. which is why i'm all the more thankful to anyone who chooses to support me by buying the chapters on the official websites. i'm slowly learning that this (working on stories and drawing) might be something i want to keep doing and get better at, so i'm so deeply grateful to those who make that possible for me by supporting me financially. it always feels super nice when people show appreciation for my art and recommend it to other people and talk about it.
anyways, so that's me. i have a lot more to say but this post has already gotten long enough, and none of it includes any information on what the comic is about lol so here's a short synopsis: hyeonseon is a 40yo divorced salaryman who, after having a bit of a midlife crisis about where he is at in life, decides to learn electric guitar. his teacher, yeoreum (which means summer) is a 24yo college student who is also having a bit of a crisis of his own aaaand falls for the older dude. uhhhh and as i said it's explicit they are fucking it oppa homo style, and it does deal with themes related to age gaps but please don't come for meeeee!!!!!!!! i tried to make it tasteful and chose to work with age gaps because i had something to say about the concept of adulthood/life, also i enjoy a dude who's a little old getting dicked down by a younger lad what do you want me to say, damn......
if you have any nice things to say about my work then weeheee please go ahead, thank you

#a first of summers#also i know the hardcore gays are on this site so just putting it out there: if u can find all the queer cultural references that#i've sprinkled in in the art them be sure to let me know ha!
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Phainon x (fem)reader x Mydei
Phainon’s Purr-dicament
This was not how today was supposed to go.
One minute, Phainon had been grinning like usual, confidently leading their little trio through the ruins as he boasted about how clearly he was the most capable one here. The next? A blinding flash from the relic they were investigating—then darkness.
And now?
Now he was a tiny, fluffy, white cat.
He sat there, tail flicking in irritation, staring up at Mydei and Y/N in absolute disbelief.
“…You have got to be kidding me,” Mydei muttered, rubbing his temples.
“Wait—” Y/N gasped, kneeling down. “Where’s Phainon?”
I’M RIGHT HERE! Phainon tried to shout. But all that came out was—
"Meow."
A long silence stretched between them.
Then Mydei sighed. Deeply.
Phainon quickly realized two things.
One: He couldn’t talk, which meant he couldn’t properly yell at Mydei or brag about how technically this wasn’t his fault.
Two: Y/N was obsessed with him like this.
“Oh, look at you,” she gushed, scooping him up into her arms. “You’re adorable!”
Phainon froze.
This… this was nice. Very nice. Y/N was cradling him close, her hands stroking through his fur, her voice soft and affectionate. He was practically melting. And the best part?
Mydei looked annoyed.
“Ugh.” Mydei crossed his arms. “Are we seriously stopping everything because Phainon turned into a walking puffball?”
Y/N ignored him, holding Phainon up so they were eye-to-eye. “Don’t listen to him. You’re the cutest thing I’ve ever seen.”
If Phainon could smirk, he would. Instead, he smugly flicked his tail.
Mydei glared. “Oh, you are way too happy about this.”
Phainon, completely unbothered, stretched lazily in Y/N’s arms, his fluffy little paws resting against her chest.
“Oh, and he’s so soft,” Y/N continued, now scratching gently under his chin.
Phainon had never been this close to her before. And it was glorious.
Mydei was officially done. “Okay. That’s enough.”
“No, it’s not,” Y/N argued, still completely absorbed in Phainon. “Look at him. He’s purring!”
Indeed, Phainon was purring like his life depended on it.
Mydei exhaled sharply. “Unbelievable.”
Phainon flicked an ear, sending Mydei a look that very clearly said: Sucks to be you, huh?
Mydei twitched. “You better hope we don’t figure out how to turn you back too fast, because the moment you have hands again, I will make you regret this.”
Phainon just yawned. Dramatically.
Y/N smiled. “Don’t worry, Phai, we’ll fix this soon.”
Take your time, Phainon thought, settling comfortably in her arms.
He could get used to this.
After what felt like an eternity of Y/N showering Phainon with affection (not that he was complaining), Mydei finally groaned. “Alright, we do have an actual mission, remember?”
Y/N, still holding Phainon close, tilted her head. “Right… but we also have a tiny problem.” She glanced down at the fluffy cat in her arms, who blinked up at her innocently. “We can’t just leave Phai like this.”
Phainon gave her a slow blink—something he had learned cats did when they liked someone.
Y/N’s heart melted. “Aww, Mydei, did you see that? He trusts me.”
Mydei pinched the bridge of his nose. “He is him but smaller and with fur. Don’t fall for his act.”
Phainon stretched, his little paws pressing against Y/N’s chest again as he nestled in closer.
Mydei’s eye twitched. “Oh, he is enjoying this.”
Y/N giggled. “Of course he is! He’s getting spoiled.”
Phainon was getting spoiled, and he absolutely loved it. Not only was Y/N practically glued to him, but Mydei’s growing frustration was delicious.
“Alright,” Mydei sighed, crossing his arms. “How do we fix him?”
Y/N hummed. “We could go back to Okhama and ask the scholars. Maybe they know something about this relic.”
Phainon flicked his tail. That… sounded like a lot of effort. And possibly a lot of boring lectures.
Mydei nodded. “Yeah, that’s probably the best option. Unless you’d rather stay a house cat for the rest of your life.”
Phainon’s tail lashed. Don’t test me.
Y/N gasped dramatically. “Oh, but imagine if we can’t fix him! I’d have to keep him as a pet.”
Phainon’s ears perked up. That doesn’t sound so bad…
“I’d have to take him everywhere with me,” Y/N continued, clearly enjoying the idea. “I’d get him a little collar, maybe a tiny cape—”
Phainon beamed internally. Yes. Yes, tell me more.
Mydei looked horrified. “Absolutely not.”
Y/N pouted. “Why not? He’d be so cute.”
“Because the moment he’s human again, we’d never hear the end of it!” Mydei pointed accusingly at the cat in question. “He’d bring it up every day!”
Phainon simply curled up smugly in Y/N’s arms, tail wrapping around himself like a little prince.
Y/N giggled. “Okay, okay. Let’s get going.”
Back at Okhema…
By the time they arrived, word had already spread that Y/N was carrying around an unusually friendly, fluffy white cat. People kept stopping her, cooing over “such a beautiful little thing.”
Phainon, of course, lapped up every ounce of attention.
Y/N, beaming, let a group of kids pet him while Mydei stood nearby looking deeply unimpressed.
“Look at him,” Mydei muttered. “He’s supposed to be suffering, and instead he’s being pampered like some divine beast.”
Y/N giggled as Phainon purred louder, snuggling against her. “Oh, don’t be jealous.”
Mydei scoffed. “I am not jealous.”
At that moment, an older merchant lady stopped to admire Phainon. “Such a sweet little kitty!” She gave him a few head scritches before glancing at Y/N. “Is he yours?”
Y/N hesitated. “Oh, well, not exactly—”
“No,” Mydei interrupted flatly. “No, he’s a stray from the dumpster.”
Phainon glared.
The merchant chuckled. “He’s clearly attached to you.”
Phainon smugly flicked his tail. That’s right. I am.
Y/N smiled. “He really is.”
Mydei groaned.
After a long and extremely smug walk through the city, they finally arrived at the scholar’s hall. An elder scholar examined the relic, nodding sagely.
“Ah, this is a transformation artifact. Ancient magic, quite powerful. Thankfully, the effect is temporary.”
Phainon’s ears perked up. Oh?
“How temporary?” Mydei asked.
“A day, at most,” the scholar said. “Possibly a few more hours.”
Y/N pouted. “Oh. I was starting to like having him as a little cat.”
Phainon was about to agree—until he noticed Mydei smirking.
“Oh, fantastic,” Mydei said, tone dripping with satisfaction. “Because the moment you’re back to normal, Phainon, you and I are having a very long conversation about this entire day.”
Phainon suddenly wasn’t in such a hurry to be human again.
True to the scholar’s word, Phainon eventually started glowing.
Y/N placed him gently on the ground, stepping back as the golden light enveloped him.
When it faded—there he was. Back in his full, human glory.
Grinning, Phainon stretched. “Oh, it’s so good to have hands again.”
Y/N chuckled. “Welcome back.”
And then—before he could do anything else—Mydei grabbed the collar of his coat.
Phainon barely had time to react before Mydei dragged him outside.
“Alright,” Mydei said, voice too calm. “You had way too much fun today.”
Phainon smirked. “Oh, did I?”
Mydei’s eye twitched. “You purring? Absolutely disgusting.”
Phainon grinned wider. “Jealous?”
Mydei groaned.
Y/N, still inside, watched them go with an amused smile.
Honestly? She had kind of enjoyed Phainon’s Purr-dicament.
And something told her he had too.
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Calm and Serenity (Part 4)
Sylus x Non!MC
summary: you didn't know what sylus saw in you. he said you were calm, quiet and serene and that's what he needs. you believed it. he showed it. not until little miss hunter came. she's everything you're not. news that she's in danger can make the ever so calm sylus to run and leave everything behind. it made you think, would he do that for you as well?
tags: angst, romance, hurt and comfort, confused sylus, non-mc reader, mentions of death/dying, cursing
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note: OMG hi here's the promised update. ALSOOO BIG THANK YOU to all your reaction/comment/reblogs huhuhu im so happy reading your comments and im glad that you liked this little piece of mine. i hope you enjoy this one as well (i actually want to hide in a corner lol)
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Sylus can't shake the eerie feeling that's been bugging his chest since he left you in Elysium. He knows that you're upset. He can see it in your eyes, he can feel it in his bones.
But what can he do? Miss Hunter is in danger and his body just autopilots to go to her. Does he want to? No. Not really because if he were to choose, he'd rather be beside you all the time but the bond is not letting him. Whenever he's trying to resist, the energy linkage on his wrist would constrict and a painful sensation is shooting up on his chest making it harder for him to say no to her.
It's been a pain in his ass and he didn't know what to do especially when he first met her. Past memories, past emotions, past tragedies suddenly flooded him and for a moment he faltered.
For a moment, all those feelings came back. He missed her, honestly speaking after all, she has half of his soul and finding her again in N109 Zone felt like his soul is whole again.
It was like he was in a daze. All his goals were reduced to mere thoughts and he was obligated to make a connection with her that he got too busy helping her get the aether core and making her remember everything, too busy resonating with her and he made you wait for him every day only to be given a mere fraction of his attention.
But when he's alone and he's contemplating the decisions he has been making as of late, he will be reminded of you. Of how you slowly grew quieter and your gaze was always on him, waiting and anticipating for him to initiate something that would make up for the time he's been wasting with Miss Hunter.
It did cross his mind to let you go. He understands that what he's doing is completely unfair to you, but when the thought of you leaving and potentially finding someone else crosses his mind, he almost went crazy.
He can't. He just can't.
He won't allow it.
He won't let that happen.
You're the only thing in his life that he can call his “voluntary choice". Ever since he lived all his lives, everything seemed out of control, it seemed like everything was a cycle.
Sylus, I curse your soul to never fade away. You'll always be tied to me. This is my curse. Only I can grant you true death.
Soulbound. That's him and Miss Hunter. The first few lives he lived, he can accept dying in her arms as long as it's with her. That's how powerful his love is and he doesn't mind waiting even if it takes a couple of millenia he wouldn't mind because it's her. He even put traces of her in every corner of N109 Zone, even sent Mephisto to stalk her every move when she first became a hunter. So it's safe to say that in the earlier years in this life, he did wait for her.
But then, YOU came.
Someone unexpected. Someone so pure despite the filth in this underworld. You saw him like a normal person and made him feel human. You didn't treat him like the leader of Onychinus.
You treated him as Sylus. Just Sylus. A weak, vulnerable and could-be-hurt Sylus.
In you, he found his humanity.
In you he found love and peace. For the first time in eons, there is tranquility.
He wanted to deny it at first. He can't entertain the thought of you and him together. He knows he can't have you. He can't have that luxury because he will have to let you go eventually when Miss Hunter comes to the picture, the cycle will repeat again. He will die in her arms and he will live another life only to be met with the same ending.
He had given up on anything and everything at this point, so little by little he's letting you go.
But when you came to his rescue, fighting for him even with your limited fighting experience when he was caught off guard by one of his enemies he let himself indulge in you.
Maybe this time will be different.
He let himself be under the shade of your warmth. Happy that in this life he gets to experience this. To experience a love that felt like it could last forever. A love that makes him want to live for as long as he can.
So when he made sure that Miss Hunter is alive and breathing, he is quick on his feet to leave.
“Sylus, can you stay with me for a while?" her voice begging.
And there it was again. The tug on the energy linkage in his wrist. At the mere thought of him denying her request, he can feel it tighten in his wrist that it hurts almost like his hands were going to be cut off.
The sensation in his chest is there again.
But no. He can't stay.
He won't.
“I can't," he answered not even looking back at her. “Y/N is waiting for me.”
He steadied his breathing. He needs to calm himself despite the overbearing pain.
"I will find a way to sever our connection and put an end to this curse. I want to live a life for myself not tied down to any of this destiny bullshit.”
He left after saying that. He's sure that she will understand what he meant.
If she doesn't? Then that's on her.
But for now he wants to come home to you.
To make things right. To tell you everything to ask for more time to figure things out. To tell you that he's been trying to figure out how to sever the connection that he and Miss Hunter have.
To explain that what he did to you was beyond what he can control. That he is under a curse and his choices are influenced by the repeating cycle of his lives. Clouded by the thought that there's no way out of this mess and sooner or later he will find his lifeless body in Miss Hunter's hands.
To tell you that this time he wants to fight back.
He wants to own his life again. He wants to make a decision for himself again.
Sylus respects the idea of soulmates. He even loved the idea of it before. But now it's different. Because if being soulmates with Miss Hunter means losing you, then he doesn't want it.
He will die trying as long as he's with you.
In record time, he's back in Onychinus’s base and the air feels different. It feels heavy. Something is not right.
Sylus is quick on his feet to walk (run) to your shared bedroom and you're not there. He felt a lump on his throat.
No. No.
“Sweetie? Where are you?" He called out. The mighty Sylus’s voice quivers at the end of his sentence. He roamed around the base trying to find you.
“Darling?"
In the bathroom? None.
“Little fox?"
Kitchen? It's empty.
"Baby?”
The guest room? Deafening quiet.
“Y/N?"
He searched in every corner but you're not there. He tried to call you but it seemed like your phone was off.
He called Luke and Kieran, they quickly answered his call and their words made his world crumble. “Boss! The Madame is gone. We can't find her anywhere. Elysium's owner told us she left quickly after you were gone. We searched everywhere we could but we couldn't find her.”
“Keep patrolling the area. Find her."
He dropped the call and quickly sent Mephisto to wander all around the N109 zone.
His mind is reeling back to the events that happened before he left. It can't be.
What happened? Why did you run away? Did someone take you?
Did you leave him?
No, gods please no.
You can't be gone.
No. Not now. Not when he figured out what he wanted.
“Please, come back.”
Part 5 the next day if im not busyyyy (no promises) reaction and comments are welcome 🤗
#sylus x non mc#lads sylus#lnds sylus#love and deepspace#l&ds sylus#love and deepspace sylus#lnds#sylus x reader#sylus
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Among the trees (drabble)



pairing: hyunjin x afab!reader
genre: smut
wc: 1.2k
warnings: manipulative hyune, innocent reader, free use, unprotected sex, public sex, creampie, praise, lots of nicknames, mentions of breeding
a/n: i took a walk in the forest today and it rained so this came to my mind🫠 enjoy😏💚 also i'm sleep deprived, excuse any mistakes!
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You were currently enjoying the fresh air and the smell of petrichor as you strolled along the forest path with your boyfriend.
Hand in hand, Hyunjin led you deeper into the forest and you followed him without question, you'd always follow him anywhere. Hyunjin took such good care of you, he loved you very much and you always wanted him to be happy, make him feel good, make him proud of you. He was your first serious boyfriend and you trusted everything he told you.
You trusted him with your life blindly.
Hyunjin kept glancing at you, your wondrous gaze set on the trees and the flowers around you, his jacket draped over your smaller frame, your pretty legs on display for him in the dress he asked you to wear today. You were so adorable, so innocent, so doe like.
You always listened to him intently, nodding your cute little head, even when he told you that you always have to be ready to give into him and please him. The thought of having you whenever he wants, your body compliant to him, never asking any questions or looking for explanations drove him even more crazy for you.
You were so giving. And Hyunjin couldn't contain himself anymore, his cock already hardening and twitching in his pants at the thought of your cute confused face when he tells you to be a good girl and let him fuck you right here, among all the trees, not caring about other people who might pass by on the trail.
He tugged your hand lightly, leading you away from the path and into the thicker part of the forest.
"W-where are we going?" you asked cutely, your brows lifting up. He liked that you were always curious despite being an obedient little thing.
"Right here, my angel." he pulled you closer behind one of the trees.
You looked around and Hyunjin chuckled at your cluelessness. He looked up, noticing that the trail was still somewhat visible and if someone were to walk there, they might see the two of you.
"Turn around." he told you when you looked back at him, not understanding why he brought you here.
"Are we playing a game?" you wondered but obeyed, turning your back to him.
"Sort of. Brace yourself against the tree, princess." Hyunjin said and you placed your palms on the damp tree trunk. Hyunjin slid his jacket off of you, making you shiver as he threw it aside carelessly.
You heard the sound of his belt unbuckling and you knew then just what the game was.
You strained your neck to look back at him and saw him smirking deeply at you, his eyes dark under his bangs. You felt his hand on the back of your thigh, traveling up before he touched the fabric of your panties and then cupped your pussy, fingertips pressing into your little clit.
You gasped as your legs trembled and you faced forwards, nails already digging into the tree.
"Always so warm and wet for me. Ready to let me come home, aren't you princess?" he asked, caressing your pussy and you whimpered.
"Y-yes, Jinnie." you leaned into his touch and he smirked, pushing your panties aside and sliding his fingertips on your wet folds as he stroked his length with his other hand and got closer to you.
"My angel. Such a good girl." he praised you, pressing the head of his hard cock against you.
"Mm." you moaned, spreading your legs more.
"I-Isn't someone gonna see?" you remembered suddenly, shivering a little as you felt a droplet of rain hit your arm.
"They'll see who you belong to, princess." Hyunjin smirked and slowly pushed in without prepping you and you took all of him in easily, your pussy used to the stretch of his length and girth.
"Ah!" you let out a moan when Hyunjin bottomed out inside you.
"That's my good girl." he praised you again, making you clench around him as he started fucking into you. "I couldn't wait to come home and fuck you. I wanted you now. And you took me so well, princess. Always so good for me."
"Mm, Hyunjinnie!" you whimpered as he sped up immediately, deciding not to go easy on you since he knew you could take it. You'd take anything he gives you, he knows this because he trained you to do so.
You kept whimpering and gasping, scratching at the tree trunk as Hyunjin pounded you from behind, his hips slapping into your ass, the sound echoing around you as the rain started to drizzle more.
"Mm, fuck!" Hyunjin's eyes rolled back with the way you kept clenching around him like you never wanted him to pull out.
You were so addicted to him and he was obsessed with you.
"I want you to cum all over my cock, angel. Let me see how good I'm making you feel." Hyunjin reached between your legs and started playing with your clit, the tip of his cock hitting your sweet spot constantly.
"Mm, yes Hyunjin!" you moaned and exploded around him, coating his cock in your arousal and he pushed in impossibly deeper, twitching as he gripped at your hips.
Suddenly, you heard voices nearing from a distance and Hyunjin pulled you flush against him, his cock still throbbing inside you as he pressed his palm against your lips.
"Be quiet." he whispered and kept fucking into you, chasing his high. Your heart started beating out of your chest and your eyes widened as you saw a family walking down the path with their dog.
You felt so filthy in that moment but you loved it, the thought you might be seen all fucked out on your boyfriend's cock aroused you even more now that there were people closer to you.
The cold rain clung to your hair and skin, the droplets now bigger and sliding down into your cleavage and down your arms. The people luckily hurried up, running away from the rain as Hyunjin mercilessly pounded into you, a smirk on his face.
You came again, making him groan as he released your mouth when he deemed the people were far enough and his hands came up to grip and massage your breasts.
"Gonna fill up this sweet pussy." he groaned, biting down on your shoulder as he pushed in deep and exploded inside you, ropes of warm cum filling you up completely.
"That's it, princess, milk me dry. Take everything I give you." he growled, riding his high until he was spent.
He pulled out and quickly put your panties back over your pussy, tapping the wet fabric with his fingers as you moaned.
"Keep it inside you." he turned you around, holding your waist and you looked up at him as you grabbed at his arms, both of you getting soaked with the rain. "I want it to stick so you're mine forever, angel."
"Hyunjin." you whined, hugging him as his words suddenly made you feel embarrassed while you were sobering up from your high.
He let out a deep chuckle before gently lifting your chin up.
"I love you, my little doe." he looked into your eyes and you shivered from the intensity he carried.
"I love you too, Jinnie." you answered and he leaned in to kiss you as the rain started pouring suddenly.
"Let's get home quickly, I'm not done with you yet." Hyunjin grabbed your hand and his jacket, covering you up as much as he could, his arms wrapping around you as he led you back to the path.
You followed him obediently just like you always will.
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I waited from mid-day Thursday 12th, Till 1:30am Saturday 14th. I was so determined to meet her that I missed my last train home- which is a couple of hours away from London, I had no way of getting back as I had no more money, but I wanted this so much. So I waited and waited, and finally on Friday she came out, I saw her but was quickly pushed to the ground by the paparazzi, who didn’t care and I got trampled on. I managed to get myself up and I ran to where her car was going to pass, a few minutes later it did just that, however due to all the papz running down, the car did not stop… and it destroyed me in some ways, i thought it was never going to happen. However, despite that i just kept on believing that it would happen. I sat on the ledge where I hoped her car would pass. I was tired and put my head in my lap for a little while. Then I saw these beaming lights from the corner of my eye, and It was the car she was in. Pete her bodyguard got out and said to me ‘Are you here for Gaga? I saw you earlier today’ and I said ‘Yes, can I please give this to her?’ It was my letter and my diamond i got for her. He took me round to the car and there she was. Her beautiful smile greeted me and this is what was said from what I remember.
Gaga: Hello sweetie (Put her arms out to hug me, and gave me a kiss) what are you doing out so late?
Me: I’ve just wanted this moment for so long and I’ve been trying to find you for so long.. I’ve only wanted to give you these two things
Gaga: Aww, This is your moment now sweetie.
..I handed her my diamond i got for her and my letter
Gaga: Oh my, this is so beautiful. Thankyou so much.
Me: I’m sorry it’s not a real diamond
Gaga: (smiling) Oh hunny, it is real! …Do you want a picture?.. And I’ll sign your shirt..
Me: Yes please, but for me it’s not really about the picture or signature i just wanted you.
Pete took the picture…. then Gaga signed my shirt, and said ‘Sian. I ♥ you. Lady Gaga
Me: I love you so much
Gaga: I love you too, you’re so beautiful
Me: You too Gaga
Gaga: So how long have you been here for?
Me: Since Thursday. I tried so hard to meet you earlier, but i was pushed to the floor by the papz. I just wanted this so badly, and my train ticket ran out and i have no money but i just wanted this so much.
Gaga: Oh hunny
…Gaga reached into her purse
Gaga: Take this sweetie and make sure you get home safety
Me: I love you so much but i can’t take this
Gaga: No..No…Take it and get home safety.
Me: Thankyou so much Gaga, you mean so much. Please never feel like you’re not good enough for us.
Gaga: (Tearing up) You’re so sweet, Can i keep you?
(crying at this point)
Me: I love you so much, Thankyou for everything.
Gaga: I love you too, thankyou for making me strong..
…We hugged again for what seemed like forever.
So so happy and emotional. It was the most wonderful moment in my life. Her kindness and love helped to keep me safe, and she really touched my heart. Nothing could ever compare to this moment. It was like a really good, good dream and i hope every little monster gets to have the same opportunity as I did. Never give up!
I love you Gaga!

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all the ways i stay
paige bueckers & azzi fudd യ notes: it took me a while to find satisfaction with this, but i’ve finally settled on it. i figured i’d jot something down quickly while i work on chapter 3 of the argent. fic. it’s still in the making, but trust me, it’ll be worth the wait. in the meantime, i hope you enjoy this quick blurb i had in mind. also, i highly recommend playing the song mentioned later on—it really brings the moment to life. happy reading, lovelies.
paige never thought she’d be sitting through a rom-com marathon with azzi, yet here they were, limbs tangled on the couch, a half-empty popcorn bowl wedged between them. the air smelled like butter and whatever candle azzi had burning—something warm, vanilla, a little too cozy for a night where paige had fully intended to roast every movie choice.
but azzi was taking this seriously. too seriously.
the notebook had been playing for all of five minutes, and already, azzi was watching like it was a high-stakes thriller, arms crossed, one perfectly manicured hand occasionally reaching up to twist a curl between her fingers. paige, meanwhile, was sprawled out, one socked foot nudging azzi’s thigh, head tipped back against the armrest like she was suffering.
“this is the dumbest shit i’ve ever seen,” paige muttered, watching ryan gosling pull off some grand romantic gesture. “like, imagine a guy hanging off a ferris wheel, threatening to let go unless you agree to a date. that’s not romance, that’s blackmail.”
“he’s being dramatic. it’s supposed to be sweet,” azzi countered, eyes still locked on the screen.
paige huffed a laugh, shifting so her shoulder knocked against azzi’s. “oh, so if i dangle off a balcony and demand you take me to chipotle, that’s sweet? good to know.”
“you wouldn’t last five seconds. your upper body strength is—” azzi let her gaze flick down to paige’s arms, the definition obvious even under her hoodie. she cleared her throat. “never mind.”
paige smirked. “oh no, finish that thought, princess.”
“no.”
paige, who lived for this kind of thing, propped herself up on one elbow, getting close enough that azzi’s perfume curled around her senses. she smelled expensive, like warm florals and a hint of something soft, maybe honey. she should be paying attention to the movie, but instead, she was studying the way azzi’s lashes brushed her cheek when she blinked, the exact shade of brown in her eyes. totally normal. not a problem at all.
“admit it,” paige drawled. “you just got distracted by the guns.”
“i hate you.”
“no you don’t.”
“i do. i hate you so much.” but azzi’s mouth twitched, and her hand, traitorous thing that it was, had found its way to paige’s wrist, fingers pressing absentmindedly into the skin there.
paige noticed, but didn’t comment. instead, she shifted again, nestling further into azzi’s space like she had every right to be there. “okay, but you have to admit this movie is trash. a seven-year breakup over a letter she never got? and then she gets engaged to some other dude just for funsies?”
“it’s about fate.”
“it’s about bad communication.”
“well, not everyone’s an oversharer like you.”
paige grinned. “first of all, rude. second of all, if you ever fell in love with me and wrote me letters for a year, i’d totally read them.”
“good to know,” azzi said dryly, but her fingers curled slightly around paige’s wrist, like she was holding on without thinking about it.
paige caught it this time. dragged her thumb over the inside of azzi’s wrist, slow, lazy. “you’re holding my hand, princess.”
“no, i’m not.”
paige laced their fingers together, making it undeniable. “yeah, you are.”
azzi let out a long, suffering sigh, but didn’t pull away. instead, she rested her head against paige’s shoulder, like it was easier than fighting whatever this was.
“shut up and watch the movie.”
paige smirked. “yes, ma’am.”
azzi groaned. “don’t call me that.”
“whatever you say, sweetheart.” paige turned her head slightly, pressing a lingering kiss to azzi’s temple. it was casual, effortless, like second nature. azzi’s breath hitched, but she didn’t move. didn’t push paige away.
paige still thought the movie was ridiculous, but if it meant getting to sit like this, wrapped up in azzi’s space, maybe rom-coms weren’t so bad after all.

paige stretches out on the couch, head sinking into azzi’s lap like she owns the place. which, technically, she does. well—half of it, at least.
"story: five out of ten," paige announces, dragging a lazy hand through the air. "sure, it's the usual love story. boy meets girl, they fight, they make up, they cry… whatever."
azzi snorts, idly combing her fingers through paige's hair. "so poetic."
paige tilts her head up, grinning. "what can i say? i have a way with words."
"yeah," azzi deadpans. "like a drunk guy at karaoke."
paige gasps, pressing a hand to her chest. "wow. that was personal."
azzi hums, twisting a strand of blonde between her fingers before flicking it back into place. "well, i’d give it an eight."
paige jerks up like azzi just said something blasphemous. "eight? for that?"
"it's a classic." azzi shrugs, like that explains everything.
paige squints. "so is canned tuna, but you don't see me crying over it."
"maybe because you have the emotional depth of a teaspoon," azzi muses, lips twitching.
"okay, rude." paige flops back down, arms crossed. "also, i think we’re ignoring the real issue here. you, azzi fudd, are a rom-com crybaby."
"i am not."
paige smirks. "oh, really? then explain why you sobbed over that one scene in 10 Things I Hate About You last week?"
"because heath ledger was singing in the bleachers, and that’s a valid reason!"
paige hums, tapping her chin. "mm. i dunno. seems a little wimpy to me."
"i'm emotionally intelligent," azzi corrects, flicking paige’s forehead.
"mm. tomato, tomahto." paige closes her eyes, perfectly at peace, until—
"you know," azzi starts, voice all sweet and innocent, which immediately puts paige on edge, "when we're old, you’ll be the one looking for your eye contacts only to realize you’ve had glasses on this whole time."
paige's eyes snap open. "excuse me?"
"just saying." azzi grins, all dimples and mischief. "you give off that energy."
paige sits up, pretending to be offended. "i do not give off ‘losing my own glasses while they're on my face’ energy."
"you so do," azzi counters, biting back a laugh.
"i'm literally the most capable person you know."
azzi raises an eyebrow. "paige, last week you spent ten minutes looking for your phone while you were on a call."
paige squints. "…that proves nothing."
"and two days ago, you left your car keys in the fridge."
paige huffs. "that was one time."
"mm-hmm." azzi pats her cheek, eyes sparkling. "sure, babe."
paige flops back down, grumbling, but as azzi goes back to running her fingers through her hair, she lets the thought settle.
growing old with azzi.
being with her through all the ridiculous, mundane, beautiful little moments life throws their way.
paige isn't sentimental. not really. but the idea sticks, burrows into her chest in a way she can’t shake.
she smacks azzi’s thigh, lightly. "you're annoying."
azzi just laughs, warm and soft, and yeah—paige thinks—maybe she wouldn't mind losing her glasses if it means azzi’s the one to find them for her.

the room still smells like buttered popcorn and the faintest hint of azzi’s vanilla-scented lotion. the air’s a little stuffy from them being curled up on the couch for hours, so paige cracks a window while azzi smooths out the blankets, fluffing the pillows back into place.
"teamwork makes the dream work," paige announces, dramatically tossing a handful of snack bags into the trash like she’s steph curry sinking a three.
except—
clunk. one of them bounces off the rim and lands just outside the bin.
"except when you miss." azzi deadpans.
paige squints. "i meant to do that."
"mm-hmm." azzi picks up the stray bag, dropping it in as paige gathers up the cups. she takes a final glance around, making sure everything's set for the next movie marathon.
when she's satisfied, she turns to paige, a little smirk playing at her lips. "good job, partner."
paige barely has time to process before azzi leans in, pressing a soft, fleeting kiss to her lips. it’s barely a second, but it’s enough to make paige's brain short-circuit.
"oh." paige blinks, a slow grin creeping onto her face. "so i get kisses for cleaning? noted."
"don't push it." azzi nudges her toward the kitchen, but there’s no real bite to it.
paige busies herself grabbing the cupcake cups while azzi starts setting out ingredients. she fills a few with nuts—strictly for herself, since azzi's allergic and she’d rather not spend the night in the er. then she loads up the rest with fruit, especially kiwi, because azzi swears it tastes like happiness. she adds pineapple and strawberries too, then tosses in some dark chocolate and a generous amount of gummy bears.
azzi watches, arms crossed, eyebrow raised. "so… you’re just making a personal charcuterie board of sweets?"
paige shrugs. "some of us like variety."
azzi snorts. "some of us just like sugar."
"pot, meet kettle." paige gestures at the chocolate chips azzi’s been sneakily snacking on.
azzi flicks a marshmallow at her, and paige, never one to back down from a challenge, pops it into her mouth midair with a smug look.
"show-off," azzi mutters, but her lips twitch like she’s trying not to laugh.
they settle into a rhythm, prepping ingredients for the ultimate snack session. paige, of course, insists on making s’mores, because what’s a cozy night without them?
azzi leans against the counter, watching paige work, arms brushing every so often. the night is easy, familiar, filled with little moments like this—bickering over snacks, stolen kisses, the kind of comfortable chaos that only comes with knowing someone like the back of your hand.
and honestly? paige wouldn’t trade it for anything.

azzi pads over to the kitchen, where stewie is curled up in his usual spot, breathing slow and steady. he looks peaceful, like he doesn’t have a single thought in that fluffy little head of his.
she crouches down, rubbing his ears, voice soft. "he’s literally perfect."
"mhmm." paige barely glances up, focused on skewering a marshmallow.
"paige, look at him," azzi insists.
paige, still hunched over the stove, murmurs, "kinda busy making s’moresess right now."
azzi squints. "s’moresess?"
"shhh." paige waves a hand, half-heartedly. "it’s a process."
azzi shakes her head, muttering something about her girlfriend being a lost cause, and moves behind paige, arms slipping around her waist, chin resting on her shoulder.
paige stiffens slightly but doesn’t stop what she’s doing—at least, not until azzi exhales slow and warm against the shell of her ear.
paige’s brain? fried.
her grip on the skewer slips, and the marshmallow nearly meets a fiery demise.
"azzi." her voice comes out a little strangled.
"what?" azzi hums, feigning innocence as she straightens up, leaving paige standing there like a malfunctioning robot.
"you—" paige exhales sharply through her nose. "you almost made me burn the s’more."
"tragedy," azzi deadpans, already moving toward the kettle.
paige glares, but it’s weak at best. instead, she focuses on plating everything while azzi makes herself a cup of tea and grabs some coconut water.
the dorm is spotless, the only sound the occasional clink of dishes and the low hum of the kettle. the candles caroline gifted azzi flicker gently, their scents—vanilla and lavender—mixing in the air, making the whole space feel warm, intimate.
it’s just them. no distractions.
azzi leans against the counter, stirring her tea, watching paige with something unreadable in her eyes.
paige, finally done, turns to face her, a cocky little grin playing at her lips. "so, did you come over here just to sabotage my s’mores, or…?"
azzi takes a slow sip of her tea, gaze steady. "maybe."
paige squints. "that’s evil."
"you love it."
paige sighs, defeated, but she can’t hide the way her smile softens just a little.

azzi kneels beside stewie, fingers ghosting over his soft fur, careful not to wake him. his little chest rises and falls in the slow rhythm of deep sleep, curled up on his uconn-themed dog bed—matching blanket and all. of course azzi had to go all out. paige swears this dog has more school spirit than half the team.
paige finishes up in the kitchen, setting the last plate down before making her way over, dropping onto the floor beside azzi. but while azzi’s watching stewie, paige is watching her.
azzi looks peaceful, more than she has in weeks. this semester drained the hell out of her—paige saw it firsthand, the late nights, the stress, the way azzi pushed herself through it all. and yet, right now, in this tiny little moment, she’s soft, calm, just existing.
paige leans back on her palms, studying her, a quiet sort of pride settling in her chest. that’s her girl. the girl she had all her firsts with.
and tonight? well, she’s about to have another first with her.
azzi really should stop making paige feel like her heart's a metronome—this can't be normal.
paige’s thoughts swirl for a second as she watches azzi, completely unaware of the storm brewing in paige’s head. “if Azzi asked me to climb a mountain right now, i'd probably do it just to see her smile. how much do I need to pay for her to stop being this cute?”
“this is why I’m not allowed near dogs,” paige thinks, watching stewie snooze. "one pet and suddenly I'm invested in a team of athletes who can't even talk."
azzi shifts, catching paige’s gaze. there’s that smile again—the kind that makes paige feel like the world stops for just a second. “Not that I mind,” she thinks, "but damn, this girl has me wrapped around her finger."
and honestly? paige is okay with it.

they’re talking about nothing and everything all at once, voices low, lazy, like the world outside doesn’t exist. sitting cross-legged on the floor, the snacks long forgotten, azzi’s hand moves in slow circles over stewie’s ear, careful not to wake him.
paige, propped up on one elbow, watches her with that look—soft, amused, completely gone. azzi catches it, and for a second, wonders if she needs to take notes because damn, paige's stare is next level.
azzi meets her gaze, smiles, something quiet passing between them.
paige leans in first, and azzi follows, her free hand slipping to paige’s side, fingers pressing just enough to ground them both. she smiles into the kiss before it deepens, slow and sure, like every time they kiss, it means something more. because it does. because it always does.
when they pull back, paige, still close enough that azzi can feel her breath, grins.
“hey az,” she murmurs, voice teasing. “remember that night a few years back when we slow danced on the porch and i stepped on your feet like… fifteen times?”
"of course i do, paige," azzi says, voice soft but sure. "that memory’s engraved in my brain."
she remembers everything—the exact date, the thick warmth of summer, the way the night unfolded like a scene straight out of one of her movies. “And honestly? The embarrassing foot stomping was just part of the charm,” she thinks. the way it led them here, to something that feels eerily similar to what’s about to unravel.
paige raises a brow. "woah, was i really that bad?"
azzi grins, playing with paige’s fingers absentmindedly. "kind of."
paige groans, leaning her head back dramatically. "well, i was nervous, okay? i was dancing with the girl of my dreams."
azzi snorts. "oh yeah?"
"yeah," paige says, eyes locked on hers now. "you were wearing your mom’s pearls that day. that dress i thought was pretty on you, though—let’s be real—all of them were. swear, you could wear a trash bag and i’d still go crazy." she shrugs, lips twitching. "doesn’t even matter what you wear. you are your outfit. if that makes sense."
azzi flushes, her smile growing. she tugs paige closer by her hoodie, pressing their lips together. paige grins into it, hands finding azzi’s waist as the kiss deepens.
when they break apart, azzi hums, eyes playful. "i think the romance movies really got to you, huh?"
paige scoffs. "hey, i’m not the one who wants to watch them."
"that’s true."
"but i wasn’t finished with my little speech, actually," paige adds, tilting her head.
azzi rolls her eyes, but she’s grinning. "oh? go on, then."
paige squeezes her fingers, something shifting in her expression—something softer, something certain. "wanna dance?"
azzi’s face lights up instantly. "right here? right now?"
paige nods. "right here. right now."
“Oh god, we’re doing this,” azzi thinks, trying not to grin like an absolute fool.
without hesitation, azzi takes her hand. paige, playing the gentleman, offers it with a dramatic flair, one hand behind her back like she’s in some old-timey movie. “Oh yeah, I’m totally swooning now,” azzi thinks, trying to keep her cool. azzi laughs, but she takes it.
they step into the open space in the kitchen, the only sound the faint hum of the fridge. the soft glow of candlelight flickers against the walls, filling the room with something unspoken. something warm. something that feels like them.

as they settle in, azzi tilts her head. "are we doing a silent slow dance, paige?"
paige blinks. "my bad." she pulls out her phone, scrolling for a second before pressing play. the soft, melancholic notes of my love mine all mine by mitski fill the air.
azzi raises a brow. "since when do you know this song?"
paige smirks. "since sarah put me on."
azzi laughs, shaking her head. as the first seconds of the song settle over them, paige—who’s just a little taller—takes azzi’s hands. azzi sighs, already knowing how this is going to go. "please don’t step on my feet."
paige grins. "can’t promise that."
azzi smiles, and they fall into place like they always do. her head finds paige’s shoulder, her hands finding her waist, and paige isn't forcing a thing. they just fit. like they were made to be here, in this moment, like this.
the song is calm, and so are they, just swaying together. the stillness, the trust, the years of knowing each other—it all settles between them like a quiet understanding. azzi closes her eyes, memorizing every movement, the way their breaths sync, the way their heartbeats seem to fall into rhythm.
paige looks down at her, eyes soft, full of something deeper than words. she presses a gentle kiss to azzi’s head and whispers, "i love you more than you’ll ever know."
azzi lifts her gaze, the candlelight flickering in her eyes. "i love you more than i ever thought i could love anybody."
paige swallows. their bodies are so close, and as the second verse starts, azzi wraps her arms around paige’s neck, resting her chin on her shoulder. her curls brush against paige’s face, tickling her cheek.
"you can put your feet on mine," paige murmurs. "i’ll lift you with ease."
azzi snorts. "you’re ridiculous."
"and yet, here you are, playing into it," paige teases.
but azzi does it, stepping onto paige’s feet, letting her take the lead. it’s ridiculous, yeah, but it’s them.
paige smiles, eyes slipping shut, and this time, azzi’s the one watching her. with nothing but love.
she presses a soft kiss to paige’s cheek, and paige’s lips curl into that cocky smile—the one that always makes azzi feel something she can't quite name.
the way paige’s whole face lights up just from being near her… that’s the kind of love scientists should be writing articles about.

as the song fades out, azzi’s fingers trace lazy circles on paige’s back. they haven’t moved, still molded into each other, warm from the dance, from the love they just shared. they were always meant for this moment.
"can we just stay like this forever?" azzi murmurs.
paige chuckles, looking down at her, at the soft smile on azzi’s face. "and who’s gonna break ankles if we do?"
"kamorea can handle that," azzi says, completely serious.
paige laughs, shaking her head. as azzi pulls her hands back, she really looks at paige. paige is holding her hands now, thumb brushing over her skin, absentmindedly tracing small circles—no, actually tracing azzi’s name on the back of her hand.
azzi bites her lip. "gotta say, you improved. you didn’t step on my foot once."
paige nods, all cocky. what azzi doesn’t know is that paige spent her free time watching dance tutorials. even asked tim—azzi’s father—for tips.
"thank you," paige smirks. "i’m a natural."
azzi scoffs. "sure."
"should we go back to the movies?" azzi asks.
paige stretches. "yeah, just gimme a sec. gotta use the bathroom."
"okay." azzi leans in, pressing a quick kiss to paige’s cheek before heading back to the room.
but paige doesn’t go to the bathroom. instead, she crouches by stewie’s bed, quietly filling his bowl with water, making sure he’s set for the night. she grabs a few dog treats and places them beside him, scratching behind his ear as she whispers—(keep in mind, it’s a dog):
"i’m gonna marry that pretty girl someday. i know you’re her #1, but i’m never gonna stop loving her."
stewie snores in response. paige grins, giving him one last pat before heading back.
when she walks in, azzi’s already curled up, waiting for her with a look of love and safety. paige jumps into bed, and azzi immediately rests her head on paige’s chest.
"let’s do frozen again," azzi mumbles.
paige laughs, pressing a kiss to azzi’s head. "i’m covering your eyes when olaf loses his head."
azzi gasps and smacks paige’s leg. "rude."
as the movie starts playing, the soft glow of the screen flickering against their faces, azzi reaches for a s’more, breaking off a piece for paige. she turns to her, eyes warm, lips curled into a soft smile.
“open,” she says, holding it up.
paige laughs, tilting her head back slightly, and obliges. azzi stuffs the piece in her mouth, giggling as paige tries to chew through the marshmallow, cracker, and chocolate all at once.
“i love you,” azzi murmurs, almost absentmindedly, like it’s the most natural thing in the world. because it is.
paige, still chewing, looks at her with the kind of softness that makes azzi’s heart ache in the best way. she swallows, then leans in, brushing her nose against azzi’s.
“i’m right here,” paige whispers, voice thick with certainty, “not going anywhere. always gonna take care of you.”
azzi blinks, the words settling deep in her chest, something warm and overwhelming blooming inside her. she presses closer, burying herself into paige’s arms, where everything feels right.
paige holds her like she’s never letting go.
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The Forgotten Fox
Growing up in Gotham was already a difficult thing, but growing up in Wayne Manor was on another level. Bruce Wayne's adoption of you seemed like a salvation at first. You had lived alone on the streets for years, surviving by hiding your own strength. Your mother had inherited kitsune blood, but these powers had always felt like a curse. When Bruce saved you and brought you into his family, you thought it would be different.
But you were wrong.
Bruce's distant demeanor, the decisions he made to protect you; It was more like a leader's strategic moves than a father's love. Dick's warmth was always on the surface, but he didn't see you deep down. Jason couldn't even find the time to look back at you as he was drowning under the weight of his own past. While Tim was buried in his studies and didn't notice you, Damian... Damian was always one step ahead. He saw you as a weak, unnecessary being.
They didn't even notice you. Even when your ears and tails emerged, they saw you as a strange anomaly. Kitsune blood felt more like a curse than an inheritance. They thought they were protecting you, but they were actually putting you in a cage. And there was only one way to escape from this cage: to walk away.
One night, while you were sitting quietly as usual, you decided to leave. Without saying anything to them. As your tears wet your pillow, you thought about the life you would leave behind. But did it make any sense? Could there be any pain in leaving a family that doesn't see you anyway?
When you escaped to China, you felt like you could breathe for the first time. You discovered your Kitsune side and developed your powers. You began to come to terms with your mother's legacy. But deep down, there was still a piece of Gotham, still the Wayne family. That little spark of love lost in your anger and grief.
When they found you, some of you were surprised. Did they really call you? However, this happiness was short-lived. When Damian and Tim raided to bring you back, not only they but also the League of Assassins had their sights on you. The potential of their powers attracted them. When they caught you, you thought it was all over. They placed a "dampener" around his neck to suppress his powers. From that moment on, you became a shadow of the kitsune side.
When he returned to Wayne Manor, the emptiness inside him had grown even larger. Your ears and tail were still there, but your powers were completely gone. They put you in a cage… a real cage this time. They took away your freedom, but no one was aware of it.
“We're doing this for your safety,” Bruce had said, his voice as cold and firm as ever. But these words did nothing but hurt you.
Dick was doing his best to cheer you up, but the smile on his face was more forced than ever. Jason would come in between and say, "It's not that bad if you're still breathing," but you both knew how empty those words were. Tim was constantly buried in the computer, looking for a way to disable the dampener. Damian, on the other hand… Damian made you feel weak and insignificant as always.
“You know you're in this situation because you tried to escape, right?” he said one night, standing at the door of the room. There was neither sarcasm nor anger in his eyes. Just a reality. “You must learn to fight even without your powers.”
These words of his were the last straw. You turned to Damian, trying to hold back your tears silently.
“None of you understand,” you said, your voice shaking. “I don't belong here. I never belonged.”
You saw a crack in Damian's face for the first time. But that didn't stop you. You were pouring out everything inside you now.
“You are a family. I'm just a burden. My Kitsune blood, my powers, nothing of mine mattered to you. But now, do you care about me when my power is a threat? I don't want your fake interest anymore!”
Damian said nothing as your words echoed in the room. He turned around silently and left. This broke you even more. Maybe you were right; You never belonged to this family
After Damian left the room, loneliness fell on your room again. You were having trouble breathing. Your heart was so heavy that you felt like a stone was sitting on your chest. They didn't see you as a family. Maybe they never saw it. The reasons they brought you back were for security and control, not love.
Your eyes shifted to the dampener. It felt like a heavy chain around his neck. A piece of his power was still inside him, but this little device had taken everything away from him. The right to be yourself, the freedom…
That night, you didn't sleep. You watched the ceiling for hours, questioning yourself over and over again. Was it any use trying to escape? They would come after you again. They would catch you again and put you back in this cage. How could you break free from this cycle?
You finally made a decision. If you couldn't regain your strength, you should have at least done something to change that situation. You had to fight. This time you were going to show them that they couldn't control you. His eyes were cold as usual, but he looked a little tired.
“There's training today,” he said briefly. “You must learn how to survive without your powers.”
These sarcastic words made you even angrier. The anger inside him boiled as he walked into the training room with her. However, you managed to hide this anger. If you were going to surprise them, this anger should have been your guide. During training, you repeated the fighting moves under Damian's supervision. Without your powers, your speed and reflexes were weakened. Damian was hitting him in the face at every opportunity.
“You are weak,” he said coldly. “You can't even protect yourself in this state.”
You didn't answer him. Instead, you sought out that dark and silent power within you. Your Kitsune side was suppressed, but not completely lost. Damian's voice was heard as he closed his eyes to feel it.
"What are you doing? Focus your attention.”
You suddenly opened your eyes and looked at him. “I'm not trying to prove anything to you, Damian. But you always say I'm weak. What about you?”
Damian's eyebrows furrowed. “What does this mean?”
Your anger was now reflected on your face in an unstoppable way. “You say I'm weak, but do you really know me? Or is this an easy way for your family? Does calling me weak and saying I'm not a real threat make you right?”
Damian took a step back. His face was as hard as ever, but there was hesitation in his eyes. What you said touched him, you could see it. However, at that moment Bruce entered the training room.
“What's going on here?” he asked, his voice heavy and authoritative. Damian immediately tried to gather himself and answer.
“Nothing, just—”
But you cut it off. This time you wouldn't back down. “This is what's happening here, Bruce,” you said. “You see me as a threat, a liability. Not like a family member. If you're going to keep me here, at least accept this. “You bind me here not with love, but with fear.”
Bruce looked at you silently. You looked for emotion in his eyes, but they were expressionless as usual.
“We're doing this for your safety,” he said finally. “I understand how this makes you feel. But this decision is to protect you.”
These words made him lose his patience. “No,” you said, your voice trembling with anger. “This decision is not to protect me, but to reassure you. If you really cared about my safety, you would help me control my power. “You wouldn't see me as a threat.”
Bruce's face hardened. “What you say is emotional, but not realistic. You are safe here.”
Words were useless now. The pain and anger that built up inside you made you act. You didn't want to listen to Bruce, Damian, and the others again. With your eyes filled, you turned your back on them and headed for the door.
“If this is what it's like to be part of a family, I don't want it,” you said as you opened the door. “And if you try to force me to stay here… it'll be war.”
When you left the room, a silence remained behind you. But this time no one tried to stop you. Because they all realized that they had truly lost you.
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𝑊ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑆𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑁𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝐴𝑝𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑀𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝐴𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓? (PAC)
How to pick a pile: Take a deep breath to ground yourself; once that's done, look at the images below and pick which image you feel most drawn to. This is usually the first one we pick! If you feel drawn to more than one, that is entirely possible, as there may be more messages for you there!
Remember, these are general readings; the messages may not all be for you. Take what resonates and leave the rest <3
⋆˚。⋆୨✧୧˚ 𝑷𝒊𝒍𝒆 1 ˚୨✧୧⋆。˚⋆
𝖠𝖿𝖿𝗂𝗋𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝗉𝗎𝗅𝗅𝖾𝖽 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗒𝗈𝗎: "𝖨 𝖺𝗆 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖼𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗈𝗋 𝗈𝖿 𝗆𝗒 𝗈𝗐𝗇 𝗎𝗇𝗂𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗌𝖾"
For you guys, I feel like there’s a need to appreciate just how much you get done and how bravely you push forward. You move through life, accomplishing so much, but you don’t always stop to acknowledge how far you’ve come. It’s like you’re running on autopilot, constantly moving without realizing all you’ve done.
I got the bee card, and I just saw the funniest thing. You guys know how bees have such a short lifespan and just fucking die once they’re done working? That’s the energy I get from you. It’s like, “My work’s done, finally—death.”
Like pause.
You are such a beautiful, sensitive, and creative soul. I feel called to tell you that your ideas aren’t crazy or far-fetched. Whatever you’ve been wanting to do—whether it’s a hobby, a career path, or just a random idea—trust it. Be more confident in those urges, in those moments of inspiration, because they’re leading you somewhere. And if you feel fear around them? That just means they matter to you. Fear wouldn’t be there if you didn’t care.
I also feel like some of you don’t fully see or appreciate your impact on the people around you. Worker bees all look the same, right? But each one pollinates a flower, helping the environment. The honey they make is so delicious it brings happiness to the world—it impacts cuisine, and even health. You have no idea how much every thought and action you’ve had has made a difference in the world around you, because I just saw a vision of someone walking down the street and smiling as they crossed a stranger, and that smile might've meant the world to them at that moment.
I feel called to say you might have doubts or insecurities about your purpose. Maybe it’s not as clear or as big as you think it should be. Maybe you even doubt whether you have a purpose at all. But let me tell you: your purpose isn’t just one thing. It’s not some huge accomplishment meant to look a certain way. It can be, but don’t expect it to be. Your purpose is you. It always has been and always will be. You’re a blank canvas meant to be painted by yourself, not by others.
I also want to say—you might not realize just how good of a friend you are. You’re kind, sensitive, understanding, and so loyal. You’re the person people go to when they feel bad because you know how to hold space for them. Not only that, but you recognize when someone truly needs support, and because you’re intuitive, you also know when something is too much for you to handle emotionally, but that doesn't stop you from helping, because I also see that some of you can have some selfless tendencies, so take care of yourself.
I saw a picture in my mind of someone laughing while everything is falling apart. Honestly, that could be your genuine reaction when things feel like they’re crashing down. But another message I got? You spark change in the people around you—just by being who you are. You might have these amazing ideas for people, and they’re like, “Oh my god, that helped so much!” And you just say thanks—but you need to fully bask in that appreciation.
See your creativity. See your determination. See the change you bring to your environment. See how far you’ve come.
My little worker bee, you are so much more than you believe you are.
⋆˚。⋆୨✧୧˚ 𝑷𝒊𝒍𝒆 2 ˚୨✧୧⋆。˚⋆
𝖠𝖿𝖿𝗂𝗋𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝗉𝗎𝗅𝗅𝖾𝖽 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗒𝗈𝗎: "𝖨 𝖺𝗆 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖼𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗈𝗋 𝗈𝖿 𝗆𝗒 𝗈𝗐𝗇 𝗎𝗇𝗂𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗌𝖾"
(this affirmation came out for pile 1, so if you were attracted to pile 1, there may be messages for you there too!)
First off, can I just say—you’re a literal baddie. Like, you’ve got your shit together, even if it doesn’t always feel like it. Because what I’m getting is that you’re a dreamer, pile 2. You might take your sweet time getting where you want to be, but you do it with such grace that I just feel like applauding you.
What you need to appreciate is your sheer dedication to following your dreams. It’s grounded in reality because you take your time—you’re not in a rush like others. You sit, contemplate your next moves, and don’t feel pressured to move the way everyone else does. You’re independent and self-reliant, and that energy radiates. I’m seeing someone looking at you and thinking, “She’s really got her shit together.” That’s what you’re not seeing about yourself.
We live in a society that expects independence, but so many people struggle with it. This isn’t to say you haven’t faced your own challenges—you have—but you handle them so well. Some people hit setbacks and give up, but not you. You keep pushing forward because you’re a boss. I see someone who always gets invited out to parties, but you’re focused on your goals. You prioritize yourself. You set boundaries. And you do it with such conviction that no one would ever guess you’ve had doubts or setbacks. But you believe in yourself enough that fear doesn’t stop you. You are your own clutch, pile 2.
I pulled the frog as your animal card, and when I felt it out, I had this vision of how frogs eat. You know how they wait—calm, patient—letting the bug come to them? They stay perfectly still, knowing their moment will come. That tells me you make things happen even when it seems like you’re doing nothing. It could also mean that an opportunity you’ve been waiting for is about to fall into your lap. So if you’ve been waiting on something, take this as your sign!
⋆˚。⋆୨✧୧˚ 𝑷𝒊𝒍𝒆 3 ˚୨✧୧⋆。˚⋆
𝖠𝖿𝖿𝗂𝗋𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝗉𝗎𝗅𝗅𝖾𝖽 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗒𝗈𝗎: "𝖨 𝗌𝖾𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝖺𝗎𝗍𝗒 𝖺𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗇𝖽 𝗆𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗋𝖾𝖼𝗈𝗀𝗇𝗂𝗓𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝖺𝗎𝗍𝗒 𝗂𝗇 𝗆𝗒𝗌𝖾𝗅𝖿, 𝖿𝗈𝗎𝗇𝖽 𝗂𝗇 𝗆𝗒 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗍 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗌𝗈𝗎𝗅."
My pile 3s awhhh :( ngl I teared up.
You need to appreciate just how beautiful you truly are. This honestly breaks my heart—I can feel it, literally feel how pure you are. I know all we want is to feel worth it, to feel valued, but pile 3, you're not just some average-looking NPC (no one is). You need to stop comparing yourself to everyone around you because you're you. You’re not broken. You weren’t made wrong. You’re not different in a way that makes you an outcast or someone unworthy of love. That’s not the truth.
I love you, and I don’t even know you. So chin up, buttercup.
I know it can feel like the weight of the world is pressing down on you, but the cards are practically begging you to see your value—because you are the one with the power to change how you see yourself. No one else can do that for you. No amount of compliments will ever feel real if you don’t let yourself believe them. So what’s stopping you? Are you your own worst bully? Does self-hate feel more comfortable than self-love? Does accepting kindness make you squirm?
Pile 3, I need you to sit with that. Shadow work is calling. Because no matter how much I wish I could shake you and make you see your worth, only you can do that.
Look in the mirror—really look. The person staring back at you deserves your kindness. They deserve to hear something nice in the morning. They deserve to see a radiant, joyful smile looking back at them.
I won’t sugarcoat it—you may have been through heavy, painful experiences that shook your sense of self-worth. Maybe you’ve been bullied. Maybe you’ve seen or felt things that made you question your place in the world. But you know what’s incredible about you? Even after all of that, you still see the beauty in others. You would never judge someone’s appearance. You would never call someone ugly. Because you know how that feels.
So why not treat yourself with that same grace? Why not be your own friend?
I pulled the Peacock card for you, and the first thought I had was—you know peacocks never see their own feathers? Yet they are some of the most majestic creatures in the world.
Pile 3, that’s you. You are beautiful. You are radiant. You are fucking majestic. So act like it, dammit
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I will say, as someone who was once a suicidal 15 year old, and someone who was also once a 16 year old who attempted suicide, part of wanting things to be better is accepting how and why they’re awful right now.
I got frustrated the most with the fact that I often felt that while we could all see that there was a light at the end of this tunnel, no one seemed willing to help me with the darkness I was stuck in currently. Or willing to help me get any closer to that light at the end of what seemed like an ever lengthening tunnel.
And @teaboot is correct, there are not words for many of the ways your life will change and improve over the next few years, and absolutely no way to articulate how it will change over the next few decades.
But there ARE ways you can get through whatever it is in your life that makes it seem worth dying to escape, and they are things that you can do now, for yourself, with little delay. I will warn you, this is a bit of novel but I hope it’s a novel that helps save someone’s life, even if it’s not the person who first asked the question.
(I’ll preface this as well by saying I DID learn most of these in therapy, and that while therapy is a fantastic tool when it works I can’t say that every therapist I had was good, or effective)
First - if you haven’t but are safely able to, reach out to an adult you can trust. You don’t have to tell them you want to die. You don’t have to tell them you’re depressed. You should tell them about the things that are making you feel this way. This adult need not be a parent or a therapist or a counselor. If you have any of those that can be trusted to really listen, fantastic, if not, that’s fine. It can be your older cousin, your best friend’s mom, or an adult coworker if you have a job. The important thing is that it’s someone who has been through their teen years, is someone you genuinely feel as if you know to be trustworthy, and who cares about your well-being. Having an in person connection with someone who has perspective further out from the awfulness of teendom will genuinely be helpful in gaining perspective yourself, and will also give you access to support that your peers can’t provide. Being able to speak to someone who knows you, who knows how to get through the rough years, and who may be able to help you with whatever it is that is making things awful helps. Whether it’s typical highschool, the state of the world, or something more personal, like abuse.
Second- obviously I don’t know if this is going to apply to you specifically, but if it does; stop treating your depression/suicidality/other mental health struggle here as if it’s dumb, stupid, or childish. You are not foolish, immature, or silly. Neither are your thoughts. They are what they are for a reason, and that reason must be accepted as existing, and then addressed in whatever way it can be. Sometimes the reason is you have an imbalance in your brain that makes it five times as hard to feel things like happiness and ten times easier to feel like shit (clinical depression). Sometimes the reason is traumas or abuses you’ve suffered that made you brain develop a way of coping with those situations that now isn’t very helpful in dealing with anything else going on in your life (a coping mechanism that helped you survive one thing, can become it’s own trial with the next part of you life if it no longer works the way it used to. Dissociation and anxiety can both be this sort of thing). Sometimes it’s more straightforward like facing terrible situations, or being constantly bombarded with messages about the future and expectations and fears of what waits out there 3 years from now when you’re an adult (these stresses are normal, wanting to die about them isn’t quite, and both of these facts are okay. Your reaction being disproportionate doesnt negate the seriousness of the cause). Regardless - do not allow yourself to belittle your feelings, or your thoughts. Some of them will not be helpful. Some of them will be totally out of alignment with the facts and reality. Some of them will be extremely upsetting to face and to think about. NONE of that means they’re stupid or worthless. If a feeling is big enough to be something that has you reacting suicidally, you MUST respond to it with the same genuine consideration. The more you do this, the easier it will be to both like and understand yourself, and also your actions and your feelings. This is a form of mindfulness.
Third - start doing things that make your life better, and help build a solid future for yourself. I know, this statement seems kind of pointless. Either you feel like you have BEEN trying, and are getting nowhere with either the future or your mental health, or like there’s nothing TO do and no point to doing the other things that don’t even matter anymore. But I mean this, dead fucking serious, that the future saved my life. I did not expect to really make it past 18 when I was your age. I tried not to, even. I had a bit of a Moment™️ when I turned 20 and realized I’d actually survived being a teenager (I was more than a thousand miles away from any place I’d ever dreamed of being, working a job I hadn’t known existed, with coworkers I still miss today, and I was so much more alive than I’d been at 15). But every time I intentionally did something, whether it was the tiniest thing of googling universities, or bigger things like opening a savings account and taking personal finance classes offered at my school - it was like stepping into the sun. Barely noticeable at first, but the more you do it, the more you’re bringing that light to you. Drag the future kicking and screaming right to your feet. Drag yourself kicking and screaming into the future. Do it. Grab the bright things, the good things, the steady things. Make a plan for after highschool and work towards it. Make a 5 year plan with real goals. Or a ten year one. Have fun but do it with gravity. Start building your future, not as a requirement or a standard or an expectation, but for yourself. The future you wanna live in. Maybe it’s dollars stashed in a sock drawer. Maybe it’s college applications. Maybe it’s trade classes. Whatever it is - find it. One little piece at a time.
In a few years, you’re going to look back and want to tell the person you are today “don’t worry, we did it”.
And like teaboot said, it’s about choosing to want that.
Any tips for being a suicidal 15 year old?
When I was a suicidal 15 year old everyone told me “it gets better”, and it sounded like bullshit. And frankly, it still sounds like bullshit. Like oh, what, I’m living in hell and you’re not gonna help me or *do* anything or give me any useful advice and I’m supposed to just hang in there on the nebulous, pithy promise that things are just gonna work out on their own? And you can’t tell me how or why, I’m just supposed to take it on the faith that I don’t have that something might change in ways I haven’t considered?
But yeah. It does. And it’s frustrating as hell.
Yes, things are gonna get better, and they’re gonna get better in ways I can’t describe even after experiencing it myself. Things you don’t even know CAN be different WILL be different. One day you’re just going to step outside and realize things got better somewhere and you didn’t even notice it happening.
And there’s really nothing I can say that makes that sound even a little bit believable.
I guess all I can tell you is that you have to want to believe it.
#these things take a godawful amount of time sometimes#but I do promise they’re worth it#and that they can make things better enough to get through until it’s so much better you’re not getting through anymore#you’re just living#just keep going kid; you’ve got this
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Tim Bradford's Princess
Part 3 of Bradford's Princess
Pairing: Tim Bradford x younger(24-26y/o)!fem!reader
Summary: Being Tim's princess is the best position you've ever held, and the last one you'll ever want. Every little thing he does proves it, even if it means tearing himself apart.
Warnings: the briefest of brief angst, fluff, domestically dominant Tim, makeout sesh, hickeys, Tim offers to ignore a Dodgers game for you
Word Count: 2.7k+ words
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“Do you like my ring?” Lucy asks.
Tim looks away from the road just long enough to see the simple rose-colored ring on her index finger. He lifts his brows rather than replying.
“You buy any new jewelry recently?” she inquires.
“What are you doing?” he counters.
“Just making conversation.”
“Well, stop.”
“Tim,” she sighs. “We’re in a shop together all day. Give me something.”
“I did. A request for you to stop.”
“Did you propose on Valentine’s Day?”
“No,” Tim answers, more out of surprise at the sudden question than a genuine interest in discussing his personal life. “Not that it’s your business.”
“But you’re going to propose soon, right?” Lucy continues.
“Chen,” Tim says sternly. “Drop it.”
Lucy nods, murmurs something about popping a question, and turns her attention to the radio as dispatch alerts of a nearby carjacking. Tim hits the lights and sirens, attempting to rid his mind of the image of you wearing a ring he put on your finger.
“How’s whipped life treating you?” Aaron inquires as Tim exits the locker room.
Tim stops and turns toward Aaron. He sees Lucy, Nyla, Angela, and Nolan approaching. Sighing, he spreads his arms.
“What is it that you’re all so interested in knowing?” he asks.
“Nothing,” Nyla answers. “Just curious about how everything is going.”
“And that involves using quite possible the least subtle hints about engagement rings?”
“Lucy,” Angela chides.
“How’d you know it was me?” she exclaims. “Nolan could have said something!”
“I’m actually the only one here with a healthy respect for Bradford,” he interjects.
“Well?” Nyla asks, turning back toward Tim. “Are you proposing any time soon? You’re not getting any younger and clearly you’re obsessed with this girl.”
“Which I can’t blame you for,” Angela adds. “It’s nice to see you happy, and if a woman as sweet and beautiful as her wants to be with you despite the age difference, you should do everything you can to keep her close.”
“Whoa,” Aaron says while Nyla grips Angela’s arm, and Lucy’s eyes widen comically.
“You’ve met her?” Nolan questions.
“I ran into them while they were on a date, remember?” Angela replies.
“You didn’t say you met her!” Nyla argues. “Just that you bumped into Tim.”
“I want to see her!” Lucy says.
“Me too,” Aaron agrees. “Tim? You got a picture?”
“Or a free night where we could all get dinner?” Nolan suggests.
“No,” Tim responds.
“You have to give us something,” Nyla says.
“Something about what?” Wade inquires, approaching Tim’s side.
“He won’t show them a picture of the girl who has him wrapped around his finger,” Angela explains, ignoring Tim as he shoots daggers with his gaze.
“I wouldn’t show Aaron, either,” Wade murmurs.
“You’ve seen her too?” Lucy asks.
“Get out of here while you still can,” Wade whispers to Tim. “The rest of you, I’ve got a question about the call in Hancock Park.”
The quiet murmur of the television and soft, glowing candles greet Tim as he walks into his home. He smiles when he sees you on the couch. You look up when the door closes and smile brightly. Tossing your Kindle beside you, you stand on the cushion.
“I missed you,” you say, reaching for Tim’s shoulders.
“You’re going to fall one of these days,” he replies, setting a bag on the floor before he lifts his arms to hold your waist and steady you.
“You won’t let that happen.”
Tim shakes his head in silent admiration of your trust in him.
“I love you,” you say.
“I love you,” he promises.
“How was your day?”
Tim answers you, giving a brief overview of his day. His shoe bumps against the bag, and he stops talking. You always seem more excited to see him than anything he may have with him. He’s come to you with flowers, expensive makeup, concert tickets, and a dress you’d been eyeing for weeks, but you’ve always seen him. That won’t make him stop getting you gifts, though, because every little thing Tim can do for you saves a piece of him, healing from the inside out.
“I have a question,” Tim says, sliding his hands down to your hips.
“I have an answer,” you reply.
Tim waits until you lower onto the back of the couch, sitting with your arms around his shoulders. He pulls the bag up and offers it to you.
The bouquet inside has white roses and baby’s breath, and a blue ribbon circles the trimmed stems. An envelope attached to it bears your name and the Los Angeles Dodgers logo.
“They’re beautiful,” you say.
“I’ve been going to opening day at Dodgers Stadium for years,” Tim explains. His hands run along your sides and down your thighs as he speaks. “I bought tickets: two seats in my usual section. If you wanted to sit somewhere else though, we could. It’s a tradition, and I want you to come with me.”
You remain quiet, watching Tim’s face as you admire his excitement. After dating Tim for as long as you have, it’s no surprise that a moment in the baseball season could mean so much to him, but seeing the joy and anticipation in his eyes makes you happy. Tim has dealt with things you can’t imagine, yet this tradition holds a special place in his life. Now, he’s inviting you into it.
“You don’t have to go,” Tim murmurs. “I don’t even have to go. We can do something else if you want.”
You shake your head adamantly, pressing your hands against Tim’s chest. “You do have to go,” you reply. “I’m sorry, I wasn’t quiet because I don’t want to, you’re just really cute when you’re excited.”
Tim narrows his eyes at you, but you don’t let him speak.
“I’d love to go with you,” you answer. “I really appreciate you inviting me to part of your tradition.”
Tim brushes his right hand over the ends of your hair before he cups the back of your head. “You’re part of a lot more than that,” he whispers.
After he parks, Tim hurries around the front of his truck to open your door. His gentlemanly actions and princess treatment of you are nothing new, but you still smile and thank him softly. Tim’s fingers slot comfortably between yours as he leads you into the stadium and to your seats. His preferred section has a great view, and as you sit beside Tim, you briefly wonder how you got so lucky.
“C’mere,” Tim says, tapping your shoulder where his hand rests.
You shift in your seat, and Tim carefully removes your Dodgers hat. Your hair falls onto your neck, and you frown when you realize your hair tie has broken. Tim runs his fingers on the underside of your hair as he pulls it back where it was. You feel another band tighten around it before he carefully pulls your restyled hair through the back of your hat.
“There you go,” he says.
You raise one hand to check it, then smile and take Tim’s hand. “Thank you.”
Tim shakes his head as if it’s no big deal that he just fixed your hair in a stadium full of people. Then, you realize that the black band he wears on his left wrist is gone. He’s offered you hair ties, bobby pins, and lip gloss, but it usually comes from his truck. The fact that Tim carries things you may need is just another in the long list of reasons you love him, and can clearly see he feels the same.
When the game begins, you flip your joined hands so that Tim can stand and cheer as he desires. He pulls your hand off the stadium seat and into his lap, and you realize within a few minutes that you stand with him more often than not. Although Tim treats tonight like a date, it’s his tradition, and you want him to enjoy the night and the game.
“You need anything?” Tim asks after cheering for a good pitch.
Shaking your head, you answer, “We’re here for the World Champs, remember?”
“I think they’d understand,” he replies.
Tim kisses your forehead and takes your hand in his again.
You look up at the blue and white fireworks in awe. Tim wraps his arm around your shoulders, and you lean against him as the night continues.
“You want a picture?” he asks.
You turn toward him, and he gestures to the field, where a large photo of the team is projected as they celebrate their win. Nodding, you open the camera app on your phone and try to get a good angle. Tim removes his arm from your shoulders, bends slightly to circle your hips, and lifts you onto his shoulder. He holds your outfit in place with his free hand as you take the perfect photo. When you’re back on the ground, you put your phone away and smile at Tim.
“Thank you,” you say.
“Any time,” he promises.
When you’re back home, changed out of your jerseys, and preparing to go to bed, Tim traces his finger along your collarbone and then spreads his fingers gently over your throat.
“Thank you for tonight,” he murmurs. “For being part of my life.”
“Thank you for letting me,” you reply. “There’s nothing in this world I want more.”
Tim uses his hand, still on your neck, to turn your jaw toward him before he kisses you. As the city continues to celebrate the opening night win, you have much more to celebrate and be thankful for.
The day after opening night, the Dodgers are playing again. This game is different, however, because it’s also the night of the World Series Ring Ceremony. You run your finger along a page while Tim watches the television, pursing your lips as you attempt to understand what you’re reading.
“Do you want help?” Tim asks.
You look up, smile, and shake your head. He nods, then looks back to the TV as he pets Kojo.
“Which color should I use?” you ask.
“Do you have white?” he inquires, leaning to the side to look at the supplies you’ve spread across the table.
“Yes,” you answer. “This one: Marshmallow.”
“I like it.”
The game comes back on, and you thank Tim for his input as you prepare to do the next step. Tim ordered you a nail art kit after you mentioned one in passing, but he found one that was bigger and better. Now, as you spend time together while enjoying different things, you wonder why you didn’t start doing your nails yourself months ago. When Tim’s hands wander to your shoulders, and his warm palms run along your exposed upper back, you decide that no salon will ever compete with this.
“It’s too much,” you say, pouting.
“It’s not,” Tim replies. “You’re the one that said it was the best flavor.”
You stare at the family-sized cheesecake. It is the best flavor the bakery has, but you expected Tim to buy one slice for you to share, two if he thought it looked really good. Not an entire cheesecake.
“How much does that weigh?” you ask.
“Fourteen pounds.”
“Tim!”
Tim chuckles as he lifts the lid. “We don’t have to eat it all tonight. Want your own piece?”
You shake your head vehemently, ignoring Tim’s continued laughter. When you accept a fork and taste the cheesecake, your protests are forgotten.
“Maybe you should’ve gotten two,” you say after offering Tim the last bite.
“Wesley mentioned a dessert tour a while back,” Tim replies. “Would you want to do that sometime?”
“Yeah, that sounds fun.”
You watch Tim’s back as he puts the rest of the cheesecake in the fridge. He dressed up for your date tonight, and you’re convinced he gets more attractive every day. When he turns back to you with his brows raised, you blink to refocus.
“Did you ask me something?” you inquire.
“If you’re free Friday,” Tim answers, looking as if he’s hiding a smile and aware that you are staring at him rather than listening.
“I’ll have to check my calendar,” you muse with a sigh.
Tim returns to your side and agrees, “Of course. Have your people let me know.”
Smiling, you tug the bottom of Tim’s shirt. “You are my people.”
“Oh. Should be a short phone call then.”
Tim takes your hand and pulls you toward the couch. Kojo is asleep in his bed, and you laugh as you collapse onto the cushions.
“You look beautiful,” Tim compliments.
“You look handsome,” you reply.
Tim kisses you quickly, then immediately leans in for another longer kiss. He holds your jaw carefully, sliding his fingers into your hair.
“Stunning,” he says, moving to kiss your jaw.
“That’s all you,” you breathe.
“Perfect,” he continues, kissing toward your ear.
“Tim,” you whisper, holding his shoulders.
He pulls back enough to look into your eyes, and you smile. As you shift to place your leg over his, you kiss Tim again. He lowers his hands from your face to your waist. When your hands slide down his chest and dip under the hem of his shirt, Tim pulls you closer. His left hand returns to your jaw, his thumb running reverently beneath your cheekbone. You push your hands up his torso until you reach his bare chest. Tim deepens the kiss as you roam, attempting to memorize Tim’s skin through touch alone.
Every kiss with you is memorable, but moments like this, makeout sessions that simply happen and don’t have to lead to anything more, hold a power that Tim will never be able to describe. Your hands on him, your acceptance of his scars – both seen and invisible, and the way you want to be as close as physically possible make Tim fall even deeper in love with you. Tim is your everything, and when you lose yourself in moments like this, being held by the man you love as if he never wants to let you go, everything else fades. You’d spend an eternity in this moment, and that’s part of how you know that Tim Bradford is the one. He’s your forever.
It's unusual for Tim to be home before the sun sets. Today, his shift was changed at the last minute. He was called to the station before 3 a.m. and now has the entire afternoon to spend with you. The early start was worth it, he thinks. Your homemade dinner bakes in the oven as Tim enjoys quality time with you.
“So,” you begin, sitting on the counter. “Last time we made out in here was after your friends called you whipped.”
“Yeah,” he replies, not taking his attention away from his current task.
“Have they said anymore about your treatment of me?”
Tim’s hands tighten around your waist as he stops what he’s doing long enough to say, “My relationships are none of their business.”
You hum, running your fingers through the short hair at the nape of his neck. “But you have relationships with them too… If you’re ashamed of me, just say so,” you joke.
Tim hums against your collarbone. He’d pulled you into a kiss the moment he came through the door, but after you prepared dinner, Tim opted to let you relax while he did the heavy lifting. Hence, the new hickeys. And the work in progress, which Tim reminds you of by running his teeth over the sensitive skin just beneath your collarbone.
“I don’t need to match the bruises you get at work, you know.”
Tim separates himself from your skin and replies, “And you don’t need to meet the people who think I treat you better than them.”
You move your hands to Tim’s shoulders, encouraging him to meet your eyes. He sighs as he straightens to look into your eyes.
“I understand the separation,” you begin. “But don’t split yourself into two sides to the point that it hurts. If there’s not room for me and everyone else you care about-”
“Stop,” Tim interrupts softly. “I’ll introduce you when the time is right. I promise.”
You nod, accepting his promise and trusting that he’ll do what’s right. He drops his chin and kisses your jaw. When his second kiss lands open-mouthed, you laugh and pull him up for an actual kiss. He runs his fingers over the darkening mark on your collarbone as his hands rise slowly toward your hair, and you decide that being Bradford’s princess is the best position you could ever hold and the only one you want for the rest of your life.
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happy birthday @reverie-starlight thank u for always screaming with me 🥹🩷
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Even asleep, you recognize the familiar rumble of his motorcycle, and you stir happily at the noise. Your neighbors will be pissed at such a loud disruption so early, but you can’t find it to care all that much.
What matters is Baji is outside your window right now, revving his engine to make you stir.
Your phone buzzes, being the finale of waking you up at such an early hour, and you paw for the device to silence it and eagerly talk to your boyfriend.
“Hi,” you mumble.
“Hey birthday girl,” he says softly, the purr of his engine running in the background. “How’d you sleep?” You mewl softly in response, stretching and letting your newly wakening muscles pop to life. He chuckles, “that good huh?”
“Mmhm,” you agree, pressing the heel of your palm to your eye to wake you up more. “What’re you doing here so early? Lunch isn't for a few hours.”
“I know lunch isn't for a few hours,” he snorts.
You grin, "well, I was worried you might've forgotten how to read clocks again."
"Watch your mouth, missy," he hisses playfully. Then, he sighs dramatically, “I was too excited to see my pretty girlfriend on her birthday, so I was riding around and didn’t know if she wanted to come watch the sunrise with me and get a little breakfast after.”
You smile and tuck your knees to your chest, biting your lip at the thought of him wanting to do something so romantic with you, first thing in the morning. Keisuke’s never been one for massive displays of affection, he’s always done little, meaningful gestures to live rent free in your head, and you always know when he’s involved, it’s going to be beyond special. “Okay,” you hum happily.
“Sunrise is in 45, bring a jacket, it’s cold.”
“Can’t I just steal yours?” You ask.
He groans, making you giggle, “you know you’re a brat, right?”
“It smells like you,” you defend.
“Just come down the stairs, you troublemaker,” he snickers. You laugh, and you smile as neither of you make a move to hang up the phone, simply enjoying being on call with each other and knowing that you’ll listen if you speak. “You still there?”
“Yeah,” you confess.
“Good,” he chuckles. “I love you.”
“I love you too,” you whisper.
“Get that pretty ass in gear. We’ve got a sunrise to catch.” With that, he ends the call.
You do as you’re told, swinging your legs out of bed to throw on a pair of sweatpants and a hoodie, eyes still glossy from adjusting to the wake up process. You peek outside, the sky purpling and starting to water color hues to indicate the earliest of morning sun. You toe on a pair of slippers that you know he’ll scold you for, “gonna have to buy you a new pair, they’ll get ruined, ya need to use that pretty brain once in a while” (he’s never actually minded buying you a thing a day in his life) and you quickly make your way down to him. He looks good, thumb scrolling through his phone and leaning against the bike you've grown so attached to, and long black strands tied back in a pony tail that sways just barely in the wind. You squeal softy in excitement, getting his attention, and the smirk you love so much splays on his face as he pockets his phone and opens his arms for you to run into.
You do, laughing as he catches you and grunts in faux-effort to squeeze you tight, rocking you both back and forth as if you haven't seen each other in days.
It's only been a few hours.
But when he holds you so preciously, it feels like eons.
"Fuck you look so good," he rasps, kissing your head.
You snort, "I literally just rolled out of bed."
"And? Your point?"
You don't say anything, opting instead to reel back and catch his lips in a kiss, mewling as he returns the affection. He tastes like toothpaste and the pomegranate lip balm the guys tease him for, lips soft as they kiss you but tongue teasing as you get lost in each other. His hands find their way to your waist, big thumbs swiping over the tender bones and god, you feel yourself absolutely melting into him.
"I love you," he murmurs.
"I know," you purr.
He pulls back hesitantly, like he's never going to kiss you again and he wants to savor it, sinking his teeth into his lip and looking at the skyline, just a tad lighter from the sun desperate to start emerging. Then, he turns back to you, eyes looking you up and down in a way that has your mind turning into mush. You smile at him and he presses a peck to your lips, "you think the sun'll give me a few extra minutes to kiss you?"
In truth, you want to say screw the sunrise and stay here forever, stuck in this moment with him and just being completely and utterly in love. The sun'll be there forever, it'll be there this afternoon and tomorrow, and the day after that and for years to come.
But there's only one Keisuke Baji. And no kiss with him is like the last, like kissing him is always for the first time and you're drunk in excitement and lost for words and all you want to do is kiss him over and over and over again.
You snicker and let your gaze fall to his lips, swelling subtly from the kiss you shared, and you shrug, "maybe if you threaten it, tough guy."
"For you, baby?" He grins, snatching you up tighter.
"I'll do anything."
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nct dream's love languages (hyung line)
i was just thinking ab what my love language was and was like...wait this could be cute for my tumblr
fluff! sry if im rusty its been ages
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mark lee - words of affirmation
i thought about this one for a while bc i feel like he could be many things
mark is always busy and at first i thought quality time bc he's such a fun guy to hangout with but i don't think he has much time to spend:(
i finally decided on words of affirmation cause this man is always telling people "잘했어요!" (good job) or "수고했어!!" (you've worked hard) or literally anything else he can think of with a big ass smile on his face
he's so sweet im like awh even just thinking about it
if you were in a relationship w mark i could only imagine he'd be there to talk about anything and everything with you...the deep talks would be so intense but so amazing to have
he'd make you think of life differently, truly
he could also be an acts of service boy as he's always helping his members with things they need, it'd probably be the same for you!
text example: "you did great today babe, i'm so proud of you."

2. renjun huang - acts of service
i feel like in dream renjun gives off such a mom vibe and he's so nurturing and caring to them
i see him always doing things for you, bending down to tie your shoe, holding your things for you, planning on the entire day when the two of you hangout, ordering your food for you
he's such a chivalrous guy and i think he'd be that way as a boyfriend too
he'd be so quick to fight for you too like if someone talked shit about you behind your back he would RUN to beat whoever up omg i swear
could see him being a physical touch boyfie too bc he's always cuddled up with whoevers near him
hand holding when walking, you leaning on his shoulder when you're sitting down, it's the little things for this guy
he's adorbs
he will always always ALWAYS pay for your meals i already know that for a fact. he won't even let you get NEAR the bill
text example: "hi my love, how are you doing today? did you need anything? i'll be right there"

3. jeno lee - quality time
i was looking for pictures of him on pinterest and it honestly just pissed me off
he's so fine it makes me angry lol
i had a feeling he'd be quality time because honestly i feel like it doesn't matter what you do together he'd just want to be with you
he's always so happy and in a good mood and i feel like you being there would make everything a hundred times better for him
i think he'd love going on dates with you and he'd have something different planned everyday
but i also think he'd cherish the moments the two of you would have together just chillin on your own at home...gaming, watching movies, doing work..literally anything
he'd 100% be the most loyal boy in the world
i see him being an acts of service guy too, like lifting things for you or running errands for you...he just wants to make your life as easy as possible!
text example: "what do u wanna do today! i mean we could stay home too...whatever you want i just want to see you:)"

4. haechan lee - quality time
he's a loverboy and i already know he'd want to be around you 247
while jenos more of a calm presence, i feel like haechan is such a huge ball of energy
late night talks and walks, going to the grocery store, anything as long as he's with you
he'd hate being left out of any plans you have with other people...he'd sulk omg it'd be so cuteee
he's also definitely a night owl so i could see him wanting to talk with you until morning comes
i could also see him being physical touch because i mean, come on. have you seen the guy?
he's ALL OVER whoever he's talking to, even if it's in the most subtle ways
if your feeling down i already know he'd try to make you laugh, and treat you like his princess
text example: "soo when are you gonna stop ignoring me and tell me that you love me and you're coming over:) or i could come over!"
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i missed writing this was so funnn
lmk if u guys like it and i'll do a maknae line:) miss all of u and this community so much <3
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i was wondering if you would be willing to write a bit about husband!luka, maybe like an hc or whatever makes you happy :) no worries if not!!
hi hon, i missed doing hc's so here they are! i hope you enjoy<3
husband!luka dončić headcanons
he never stops wearing his wedding ring | luka is the kind of guy who never takes his wedding ring off, not even during games. the refs have to remind him to remove it before tip-off, and he always makes a big show of kissing it before handing it to the trainer. off the court, he’ll twist it around his finger absentmindedly, especially when he's deep in thought. if he ever does have to take it off (like for treatment or taping), he hands it directly to you, because he trusts no one else with it.
he brags about being married constantly | luka’s the type to slip “my wife” into conversations as much as possible, especially when he’s in interviews. even if the question has nothing to do with you, he’ll find a way to bring it up—“yeah, i’ve been working on my mid-range a lot… my wife actually told me i need to shoot more, so i listened.” he does it so often that fans make compilations of all the times he’s randomly mentioned you.
he’s a homebody when he’s with you | for all the chaos on the court, luka is the biggest homebody when it comes to married life. he’d rather be at home, curled up on the couch with you, than out at some fancy event. his ideal night is ordering way too much food, watching movies, and falling asleep with his head in your lap. if there’s a night off, the guys will invite him out, and his response is always the same—“nah, i’m with my wife.”
he keeps every little thing you give him | luka is sentimental to a ridiculous degree. movie ticket stubs, handwritten notes, receipts from dinners—you name it, he keeps it. he has a whole box of little keepsakes from your relationship, and whenever he’s having a rough day, he’ll go through it to remind himself of good memories. even if it’s something small, like a doodle on a napkin, he treats it like a priceless artifact.
he loves doing domestic things with you | luka genuinely enjoys the little things about married life—grocery shopping, cooking dinner, folding laundry. he doesn’t care what the task is as long as he’s doing it with you. he’ll follow you around the house while you do chores, talking about his day and helping where he can, even if it’s just holding things for you. he insists on being involved in everything, even if he’s horrible at it (like cooking, where he mostly just stirs things and taste-tests).
he’s protective in small, subtle ways | luka isn’t the over-the-top jealous type, but he’s fiercely protective in the little ways. he always walks on the side closest to the street, instinctively places a hand on your back in crowded places, and pulls you closer if someone’s getting too close. if you’re out and someone is making you uncomfortable, he won’t start a scene, but he’ll position himself between you and them and give them a look that makes it clear to back off.
he still flirts with you like you just started dating | just because you’re married doesn’t mean luka stops flirting. if anything, he gets worse. he’ll wink at you from across the room, send you texts like, you look too good today, how am i supposed to focus on practice? and pretend to “introduce himself” to you at events just to be annoying. he loves the idea that even after all this time, he can still make you blush.
he has to say ‘i love you’ at least ten times a day | luka cannot go a day without saying ‘i love you’ a ridiculous amount of times. it’s not just a habit—it’s something he genuinely feels the need to say. before he leaves for practice, before bed, in the middle of the day just because. even if he’s in a rush, he’ll stop whatever he’s doing to make sure you hear it at least once more. if you’re apart, he’ll text it randomly, sometimes in different languages, just to keep it interesting.
he’s obsessed with taking pictures of you | luka has an entire camera roll filled with random pictures of you. some are blurry candids, some are cute selfies, and some are just downright chaotic (like you mid-bite into a burger or half-asleep on the couch). he never deletes any of them. if he sees you looking particularly good, he’ll literally stop everything to take a picture—“wait, stay right there. damn, you look so good.” and if you try to take his phone to see the pictures, he’ll hold it away from you like a kid.
he hates being away from you, even for a few days | luka travels constantly, but he never gets used to being away from you. the first night in a hotel room alone, he’ll be texting and calling non-stop, even if it’s late. sometimes, he’ll fall asleep on facetime with you, phone propped up on his pillow. if he has a stretch of road games, he always plans little surprises for when he gets back—flowers, a small gift, or just clearing his entire schedule so you can have a full day together.
he’s the biggest softie when you’re sick or hurt | if you so much as sniffle, luka is in full caretaker mode. he’ll wrap you up in blankets, make you tea (even if he burns it), and refuse to let you lift a finger. if you try to protest, he’ll just say, “nah, my wife needs to rest,” and do everything himself. when you’re feeling better, he’ll act like he single-handedly nursed you back to health—“see? you just needed luka’s special care.”
he still gets nervous sometimes because he loves you so much | despite being confident on the court, luka sometimes gets nervous just looking at you. he’ll catch himself staring and think, wow, i really married her. even after years together, he still has moments where he’s overwhelmed by how much he loves you. sometimes, he’ll randomly pull you into a hug and hold you for a long time, just soaking it in. if you ask him what’s wrong, he’ll just shake his head and smile—“nothing, i just love you.”
he plans anniversaries and special dates months in advance | luka takes anniversaries very seriously. even if he acts chill about it, he’s secretly been planning something for months. he wants every milestone to be memorable, whether it’s an extravagant trip or just a really meaningful, intimate night at home. he keeps a list of places you’ve mentioned wanting to go, things you’ve said you like, and surprises you’ve hinted at—just so he can make sure every special occasion is perfect.
he loves when people call you ‘mrs. dončić’ | nothing boosts luka’s ego more than hearing someone call you ‘mrs. dončić.’ whether it’s at an event, a restaurant, or even just joking around with friends, he grins every single time. if you ever introduce yourself with your married name, he’ll lean over and whisper, “damn, that sounds so good.” he genuinely loves the fact that you share his last name, and he’ll use any excuse to hear it out loud.
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Hey I know this probably is out of left field and thats my bad, but I just wanna say that the way you talk about and relate to the world around you is so lovely that it genuinely inspires more appreciation and wonder for my surroundings in me. Like, I've lived in north texas for about 2 decades without noticing the oaks how you do, and now you've got me looking, too.
no, this ask is massively appreciated!! i’m so happy to have been able to share this with you <33
there are so many little things in the world that make life beautiful!! be it those oaks replacing their leaves right now, a native hoverfly pollinating the jalapeño plants, or even the river otters y’all have up there in north TX!! everything is infinitely complex and realizing you’ll never know it all is for sure a little frighting, but it’s also freeing? if that makes sense? it’s easier to be happier in a world where the first thing on your mind isn’t always yourself
btw! hover flies are the 2nd most important pollinators in the WORLD, second only to bees. they’re such funky little bugs and with spring coming, y’all should keep an eye out !!!
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more of cannibal!Simon bc im in love w him. @madsdawson you ask, and I shall deliver ♡
Simon wouldn't waste time and would prepare the best recipes with the spices you get him. he mixes them just perfectly so he can leave a little glass container in scene for you, knowing you'll take pretty pictures, and oh how he loves to see when you post them! ah, you're so silly.
he's getting a little bored of watching you from afar, a few steps ahead of you whenever you tried to meet him. but even then, you're never discouraged, always so happy to see the little treats he leaves for you, discreet notes telling you who what you're eating.
and then the curiosity gets to him.
one day when you're placing a little package of your favorite salted veggies on his porch so he can try them, the door opens and you nearly trip in your haste to step away. looking at him is just too much of a privilege! you wouldn't dare, not yet! but Simon's smiling down at you, his eyes glistening with amusement.
"I was expecting you. Come on in".
"This... is not our agreement" you mumble, but the excitement is just too much, so you follow him into his home.
it smells so nice, clean, filled with love and warmth; freshly baked bread and wine, the cologne you can recognize from the murder scenes dates, and garlic, so much garlic.
you aren't even dressed properly, gosh! You were just going home from work so now you're sweaty and unworthy of such delicacies, and it makes you pout.
but really, silly you, you don't have to worry about such things. Simon knew you were coming, he was following you this morning and has your routine memorized anyway, so he had a beautiful outfit prepared just for you. fits like a glove! (he's always closer than you think!
ah, to be sitting next to him, gorgeous and matching his silky shirt, and a feast in front of you! simon's spoiling you so much.
and when he hears you talk, listens to you as you tell him how you've been inspired, how you've been taking notes and that now you're able to identify the emotions the person was going through when he hunt them, simon's soooo touched.
obviously, he offers to teach you all he knows! but with one condition, only: you can't have anybody else in your life, or they'll be the next meal on your plate.
and so, you take out your notes and show him the list of things people close to you have done wrong so he can teach you identity which ones are only pigs ♡
› buy me a coffee ♡
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