#it's so weirdly regimented tho. like right down to the day and the cycle and the placebo week (for period week) | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

orcelito · 21 days

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Starting the birth control thing today and it may or may not change my entire demeanor (on account of balancing out my shit hormones bc I apparently have PCOS lol) so if I am a different person after this now you know why 👍

#speculation nation #tho most ppl dont experience much of any symptoms when taking it. so ykno maybe itll be fine #it also has depression as a risk and like i dont know if thats actually a risk factor for me #i find joy every day in life even in the little things #i cannot imagine not looking at a small leaf and not feeling joy. or any creature. hearing the ripple of water in a stream #joy is all around us... i will not get depressed...🙏🙏🙏 manifesting #anyways yea the birth control is primarily to balance out my system bcus everything's shit and my periods are wack #it's so weirdly regimented tho. like right down to the day and the cycle and the placebo week (for period week)#my gynecologist said that if i want to skip a period i can just move right on to the next pack tho. very convenient.#might do that if my period would fall on like a vacation or exam week or smth. ykno #i wonder if this'll affect how painful my periods are too. first days are always so debilitating for me #pls take me back to the mild periods of my youth im begging u #(by youth i mean teen years. they were so mild then. i miss it.)#anyways yeah heres more possibly tmi about me. youre welcome

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